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resident evil is turning your kids GAY

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Made a mouthwashing animation yayyy

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my girlfriend has been begging me to get into mouthwashing recently so i finally watched a play through and like... holy shit??? i had no idea it was that dark??? the ending??? what did i just watch??? mouthwashing and sally face go hand in hand in my book, cause holy shit i did not think it would be so upsetting

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by now, we all know that joker's glasses are fake and that they act as a mask for him in the real world. have we ever considered the implications of who knows that fact?

in akechi's rank three, joker is comfortable enough to not only take off his glasses, but he actually gives them to akechi. he doesn't feel the need to hide his true nature from him.

in sumire's rank four, joker is comfortable enough to take his glasses off and try new ones on. he's willing to let his true self show while having a sort of playfulness while trying on different pairs.

yet maruki never learns that his glasses are fake and in his rank 10, they joke about their glasses steaming up. joker never fully trusted maruki, no matter what the dialogue options may have hinted at.

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the fact that touya probably died alone in that life support tube and was never able to tell his family how he felt (could barely talk after the attack) is actually breaking my heart. like hori made him suffer so much after LOSING and having to live on life support that only dragged out his pain, just to DIE?? like?? i seriously don't understand how he could create such a complex and genuinely wonderful character with so much potential just to kill him off? if he had touya survive the attack than he should've had a greater purpose for it, not just to kill him off later instead. like he had the worst fucking ending and life out of everyone in this manga. he was the only one in the league that didn't get the closure he needed so desperately ☹️ like i can't stop thinking about him. imagine how badly he wanted to live after the attack when he saw his family fighting for him, and the one time in his life where he wants to live, he dies.

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Ok more thoughts on Dabi’s ending…

Like I’m not even mad about him dying, honestly. I get that his story has always been one riddled in tragedy. I love tragic characters so tragic endings sorta come with the package (still crying over the ending for Loki season 2).

I appreciate, from a literary standpoint, the impact of dying by one’s own rage. Of letting that hurt and anger literally consume you until there’s practically nothing left of you. I see that that is what they were going for with him, and that part is FINE. Sad as fuck, but not shocking, not surprising.

The issue I have with it is the context and overall messaging. The fact that Dabi dies but Endeavor doesn’t; I’m not even saying that Enji needed to die, and he does get permanently injured and has to give up hero work. BUT the fact that Enji, the abuser and the source of so many people’s pain, not only lives but gets to still have the support of at least some of his family (Natsuo, I love you baby!) leaves a bad taste in my mouth.

I think it’s because I’ve never found Enji’s redemption very convincing. I’m not saying this in a “he’s evil and has no soul” sort of way, but it’s more in the fact that his actions have always been rooted in cowardice and ego. The fact that Enji gives up being a hero because he got injured in battle rather than giving up being a hero willingly because it was the very thing that made him so toxic and awful to begin with… meh. Not to mention he still had his son face off with his other son instead of confronting him directly. He still dilly dallied and never went searching for Touya after their initial conflict and reveal even though Shouto wanted to. That’s what I mean when I say Enji’s redemption was half-assed. He was too much of a coward and too focused on being a hero to the masses instead of being a father to his children and that never changed for him. So did he realize what he did in the past was wrong? Yes. Did he feel bad about it? Sure. Did he take the appropriate steps to right past wrongs? No. No he fucking didn’t. Too little, too late.

But it’s not just about Enji. It’s also the hopelessness that’s communicated by Shouto failing to save his brother and never have soba with him in the end. And it’s a message of hopelessness that’s communicated with Toga and Shigaraki’s deaths as well. I don’t know if they we’re going for a “loss of innocence/you can’t save everyone” sort of vibe as a part of the student characters growing up into adults, but it still just made it all feel sort of… pointless in the end. And that pointlessness was emphasized even more by how unmoved they all seemed to be in the aftermath/ending of the story. Not really much mourning, not really much regret. Add to that that the overall status quo seems to be maintained, and really it feels as if nothing has changed; nothing has gotten better (even though supposedly it has??).

I dunno. Take what I say with a grain of salt cuz I haven’t read the ending and I’ve gotten the info from tumblr screenshots. But I’m tired and don’t have it in me to pick it back up again. If the characters are going to die, that’s fine, but make it meaningful, make it worth it, make it cataclysmic in the ushering in of a better world. Give me systems of support within the society to help people in need, people with dangerous quirks. Give me a dismantling of the popularity aspect of heroism, because a system built on the monetization and entertainment cannot also be a moral system. Show me how you’re addressing the toxicity of hero worship, how you’re dismantling the pedestals so that quirkless children aren’t bullied and heroes aren’t driven to madness in the fight to the top.

If you can’t give me those things, then what’s the point. It’s just more of the same. Your story gave us nothing.

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touya deserved better and nobody can change my mind, he's alive and well and happy and rehabilitated in my mind :(

wdym he's confirmed dead, like i knew but LEAVE ME ALONE HORIKOSHI. i refuse to believe there haven't been made medical advancements in the year 2200+ in the mha universe and also i fully believe horikoshi wrote himself into a corner with touya he couldn't handle my glorious blue eyed king's greatness so ofc he killed him off. honestly what even was the point in him losing his arm if he had to be killed off and also??? endeavor??? sure he's disabled now but he didn't even get punished???

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intro post ꈍᴗꈍ

hai i'm ian or tou aka literallydabi :3

if it isn't obvious my main fandom is mha and my favorite character is dabi, but i also luv hawks, bakugo, izuku, toga, ochako, and mr. compress ‹𝟹

i'm 15 y/o and i rlly like music n video games and i like to rant/ramble a lot especially about things i like! i love to write, not just fan fiction but that's mainly what i do!

i have struggles w motivation so i am unreliable to finish ANYTHING but if u have fic ideas or prompts or anything of the sorts feel free to lmk! ♡

my other fandoms include the persona series (mainly p5r/p4g), jjk, overwatch 2, stardew valley, arcane, genshin impact/hsr, mayonaka punch, dead plate, madoka magica, alien stage, haikyuu, etc.

my favorite bands are radiohead, pierce the veil, slipknot, korn, mommy long legs, insane clown posse, good kid, set it off, the crane wives, the wrecks, mom jeans, the neighborhood, rainbow kitten surprise, tv girl, etc.

my fav music artists are jhariah, ken carson, mitski, chappell roan, sabrina carpenter, olivia rodrigo, tyler the creator, kendrick lamar, will wood, laufey, beabadoobee, khalid, billie eillish, megan thee stallion, phoebe bridgers, etc.

that's abt it! as a semi-disclaimer, i js wanted to say that i do have bipolar disorder and autism spectrum disorder! they might show up in a lot of my works/posts so pls be weary that if i say something offensive/bad abt them it's js how i cope and i would never actually judge the feelings/struggles of other people. u are loved and valid and i hope u take care of urself! pls never feel bad for being who u are, my blog is a safe space for these feelings ‹𝟹

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how i look opening google docs to start a new dbhwks fic knowing i have 20 wips waiting for me (im gonna write one chapter before leaving it for dead along with my other wips)