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Lost in Thailand

If there is one thing I could do for the entire time. I think I’d choose to travel all around. Who doesn’t like to visit some places you only get to know from an imaginary screen? My ongoing list awaits to experience a little bit more. Thailand! 1,446 miles away from Indonesia. a 4 hour dizzily in a rocky mood of flights. Bushed. But everything paid off. I love this country. Lucky enough, I had a chance to stop by in 4 diverse cities during my loose 10 days. Tiring, isn’t it? 

Thank God, I got to bring these people with me during my travel. Bangkok was our first stopover before wrestling in all plans. Resourceful. I took a cab to reach our hostel. An affordable option after a long night decision. The hostel was located near from Platinum Fashion Mall. Anything but shopping related always be in my retention. 

Honestly speaking, I forgot the hostel name. But back again, in less than 24 hours, we went to Hua Hin for a round-trip. We took minivan instead and our driver had dropped us at our first destination, Santorini Park, there we went! The place was located in 6120 Phetchaburi Cha-am District Kao Yai, Thailand. And that was far from ordinary. What I noticed too, the place was somewhat quiet. I did not meet so many people, but only a few of them who walked around while enjoyed some outlets, but unfortunately, the price was not so cheapjack. I did not even try any plays around but made a try with the food. Indeed, Asian will always be forever Asian. I grabbed Japanese food in lieu of many kinds. After several hours of walking nor sitting. We went to The Venezia Hua Hin. An Italian theme park style and that was kind of dead, after all. 

It was probably, a working day. Which affected the visitor not to come over. But regardless, I had so much fun during my whole spin short trip. For long story short, 1 week before we arrived. Hua Hin just got hit by a deadly explosion. That was creeping me out, indeed. But for sure, I still get to keep this going. Right after we visited Hua Hin, we took a minivan to got back. Bangkok all over again!

Hereafter, the day was coming to our hail. Khao Yai was on edge. The landscape of mountains through my eyes. Startling, isn't it? Now you notice that I'm a mountain person. After 3 hours on road, I was fortunate to look on this side to side place I have never been. I love this place. Our three days of stay was totally coming to pass. What I love the most about Khao Yai, they have so many hidden wondrous resorts, I could tell. Although, I did not choose it either, but I was in regret anyway. We also had a chance to do a long round-trip by car. Which we drove it ourselves. Surprising, isn't it? We rented a car for 12 hours during our whole day. It took forever to arrive, but you will have no idea what we discovered in the course of our journey. A hidden Europe atmosphere. I told you, I love this place apart from the resorts by its picturesque view. However, I just found it, settle me down. In fact, the view was breathtaking and I just want to freeze that moment forever while landscape it by way of my eyes. After 3 days drew to an end, I had to leave this place. So blue. But let's stick to the plans. 

Bangkok, all over again. I had my freewill 2 days to enjoy this city. Went to the shopping towns, and got some goods. For the tip to all the new coming visitor, if you are a shopping geek, Platinum Fashion Mall is your must-go-to list. By 100 bath, you can get some up-to-date fashion list of your own to become real true. Wondering. But I was amazed by how people walked around by driving their suitcase. At some point, I figured it out - Nonetheless, some tote bags have never existed in that recent time. Agree or not, I chose suitcase rather on. 

After a well-spent 2 day in Bangkok, we finally came up with our beach plan to Phuket. A small city, that was attracted my longside attention to the fullest. I love this place. A well-organized city planning with an urban value. Indeed, I must admit, Thailand is terrific in developing its structure. I am a fan! The first picture above was snapped from Karon Viewpoint. Isn't it memorable?

In the long run, Thailand is still becoming my ongoing destination which I do not mind to do a plenty visit for. I am so madly in love with this place. Exceedingly, the diversity. I mostly noticed it all the time. The thing is, I had a moment where I learned basically everything. The people I newly met. The language, I do not speak. The road I got lost, a little bit sometimes. Even the unseen object I have a game plan to. I am just terribly bad in remembering every fine scene of it. Neither one of it was stopped over in my reflections. But after a long of the time, a hectic hour, a lack of sleep, I am still being jetlagged of not willing enough to let each part of it seriously just go. And it left me with words. Which I predict, it says, See You Again! Isn't that?

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Have You ?

Have you ever had this moment? When something betrays your lungs and you got nothing to do about that.

Have you ever felt this feeling? When your pieces of life suddenly turn into some dirt, which once you thought it was a nice one, but it is just the way of this now.

Have you ever measured this? Time to time you are so in love with this peculiar conversation, in fact, none of them were being genuine to your now-condition.

Have you ever spelled this? ‘Bullshit’ spell this out. Let me help you. Try. Relieved, isn’t it?

Have you ever thought about future? The future exactly. The noun to your bright side. If the future is a coffee, that must be contained a poison caffeine. Once it dissolves, you can be found sinking within its future fantasy. Vague, isn’t it?

Have you ever sounded like a loser? I was, twice. Apart of it, the body I live with belonged to a false-hearted substance, likewise, its element was found fine. And they came alive. 

Have you tried to stop all of this? Each seductive of uncertainty. Now and then is this the splendid empire you want to build? 

Or, even worse, have you built one?

Have you? Have you ever lived this life thereout from your drama empire? Your triumph outcry had merged intimately with untruth.

Have you predicted how far you will truly become? No. Because you have not even started.

No, because you have not even dreamed about it.

No, because you have not even settled down by a distinctness of providence. You are not fine. Are you?

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When Indonesia finds it Dilemma ; The lesson of Islam and Democracy in Indonesia.

The state of freedom is the situation in which everyone is treated equally and has the same rights. An imaginary place called Utopia exists, since there’s no way to embody the peace for everyone perfectly. There are several philosophers who pursued their various systems of thoughts into idealism. Athens tends to become the pioneers of any experiment in idealism. One of them has been recognized as a democracy.

Democracy is a form of the government system, where people can choose the leader independently by voting. In the name of democracy, there’s an actual purpose they want to achieve. There is a peace for everyone. Peace is a period of time when there’s no war or fighting. In Islam belief, Islam is also mean peace. There are many examples that we can learn from Islam lessons and democracy in Indonesia. Such as the way of Islam movement who impressed mainstream media radically, the desire of creating  Indonesia  as  a  Muslim  country,  the  arguments  between  majority  and minority, and so forth. Each of these moral will be elaborated explicitly.

Indonesia is a democratic country with the largest Muslim population in the world.  According  to  the  mapsofworld.com,  Indonesia’s  owning approximately 209,120,000 people who follow Islam as their belief. Many people out of Indonesia, assume that Indonesia is a Muslim country. Except for conceiving that Indonesia is also having diversity in certain aspects. Islam as a religion that exists since the 7th century has participated in democracy. Other than that, they’re also taking part in politic.

Many political parties have been labeled as an Islamic party. With the aim of having more supporters towards the general election. As well as Islam political parties issues, the Islamic defenders front also as known as FPI, is making a quite bad image for the public. The protest action against things they frequently disagree about will always enliven the media reporting nowadays. In December 2014, they were refusing Basuki Tjahaja Purnama or known as Ahok as the governor of DKI Jakarta. In consequence of Ahok’s religion as a non-Muslim who will lead the entire Muslim population in DKI Jakarta (source: www.dw.com). 

Because of what people saw on the TV or based on newspaper they read, that action has brought many opinions which tend to produced disunity. Between the majority and minority, there are so many controversies that occurred. That thing becomes so far-out of the Indonesia’s motto which “Unity and Diversity”. But what people see is the unseen unity besides of diversity.

In my opinion, this quite disconcerting, how it’s apparently becoming a trend to unify the religion and democracy. Religion is the belief in God, where that is exceptionally sensitive and personal. No one can interfere what others belief and vice versa. There is the diverse point of view about how they look this country as their home. Most of the people are looking for welfare and fight for it. Meanwhile, some of them  are  voiceless  and  apathetic. Just because Indonesia  is  the  largest Muslim country, doesn’t mean that every part of this country obligate to follow Islam as their main reference.

In Islam, there’s no coercion. When you believe that Islam is the right guide, you can’t do the same way to the other non-Muslims. Democracy is a concept that can be guided by the doubtless purpose.

When the lower class group demonstrates for their liberties, they are involved in the democracy way. Because they strive for their rights. This country needs a leader  who  can  invent  achievement.  We  don’t  need  the  greed  of  wanting  some particular position for personal interests that implicates, the power or religion.

Is disunity necessary in order to achieve peace? Disunity isn’t a step to lead up the Utopian dream. The Utopian dream can be happened by making right moral value, and by building the equal rights for everyone. The lesson of Islam teaches us peace and tolerance. Which can be valuable to the way of life we live. And it can be disenchanted to not interfere religion as the thing we believe in democracy.

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What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight. Build anyway. ― Kent M. Keith, The Silent Revolution: Dynamic Leadership in the Student Council. 

Self-reflection somehow meditates a person too deep down. When it comes to circumstances where people are so hard in reacting, while oftentimes blaming themselves stupid, they’re in fact burdened by situation they did not expect. As an example, you’re at the class is just the way you are. You sit as a pretender who’s knowing everything your lecturer’s explicating nor joking, although you only get the lowest understanding point but choosing to watch it around. How if your lecturer is spontaneously eye contacting you to bring up some opinion. Then you’ll spontaneously startled but knowing if there will be something to lose. Sorry to say, but you’re just trapping into most unwanted season during class hours. Here are some trippy tricky tips you need to do at whatever time you’re not pleasant as once you get there. 

1. Be Mastered in Vocab

Once you tend to know many vocabularies it will become a comprehensive quality as evidenced by how a person's doing speech which emerges as excellent metric for intelligence. Speech represents what a person has overlearned during time to time. Back again with your lecturer. When you’re verbally prepared and be up for any consequences, once you get what point they’re meaning, you’ll never be lost. What connects people in most of times are words. According to VeryWell, in college and in the workplace, verbal intelligence is central to instruction and training. It is a rare job that does not involve some form of language-based licensing or exam, and most jobs involve at least some verbal instruction. If you have an ability to analyze information and solve problems using language-based reasoning, there will be nothing to worried for. 

2. Read What Smart People Read

Have you ever noticed what possibly make people get success? Thinking about whom you adore to get an inspiration from. Does a role model count? Today’s phenomenon, there’s a common term with goals in addition. #LifeGoals #BodyGoals #CoupleGoals whatoever, they’re desperately mean them all. Talking about reading, many success people are preferring themselves to read. Expanding their state of thought by analyzing ideas to ideas in which chapters they are on. When you can figure out what is rare for you, it can be an input to challenge you into zone you’ve never been. By reading book that people never heard nor made a try for, you can distinguish yourself among others. Not because you’re thinking it’s cool to know something people do not know. But it more likely to be unique above the regular. 

3. Filter Your Daily Spectacle

Did you watch a show or movie within any spare time? If you’re not a movie or show geek, you can be in a hurry before the new upcomings hit you just because you’ve no idea about what is hyped among them all. You don’t have to be a trend follower. Forcing yourself into taste you can’t be a pro at, make sure to leave it anyhow. You can find which one comforts you in almost all. Again and again, get into spectacle that people don’t do particularly. Be with things that can make you overthink things even more. As long as it left you questioning, go with it. 

These elements above are enough in reminding you to behave yourself more yourselfer. Don’t mind when people think you’re trying to upgrade your old version. You know that the old can be shining as gold. As long as it is working by the way you plan it, obstacle is only a noun when you’re knowing yourself better than anyone else. Remember, you’re smart than you know you are. 

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How Do I See Myself in years ahead?

Every person is a dreamer. We are born in this world for a vivid reason. A mystery of life isn't a problem to solve, but a reality to experience. Frank Herbert said that, though. I never wanted to become myself, but God created me as me now. However, I will never feel sorry for myself of being a human. In spite of that, I'm being too thankful to God for made me as a woman. 

Today's writing I will write about my inner plans in life. It will be concerned to, How do I see myself in years ahead? Yes like HELLA HOW? Somewhile being curious is my frequent hobby. I'm curious about a secret, movie endings, conspiracy, my favorite singer's new girlfriend, my ex-boyfriend's crushes, my best friends problems, and many other mysteries. Is that proper to be overwhelmed by things we mostly curious about? Like now, I'm too skeptical of my future plans. And feeling so haunted by the vision. 

What do I expect for this year?

What I expect for this year is, I will submit my research theme in the proposal form before the end of December. Besides that plan, I also want to do summer school in the middle of this year. Apparently, I already got 2 plans during this year. 

How about next year? 

Now I see myself waking up from my sleep afterward,  in a hurry to do showering. My heart won't stops beating because I'm thinking about my graduation uniform way too much. Then I'm thinking about my makeup look plus the length of my high heels that will become my companion during the ceremony. Making clear of all those things then ready to hit the stage. "CONGRADUATION to myself". A great grade paid these eye bags really fair. 

Wow, that was a fascinating dream! Wasn't that? Then, I'll be graduated from Uni as soon as I said that like now. Other than that, I plan to apply for Master Program. Since I was a kid, I really wanted to live abroad. The more I watched western movies the more my desire grew. Yes, I wanted that like crazy. But where will I go? At that time, I always dreamed of New York City too much. A sophisticated place where dreams are flaring up. I always found out asking myself how about if I go to study overseas(?) Sounds brave but I still don't know how to run it myself. After I graduated from High School I haven't prepared anything yet for study overseas. The failure I had in 3 years ago, carried me to the intellection of PREPARATION. 

Why do I need preparation? Because I don't even want to be ended up crying. I'm that sort of person who's obsessive enough. Especially when it comes to the future, I'll be too selective to take any step. I walk then I run. I run then I fall. I fall then I rise up. I rise up then I walk slowly. I walk slowly then somebody else precedes me. Life still goes on even if I stop. There will be nothing to be stopped for. 

Then, what if I passed to my dream Uni? That will obviously make me being miles away from home. From my comfort territory. But that's all I want. After I achieved that, I have to be more well-prepared to the new challenges that I may struggle for. 

Then after 2 years of walking in my master phase, I will look up to several appealing things. The future I want hasn't even started yet. But that's about to begin. 

After in charge of planning my life years after, I saw hoots of laughter while writing these. Yes, that was still fascinating. 

I have never known, where life may take me to. I possibly can dream, I can plan whatever I want. I can dream to become a famous ballerina, as an example. I can do anything while dreaming. But should all of these only stuck as dreams? Because I wrote these on purpose. 

What do we need to do as a young dreamer?

1. We need to be a well-prepared person. Because why not? No one will know what will they face right after this. Right after they wake up in the morning. Right after they finish their lunch. Right after they pick up the call. Or whatever right after might be. 

2. We need to do more research on things we may passionate about. Find out what is the strength and the weakness we have and how we do react to it.

3. Ask somebody else about how they see us as a person. You don't have to be mad or protest. Because you'll have no idea about how bad you are until somebody else asked you. 

4. Never heard to people who underestimate you. There will be no win-win solution for sure. Just because they say you can't do that, doesn't mean they are right. You've been longer with yourself anyway. 

5. Pray and put your faith strongly

6. JUST DO IT!

Experience must be a lifetime journey.  In the end, I probably stop by asking what is the real future I plan to create? But for now, preparation will be a better way to do. Not only preparation that is matter most but I also have to make sure everything I do will be the things I'd enjoy most. And so do you. 

Safirah

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How To Unfriend FOOLISHNESS?

“A reader lives a thousand lives before he dies, said Jojen. The man who never reads lives only one.” ― George R.R. Martin, A Dance with Dragons.

Picking this quote, because I've dealt with Game of Thrones stories earlier. Many young people are having a dream to become a traveler, the day they grow up. It’s nice to travel around the places, we saw on the TV. Exceedingly, share it with people who had experienced it themselves, will be 10 times attractive. 

Today’s writing, I'm not going to share you my traveling experience or whatsoever which related to it. I’m going to write you some worthwhile information you may need. At least, it does from now on.

In 2012, UNESCO recorded the reading interest index in Indonesia that achieved approximately 0,001. Which specifically means, within 1.000 people there only about 1 person who likes to read properly. It’s too heartbreaking, in knowing many people tend to not wise up themselves as a part in this country development. Nevertheless, being a complainer instead.

I remember I Think Like A Freak book by Steven D. Evitt & Stephen J. Dubner that I had read. I was pretty impressed by these words, “Every time we pretend to know something, we are doing the same: protecting our own reputation rather than promoting the collective good. None of us want to look stupid, or at least overmatched, by admitting we don’t know an answer. The incentives to fake it are simply too strong.” 

Who wants to look stupid? Even me, I don’t even want to be claimed so. Reading can become people’s part time job or even the full-time one. Reading has a significant number of benefits. What I got from lifehack article, that reading can prevent Alzheimer’s and Dementia. 

Alzheimer’s is a type of dementia that causes problems with memory, thinking, and behavior. Symptoms(The way your body acts differently and make you notice you have a disease) usually develop slowly and get worse over time, becoming severe enough to interfere with daily tasks. (Source: Alz.org)

Besides Alzheimer’s, reading also can become your stress reduction (lifehack.org). Nowadays, people are so easy to become stressful. Like dealing with the deadline, traffic issue, broken hearted, financial issue, and another unexpected ones. If you’re one of those people, then you badly need to do so. 

Reading can guide you into perspectives you’ve never known before. Without knowing, how thoughtful the writer can break our heart by giving that sort of ending, you’ll never experience one. The one and only thing you’ll get in reading. 

I don’t know how myself starting to like reading. But when I was a kid, my mom always brought me up with bedtime stories. I think she was one of the reasons behind. I also feel that reading really changes the way I talk. Especially my vocabulary. Have you ever thought about every word you say count your quality most? 

I think, saying things unstructured is really matter. When you mean things that your friend obviously got them wrong, that must be a trouble in the first place. The major purpose of effective communication is, you want to make people get the message effectively. In verbally or non-verbally. 

Being well-spoken is very helpful. Living in a society where people are good at things differently, you can bring your skill to boost your self-esteem. From lifehack.org, I also found out that thing also could even aid in your career as those who are well-read and knowledgeable on a variety of topics tend to get promotions more quickly. Interesting much, isn’t it?

Now, after knowing few pieces of information, would you consider yourself to become a good reader? If so, let me know about your favorite books to read or which books that you probably want to read as a beginner. For you my beginner friends, I suggest you go with the thin ones. 

Do not worry about how many days you have to spend in order to finish one. The most importantly, you have to remember about what you’ll get in the end of your topic or story. SURPRISE SURPRISE!! Life is about a process. At least, you’re enjoying it while you ride it. 

Have a good experience. 

Safirah. 

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In a feministic two-for-one, we all get to celebrate International Women’s Day today and Women’s History Month all month.  

There are an incredible number of Tumblrs out there channeling their pride, frustration, and solidarity into art. Art to be reblogged and shared and appreciated. So let us point you to our International Women’s Day tag. It’s a beautiful thing to behold. 

Animated portrait by @rozkazaz, watercolor by @cbc, Rosie illustration by @knifesonart, women from everywhere by @sarafratini, raised fist by @jessicamaccormackrmack, Ruth Bader Ginsburg by @ciaraoneillart.

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Idioms In You

a sarcastic girl who puts boy at unknown list she thinks she will never touched, accidentally met a boy with hunk of ideas within his words. at first he was too annoying in making his move. then he stares at her by giving his not even common look. that’s how they spar through the idioms.

You rock that suit Nerena!!” Lucy is trying to boost Nerena’s confidence. Nerena seems sort of apprehensive with what she’s going to be dealt in one hour later. She’s going to do a speech regarding to the political issues in young adult perspective and becoming a representative of adults voices.

Nerena Schuster. she is majoring in communication department by choosing human communication concentration. She obsesses with any kind of public speaking and writing things. Many people have been asking her quite often towards how could she lives her life as boring as that seems. But she never tries to stop looking of what she terribly needs in order to accomplish what she might deserve. “ Boy comes later, book & movie come first forever .” That’s her choice to put boy stuffs at unknown place she never goes to touch.

“Oh there she is.”

“You know what Nerena i’m crazily proud to be your best friend. I can’t believe you did that speech so great. How come you get those ideas in your mind? Last night you didn’t even do any practice but just watching weird movie. how was the ending of that movie? that must be difficult. oh but anyway let’s do lunch together!”

Lucy is Nerena’s everytime companion that she can find to be with. They met each other at the first day they came to Indianapolis University orientation. Nerena had shown a sarcastic move in the first place. The way she criticized Lucy’s shoddy makeup was way too unexpected. Lucy never felt any worse except loving Nerena for various absurd reasons.

first of all = Nerena really behaved just like her favorite character on her classy drama series.

second of all = Lucy spotted Nerena’s bag. a black cross body from Rebecca Minkoff. “a nice touch of style.” that’s what she was thinking about.

third of all = she just really loves her.

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“Hi Nerena i really love your speech. i’m watching your move since the day we were in the same class. i mean you truly do your own so right.” “oh hi Drew it’s good to see you. thank you but i’m not even sure about that. how you doing? i haven’t met you in a couple months, have i?” “i’m doing fine but i got plenty stuffs to be done so i’m getting little busy just like you. so tell me about your next plan for your writing ideas?” “i’m still pretty sure about that. you know.. i think we can talk about this next time, i gotta go. bye” Nerena left the conversation awkwardly. It’s probably because she never feels any comfortable to do a random chit chat with boys.

The day after her speech news has been bursted, she pretends to be as cool as she feels nothing but herself. The way she sets her look everyday will never gets anyone else bored. today she start, a brown shirt that mixed with a pastel cardigan. a tight blue jeans with a black oxford shoes on. and plenty books on hand.

people she meets through her passing by, still shooting out any compliment of what she did yesterday. she sounds clumsy but still surviving between the being ok and not at all.

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“Erza, what do you think we are going to do tonight?” “what do you mean? i told you i’m not going.” “keep your words away! you should join us.” “how many times do i have to explain that i have things to do just tonight. my family will be there for dinner and i’ll spend my time with them. party feels tasteless for me. but i used to like it though.” “i offer you many girls, but you never seem so happy when they turn to tease you. you’re not into them, are you?” “i do but i just don’t like them.”

Erza McClarey. he’s majoring in business. a sharp-looking. a good-looking. a boy with a style who frequently causes some strange trill, anytime people stare at him. every girls are likely dreaming about him. he brings up the curiousity. he friends with many wolfs where their appearances are vicious. Sean with his fancy girlfriend who runs the NYFW stage last season. Jacob who thinks his money wil find no limit to buy anything even any girls he wants to be dated with. Dayn with his speciality, he rules them all.  Yet, Erza is the only one who looks different.

“Erza what are you up to?” “nothing i’m just seeing others updates on Instagram. just wondering how could i have 3.000 followers while i only got 15 pictures to be shown for.” “they just think you’re nice. so tell me about your secret love.” “i don’t know how to say that, but girls i meet everyday they are just so boring. aren’t they?” “what do you mean? you mean that i’m a drab girl you’ve ever talked with?” “you’re the one who said that, Jen.”

Erza never avoids any girls who are willing to talk with him. he keeps the conversation going. Jen ever kissed him the day they went to Claire’s party which is Sean’s girlfriend. but Erza never meant anything about that. Dayn always asked Erza about the kind of girl he likes. surprisingly he never found out anything.

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L: Ner where r u? meet me @ Marsh now. i need to buy many but idk what to buy. u know u can help

N: home. i’m about to go to somewhere but i’ll stop by for u

Lucy texted Nerena to meet her at the grocery store. she always got nothing to do when it comes about grocery shopping. she needs Nerena to watch over her in almost everything. even in dealing with underwear. Nerena is there for her. Orginize her things.

“only 30 minutes!” “please Nerena you just even arrived.” “i have things to do.” “which things? repeating your Manfield Park, The Portrait of a Lady, Lolita? you know what, right i know i just really want to uneducated you then rule you as i want.” “i’m sick of those words, Lucy.” “oh no. Nerena don’t turn your head left, unless i order you to. the boy i stalk on Instagram just being so real. he’s even here.” “which boys? you have 578 followings that i can’t even tell. Gossen’s law of the saturation wants even seem easier than analyzing your followings.”

“there he is!!!!” Lucy looks slightly bashful but curious. She meets Erza McClarey right after 1 week of following him on Instagram. She talks softly and tells Nerena to also stare at him. Nerene refuses.

“15 minues then i’ll be gone.” “now i’m really feeling i get stucked in The In Time movie whenever i’m with you, Nerena.”

they finished of shopping. Lucy fulfilled anything she needed to. she even still got opportunity to do a grocery shopping selfie at that time. she is crazy over uploading pictures because she will be surprised when it comes to the followers who are going to like it.

Nerena is going to Indy Reads Books store. her ideal territory. she can spend 5 hours long just to pick up which books to bring home. she’s quite horrifying after find out, a boy her bestfriend just mentioned in about 40 minutes ago is also there. from few distance but not that far, she still can reach his face. turns out, he sees, there is a stranger who is looking at him right mysteriously.

“Do i know you?” “do i also know you? i’m sorry but i’m about to grab that book right in front of you.” “The Shock Doctrine? capitalist movement? do you read this sort of book?” “yeah i’m about to start. this is really into my list.” “i’m surprised.” “so.. you’re the person that created ‘underestimate’ word in 1792 back then.” “oh sorry for sounding offensive i didn’t mean to. i’m Erza.” “i’m Ner. i mean Nerena. thank you for the book.” Nerena turns left and leave the conversation quickly as nothing happens.

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“Nerena what does this picture mean? i don’t really get it.” Lucy shows Erza’s new update on Instagram. he uploaded a picture that inscribed with “What we have been living for three decades is frontier capitalism, with the frontier constantly shifting location from crisis to crisis, moving on as soon as the law catches up. ” - Naomi Klein. Nerena feels surprised. that’s the book she’s been dealing now. “he’s such an odd one. how come he just uploaded this quote since i’m waiting his new picture. there are only 3 pictures that is showing him as a real God’s creation.” “have you mentioned him to follow you back since in the beginning?” “yes i’ve mentioned him twice. why?” “Lucy, you better stop it. you know, i met this boy yesterday at Indy Reads Books. he tried to underestimate me just because i’m about to start reading Naomi Klein’s book.” “what do you mean? who’s Naomi Klein?” “the picture he uploaded, just talk about this book i’m gripping on.” “so you’re not trying to say that both of you are having things in common, are you?” “i’m not saying that. i think that’s just happened randomly. i went to the book store, looked for my own, then i met him.” “i think he likes you. yes i’m possitive about this.” “oh Lucy please just keep your glossy lips off. i’m leaving.” this things feels bothering her. She is trying to avoid that conversation as she left Lucy at the library.

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“Hi, you must be Nerena Schuster. i’m Dayn Bomer.” “Hi nice to meet you, Dayn. i think i run late to be here at your Business Department.” “that’s fine, i’m about to have a lunch, have you had it?” “no. i think my belly is in anger now.” they are walking by to the student canteen. Dayn is asking her about his essay topic that he’ll pick for the contest. win-win investments in business sustainability becomes his first option. his friend Damian told him, there is a girl from Communication Department who is being so expert in writing essay. and he suggested him to meet Nerena. at first he thought, Nerena must look so nerd. but he looked very surprised until he met her. a classy look touch.

“my friends were talking about your speech. they said, you really great in doing that. so which one do you like more? writing or doing a public speaking?” “i can’t pick one. i’m being skeptical whenever people ask me to choose between one of them. i’m enjoying both.” “you must have your own Merriam-Webster in your head.” “that’s existing in my phone.” during talking, Dayn keep asking for idea suggestion in his essay. Nerena wrote down several points that he needs to look for before start his research. after 45 minutes later, a boy called a most-wanted by the girls, Erza just stops by. he feels something familiar with the girl which is sitting next to his friend.

“are you Nerena?” “do you also know Nerena?” “we just met yesterday at the bookstore. so are you guys…?” “oh..she is helping me with my essay. i even meet her just today. friend of mine recommend me to consult with her about this.” “that must be interesting. so you also study in this university? how come i’ve never met you before.” “yes but in a different department. i’m a human communication student.” “so how was the book, Nerena?” that’s quite complex, i just bought it within 16 hours and haven’t read the whole part yet. Have you read the book?” “yes and also Fences and Windows. i think you also need to read that whenever you’re done with this.” “i’ll do.” Erza just walked away after he asked Nerena about the books. Nerena seems not even unhappy at all. but she looks even curious. like she deeply wants to make sure her look at the mirror.

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She is sitting in her peaceful silent. waiting for her hot chocolate to come. The Legend Classic Irvington cafe is Nerena first option to be alone. she’s going to this place oftentimes. this is her second territory besides bookstore. reading her Naomi Klein’s while dangling her leg.

“here is the hot chocolate, hope this will make your day.”

“this does. already.”

the waiter walked by to deliver her hot chocolate. Nerena even smiled back to the waiter. then all of a sudden, a boy with his grey sweater greets her by eyeing it.

“Nerena?” “oh hi. what are you up to?” “the same question goes to you.” “this is my favorite one. the favorite territory of mine.” “mine too.” “i’m surprised” “we met accidentally for 3 times already. do you think this is still accidental?” “not sure, but this is not a too big city. we can meet people as easy as if it happens.” “you always try to be as realistic.” “Erza, why you have created sensations which my heart has never known before.” “so now you’re trying to say that you’re increasingly sensitive to my charm.” “did you watch Manfield Park? didn’t you?” “i did.” “you screwed my words.” “this is my very first time to meet a girl like you.” “i think you can meet girls easily whenever you went to the club or party?” “how do you know? are you one of my followers on Instagram?” “of course not. 178 followings. 60% are my friends. 10% are families. 5% are singers. 15% are writers. 5% are famous actors. and the rest are people i don’t know but they do inspire me.” “then how could you know about my party and stuffs pictures?” “my bestfriend, Lucy told me about that. she’s following you but i’m not.” “a too detailed girl mixed by spesific. you know what, i’m just too lazy of showing off what i’m going to do during life. pictures i uploaded that was only the limit of my privacy. i mean i just let people see what i want them to see. let them know what they have to know.” “you’re even too detailed than me. even more specific than me.”

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E: “Love me or hate me both are in my favor. If you love me, I’ll always be in your heart, but if you hate me, I’ll always be in your mind.”

N: Don’t try to be Shakespeare.

E: i wanna see what kind of romance you are.

N: the one who doesn’t ask for roses

E: then you must be asked for Guns?

N: don’t be silly

E: Please look back

Erza texted her then surprises her by showing up and giving her bunch of daisy. she looks awkward but she pretends to be cool like nothing goes wrong even if it’s beating.

“how did you know that i like daisy?” “F. Scott Fitzgerald asked me.” “so you have to look at me in a way that every girls wanted to be looked at.” “you’re that eternal reassurance with quality i wanted to be with.” “look at Lucy, she is staring at me.” “then i did that.”

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Playing The Playlist You Miss will be always become the best idea.

Good Night

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“THINGS I WON’T FORGET IN 2015″

2015 ? that was sth over. that was nice of remembering all those things that i pretty much found toward days in 2015. things i wont forget during 2015 (i know its pretty late for me to write these several things, but BLTN a.k.a better late than never thing is still in my way .. so let me just write my thing).

talking about 2015, in the first month of that year i was in Romania for doing social project(you can read my previous post during my stay in Romania). then in the end of Feb, i went to Istanbul, Turkey. i had my 3 days experiences in Istanbul. moment i won’t forget that, i had a tricky frigging moment in the first day of my arrival. the taxi driver had tricked me out and that was a poor moment where i had to carry my luggage like a homeless person around the street and found a homeless dog had accompanied me along the road. (notes: for everyone who are planning themselves to go to Istanbul, i suggest you to not using a taxi. most of the drivers are likely the same. they try to make a fun on any foreigner who do not know anything about Istanbul and my research is so true). in the second or third day of March, i just got home. i mean i finally got back to my reality. uni things, friends things, and others stuffs. i was in my hometown, Makassar, Indonesia. until the first of May i went to the capital for doing media visits. i was there for a month. (another cities i had visited are; Jogjakarta, Solo, Semarang, Bandung). in the mids of September, i went to Singapore & Hkg for 5 days. a tough momet but that was fun.

during my summer holiday i spent like so much money in buying books. i got pretty bunch books.

Negeri Van Oranje by Wahyuningrat-Adept Widiarsa-Annisa RIjadi-Rizki Pandu Permana

I Heart New York by Lindsey Kelk

Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell

Eleanor and Park by Rainbow Rowell

All The Light We Cannot See by Anthony Doerr

idk whats more but i did like bags of book hauls through my 3 months holiday (Since You've Been Gone by Morgan Matson is also including one and many more) for more info about my reading list, please head to this link--> goodreads.com/safirahnoor

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my favorite book of 2015 is P.S. I Still Love You by Jenny Hann. i had read the first book of Hann. in fact P.S. ISLY is the sequel of To All The Boys i've loved before. i cannot come to a stop for these two books. Jenny Hann was making a breakthrough in P.S. I Still Love You. i'm imagining, if she will make the 3rd book of Lara Jean's Life Stories in a complete unity. YES she is just so good in pouring a story with a very perfect charachter. in her book, i notice that family always comes first. Lara Jean as a main character, she is going through her life without a mom. since her mother passed away, she lives with her dad and two sisters. her complicated life is getting worse in the 2nd book. through her process of growing up, she finds her first love. i mean i know, she also ever had in love with many boys before. those boys that she had crushed on, just finally noticed her after all years she has been going through. the final fact that answered my curiousity was the reason behind those letters, when i finished the 1st book of Hann i was so surprised. a trivial reason changed everything during her life. Lara Jean is a tough girl anyone would love to become. the second character i love is, Peter. he is such a good bad-boy ever. i've never found, a bad boy can also treat a girl he loves in a polite way, yet i found it in him. it's crazy by knowing, a dramatic story in book you're reading in, is somehow two times tragic than the life you've been facing in. Lara Jean also telling me how to live the life with joyful. when your family is always right there for you, you'll forget about any worries you might face as days are going. i'm not that kind of person who is really into family and stuffs. but i'm a friendship side. i listen to my friends like almost all the time. idk but i'm just really getting comfortable with them. i only found like some of them who are authentically, love me as a bestfriend. funny but somehow you also notice that, there are several fakers around you. but you just really don't know how to throw them. in that book (2nd one), Lara Jean also finds her best ones. there are likely her besties. including her sisters, still. i just can't belive that her very close one, just turn into a strangest enemy ever. that made me feel so sorry about her. i can't really imagine, if the one i get close to, just suddenly turn her position into a person i used to know. i also had it like some of them in my life. the day we met, was literally the day we didn't even expect. i also ever had, like some problem in boys life. x boyfriends stories, and anything. i just passed it.

there are a lot of things i see during my 2015. looking back for any ups and downs stories, the day i felt i had no families, the day i felt i lost my best friends, the day i found a boyfriend who teached me anything and made feel so thankful for having him, the day i visited so many new places that i ever dreamed about and also those new people i met in life, the day i lost myself, the day where my emotions came to a creepiest level, the day where i had no money, the day i spent my money on nothing, the day i went to the uni where some of the lecturers were so not helpful, the day i laughed, the day i cried, the day i bought things i really like, the day i lost things i really like, and others good things in between. 

2015 preached me how to be mature. in the begining of 2016, i do not know any resolutions i would like to make. i still do not know where life might bring me to. i think some people are hating me deep inside their heart. but i do not care.

sometimes, i just really want to run away. (i know it's getting dramatic) but the environment i've been staying in, is the place where all my boredom are growing. i want to move. that's the first thing i really need to do after i graduate from my bachelor degree. holidays plans, summer plans, winter plans, are still in my planning pocket. idk, but sooner or later i really need to live alone, think about anything alone, live in a crowded city where all the lights will be my favorite night-friends. shopping all around the city center without even worry about anything. get my own stuffs done all by myself. i know it will be hard at first, but it will become my thing while i'm doing it.

2015 was my teacher for making a good improvement in the time of my journey. no matter how many judging stuffs that will be added into life, i don't think about it at all.

Happy New Year Everyone, you know i'm gotta saying it now cz my better late than never thing does exist all the way.

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TRAVEL IT YOURSELF, TRAVEL IT YOUR STORY. (CHAPTER I)

i'm growing up through my travel experiences. the first time i went abroad without my family was 7 years back ago. the day i still 13. it's quite young for an actual age to go abroad without family. i joined my school programme called The Sister School and i became a delegate as well as my friends. i had no idea, the day i felt in years ago, unless the amount of money i did spend for shopping. i was dropping my money for nothing. i walked around the orchard road by stopping to several stores in order to buy things i didn't need it my own. funny and not a smart idea. we also visited many schools that we used as a comparison. the one i remember most was Kolej Tuanku Ja'afar that is located in Mantin, Negeri Sembilan, Malaysia. a private school with a dormitory concept and a unique uniform. i thought that was a movie dreamland, because the place just seriously bigger than any school people my age went to.

when i was 13 all i think about only are some cool aspect within things i see. i was a total kiddo with nothing to think but A BUYING THINGS 13-year-old girl. one thing that i will never forget during that 1 week experience in those 3 countries is, when a man as a person in charge for our journey never seen me as me in person but do see me from my background. i don't know what happened, but the way he treated me was so not nice. at that time there was a short conference, i have 4 closest ones i used to walk with during the journey. we also get close to each other in years, even before The Sister School started. i obviously know them in person. yes they have a good background, like i notice their family and stuffs but i don't see it as a big deal though. the thing is, that man i used to mention, noticed the background as a total big deal. i sit in a back row with others friends i don't get too close with. and my closest ones were sitting in the front row. i don't even understand, but did they remember me? did they still notice about this thing even until now? i don't think so. then i pointed out it myself that, a background where you came from is too important than a capacity you got within yourself. no matter how smart you're as person. there will be some people who see it, as it matters most.

the day i grow up, i also notice the same things that always happened through days and days where i'm walking in. in 2012 i also visited those 3 countries again, and the same problem happened. that happened all over again. and i don't know what should i say to them about this. all i can do is WONDERING through the entire year of my High School years. many teachers are so busy in comparing others backgrounds. do they matter most? on the 2nd year of my high school i decided to choose a social class. since all passions i got all about SOCIAL THINGS, then what's the matter? that didn't ensure i can be as smart as the others student in science class esp finish the math cases (just for example). i do like biology and stuffs. and i noticed that i didn't do some remedy thing during my 1st year of high school. i found out there are many of them who cheated my own, when it came about a final test and however, i still did help them.

what i found out is, there are some teacher who see me and others social students, as a person with nothing to get in a future. they did underestimate us until the day we finished our high school years. the day we got no class but a little warehouse with a black fabric that covered us in 6 months, because we are a backer people who got no class to be studied in. and that was something tragic that happened in my life. well okay i will just forget those things quite soon. (but thanks to the teachers and others people to created me this far. this is what i learnt about, through my growing up process)

being degraded isn't a bad thing for sure. when people around you told you, that you can't even do those things and all you can see is the mental breakdown of yourself.  but wait, i've been being down for uncountable times by listening to others statements about myself. they told me that i can't even build anything to my own. they told me that i'm stupid enough for it or i can't totally do that. i'm a person who can listen to those wasted statements as easy as once i heard it. it's hurting how people think that you're not good enough for things you really like most. it's also hurting when you totally sure about yourself but those people still see you from your background. being rich is a good thing for them who always feel fortunate. because society will praise them to the fullest. but it's not for them who feel so pathetic over their own and it gets worse toward the way others people treated and put them to the level where they do not deserve it that way. 

i try to write these because i want some people who ever do this to others, will see how much their bad efforts can bring someone else to the highest level of life. people brought me down many times, but i choose to bring them even downer. 

by showing them your capability, it will helps you to be the one who builds a sucess. don't waste your time by complaining. waste it by crying. being cry isn't always a bad idea. it's how you express your sadness and it's a normal and a logic idea. throw your baddest part within your tears. because it will end up by smiling.

:)

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a copy thing i got from my own

in a process of growing up you'll clearly find out, being a popular group is not a life's big deal for an intercommunication procedure nowadays. the places you're chilling in will never measure how honorable you are. the latest edition of smart phone or laptop you have, whether they get a good megapixel quality, that thing still can't even measure how tech-savvy you are. and also, no matter how smart you're in imaging your personal-brand, it's only a role in your drama life who tends temporarily. the latest trend of some common shoes you wear, will be obviously drowned by the turnover season. realize it or not. the turnover occurs conditionally and you notice it all the time.recently, some girls are concerning themselves of going out without wearing any lipstick on. even when it's fading, the instant trick they do is get it more. some boys are also 5 times concerning their hair-style when it came about a changeable pomade. well. probably they're getting afraid of losing their values.the latest version of your phone will not ensure, what kind of things you do 'google-ing' these days, will not also ensure how many news applications you do 'installing' or 'reading' per day, will not definitely ensure how many well-educated people you do chit&chat-ing everyday.it's been 547 years after Johann Gutenberg passed away(if you don't know him, do find out). things he found in years back then is still exist and relevant. even until this century.it's his brain who brings him all alive. it's his style of thinking who also brings him all alive. it's his strong determination who also still brings him all alive.no matter how attractives and how your friends popularities have been supporting you in your intercommunication environment, the style of thinking, the diction you take into conversation matter most.your knowledge(+) can bring you the places any pricey shoes can't. using a two-bit stuff isn't a total shame any people used to mocking about.

unless it's stolen stuff.

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Yourself Lies About You (inspired by Steve Jobs and All The Marketers All Liars Book by Seth Godin)

when in doubt, travel. when in hurry, think. when in sorrow, write. any discovery i found toward experiences are substantial. by recognizing something in yourself, you will almost found what is the seed that you plant on the peak. when i watched Steve Jobs's famous commencement speech at Stanford University in 2005 on Youtube, i cried. he poured me a spicy soup that made me tremble by the spicy highest level inside. "Hungry & Foolish" two elements that made me screwing myself.

in 417 minutes back then, i had lived someone's live. which got me do sneezing all the time. i put more attentions in their shoes excessively. while i forgot there is a space in me, needs to be explored. people will not find themselves interesting unless someone else acknowledge them they are. 

a 10 year old girl will not notice that she is in love if there is no beat in her heart. a mom of a 6 months baby boy will not find out that her baby is thirsty unless he cries. you'll not know that you're in a broken heart when your eyes don't give you any tears sign. today i marked a statement that i found it myself. "You can't forget someone you had loved before, because you know all you do is still caring. In life, you can't even forget anything. even the cruelest enemy who bullied you by hanging your two-bit shoes in public. The point is, the feeling of being ownership over someone you had loved is definitely gone but the careness is still there." 

i connect these things with Steve Jobs's speech, it's because being look back over your past will not ever become a bad thing. it's bad if you still live it.

i saw the rain today. that was so friendly. God is the best marketer in life, if you see. by giving you a rain, He delivered you an unsaid message any marketer couldn't show you about. and i thank Him to did so. when you're reading some marketing books, believe me or not there is always a former thing yourself will need to figure it out. they offered you a value not a product. 

Steve Jobs had given us a dream & future that we will find by using his product. the brand of apple really defines himself besides an iPod or Mac. another interesting story is coming from Kiehl's since 1851 that i discovered in All Marketers Are Liars book by Seth Godin. the book was deeply attractive. 

There was someone who walked into the store and didn't know a thing about Kiehl's, but he curious about why someone would insist on a skin cream only available two hundred miles away from home. The first he saw when he walked into the tiny store was a Ducati motorcycle and a tiny stunt airplane. now he was officially intrigued. why was that expensive real estate devoted to housing items that clearly had nothing whatsoever to do with skin care? the rest of the store was just as interesting. the rough-hewn floors were at least a hundred years old. the staff was far better trained than he'd ever expected to find in a drugstore. the labels were filled with information and each item was lovingly displayed. the message was lound and clear: this is the work of a person, a unique individual, not a corporation. only a person would waste so much space on his hobbies(and it had to be him) only a person would be so persnickety about the formulas and the labels and the making everything just right. in a marketplace filled with anonymous competitors, this was the real deal--genuine cosmetics made by someone who cared. 

i marked it and keep it 10 times in mind. those good marketers even do not notice that they're good in marketing. then how could you notice that you're smart enough in persuading? it's probably your friends who thought you, you are. i challenge you to give your friend a cup of coffe that you're drinking by telling them the taste and the smell of the coffe is righteously a gift from heaven. do they want to try it? probably they will. but do they feel the same experience as you feel when you're drinking yours? just try. but i also challenge you to give your friend a cup of coffe you're drinking by telling them about why do you always like to drink a cup of coffe while sitting then listening to the song you love, moreover you're also painting your art. may be you'll find out the differences.

if so, share me yours.

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“How Personal Branding Shapes You into A Good You”

Anyone who runs a business is creating a brand for what things they might supervise during its process. Anyone who uses several social media platforms is also creating a brand for what things they might show, by giving a certain side of themselves that they'd like to spread as a public consumption. Whether it will be worked successfully or unsuccessfully, it's them who determine.

In Steve Jobs success principles, by doing what you love is the best way to became passionate into things you'd like to create most. The way he moved to made something well-known until this era is making all sense to the world. It's the way he built a brand of Apple.

In any social media such as Instagram, Twitter, Path, Ask.Fm, and many more. Those are only some various platforms that people will like to be attached to recently. Through those platforms, anyone can create their personal brands by giving a well impression to the society.

For example in some indonesian issues, many people are choosing to use english properly in any caption of their pictures that they might have uploaded online. It's the way they market themselves into a smart definition. Or in another way, many people are choosing to use indonesian language while making a poem caption with the purpose to be recognized as an educated poetic. It's commonly easy to find those sort of types.

Lately, there are a lot of styles that people can do in building their brand. In ads publications, selecting an ads models will always become a top priority. Why does that matter most?

Taylor Swift as an ambassador and also a model of Keds products are helping anyone who is using the shoes to become more confident. It's making all sense within building their personal brand by using the shoes. Most of them are exactly thinking, using keds will make them brave and also can experience the same thing as Taylor Swift.

I found on huffingtonpost.com, there is a big difference for Sexy Hair product, who is using Marilyn Monore as their product model, with a tag line "Styles Change. Sexy Is Forever." Based on my own opinion, bring the long-gone icon back will never be a wrong option at all. Her charisma in building a brand of herself is never incorrect. Due to her personal lives, for me there is nothing to be complained for.

Those icons are becoming a real example of how brand can really represent yourself to the space of publicity. Anyone can build a brand. But only some of them who are consistently in mantainting the good side of its brand. Being picky in choosing what kind of brand that you want public to know is really necessary.

Personal branding can also specify about someone's quality. And in another moment it effects a lot about how much trust, others people want to put in you. People who do things intelligently creative can make sure about others people perspective regarding to their actions.

You don't need to be intelligent enough in class. You also don't really need to be smart enough in public. The way you create your brand will cover anything up in the first place. That's why, anyone who knows how to market themselves as a well-educated or well-organized person are definetly expert in personal branding.

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A Span-New Life

Hi goodness, nice to greet you here. Whole part in you must be in a total rate a kid wouldn't get close with. The frailty is winning a life battle, and i am still heading by this unstable plane. It's leading up to the unconscious puberty-level. 

Mom knows that her little pie is growing up. She was climbing through her hardest part until seeing me by her side, smiling but crying inside. "come on girl, this is a part of process. i was there in back years." that's a statement-copy i could state in mark. i'm in a blue bed cover, i think about the future a friggin lot. 

i asked dad about my plan after i graduate. "finish your uni-years first kiddo." i was so impressed by his kiddo addition a little hell. i will turn 20 in a moment. and i will finish my this damn uni-years real soon. after all of these, i will stop myself complaining. i had some enemies, i had some bestfriends. but i had found them all in a messy-part of growing-up. but it's never been so hard. i'm enjoying them all like a photo object i might have seen.

but the point is, i'm growing up to the next level my part will not take it on. ever.

(there no point from this)

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Me. You. and We

i've just watched an out of ordinary speech by Malala. it's something contented yet worth all those seconds i might have spent in a few hours back before. i honestly cried myself out tonight. she was touching me to the deepest part for 100% sure. i've never been this dramatically touched until i found this 18-year-old inspiring little girl. it brings a shame in me, seriously. i'm about to turn 20 but never made a change, at least something big that can convey a difference in someone else's life. have i? 

according to her speech, i just caught some points that i will explicate it here. yes i have to agree. all of us. that the system of education is obviously stagnant. every people are all know how important the education is. how the education can make a concrete change into someone's life. but that's all about it. it's not even a limitless thing for them. they verbally and non-verbally think, all of us are all needing the role of education. but we haven't even sure about the serious high-quality. only some of them who know and see. some of them are hiding and choose to be a professional voiceless. 

i stand with Malala, indeed. she said, all we need is AN ACTION. it's something deliberate to mark it's words to a capslock sign, proud to say but it can be one of my action as well. no one is free in life. inlcuding me. including all the beggar. they are all busy for asking someone else's money. i found them easily like almost everytime. i somehow hate them and ship them whenever i had an eye-contact with those pity looks. they hate me even harder or love me even harder. how about the 4-year-old kiddos who never get tired of asking? should i blame their parents? i chose not to, unfortunately. meanwhile, the right step that i should have taken, was "blaming". but blaming isn't a clear movement any smart people can make. 

the ideal idea will become, "finding". finding a sustainable solution. make an action and do it with heart. i hate those unresponsible statements in order to blaming bags of programs the presidents can make. it's their jobs to make some trials. it's their roles to set many plans after A, B, and C. 

if it's failed. if it's not appropriate with your ideal expectations, then you shouldn't even blame any responsible who take part in it. even Edison had failed in many times in order to get a better result. all of us are surely feel the effect of his goodness. now i'm feeling a good quality of light and being happy of it. 

that's only a little bit example that life might have brought nowadays. many people are smart in their own fields. some of them are smart in math. or probably in physic. and maybe some of them are an expert in painting. no one is stupid. there are only a few voiceless who do not speak up for the truth. for me they are just in charge of their fearness. they are all a good sleeper for their illogical dreams. that's why, as Malala said according to her speech, all we can do is SPEAK UP and TAKE AN ACTION.

and yes it’s not only Malala who takes action. but it’s also Me, You, and We. 

(this writing is inspired by Malala’s speech https://youtu.be/MOqIotJrFVM )

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