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In Love With You In Every Universe Even My Own

Pairing: Bucky x Reader

Warnings: Angst

Summary: Thanos was the main focus, but suddenly you heard your name, coming from the lips of the love of your life, only it sounded like something was wrong. You turned, around but as you looked to the person who spoke your voice, you were met with nothing but dust. It was thought by many you broke there, and went insane right after by many. But, you argue from that moment you were going to get him back, even if he wasn’t real but he would be to you.

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Part 2 (cancelled)

It’d been days now, and the moment in your head played over and over like that broken record in your room that recorded the same song you and your husband danced to every night in the 40′s. 

Every remaining member of the avengers had been trying to check in on you every few hours for the last couple days, except they were met with your endless screams and cries to be left alone and they did. You were doing what you had been everyday for the last while. 

Analyzing what the fuck had happened out there.

Almost everybody had disappeared, only a few avengers remained. And, out of the blipped, as they were calling them, the vanished, was your husband, the infamous White Wolf as his new name, but many did know him as the Winter Solider, or to you, simply just Bucky, your love, was one of the many to go, actually the first to go.

You needed him, you craved him at this point. You had been separated when he was getting treatment in Wakanda for the removal of the Winter Soldier program in him and it was torture but you knew where he was, but now that was impossible, you had no idea, he was gone, nothing but dust.

You could beat Thanos’s ass up right now if you were given the chance, but he disappeared too, shortly after, nobody knew where he was, and you weren’t focused on him, or even a revenge plan, you just wanted your husband, and you finally think you found a way to bring him back. 

A malicious grin formed on your face, your tongue slowly between your canines, thinking along with you. You would use a power, one that was left behind Wanda, your closest friend in the avenger group. She left a piece of her power for you in a glass, concealed when you needed it, this was given to you the day you met her, and you finally had an idea of what you could do with it, you would create a new reality, one where you could be with Bucky forever. No one would interrupt you, and if they did they would pay if they took him away again. You believed this would bring him back, even though deep down inside you knew it wasn’t real, but it would be for you. 

Suddenly, someone knocked on your door, as usual, every few hours they did, you screamed and they left, only this time it seemed more urgent as they did it a couple more times.

“Come in.” You mewed, this idea formulating in your head, you would see him soon, your Bucky.

“Y/N!” Steve entered, breathing out really quickly. “I know you don’t want to be bothered.. but Tony has come back.” He heightened, and you stood up, at the super-solider not caring about the news of the leader of the Avengers coming back only the simple fact you would see him, again.

“Are you-” He began, but you put a finger to your lips to signal him to keep it down.

“Let’s go, Steve.” You said, an evil look in your eye, Steve wanted to say something, but he kept quiet, you noticed the gulp he took and it made you grin.

You both headed outside, and though it was pitch black, you saw the ship, and there was Nebula, daughter of Thanos, and you unleashed yourself there, you grabbed your taser on your side and hurled it at her, she didn’t notice it and it hit her, she went crumpling to the ground, convulsing from the electric shock of the taser that hit her.

“For Bucky.” You grinned. Steve ran up to you, but before he could say anything, you looked at him, and ran, as he tried to grab you. He was strong, but you were quick, and eventually you had lost him. 

You had been running for a while now, and had no idea where you were, the jar with Maximoff's power under your arm clenched, your only need for bringing him back.

“Where do I go-” You began to spin and twirl around trying to see your surroundings in the dark, and suddenly you saw a sign, half-lit up flickering, almost abandoned.

It was a sign showcasing a town, Westview. A lightbulb went off in your head, and suddenly you knew where your little universe would begin, and so you scampered towards it, your heart thundering and yearning for your husband.

They really do say love drives you mad, and in that moment you had given into the madness, only it wasn’t to you, you were just going to the one, and that one was James Buchanan Barnes. 

Like you said in your vows.

“In sickness and in health” Well, there you were running towards the place where you would create a version of him that you believed was, in complete sickness to nourish your health you needed him and so that’s where you went faster then what seemed like light itself in that moment.

Nobody, in Westview could believe that one of earth’s mightiest hero’s could be so insane that she would enslave an entire town, in that case their town in that moment, and that’s what was about to happen.

You stood in some kind of ruins, of a house. You were confused, and saw a letter on the ground, old and discarded, you picked it up and your heart dropped when you saw the little B on the envlope the one Bucky always used when he addressed something to you.

The tears rolled down right away, you hadn’t even read the letter, but when you opened it, everything exploded.

The letter read “to grow old in, B.” You fell to your knees, and realized that he was gone, he really was and that a reality with him that you created wouldn’t be real, but just as your mind was about to accept the gruesome truth, Wanda’s jar with her power in it fell as you did and crashed on the floor. 

The power flew around you in red, waves and then into you, you screamed feeling absoutly nothing in that moment but the sheer raw power of what the world didn’t know in that moment was the Scarlet Witch.

Things began to mold. The ruins of the house took shape into a real house, and the people around it into neighbors, and an old timey neighborhood. You had a dress, on one similar to the ones you wore in the 40′s, and you belived it was the 40′s as you looked around, your reality setting in on it’s own, only you yourself didn’t know it wasn’t real, to you it was.

And, suddenly there he was a flash of light forming him. That same outfit from the bar the night you fell in love him and there he was the same grin on his face from that night

Bucky looked right at you.

“Hello, doll.” 

Everything fell in place for you at that moment and was perfect.

Well, for now.

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Captain America To The World A Coward To You

Bucky x Reader

Summary : You come into contact with elder Steve, everyone saying he was gone, but you found him living alone secluded the remaining time he had left out in a secluded area. Only you weren't there to remicinate faithful times, you were there to say what what truly on your mind regarding your husband and an older version of your best friend in front of you.

Warnings: angst some language

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A walk in the park to clear your mind is what you usually took most mornings. Your husband the ex-winter solider as he was usually known as had fallen asleep finally after a restless night once again full of nightmares and the usual ruminating on the past, it broke your heart but you needed a break so once again you headed out your heart breaking every time you thought of the love of your life suffering.

You sighed pressing a finger to your temple.

“Oh Nat, if you were still here.” You brushed tears forming on your brow away with a swish of your finger, she was your best friend and you would tell her anything but she was gone and with Sam being a trusted figure for you and one of your closest friends when it came to your love for your husband you just found it easier to talk with her since you spoke about everything but you couldn’t so you just continued walking hoping to rid of some of the tension you felt by letting the suns rays lay on your skin.

You’d been walking for a better part of an hour until you came into view with it, the time machine or what was left of it when Captain America decided to leave, to go back in time to be with his first love, though it left you picking up the peices of a broken best friend and still picking them up to this day.

“Shit, it’s just how we left it.” You mumbled to yourself, feeling your hand turn into a fist, anger boiling inside you. Steve was your best friend and now when you thought of him you wanted to do what people rumoured him to be, which was the moon and you would voluntarily fling him to it.

You were about to fall to your knees in tears on remembering the incident. Steve leaving never returning living in a world where Bucky could possibly still be the Winter Solider, and the simple fact where they could have had a chance to live the rest of their lives together was presented and by the amount of times you and him fought for Bucky it seemed that he didn’t care and it burned your core every time you thought of it.

Just as you were about to break down something caught your eye or someone. The same bench where the shield was given up to Sam was occupied by the same gentlemen who gave it to him and that was Steve and there he was once more sitting there just peacefully living his life like an old man would like you all would if the events of your lives didn’t happen. But there he was with what you deserved happiness and peace and what you and your husband had was opposite and you wouldn’t have any of it.

You marched up to him, and he looked at you, shock crossing his eyes and just by your body language he knew, and you wanted him to see your anger and everything he did when he left.

"Y/N I-" an old voice erupted from the man in front of you years of age in that tone. Only you know that it was years of inmiturity.

"Enough." Your voice came out as thick as poison, every syllable was hatred towards the man you thought was going to be there with you till the end of the line only that line broke long ago.

You took a breath careful of what to say not wanting to say anything that would make you seem like a women terrorizing an old man or anything that would take up to much time because this man in front of you wasn't worth it.

"Nightmares, every night. He doesn't sleep, he still blames himself. Years spent beliving you were dead, until you revealed yourself only for him to gain hope that you were coming back that you would save him, only you left and get to be happy while he's still in misery." Your words stung him you could tell by the flinch in his body movement.

"I'm still in misery." Your voice broke.

"Y/N I'm sorr-" He began but you put up your finger.

"I don't care about you. I don't give a fuck about you, but why did you leave him is the only question I have for you?"

He took a breath and looked at the water past you.

"I fell in love a long time ago, Bucky fell in love with you right that night at the Expo, so as best friends we spoke, what was better me going back and you two living your lives or just me lingering here while you two continue with your lives. We decided that I go and so I did but I left him with you because I knew you would take care of him, the love you have for one another is something that I've never seen before." He finished hoping you would agree.

But you didn't it only made you more angry but you thought about your times with Bucky and realized that even in times of down that you would be there and he didn't need to worry about Steve because he was gone, and you realized that right in front of you.

"I know your not here, I know this is an illusion that you placed if I were ever to come back." You sighed.

"I don't care for you but unlike you he doesn't have to be afraid that someone will leave him again because he has me. Wether you would have stayed if Natasha was still here or if you went back knowing Peggy still had a family it didn't matter what you did was wrong."

You brushed your hand through "Steve" the beam of light just moving there programmed for what seemed to be an AI of the late Captain America.

You closed your eyes and let him go.

"He's safe with me, and nobody will ever hurt him again. Unlike you I'm with him till the end of forever not just the line. And that's a promise that I won't break. Captain America to the world when in reality your just a coward." And with that you walked off your heart full ready to help your husband anyway you needed.

Only as you walked away the AI whispered before it flickered out forever, before Steve left forever.

"Take care of him Mrs. Barnes" and with that the old light of Steve went out and you were going home to what he left behind only you would hold onto him tighter then anyone ever did before and never ever let go.

Only you didn’t have to, cause before you could turn your back Bucky ran straight into you.

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The City Had One But You Were Still His Own Marvel

Bucky x Reader

Summary: You had took Kamela Khan underneath your wing as the events of Karli and the flagsmashers had ended you decided to mentor the young future superhero. Your husband James Buchanan Barnes stood by your side through everything now with this he’s there even more. Just when when the kid your mentoring is in danger and needs your help it’s up to you to set things right and knowing Bucky is there by your side you knew everything would hopefully be alright but there was only one way to find out.

Warnings: fluff some kissing just Bucky being hopelessly in love with you.

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"Y/N I can't do this it's not working" Kamela groaned trying to use her powers to streach her arms to reach you across the room. The goal was to get you encapsted in her fist as one of her primary attack moves.

"Hey, it takes time. I didn't spend 70 years in the ice with Steve to just come back and be a master at anything. Unlike most of the avengers I don't have any superpowers, so I rely on my mind and that's what you have to do right now." You lectured the young child, her eyes burrowing into yours with frustration but you kept your cool and waited for her to try again.

Kamela took a deep breath and just as she was about to try again her cell phone rang, she opened one eye, an embrassed smirk forming across her lips as she waited for you to let her to answer the phone and in reality move away from her concentration on mastering her powers.

You rolled your eyes and moved your hand in a dismissing manner and let her take the call while at the same time your phone rang.

You picked it up and answered it, your head pressed into the phone as you adjusted your gloves on your suit, it belonged to your best friend Nat as you called her but to the world she was known as the Black Widow the one who sacrificed herself for the sake of the world and though everyone loved her for that you still felt the bittersweetness of anger toward her because you wanted her back, but of course there was nothing you could do.

You answered the phone quickly.

"Hello Y/N here."

A voice as sweet as sugar answered giving your stomach butterflies.

"Well hello doll." Your husband, the ex winter solider answered, you met in 41, at the Stark Expo and since then we're inseparable until he fell off the train and you into the ice and we're reunited almost a lifetime later and losing him a couple more times to him being on the run, Wakanada, and until Thanos took him away for five years you were always skeptical and afraid if he would leave again but he hasn't and being married for 8 months since the blip had been the highlight of your life and you just hoped it wouldn't be taken away from you again.

You melted at his tone and replied quickly once more.

"Hey Buck I'm just training Kamela again."

He answered quickly

"oh I know I just had to call you I want you here with me instead love"

He always knew how to make your heart race and you stood there flirting with your husband for what felt like hours to you but in reality it was only minutes.

Suddenly Kamela screamed and you almost dropped your phone.

"What, what's wrong?" You yelled back over her.

"Bruno and Kamran are in trouble damage control is back we have to go I just got a call from Nakia." Her voice shook and you nodded let Bucky know where you were heading and said a quick goodbye and headed off.

"I don't have a suit." Kamela suddenly said."If I head out there they'll know who I am."

You grinned and handed her a box from beneath her bed.

"For you, as an avenger you'll need this." You smirked and her face lit up at the tone avenger, and she opened the box tentivly and gasped when she saw her suit.

Identical to Captain Marvels colors but more Kamela Khan.

She quickly got dressed and looked at herself in the mirror, her smile brighter then the sun itself.

“You forgot something.” You put the mask she left in the box on her face and she looked like a hero, and just before she could scream more in delight you both heard an explosion from just below and realized you needed to get going.

“Follow my lead.” And she nodded in response, you stood by her window ledge and pulled out the web shooters Peter gave you and threw out a line though you didn’t have superpowers like him you did have great agility and you flew out the window Kamela’s mouth in awe and once you were across on a building you motioned your hand to hurry up and she did using her powers to create stepping stones for her to walk on.

Both mentor and mentoree swung throughout the city until they reached the middle of the square the entire city there both Kamelas loved ones there and in the corner your husband surrounded by officials but there for you, it melt your heart.

The brawl had already begun, they were heading towards the high school and you motioned for Kamela to go and that you would join.

She nodded and took off, you grabbed your tasers and looked at the officials staring at you from damage control.

Oh they didn't know what they were getting into.

You grabbed your tasers and brawled through them imagining they were all Steve since you had a hatred for the man since he left your husband in peices and you had to pick them all up.

You missed one and had no idea just as they were about to knock you out, something or someone knocked them out first and you looked at him and of course it was your husband to the rescue.

"Hey" was all you managed to exasperate as James Buchanan Barnes stood in front of you with his suit that he now wore and beauty that had you falling to your knees.

Just as you were about to faint he grabbed your cheeks metal hand in one, you loved that he didn't cover it anymore and his flesh hand in the other his face contorted in worry and just as you were about to react he pulled his lips to yours and the world stilled and there you were once more in the middle of the battlefield kissing one another just like you did back when he was the winter solider everyone afraid you did it shocking everyone now here he was returning in the favour.

Once the kiss ended your foreheads pressed against each other you felt nothing but him. The man you fell in love with a lifetime ago and not the rest of the world taking their photos and opinions it dissolved when you were with him.

He finally breathed out completly breathless from the beauty of his wife.

"Go save the world just like you saved me."

And he let you go and you nodded at him through the crowd grabbed your web shooters and headed towards the high school.

You headed in through the doors, and was met with the gasped faces of the teenagers you were trying to protect.

"Is that an avenger?" Zoe mentioned you recongized her from the smack talks Kamela gave you about her.

"Yeah she is." Kamela grinned and you felt a warmness in seeing the child you mentored grow right in front of you.

"Okay what's the plan." You clasped your hands together and waited for them to speak.

You nodded at them as they spoke about the fact they were going to distract damage control and get Kamela and Kamran out of there as they were the ones most in danger there.

You nodded and the plan went into action.

Zoe began her live and attracted damage control there and the officials came right away and using your tasers you took them down and the moves identical to the Black Widows came into play as well in your success to finally catching up to Bruno who was fooling the guards with illusions on him being in multiple places but just as you were about to take him with you, damage control had smacked in through the doorway.

"Go." Was all he said and you protested but he just nodded and told you to leave and just before he gave himself to the authorities he turned to you and said

"Thank you for helping her become the person she is today."

And before you could say anything he pushed you into the office and Kamela pulled you underneath the table where both Kamren and her were hiding.

"Am I interrupting something?" You noticed they both looked flustered as you had just come in on something right before it happened and with young love you knew it better then anyone.

"No!" They both said in unison and you could just shake your head and laugh but then a blast interrupted your train of thoughts and you pushed both children out the doorway onto the streets where without your knowledge the enterity of damage control was there.

Just before you could take your tasers out, a sudden green light eliminated from Kamran taking you all out, green spikes threatened to stab others around you and when you saw Bucky with one to his throat something exploded inside of you. You connected with Kamelas energy and brought it out within yourself, magic exploded and created a hex around you, Kamela and Kamran. Your eyes bright with power trying to dissolve the spikes from the love of your life that could take him away from you again but you wouldn't let it happen.

"Let him go!" You screamed at Kamela and with tears in her eyes she said her final bidding words to what seemed to be her first love and opened a hole beanth her to let him go and hide and with a tearful goodbye he was gone and you pulled the power he left from everyone in danger and fell to the ground before everything went black.

You awoke minutes later to the crowd chanting

"Ms Marvel.! Ms Marvel!”

You felt groggy and pain came into your head but as you opened your eyes you weren’t met with your mentoree but the eyes of your husband your mentoree behind him.

Bucky had tears in his eyes, and when you opened your eyes he began to sob.

“Your alive.” He said crushing you into a hug that you adored and you just let him do it to you.

"See this happens more times with you then anything." You giggled the pain from so much magic throbbing.

He also laughed but still held onto you tightly.

Kamela looked almost guilty as she tried to ignore the crowds chanting but you looked at her and nodded and she let out a breath and looked beyond at her success as a new avenger and smiled at you tears in her own eyes as she got up and headed off into the night.

That just left you and Bucky alone staring at each other.

"I thought I lost you." He finally choked out and you just laughed flipped him over so he was lying on the ground and you were now the one he was staring into.

"Well you didn't and with the amount of times I almost lost you that was child's play." Before he could respond you grabbed him and pulled him into a kiss one that he would never forget.

The cheers from the crowd of seeing their favourite avenger couple kiss just brought more love to you and your Bucky.

Once you pulled away Bucky stared straight at you nothing but love in his eyes.

"When I looked up and saw you save us all with that power you awokend it made me realize why I fell in love with you in the first place."

You cocked your head.

“Why did you fall in love with me in the first place?”

He grinned nothing but your Bucky in front of you.

“This city may have a new Ms. Marvel but in my eyes from the day I met you, you were my Marvel and you always will be, doll.”

You felt yourself fall into his arms and crush him in a hug, his arms around you, nothing ever felt like home just it had been in that moment.

“My marvel.” He whispered in your ears over and over again.

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Makeover Madness

Bucky x Reader

Summary: Bucky has just been left by Steve. You as his wife are heartbroken to see how broken he is. You take it into your own hands and give your husband the makeover of his life

Warning: fluff and kissing

No editing, really short, enjoy!

You had just finished washing your hands in the apartment you and the infamous ex winter solider shared.

Wiping your hands on your dress, bright red, a summery type of clothing. You went to sit down on the coach to watch some TV. As you turned on the huge 70 inch screen TV you suddenly heard a knock on your door.

Bolting your head quickly, you spin around and see your husband standing there. Bucky was heartbroken, his best friend left him a few days ago and he looked horrific. His beard was greying and his hair was dirty way past his shoulders.

“Are you alright babe?” You stood up and walked over to him placing your hands on his shoulders, his blues staring into your eyes. Dry tears clung around his eyelashes.

“I’ll be alright, doll.” He muttered, while staring off into space.

You stared at this broken man, half a person that he was now that his best friend was gone but he still had you.

So, you dragged him to the chair holding his hand and sitting him down.

He looked puzzled staring at you, but you were his wife he would let you do anything to him.

“Doll-“

“Shush, let me work.”

He was quiet as you draped a blanket over him, and he being a hair stylist yourself and a makeup artist this was going to be easy as pie.

You began to cut his hair, absolutely asking him first and he nodded, letting you go ahead glad to be distracted by something else.

After about 10 minutes you managed to cut his hair short, but styled it nicely, just like he looked like in the 40’s before he fell to his terror and you into the ice with Steve.

You then trimmed his beard all the way completely. He was startled as you finished, looking into the mirror was a brand new person, Bucky the way he was before not that his previous version of himself was bad this one was just more him.

Tears spilled down his cheeks, and you seemed startled.

“Bucky I’m sorry, do you hate it-“

He shook his head and took your hand, bringing you to his eye level.

“Thank you doll.” Was all he muttered before falling into you for a hug.

You ruffled his hair and kissed him on the cheek and whispering his eyes in his ear said

“I’m not with you till the end of the line. I’m with you till the end of forever.”

He just smiled, and you wiped the tears off his face and through his now heavy sobs he mutters

“Thank you,for not giving up and leaving me Mrs. Barnes..”

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That Red Dress

Pairing: Bucky x Reader

Summary: Right after 1941, Bucky was saved from the clutches of Hydra. You being his saviour, but he still didn’t know your name. One night at the bar, you join Steve and Bucky on a night out. Peggy walks in stealing the show and everyone’s heart with her dress, the infamous winter solider taking a peek. You wouldn’t let her steal the show especially your man.

Warnings: fluff some kissing

“Seriously Steve, what are you looking at?” Bucky rolled his eyes, his best friend, constantly looking throughout the bar for his lover. Eyes darting back and forth, faster then the speed of light.

“Her.” He mumbles, his hand twitching, anxiety spiking with each passing minute. Bucky rolled his eyes, annoyance flailing in his veins. Obviously, Steve basically worshipped the ground Peggy walked on, and he himself was still struggling with his feelings.

He still remembers, the faint sound of your voice, the sweetness coating every syllable. Completely knocked out on the gurney where Zola experimented on him, he didn’t remember anything. Only the words “it’s okay, your safe now.” A flash of a black suit similar to the black widows is all he can recognize. What was her name? Not even Steve knew.

“Bucky..where is she!” Steve groaned, throwing his arms on the howling commandos back, his heart sicknesses for Peggy staining the room.

“I don’t know Steve. Can you get off of me!” The brunette scowled, is words slipping off his tongue like venom.

“Geez, Buck. Whats gotten into you?” Steve glanced at Bucky his baby blues radiating with his. “Is everything okay?”

“Everything’s fine” Bucky blurted out, his tone more menacing then normal.

“Relax.” Steve ushered, patting Bucky’s shoulder, the tender touch causing the future super solider to calm down the anxiety seeping out of him.

“What was her name?” Bucky turned to Steve, muttering an usher, quiet enough the entire bar wouldn’t be able to hear.

“Who?” Steve mentioned, half listening. His eyes once again scanning the door for Peggy.

“The girl, who saved me..” Bucky’s words were interrupted, as gasps from the other men in the proximity filled his senses.

Wearing a tight red dress, hugging her every curve. Hair styled as if it took hours, and bright red lipstick shimmering on her mouth, that could be seen for miles. Peggy Carter makes an entrance that every men in the club falls for.

Little did they know, you were in the corner. Right behind the entrance of the bar, where you had the perfect glimpse of Peggy and your Bucky, gushing over her.

Bucky was starstruck, this women that just strode in was beautiful. This man that Steve called his own, walking in as if she owned the place but Bucky’s mind wondered elsewhere, to you. But, you were no where in sight.

“Care to grab a drink?” A deep British accent filled his ears. The drop of every word engulfed by the accent.

You stood from afar, anger pouring through your veins. Your cheeks flushed red, as you knew Peggy Carter was the most beautiful women in Brooklyn. Little did she know, that was your man, and you weren’t going to let her snatch him away.

“Hm, I think Steve would rather prefer that.” Bucky said with a smug, his hand underneath his chin, supporting his head.

“What a shame.” Peggy started but didn’t get a chance to finish her sentence, as everybody gasped even louder then they did only minutes go.

You walked in. In a sweetheart neckline with a open sleeve at the bottom exposing your bare leg. Jewels dotted your fingers, neck, and ears. Makeup plastered so accurately it was impossible to displace a flaw. All the men in the bar, coming up to you, but your only mission was James Buchanan Barnes.

Bucky stood there, his mouth hanging wide open. It was you, the women who saved his life. The women who stole his heart, and every step you took it only seemed to beat faster.

You strode over to him, your eyes filled with fury, as he stood over you. Much taller then you, muscles bulging from his howling commandos uniform. Baby blues piercing your soul.

You glanced at Peggy, your eyes glaring into hers, signalling her that Barnes was taken, and only by you.

She seemed to take a swallow, fear growing in her stance as she took a sip of wine, to cover it.

You grabbed Barnes by his collar, looked at his piercing blues before pressing your lips to his.

He was shocked, not responding, the love of his life now in his arms, claiming him in one stroke.

You were flushed, the infamous Sargent Barnes was never under anyone’s control now he was under yours.

Suddenly you pulled away, lust and love cowering his gaze. Only thing in his view was you.

“What’s your name doll?” Bucky muttered starstruck.

“Y/N” with that you strode away you dress flaunting behind you, Bucky scrambling behind you not to far away.

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Past Love Vs Present Love

Pairing: Bucky x reader

Summary: The team had managed to take back the shield but Karli was off the grid so Y/N, Bucky, and Sam headed off to his home in Louisiana, and began to help his family with the boat. They wanted to clean the time machine that Steve used when he left to go back in time, and with Y/N and Bucky recently married and with their son Grant, they headed to clean it and put it away as a family. Grant manages to head back into the 40’s and reunites with a younger version of his parents. Will Bucky and Y/N manage to find Grant and how will the past versions of themselves realize whose baby this is and how will they take care of Grant?

Note: this is not edited

Warnings: Fluff

Word count: about 1k to 2k

Heat waves from the scorching rays of the sun settled onto the entire area of the boat, as you covered your eyes from the light above, taking your seat on the boat. Additionally, as you sat down, you flinched, it was horribly warm, you signed as you remembered the weather was going to be very hot, so you stood up onto your feet creaking the floorboards beneath to relieve yourself from the warmth.

As, you sat up, you glanced around for your husband, the infamous James Buchanan Barnes formally known as the Winter Solider. You met back in 41, at the Stark Expo, you were both the same age and bonded right away and shortly began your relationship after that night. Around 43, you were both on a mission for the Howling Commandos and were out looking for Armin Zola, the man responsible for your husbands imprisonment in Hydra. Furthermore, all you remember is a robot coming out from behind the train, and shortly after, you heard your husbands screams as he defended down towards the ground. 70 years later you both reunited after you were imprisoned in the ice with Steve Rodgers.

Shortly after the events with finding Bucky and waiting for him to be rehabilitated in Wakanda, you both dealt with Thanos. The only memory lingering in your brain was your husband muttering your name before completely disappearing out of existence. Five long years after that you were reunited, after the Avengers figured out a way to bring everyone back. Tears streamed down your face as you hugged him, relief filling your lungs and heart, as you pulled back, you glanced at his ocean blue eyes as he proposed to you right there.

You got married, and had a son shortly after, now your son, Oliver Grant Barnes was 4 months old and was helping you, your husband, and your best friend Sam Wilson on the latest mission with the flagsmashers by tagging along. Now, as you called out your husbands name you were greeted with a familiar giggle, your son and the two men with him, all heading towards you.

You sighed in relief, as you crossed your arms and tapped your fingers in annoyance against your elbow as they approached you. “You do realize it’s really warm for Grant to be outside, don’t you Buck, even I couldn’t sit on this boat.” You said with smirk as you glanced at your husband and your bouncing baby boy in his arms. “Hello to you too, doll.” Your husband laughed as he kissed your cheek. “Grants fine, he was inside playing with Sam.” Bucky turned his gaze over to Sam who was rolling his eyes, as he also laughed.

“Yeah, he’s all good, Y/N. Behaved like a champ.” Sam muttered while stroking your sons brunette locks completely identical to Bucky’s. You sighed and tapped your hand to your head as you shook it softly keeping your gaze towards Grant and Sam. Moreover, Bucky was standing by the boat, holding your son when he bent down and using his metal arm touched the head, dust sticking onto his arm. “Sam, I think we should help you clean this up, if thats alright with you?” Bucky turned his gaze towards Sam, shaking his brow as dust crept into his nostrils causing him to sneeze. Sam laughed as he witnessed Buckys ordeal. “Agreed, let’s begin.” So, all three of you plus Grant watching began to clean the neglected boat.

You wiped your brow on your husbands arm, wiping the sweat that gathered on your brow. “Using me as a towel again, doll?” Bucky grinned sheepishly. “It’s boiling Barnes, get used to it, plus Grant is doing it too.” You glanced down towards your son, copying your move, as you giggled taking your seat beside your husband as everyone took a break. You glanced over at Sam as you remembered the time machine from when Steve left. “Sam, do you still have the time machine from when Steve left? I would like to clean it up and put it away, if that’s alright?” Sam scrunched his face for a second and nodded. “I do have it, if you, Bucky, and Grant want to take a look, I would really appreciate it, since it’s piling up dust.” Bucky nodded “Sure. Come on doll, let’s take Grant here and clean it up.” He stood up and headed off and you followed.

You and your husband began to giggle as you spoke about your lives together, completely forgetting about Grant, who was crawling around the time machine. “Remember, when you and Steve headed to Coney Island on that freezer truck? I was trying to chase after you but you both left.” Bucky grinned “Well, Steve threw up if that makes you feel better.” As you both continued speaking, Grant used his forearm and turned on the machine. Before you and Bucky could react, your son squealed and was transported to another era, you dropped your brush and stood in shock as Bucky copied your movement.

Grant was too busy being occupied with where he was, he was transported to the 40’s when Steve was gathering the howling commandos in the bar. Grant being only four months was transported onto the dirty floor, the infant immediately coughed as dust gathered up into his nostrils but slowly after he began to crawl on the floor, exploring before he bumped his head on a rough material, the impact causing him to wail.

A younger Bucky was taking a drink as he glanced down towards the small thump on his combat boot, his date was beside him and she was equally as shocked. He glanced down and moved his brows in confusion, as he make eye contact with his future son. Bucky immediately grinned and cooed at the child “Oh, it’s alright little one.” Using his muscular stature he picked up the child and rocked him in his arms, a younger version of you glancing over interested and confused. “Bucky, where did you get that awfully adorable baby?!” You cooed at the child, your red flowing dress enchanting your emotions. “Not sure, but he’s rather adorable, isn’t he doll?” Bucky grinned, the child messing with his polished and groomed locks. “He’s so cute, and he kind of looks like us mixed together, doesn’t he?” She cocked her head at her remark. “Maybe doll, but we should look for his parents, he also bumped his head so we should check that.” You nodded, as you both glanced at Grant and begin to fall in love with the child even though you both just met.

Tears streamed down your face, your heart hammered in your chest, as you glanced at the bottom of the time machine, where your son was moments ago. Bucky was right behind you, his broad hands on your shoulders, his reaction the same just more mild. “Doll, we have to go find him, now.” Bucky was serious, thoughts racked his brain as his anxiety spiked, wondering where his son was. You nodded through your tears “It says here he was transported to the year, 1943. So, let’s go right away and we might be able to catch him.” Bucky nodded as he grabbed your hand using his metal arm, and whisked you into his grasp as he held onto you his right arm working the controls to the year 1943. The machine turned on, and you were both whisked off.

Grant was giggling so much with this younger version of his parents he muttered the words he usually used with both of you “Mama, Dada”. Bucky was shocked as he held the squirming child in his hands, as his gaze turned towards you, his mouth forming an o shape. “He just called us, well that, doll.” You were blushing as you sighed happily. “Maybe, that’s not so bad, Buck.” You smiled softly as you placed your head on his shoulder. “Some day, I want this with you, a home, a family-“ your voice trailed off. Bucky kissed your forehead softly “Doll, I would love that, especially with you.” Your heart swelled with emotion as you giggled your gaze facing Grant. “This little one really is something isn’t he, I feel so much love for him already.” Bucky smiled softly “The feeling is mutual doll.”

You were still holding onto your husband as you were transported into the same place your son was when he first landed in the bar. You glanced up at Bucky, tears clouding your face “where is he?” you croaked with emotion. Bucky kissed your knuckles softly “Lets look, doll.” As, he held your hand, you began to look, you saw Steve sitting with the howling commandos and you tapped your husband. “Found Steve, maybe we could ask him?” Bucky looked at you and looked at the super solider that was at the next table. “Yes, let’s ask.” You both marched over quickly, scurrying past other customers, as you met Steve at the table surrounded by former friends. “Steve” Bucky muttered keeping his gaze low, so his friends would not recognize him. “Hm?” The super solider returned the gaze. “Have you seen a baby?” You muttered quickly as you described Grant. “Yeah, over there.” He pointed at the past versions of yourselves with Grant. Both you and Bucky spun around quickly almost knocking each other over, but nothing could have prepared you for the moment you saw your son happily cuddling with the past versions of his parents.

Bucky intertwined his fingers with yours, as tears came to his own eyes, followed by yours. There was Grant, cuddling with the past versions of yourselves, as the younger version of Bucky kissed his head softly, while the younger version of you twirled Grants brunette locks. You glanced up at your husband, remembering everything he’s been through to this exact moment, where the past versions of yourselves interacted with your son. You would go up to them and get Grant back, but for now you enjoyed the beautiful moment.

You glanced at Bucky and murmured “This is the exact place we fell in love, if you remember, we danced, and you asked me to be your girlfriend.” Bucky kissed your temple and smiled “Exactly little did we know that the past versions of ourselves would be just as amazing as our future selves.” You grinned at Bucky and laughed. “I love you, Barnes, and Grant is so lucky to have amazing parents from 43, all the way to now.” Bucky grinned “From the past to the future, I’m with you Mrs. Barnes.”