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[luverboyyy]

Today's eating diary!

⭐️Breakfast

• 5 strawberries - 25 cals

⭐️Lunch

• 2/4 cup honey nut cheerios - 65 cals

⭐️Dinner

• 1/4 cup chicken - 80 cals

• 1/3 cup rice - 68 cals

• sauce (i had no choice) - 60 cals

⭐️Snacks

• black tea w/honey - 23 cals

total - 270.75

net - -331.25

i'm so proud of myself! i finally got back to the negatives :3

[luverboyyy]

today's food diary

breakfast - 370 cals

3/4 cup of cheerios - 160

1 cup honey nut cheerios - 210

lunch - 0 cals

nothing

Dinner - 380

bread - 210

sandwich fillings - 170

snack - 74 cals

Tea - 34 cals (milk & honey)

popcorn - 40 cals

Total - 834

Net - 289

god i'm so fat.

[luverboyyy]

i've already had 400 cals today and i'm hungry. kms

[luverboyyy]

“Doll Mode: What I E4t When I Want to Feel 3mpty”

TW: 3D / R3str1ct1on / ⭐️vation / C4lor1e Tr4ck1ng

♡ Block, don’t report. This is how I cope. ♡

some days, i just want to feel l1ght, like air & lace.

on those days, i go into doll mode. no loud f00d, no mess, no we1ght. just silence in my st0m4ch and softness in my head.

my ‘feel 3mpty’ 1nt4ke looks like this:

morning: black coffee, water, maybe a multivitamin. midday: green tea & gum. afternoon: one cucumber slice, if i feel d1zzy. evening: broth or nothing. night: water, ice cubes, peppermint tea.

hung3r hums like a lullaby. and i sleep better when i’m h0ll0w.

i don’t do this every day. but when i need c0ntr0l, this is how i feel safe.

-♡ l0wc41

[luverboyyy]

TW SH UNDER CUT

everything in the world is going so wrong and my comfort game wouldn't load so i decided to make an absolute masterpiece on my thighs instead!!

yes i'm aware they're really shallow but my scars are making it harder to go deep..i might need to move where i cut (yes i know you can't see the scars basically at all but it's my lighting i swear they're there)

[luverboyyy]

Today's eating diary

⭐️ Breakfast

• Chobani Flip yogurt - 180 cals

• cherries - 77 cals

⭐️ Lunch

•nothing

⭐️Dinner

• 1/2 cup pasta - 75 cals

• 2 tbsp corn - 25

⭐️snacks

combos - 110 cals

sunflower seeds - 150 cals

total: 617

net: 323

[luverboyyy]

Dull blades and dead lighters.

rb if you cried

[luverboyyy]

baking will fix it all

[luverboyyy]

TW SH

[luverboyyy]

atp yanking it, $h, and ⭐️ving are the only acceptable coping mechanisms for me

[luverboyyy]

TW SH AND RANT UNDER CUT

first off i posted this to the wrong blog at first and now i wanna kill my self. i'm so fucking stupid and useless! i need him rn i need him to hold me and kiss me on the forehead and rub my temples while i cry into his chest. i need it to be august. but till then ill just slice myself till im unrecognizable!! silly!!

(+ pics i thought my thighs looked lowk good in)

[luverboyyy]

TW SH UNDER CUT

cut myself bec im literally useless. i can't even go to a fucking protest bec i'm a medical risk im so mad fuck the government kill me!!

[luverboyyy]

SH TW UNDER CUT

cutie styros ❤️❤️

i took these like 4-5 hrs after i cut but i got suchhhh good styros last night 🤤🤤

[luverboyyy]

SH TW

me when i tell everyone im clean but my pants are sticking to my legs bec they're literally covered in styros. i can't quit and i wont but im not mentally ill im happy, i work out i drink water i even stopped vaping!! im happy i just like cutting yk??

i'm not sick anymore.

[luverboyyy]

"tumblr humor is only funny to tumblr users" NOT true. those bitches on pinterest love us.

[luverboyyy]

TW: SH

pics and yap under cut

i only took like two pics but after this i ended up blacking out with my razor and going ham on my thighs, i don't even remember doing it it's like the sh demon possessed me bruh, making styros is js so addicting 💔💔

they aren't great or super deep but they're mine, they're styros and i love them dearly so stfu

[luverboyyy]

bitches be cuttin n shit. saying "whoops" that wasn't an accident RETARD