#sh vent

[hellsdevice]

[xsuicidethoughtsx]

I have two sides

I hate my scars

I want more

[bl33dm0r3]

[apricitysilk]

my whole life is just one big try not to kill yourself challenge, and im losing

[myviewfromhalfwaydown]

i’m sorry i can’t be what you wish i was

[livingonthenet]

I always feel like I'm not "sick enough" like sorry brain I didn't know it was a competition. I feel like I never have enough scars, cvts or whatever.

[gayairdragon]

I want people to worry about me, but I also want to get so bad while nobody notices and just slowly rot away

[im-dead-and-tired-2]

being suicidal at a funeral is the weirdest thing ever.

thoughts be like:

damn this is sad. they say all those nice things… would they do that for me too? who would come to my funeral anyways? what flowers would they bring? what would the speaker say i did in my life if i never really did anything. i dont want to see my grandma cry but damn i want to be dead so bad but what a bad person am i? its so selfish to want that!

[imesssy]

I want to erase my scars and make better ones

[apricitysilk]

the school bathrooms are for cutting and panic attacks only!! wdym ure going there to piss??

[charlemagnethegreat]

Why are sh cuts genuinely so pretty though??? LIKE ACTUALLY??? Am I insane? Are you? BUT LIKE THEY AREEEE???? HOW MENTALLY ILL ARE WE THAT THIS IS THE PRETTIEST SHIT I SEE?

[myviewfromhalfwaydown]

starting to accept that nothing will get better and i’m stuck this way for the rest of my life

[d3pr3ss3dtsvki]

I need friends man, if you're okay with me messaging you to start a friendship, please reblog this post (':