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I haven’t seen anyone make a post like this so here goes

this is a post for all severely depressed people who can’t channel their depression into anything “creative”, who have abandoned their hobbies for months or years because of the lack of energy and motivation, for those who keep rewatching old stuff over and over because getting into new things costs energy, for those who struggle having and keeping interests because the fog in the brain makes everything feel dull and nothing feels special. For everyone missing the pre-depression days of binging a show or obsessing over a video game or having it inspire you. It can be hard being on this website full of creative and passionate people (no shade) talking and sharing interests when you don’t even see the point of getting out of bed. All we can do is hope it’ll get better one day. Let’s not lose this hope. It will be okay, it has to. ❤️‍🩹

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Taipei Suicide Story (KEFF, 2020)

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Every time someone gives me the depression "advice" that I'm simply gonna have to learn how to deal with it, that "healing takes effort", I want to tell them I've been living like this since age 11 and that if they don't think all 6 of those years weren't a tremendous effort on my part to just survive, they don't get to tell me I should just put in more "work" to heal.

I'm a kid desperately trying to survive another year and I can't do that and fix everything broken about me at the same time.

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If you read ane no yuujin let's kiss

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hey y'know pro tip for everyone out there, don't tell people that their depression is cool or makes them a better person that may or may not fuck them up irreparably

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Ya know sometimes I talk with my non-lesbian friends and it becomes shockingly clear how they don't know what it's like.

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they should invent teeth that are self cleaning for ppl with mental illness. fucking hate when i brush for the first time in 36 hours & it hurts because my teeth r not used to it. get over urselves and just do it if it means that much to u

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Just thinking about how love is conditional.

Thinking about all those positivity posts people make saying they love you and they're proud of you but they wouldn't say that if they thought you were genuinely evil or disgusting. And it's hard to know where any given person draws the line of "unlovable". Is it a gay person? A murderer? A rapist? Is it someone who annoys them at school? Or a person with a sexual identity they're uncomfortable with? Is it someone who hurts other people? Someone who thinks they might want to? What about every person who was almost a school shooter? What if I feel like I don't deserve your love if I was so close to being your shade of unacceptable?

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“what’s going on?”

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time goes by and i don’t care anymore

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by kidd.gorgeous

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misc ms paint backgrounds for a handful of projects

[image ID: a collection of cartoonish stylized digital scenes that are all empty and are eerie to varying degrees, featuring a hallway in a house; a cluttered bedroom; a public transit bus; a backyard; an elementary school classroom; a hospital room; and a dark school hallway with two boarded up doors. end ID]