meandmywierdthoughts

[meandmywierdthoughts]

I can't be her

And you can't find her in me

[meandmywierdthoughts]

Distancing myself....

[meandmywierdthoughts]

In a never ending battle with my brain

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Everytime we meet

You make me speechless

With your magic

Making me breathless

And making me crave for more ❤

[meandmywierdthoughts]

To him you are just a FLING

[meandmywierdthoughts]

Am I in love with him?

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When you walk one step away from me remember that i will walk two steps away from you each time

[meandmywierdthoughts]

I have lost my feelings for you

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Its depressing

To be alone

Fighting and consoling myself

I want someone to take care of me

Even for once

Be with me

Assure me that everything will be fine

But it's the opposite

It's always me alone

Struggling

Suffuring

Surviving

While taking care of everyone

[meandmywierdthoughts]

Some wishes are just beautiful only as a wish ✨️

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Forgive me for not being

The person i was before

Been fighting for weeks

Hoping to get through

For the sake of you

I am exhausted

Struggling and fighting

Forgive me for things

I messed up all these weeks

Everyday i wake up

Hoping to bring a change

Hoping things to be better

Than yesterday

But it turns out even worse.

Not that i dont love you

Not that i dont care for you

I love you

More than my life

Wish i could express these feelings

But truly i am proud of you

You make me happy

With your tight little hugs and sweet kisses

Saying how much you love me

Taking care of me

You are my sunshine

Smiling so bright

Giving me hope

Whenever i give up on me

Reminding me to never give up

I promise to change

My life for the sake of you

Because you mean the world to me

[meandmywierdthoughts]

Don't push me

Too faraway from you

You might not see me again

[meandmywierdthoughts]

Sometimes I feel like

I am going CRAZY

Holding myself up

Hiding my emotions

Not being able to share anything

I feel so miserable

[meandmywierdthoughts]

Scars, the most beautiful part of my journey

It never makes me forget

How much I struggled to survive

The battles I lost

Lessons I learned

While I tried to live

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I wish I didn't wakeup today

But here I am

Damn! This is how unlucky I am

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I am TIRED of hearing

"It's ALRIGHT everythings going to be FINE"

Because it never was and never will be

[meandmywierdthoughts]

Let's be strangers once again 💀