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⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ pottery date with your boyfriend, scaramouche.

genre: fluff

pairings: scaramouche x gender neutral reader

warnings: sexual jokes, scara is referred as kunikuzushi.

“…now get some water in your hands and place it around the clay…” the teacher said as she show how to give shape to the clay.

“it feels weird,” your boyfriend whispered in annoyance.

“sshhh,” you hushed to him. “listen to the teacher.”

“…you learned how to make a mug, you can try it yourself. you can do any kind of mug you can think of…”

after the learning how to shape clay, you two started to do it your own.

“kuni, don’t squeeze too hard, it will break the clay…” you warned your boyfriend and showed him with care.

“now make it long…we will press it down in the middle after to give it a mug shape…” you said and placed your hands on his.

you felt close to him, so close that you could smell his cologne and feel his warmth. your cheeks got warm with shyness.

“y/n?” he turned his head to you and called your name.

“hmm?” you hummed, still lost in the feeling.

“it got too long…”

“huh?” his warning made you snap to reality. “oh my god, sorry kuni-”

“it looks like my dick,” he said and looked at the clay with disgust.

“well…yours is not that long-”

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MEN WHO WOULD wear/use/display ANYTHING that their crocheter partner made for them. even it’s a sprout headphone accessory, a pink bee keychain, a bunny plushie with onesies or a cat ear beanie with stars on it.

bokuto, atsumu, oikawa, hinata, nishinoya, sugawara, asahi, ushijima (hear me out) (haikyuu)

childe, bennett, aether, kazuha, venti, scaramouche (hear me out pt.2), heizou (genshin impact)

toman mikey, chifuyu, takemichi, hakkai, kazutora (tokyo revengers)

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seeing noncon shit everywhere makes me wanna throw up. it’s just normalising r*pe with a name.

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🎧 ✧. ┊    growing up with scaramouche

ᵎᵎ cw: angst/no comfort, reader is getting bullied, toxic as fuck, reader is getting manipulated.

kindergarten :

being his playmate was hard, because you two were only playing his favourite games.

seeing him play with other kids was hard, especially when he was your only friend.

middle school :

being silenced by him while his friends were making fun of you was hard, especially when you cry at the restroom at breaks.

high school :

being his ‘best friend’ was hard, especially when he makes you buy things for him and his friends with your lunch money.

being his desk mate was hard, because he was only talking to you during exams, asking the answers of the questions.

being in love with him was hard, since he has his eyes on that girl. who seems to be everything you were insecure about.

being with him was hard, but you had to love every second of it because it was what you deserved, he says.

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seeing reki being self esteemed by looking at his best friend... reminds me of many things.

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maybe i’ll try talking some more now, but it’s almost as if i am being too loud.

scaramouche x fem!reader

warnings: suicidal thoughts, very very self indulgent, reader is chubby/plus size, eating disorder, depression, bullying, sh and probably other warning worthy things :( if you are sensitive about this kind of topics please don’t read!

you lay back on your seat in the school bus, listening to some songs. you didn’t want this road that you watch to end, you didn’t want to go to school.

high school was brutal. it was like hell, especially for people like you. ugly and obese, not funny and smart…

while you were drowning in your thoughts, the bus stopped and everyone started to get out one by one.

you sighed, another day to survive without killing myself.

when you get off the bus, you tried to hide your face with your hair.

again, i am looking down.

“isn’t that our lovely y/n?” you heard a boy say.

“I thought you would change at summer but you still look like a fucking whale!”

“c’mon guys, stop!” one of the girls between them said while trying not to laugh.

“you are too nice, nana, you should be more strict with those kind of creatures.”

“yeah, they need to be tames so they don’t cross their lines.” they said while laughing and pointing at you. your eyes were watery and hands were shaky. you tried not to snap. you knew what could happen if you do.

“look at her, she is trying so hard!”

you looked down, again. grabbing your long and baggy sweatshirt tightly, again. you started to walk faster and went to your class.

5 more minutes.

“did you see the new series?”

“yes, i saw it! it was so good i can’t wait for the new episode!”

4 more minutes.

“everyone, go sit at your desks. teacher will be here in a few minutes!”

3 more minutes.

“are you new?”

“no, she was here last year but she never talks, normal for you to forget.”

2 more minutes.

“i hate the two person desks, like why would i want to share it with someone?”

1 more minutes.

“i heard someone new will attend our class!”

“is it a boy?”

“i don’t know but if it is, i hope he is handsome!”

and the class starts.

“friends, we have a new student!” your teacher said and pointed at the boy. “introduce yourself to your new classmates.”

“raiden scaramouche.” he said with a blank expression.

“he is so handsome!”

“his eyes are so pretty!”

they are at it again, you thought.

“i-is that all?” the teacher asked in disbelief.

“yeah, i don’t need them to know more about me.”

“o-okay…then sit somewhere you like.” she said and cleared her throat.

you were looking outside from the window, too into it that you didn’t even notice he sat beside you.

“did he really sit next to her?” you heard them whisper.

you looked at him for a moment. but the few seconds you looked into his eyes, it was like eternity. his eyes were purple like his hair.

he is really handsome, you thought.

“what are you looking at?” he asked, not even looking at your side.

“n-nothing…” you mumbled and turned your head to the window again.

after a long lesson, the bell ringed. you stood up quickly and left the classroom and went to the bathroom. you went into the last cabinet. sat down onto the toilet cover. you crunched your nose with disgust, it was were you really belong to.

you sat down there for the whole break and didn’t even think anything while staring at the ceiling.

the bell ringed again. ah, it’s p.e, i guess i will be here for a bit longer.

after the class ended you quietly went back to the classroom, trying not to get attention and go to the principals office for not attending the classes.

you walked to your desk and opened your book. it was a pretty book which was about a writer who lost her memories.

i wish i lost mine too…

“you weren’t there.” a voice said.

“hm?” you looked up and tried to process it because no one ever talked to you at school out of nowhere.

“at class, you weren’t there.” it was the purple eyed boy. what was his name? raiden?

“yeah,” you said and tried to wrap the conversation up.

“why?” but he didn’t let it go.

“what ‘why’?”

“playing dumb, aren’t we?”

“i just don’t understand the question.”

“huh,” he sighed. “why are they acting like you murmured their family?”

“because i did.”

“huh?”

“sorry,” you muttered and played with your fingers. “i was trying to make a joke.”

“and it was funny.” he said.

“well,” you said. “you don’t seem like you laughed.”

“do i look like i am someone who laughs like a idiot?”

“not really,”

“exactly. so…why?”

“why are you curious?” you asked suspiciously.

“i was just wondering, you are the only person in this class that doesn’t seem dumb.”

“i’d like to be, to be honest.” you sighed.

“hey, scara!” one of the girls came to your desk to talk with few of her friends. you cringed at the nickname.

“what?” scaramouche said.

“ohh, come on, don’t be so cold!” she said and put her hand over his shoulder and leaned onto him.

“don’t come close to me.”

“you are so funny!”

“no, i am not, and i have a girlfriend.”

“you are lying!” the girl said out of embarrassment.

“no i am not, and she is here.” he said and pointed at you.

“huh!? her? out of everyone?” she asked in disbelief.

“yeah, is there a problem?”

“well, she is a fucking ugly, duh.”

“not uglier than you.” he said with a smirk.

“h-how dare you!?” she squeaked.

“and don’t you have a boyfriend? he looks like he is angry.” he said and looked behind her.

“b-baby! i can explain!” she said and ran behind him.

“why the hell did you said that?” you asked for an explanation.

“said what?” he answered like he was innocent.

“why did you say i was your girlfriend!?”

“she didn’t leave my side since morning and she tried to shove her tits onto my face on p.e.”

“that doesn’t explain why!” you protested.

“huh,” he scoffed. “because they will let me breathe and they won’t be making fun of you, win-win situation if you ask.”

“you could at least ask me, you know.”

“yeah, sorry bout that.” he said shrugged his shoulders.

days and days passed after that conversation and you both didn’t talk since then. it was like it didn’t even happen. while thinking about it. you were reading on your desk while everyone else was eating their meals with their friends. you just looked and looked with your hungry stomach. it was hard to resist, it really was. so you decided to eat something.

after buying some snacks, you came back to the class.

“are you eating again, little whale?” it was him, again. “maybe you should hold your throat.”

maybe i should, you thought.

“hahaha,” you heard someone laugh before recognising the owner. scaramouche.

it was the limit…you started to cry. you stood up and ran away to the schools rooftop, which was closed to the students.

you cried and cried. you threw up all the things you ate and didn’t left anything in your stomach. the taste was disgusting.

and then you cried again.

i can’t bear anymore of this…maybe i shouldn’t eat anything. maybe then people will love me….maybe.

that day you stayed at the roof until everyone left. you get back to the classroom and pick up your bag.

you put your earphones on, cutting your bond with the world.

you walked home alone.

while laying down on your bed, you ignored your moms calls that says you should come and eat dinner.

the day after when you go to school, you felt everyones eyes on your back.

you hide from people and didn’t ate anything that day. and the day after. and the day after.

you started to lose weight quickly. your weight went down every single day until you couldn’t walk anymore because of hunger.

it’s for the best.

it’s…for…the…best….

you opened your eyes at the emergency room of the school, someone was holding your hand.

it was scaramouche.

you tried to pull your hand from his grasp but you failed. you felt the cold medicine running down through your veins.

“do you remember what happened?” the doctor asked.

“no…” you said with a raspy voice.

“it looks like your body was tired. did you overworked?”

“no. i didn’t…” you cleared your throat.

“then you didn’t eat for a long time?”

you couldn’t say anything, you were scared that they would make fun of you for trying to be pretty.

“how many days since you last ate?”

“i think…it was 5 days ago…”

“oh my…” the nurse behind you, that you didn’t notice, said with pity.

“i will give you some vitamins and call your parents. they should bring you to hospital for better treatment.”

“okay…thank you.”

when the nurse and the doctor left the room, you were left alone with scaramouche.

“why are you doing this to yourself?” he asked.

“you won’t understand.” you answered.

“how do you know?”

because you were never ugly! you wanted to scream, but stayed silent.

you stayed silent, again.

like you always do.

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i think i got writer block omfg help

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MEN WHO buys their hoodies a few size larger so you can fit in it with him and cuddle.

bokuto, atsumu, suna (haikyuu), baji, mikey, chifuyu, kakucho (tokyo revengers), childe, kaeya, xiao, kazuha, cyno, (and scaramouche but he denies it) (genshin impact), yuuji, yuta, choso (jjk)

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me: *types genshin x reader on tumblr*

random lady: wanna eat my pussie🥵🥵

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KIRA’S MASTERLIST

pottery date with your boyfriend scaramouche x reader

MEN WHO WOULD… various characters

growing up with scaramouche

the middle of an adventure is such a perfect place to start. scaramouche x reader

instagram stories of boyfriend! scaramouche pt. 1 & 2

stop the world cause i wanna get off with you, scara.

i wish this moment would last forever. various characters.

you remind me of black cats, scara.

ice skating with pro skater!scaramouche

little daily vlogs from boyfriend!scaramouche

everyone were looking at your overly handsome husband, various characters.

only if you apply it with your lips, scara.

he answered, still half asleep, scara.

it should’ve been a small relaxing session, scara.

aren’t you weirded out by a boy who crochets like a grandma, scara.

i know how you feel, scara.

tsundere scara.

no, we won’t have another child, scara.

i don’t even want nail polish! various characters.

artist!scara

“y/n i swear to god-“ scaramouche.

until they see him. various characters

even satan used to be an angel. various characters

bf!scaramouche

classmate!scara

voicemails from him. scaramouche.

attractive things that crush!scara does. scaramouche.

a little tour in scara and y/n’s camera roll.

your boyfriend thinks you are just insecure. various characters.

boyfriend!kazuha.

rockstar!ajax and rockstar!scara.

anti romantic bff!scara

idol!scara x fem!idol!reader

grumpy classmate!scaramouche

bff!xiao

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instagram stories of boyfriend!scaramouche

pt. 1 here !!

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stop the world ‘cause i wanna get off with you.

art @ manuhamu

warnings: angst. no comfort. suicide.

scara. 08:44

*picture*

i saw cherry blossoms fall to the lake and thought it was pretty.

scara. 10:12

*picture*

chemistry is boring.

scara. 12:51

*picture*

i’m eating instant noodles. i missed your cooking.

scara. 13:32

*picture*

this cat looks like you.

scara. 18:45

*picture*

i was going home with my skateboard but i fell.

scara. 21:03

*picture*

my knee still hurts.

scara: 23:31

the bed is cold.

scara. 23:34

i wish you were here to make it warm.

scara. 23:52

knowing you are cold, all alone under the dirt making me want to go to you.

scara. 00:00

wait for me.

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i have 44 drafts and every one of them are like 500 to 1000 words but ANY of them is finished help

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art @ oyunoinu

you took glances at him while walking with your boyfriend. he was cute. his nose and cheeks were red because of cold, his long and black scarf wrapped around his neck and covering his mouth.

“what are you looking at?” he said, you felt the grin even though you couldn’t see his lips.

“you look cute.” you said without hesitation, voice cracking and shivering because of the cold.

“are you cold?” he asked and ignored your compliment.

“kind of…” you said while rubbing your hands together.

“come here,” he reached for your hand and pulled you closer.

you two were extremely close and you couldn’t hide the extra warmth on your cheeks and ears.

he unwrapped the scarf and put one side on your shoulders and then the other one to his.

you couldn’t say anything because of the embarrassment, he couldn’t say anything because he was scared to ruin the moment he was craving for his life.

you two walked in snow slowly and quietly with your shoulders and hands on one another.

you both thought the same thing,

i wish this moment would last forever.

scaramouche/wanderer, xiao (genshin impact), kyo sohma (fruits basket), megumi (jjk), kageyama, suna, kenma (hq), eren (aot), chuuya, akutagawa (bsd), mikey, kazutora, chifuyu, baji (tr), +any of your faves!!

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instagram stories of boyfriend!scaramouche

@meowanian do NOT use, repost or translate my works.

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“you remind me of black cats.” you said suddenly.

“hm?” scara hummed with confusion.

“i mean like…you look so majestic and royal but you are actually so silly and cute…like black cats…” you were melting with the thoughts.

“w-what the hell? i am not silly or cute or anything like that!” he said as his ears started to redden. “and what are you thinking about- stop doing that face!”

“ahh…” you sighed. “you as a cat…i am gonna cry.”

“i said stop!”

“i would name him scarameow and tease him until he punches me with his paws.”

“y-you are weird.”

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art @ oyunoinu

you took glances at him while walking with your boyfriend. he was cute. his nose and cheeks were red because of cold, his long and black scarf wrapped around his neck and covering his mouth.

“what are you looking at?” he said, you felt the grin even though you couldn’t see his lips.

“you look cute.” you said without hesitation, voice cracking and shivering because of the cold.

“are you cold?” he asked and ignored your compliment.

“kind of…” you said while rubbing your hands together.

“come here,” he reached for your hand and pulled you closer.

you two were extremely close and you couldn’t hide the extra warmth on your cheeks and ears.

he unwrapped the scarf and put one side on your shoulders and then the other one to his.

you couldn’t say anything because of the embarrassment, he couldn’t say anything because he was scared to ruin the moment he was craving for his life.

you two walked in snow slowly and quietly with your shoulders and hands on one another.

you both thought the same thing,

i wish this moment would last forever.

scaramouche/wanderer, xiao (genshin impact), kyo sohma (fruits basket), megumi (jjk), kageyama, suna, kenma (hq), eren (aot), chuuya, akutagawa (bsd), mikey, kazutora, chifuyu, baji (tr), +any of your faves!!