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On the list of things I would sell my soul for right now... One of them is the muse to write something post worthy. I miss my ability to form words of the english language to tell stories. Anyone got some writing prompts you wanna drop me to see what I can come up?

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Coming back from my Tumblr hiatus to scream about this thing in particular. My God. My babies.

Happy Singles Awareness day to all my bookish girlies waiting for their Book Boyfriends still.

Thinking about the fact that Lidia has never had a Valentine's day. And Ruhn pulls out all the stops for her from the moment she wakes. Obviously there's gifts, flowers, chocolates, made her a playlist, wrote her a song(which he performs after dessert), with the first light dying, they're probably going for romantic walks, he cooks a whole meal for her and they eat by candlelight. Is it the best meal?......no. he cooks like his sister. But it's the fact he did that and made it with love that sends Lidia's heart soaring.

Lidia also gives him a gift. He immediately starts crying cause he wanted to have this day for her and nothing for him. But she couldn't help herself

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Source: This

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Not me over here for the eightieth time in the last several years, planning to make another bullet journal I probably won't use for the sake of attempting to have my life in order for the first of the year. I can get my life together for the first of the year, right? I can set a writing schedule and stick to it. I can actually write a book to ship off to an editor and kickstart the career that I want to supplement the realistic career that I'm currently working in. I am going to have all of these things this year. I have a house. I have a stable home. A stable income. And damnit I will pull myself together and everything will come together. Even if my patreon never takes off. I'm manifesting 2024 as my get my shit together and take the life I want for myself era.

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Chapter One of Fire and Witchbane is officially live on my patreon! For everyone interested in checking me out, I'm going to be posting once a week. These will be unedited first draft chapters, with the final edits to be processed in time for publication. Perks of subscription include: the first look of the unedited works, playlists, character q&a, first access to arc sign ups for final copies, writing prompt wednesdays, and more!

CHECK ME OUT HERE!!!

And without further ado! A preview!

"Of course she did." Was it bad that she felt like she'd never live up to her mother's absolutely horrendous expectations? Because, while she loved her mother, her mother was the queen of unrealistic expectations. And not everyone could be as flawless as she was, maintaining the wall that kept their kind safe and protected from the Brotherhood and all of their bullshit. "Ten bucks says she wants to have breakfast to remind me that I need to provide an excellent example, and be perfectly perfect in every way. Like some kind of Mary Poppins." 

"Hey now, Miss. Poppins is one of the best witches in known history." Torren joked, earning himself an exaggerated sigh from the witchling beside her. "I know that your mother scares the hell out of you, baby. But you can't avoid her, she owns the place."

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Chapter One of Fire and Witchbane is officially live on my patreon! For everyone interested in checking me out, I'm going to be posting once a week. These will be unedited first draft chapters, with the final edits to be processed in time for publication. Perks of subscription include: the first look of the unedited works, playlists, character q&a, first access to arc sign ups for final copies, writing prompt wednesdays, and more!

CHECK ME OUT HERE! And without further ado, a preview! "Of course she did." Was it bad that she felt like she'd never live up to her mother's absolutely horrendous expectations? Because, while she loved her mother, her mother was the queen of unrealistic expectations. And not everyone could be as flawless as she was, maintaining the wall that kept their kind safe and protected from the Brotherhood and all of their bullshit. "Ten bucks says she wants to have breakfast to remind me that I need to provide an excellent example, and be perfectly perfect in every way. Like some kind of Mary Poppins." 

"Hey now, Miss. Poppins is one of the best witches in known history." Torren joked, earning himself an exaggerated sigh from the witchling beside her. "I know that your mother scares the hell out of you, baby. But you can't avoid her, she owns the place."

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Screaming Into the Void! GUESS WHO'S BACK BIIIIITCHES

So hello, people of le tumbles. I am back. I am here. I am queer. And I am ready to put out some good content for the interwebs to enjoy.

So I have a patreon! It is getting up and running, and I have just finished my first official installment of one of my full length works. I will be posting it up here in about an hour, soon as I finish making the graphics for it. I will be posting a teaser for anyone who might be interested but not want to commit to a subscription without a taste of the goods. I am really freaking excited to be making these moves in life. And with faith and trust (and maybe a little bit of pixie dust) I hope that my dreams manage to take off. So without further ado, my good bitches and bitchettes. THE QUEEN IS BACK! <3

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So! Big life update!

We finally got the keys to our new house. And with keys comes great responsibility. xD

We have some things that we need some assistance with, what with the holidays coming and everything else. We're looking for assistance with a few necessary household items, while we are getting our finances straight from the move. So below you will find a link to our house warming amazon wishlist. If you can make a purchase, wonderful! If you can't that's cool too. It's there for people who may want to help out. I appreciate every single one of my follows, and I want you all to know that I am doing my best to ensure that my non-moving and crappy life situation related posting will come to an end and our regularly scheduled fics and fiction will be back in full swing! Again, thank you guys so much for your patience with me, and I love you all! Amazon House Warming Wishlist

Happy Ho Ho Holidays!

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Been a while since I've had the energy to be on here. But here I am again, advertising commissions. Here's the situation: I need to come up with $475 USD before the 5th of December. This is the lot rent for our new trailer. The down payment on which has already been paid. The only thing they're waiting on is the confirmation that that rent is paid. My living situation is less than desirable. Currently I'm staying with my aunt who is all manners of well... Not good. Not to mention her dog that is overly aggressive towards anyone that she has a problem with, and it's been made vehemently obvious that she's got a big problem with me. So here's what I'm currently offering by way of things to commission me for: -Fics. You can commission a fic for a variety of fandoms, I can provide a list upon request. Or ask for original works based on prompts you send in. Cost- 5USD per 500 words. (1 cent per word) -Icons for RP and other uses. Cost- 5 USD per episode of content. -Fandom Character letters. Cost- 5 USD (These will be digit letters, sent through google docs as a view only file that you may print) -Aesthetic boards for characters. Cost- 2.50 USD -Playlists. Cost- 2 USD per 10 songs (personally curated to a vibe of your choice) Please if you can afford to take me up on any of these offerings, your assistance would be greatly appreciated. For those of you who follow me for my fanfiction content, with hope once everything in my life stabilizes again I will be able to return to writing the stories you guys have all been looking forward to.

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how very dare you xD I did not want to think about this tonight, but I guess the angsty brain rot gets to win again.

Right now, Lidia must be torturing Ruhn and I want to die

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i am heavily resisting the urge to rename my blog luffysstretchydick, for the record, i was not aware that this was a thing but now i'm cackling thinking about it.

since genitals of devil fruit users tend to also be affected by their powers, does that mean Crocodile's pussy is full of sand?

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Or I could just go play Toontown Rewritten for a handful of hours and pretend like there is nothing else in the world for me to do, because literally nothing sounds good right now, and all of my ideas are garbage.

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The To Do List of the Day

-get to work assessing my drafts of three different stories. -choose a premise to actually work on. -get the first chapter of an official work written, and sent to a friend or two of some minor edits. -write another theme or two for the 100 theme challenge. -make a tiktok, post it. -try not to let my exhaustion kill me. (it's only depression) -don't disappear into the void of despair until after some shit is done. NOTE TO SELF: The void in this case is not your friend. Shout into it all you'd like, it likes to listen. But the fall would be ugly, and you're still trying to claw your way out. I'm gonna do at least three of the things on this list today. If the void is merciful it'll let me out to do all of the things, before it consumes me again.

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The Unholy Life Update

So you know how I was trying to start a patreon? Well that's still a thing. I haven't been able to post as much as I want to, everythings been a little wild, and more than a little not okay. But there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Currently, I am working a myriad of projects. -I have a weird niche little rubber band hobby that I'm trying to start selling some of for like 1$ a piece. (I have yet to post pictures) -I have my patreon that I am trying to get up off the ground, which is hard but I'm working on it. -I have a small business that I'm officially trying to start that specializes in homemade jams, salsas and jarred desserts. (Eventually I'd like to get into pickles, but that might take me a while. This venture is local only for the time being.) -I also have commissions up here for writing, icons, and digital comfort character letters. On top of all of those personal ventures: I also am working on another full time job (since the last one decided to let me go rather abruptly with no logical reasoning beyond "We don't think you're a good fit for our organization.") If you are interested in anything listed above, or you know someone who may be interested in anything above. Please give this a share and consider checking out my information. At this moment in time, I'm looking to do enough to make a semi stable living off of doing things in my spare time that make me feeling good on top of my job. So if you're interested in helping me out with that. Take a look and share with your friends.

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For now the price of my patreon has been adjusted. More tiers will be added later for the people who want to go higher on the payment scale, but for now. I think $3 is high enough. Come check me out for lgbtqia+ fantasy stories, paranormal romance, and so much more. As of right now, I have two one-shots for my 100 theme challenge featuring my wayward supernaturals who all share a magic penthouse in the middle of new york city. And I'm getting ready to start posting chapters of my student witches in the Belfast Academy verse.