midnightwalker19049
midnightwalker19049
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Just a place to vent, share and maybe become comfortable with who I am. For those interested: 24-ish old fanfic (& original) writer who jumps fandom to fandom almost professionally. Also, a chronic overthinker with a lot to say but very little confidence to say it out loud.
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midnightwalker19049 · 11 days ago
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my partner said something that kinda rocked my world
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midnightwalker19049 · 1 month ago
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The full thing for anyone who wants it!
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midnightwalker19049 · 1 month ago
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Writing a fanfic sometimes feels like having a plan...only for that plan to magically transform into a slice of cake. Now you have to bake the rest of the cake because you can't just serve a single slice whilst random cake slices of unidentified origin rain down from the sky tempting you like some kind of cake demon.
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midnightwalker19049 · 1 month ago
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i love papyrus. why is he like that. the guy ever. i love the way people draw his silly little face. picking him up and putting him in my pocket
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midnightwalker19049 · 1 month ago
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Okay, so I'm working on an undertale fanfic right? And it kinda starts before the game timeline (when Frisk falls). Also, why I wanted to read more fanfics like mine to maybe inspire myself enough to keep chrinin out chapters.
Anyway, so, now I sit and write the childhood of our three skeleton boys (counting Wingdings) and imagine how each of them would be in academics.
Starting with the youngest: Papyrus. He would obviously be the enthusiastic learner who loves to read and learn because learning is fun, especially when it involves stories! Like history! Like the story of how the universe formed! I headcanon him hard as someone who loves to learn and solve, thus, an engineer. Maybe something like a mechanical or electrical engineer too.
Now, the middle (chaotic) child: Sans. He apparently has a lotta people headcanoning for him in this anyway, so I was planning to follow that and give him astrophysics cause I wanna show him obsessed with stars and cosmos both for the plot and for my comfort.
Finally, the eldest: Wingdings. To me, he is the outlier of a nerd prodigy who started his first PhD by the time he was 25. I'm planning to show him as an experimental physicist who loves working with spacetime structure and Quantum Gravity. That should go well with the shit he pulled off to fall into the void, right?
Eh, let's see.
Maybe I can show Papyrus losing a big portion of his academic vigour after Wingdings' erasure and because of being trapped underground for so long. That'll be a good way to show his focus on his other hyperfixations like puzzles, spaghetti and soap operas—
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midnightwalker19049 · 1 month ago
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Okay, quick question for anyone who's into Undertale and reads fanfics: why don't we have more Monster OCs and Readers?
Like, I know there are some out there but they are mostly like, skeletons? No other type of monsters? Why so?
Especially for the SansxOC or PapsxOC types. All the readers there are either human or humanoid God and very rarely ever monsters, even if skeletons.
Also, the scarcity of isekai was very surprising for me, especially those that start before the known game timeline.
If anyone does know any, please do suggest so that I can devour it too. Thanks in advance!
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midnightwalker19049 · 2 months ago
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"If you use em dash in your works, it makes them look AI generated. No real human uses em dash."
Imaging thinking actual human writers are Not Real because they use... professional writing in their works.
Imagine thinking millions of people who have been using em dash way before AI becomes a thing are all robots.
REBLOG IF YOU'RE A HUMAN AND YOU USE EM DASH
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midnightwalker19049 · 2 months ago
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sometimes I’ll be looking at my own fic just to see how long it’s been since I last updated it and all I feel is
✨shame✨
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midnightwalker19049 · 2 months ago
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it bugs me how many lesbians have issues with trans women. like, we're supposed to love women. what's next, you gonna start hating short people too? fuck off.
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midnightwalker19049 · 2 months ago
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My respect goes out to everyone who writes fanfiction. Whether you're crafting epic sagas, filling in missing moments, or just having fun with an AU, it takes so much creativity and dedication to bring those ideas to life.
Writing isn’t easy—finding the right words, keeping the momentum, and sometimes just convincing yourself to start can be a challenge. And yet, fanfic writers do it anyway, pouring love into their stories, expanding worlds, and giving us all something to obsess over.
I’ve even tried writing myself, and let me tell you—it’s hard. I don’t know if I can keep it going, and now I completely understand why there are so many unfinished fics out there. It takes so much effort to see a story through to the end, and honestly? That makes me respect fic writers even more.
So if you write fanfiction—whether you share it or keep it to yourself—just know that it’s appreciated. You’re amazing. Keep writing.
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midnightwalker19049 · 2 months ago
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Using AI even in writing stories is soon going to cripple us from having any actual creativity, let alone originality
a writing competition i was going to participate in again this year has announced that they now allow AI generated content to be submitted
their reasoning being that "we couldn't ban it even if we wanted to, every writer already uses it anyway"
"Every writer"?
come on
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midnightwalker19049 · 2 months ago
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midnightwalker19049 · 2 months ago
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midnightwalker19049 · 2 months ago
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my dream as a fanfic writer is for one day, one of my fics to be someones comfort fic. like the fic that they reread when they don't feel good and want to be happy. i want my words to comfort someone one day
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midnightwalker19049 · 2 months ago
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🕊️ Please Take a Moment to Read Nadin’s Story
My name is Nadin. I never imagined I would write something like this. I’ve always been someone who kept her worries quiet, someone who believed that even the hardest days could be endured with patience and faith. But right now, I am reaching out — not because I want to, but because I need to.
I am a wife, a mother, and one of many women in Gaza trying to survive days that feel like they have no end. There was a short time — a brief ceasefire — where we thought things might start to heal. Where the sound of war faded for just long enough to let us breathe. But that moment is gone now, and the fear has returned louder than before.
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My days are filled with uncertainty, and my nights with prayer. We have lost so much. Our home was damaged, our sense of safety taken from us. But through all of this, I try to keep going. I try to hold on to what little peace I can create with my hands, my words, and my love.
I am not asking for much. Just a little help to keep our lives from falling further apart. To fix the small things — a cracked wall, a leaking roof, the pieces of daily life that help us hold on to dignity.
This campaign isn’t just about survival. It’s about holding on to what makes us human in a place that keeps trying to take that away. It’s about showing my daughter — even though I won’t mention her name here — that the world didn’t forget us.
If you’ve ever felt powerless in the face of suffering, please know that even the smallest gesture can carry great meaning. A kind word. A shared post. A quiet donation. These things remind us that we’re not alone.
I am still here. Still holding on. Still believing that people out there — people like you — still care.
Please, if you feel moved, consider supporting or sharing this campaign.
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midnightwalker19049 · 2 months ago
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