And his blue eyes are mesmerizing and you know, deep down, all of his eyes are on you.
And his brand on your skin goes deeper then a visible scar. A profound bond. A deal for a lifetime.
And he tells you how you changed his world, how beautiful you are, how you've changed HIM, even when you still think you don't deserve every word he says.
"I love you"
You don't deserve him.
"Cas-"And he's gone.
And then you're dead and Heaven is nothing but a endless boring road.
But he's here.
And you find him and his eyes are still blue and his other eyes look at you and his wings flare and you feel the electricity of it on your skin and his mark burns in his presence. He's whole again.
I swear to God I live my normal life without a thought and I finally accepted that I AM crazy and that probably nothing happened behind the scenes of filming that cursed show and then some new information pops up and I'm right back where I was, going absolutely insane about the two gay characters that weren't on my screen for nearly three years
Adding this real quick: for everyone who donates (or has already donated, thank you from the bottom of my heart!! 💙) I'm offering to write a short fic for you (up to 2k) with the topic/tags you'd like! So if you did or plan to, please dm me <3
Hi, I really hate to do this, but I need to. To anyone who can help out, even if it's just a reblog, I'd forever be grateful <3
I also offer a quick (bad, im still learning lol) doodle to anyone who donates and would want one! Thanks in advance <3
(Sorry, I usually don't do this, I don't know what else to say)