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These bots r getting a little crazy- 😭

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Well technically my worst was when I was literally a toddler till I was 7, my baby brain just kinda made my child life fuzzy and forget a shit ton of stuff that had happened. I just remember not liking wearing dresses, playing by myself, crying in my room and playing with my sister most the time. But now that I’m older (15) I’m realizing a bunch of stuff. Nothing that I remember happened to me specifically besides neglect, a little physical and emotional abuse. But also being in a literal cult (I have forgotten trauma bc I literally have so much guilt and fear in religiousness and that’s a part of what was going on) and my brother I was mostly close with, the oldest, sa’d my oldest sister and he was kicked out. I just remember a shit ton of family meetings, my family calling my older sister a cry baby as she was left crying every time in the living room, and fuck ton of shit going on with my mom being a narcissist and having untreated ptsd and schizophrenic. I know it’s not the worst and none of it really happened to me but i look back and it makes me sad how affection & attention deprived I was and how bc of it I literally gave my child hood away after a single complaint of being “helpful” at 10 years old. (I started taking care of my mom’s 15 month old baby as she went and got Starbucks and disappeared for a couple hours using the money her 15 and 16 year old kids were making to by herself stuff. Then I was yelled at and started crying and verbally beating myself up for “becoming just like the older kids” bc I was playing with a doll “too much” instead of helping out. 👍 sorry for the random vent

How old were you at the lowest point in your life? Reblog this and put it in the tags, plus your current age maybe. I'm trying to see something.

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This part tho—

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I’m having way too much fun with this viggle app 😭

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So I wanted to use this as an ereri drawing ref….

Anyone else have an unhealthy obsession with goth Eren x goth Levi? 😭

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My mha oc, Saebin! Gender: male. Age: 15. Quirk: “To Heal And To Haunt”. Favorite Food: kimchi jjigae

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Need I say less?

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Some wut beginning of a comic 😂

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Look at this fcking cutie ughhh 😭🫶❤️

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HELP wtf did I just make 😂

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So this is a link to my discord for ppl to send me their OC’s and I’ll redraw them. Idk what they are or how they look, I wanna challenge myself and learn more diversity in my abilities to draw, so please don’t be afraid to show em!! I don’t charge, it’s just for fun.

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I’m just posting pics of Eren til the day I die, like look at this fucking face ❤️❤️❤️😍🥺💕🥰🫶♥️💔💜💜💗🖤💛💖💞❣️💓💚💞

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Look at how gorgeous this is!! Credit to the artist. ;-;