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Back from a Tumblr break.

Will tart recoding my most unhinged thoughts again. Can't wait!

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When the anxiety gets bad, I look at her.

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I dreamt a meme so vivid I had my brother create it.

Here are the two best versions:

'When you can't afford a roast: '

With the picture of a family eating spaghetti with tomato sauce

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It's this what love feels like?

I hope it is. I don't want this feeling too end

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I dreamt that the cat told me she was pregnant, because of the neighbour's cat. Ginger is 15 years old, and old lady.

My neighbour does not have a cat.

Ginger spoke to me in purrs.

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I had a dream in which my landlord discovered the cat. He wasn't happy.

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Always smiling because that's how you cope with childhood trauma is very different from always smiling because life has always been kind to you.

And yet we're both smiling.

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Tonight I dreamt of a very big spider. Not Australian big, but about half a meter long and on my wall. He would sometimes crawl down

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I'm gonna start recording all of my dreams and (mainly) nightmares. Just because

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04/11 study blog

What a nice day today! Uni's been going great! Beginning of reading week and I'm basically done with one assignment, I'll start preparing the others tomorrow. Looking forward to writing my thesis!!

The cat is doing great, the boyfriend is too. Lovely day, hope the week will only get better

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Sometimes you just need to be chocked

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11/10/24

It's a beautiful day today

Class went really well, we dealt with some really interesting topics. Had coffee with a friend from uni. I've got a society meeting, and work later tonight. Life's good

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09/10/24

Today has been a good day. Career fare made my anxiety relax a bit, I applied to 4 graduate jobs, applied to a therapy assessment, and and going out to discuss the publication of a paper.

Today could've been worse, and yet it wasn't. I'm proud of myself

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Day 3of dealing with anxiety in my final year of BSc:

I had a good day. Good food, good weather, nice day. Working tonight.

Anxiety about the future is seeping in

Anxiety levels today: 6/10

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Day 2 of dealing with anxiety in my final year of BSc:

Today I worked and met the guy's parents. Big day, not much studying done

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Day 1 of deal with anxiety in my final year of BSc:

I'm starting this series to see how well I can manage my crippling anxiety and as a third year student who also works part-time, likes to boxe and date in her free time.

-Today is Saturday, I had the day off, first in a full week (first week back at uni).

-I did nothing until the evening

-Then I cleaned the flat and started downloading some software for one of my classes

Overall Anxiety 5/10