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Hey question for the FNAF gremlins.

Me and my friends have been doing a security breach (D&D inspired) campaign. Would anyone want me to post the document that I used to set up the campaign? It wouldn’t be like perfect and definitely won’t be polished but it’s working for me and I wanted to know if anyone else would like to use it? (It wouldn’t be for a while though, they haven’t even gotten past the part where you see Chica for the first time 😭)

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ARNOLD💛💛💛

Sleepy Protag 2.0, him and Mike from the movie would get along 😌

OG version with blood undercut:

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DUDE DUDE THIS IS SO RANDOM AND SILLY BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH TO @puhpandas FOR REBLOGGING MY ART WITH THE 3-STAR FAM TAG BECAUSE PREVIOUS TO LIKE 5 MINUTES AGO I WAS NOT AWARE THIS TAG EXISTED AND NOW A WHOLE NEW UNIVERSE HAS OPENED BEFORE ME AND I HAVE TOO MUCH POWER

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Gregory is sleepy. Shhhhhhhh-

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Older Gregory and Cassie designs from my newest animation on YouTube. Go check it out! (I worked really hard on it)

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Since I’m back from the dead this is your ghost reminder to go follow cherry. Or else I’ll possess you.

Drawing with new technique!

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Have I been dead? Debatable.

But wow SOTM was something else huh? And TADC episode 5.

I’m currently designing my version of Arnold from SOTM, so I might post that later but idk.

And yes, the one with Gregor and binary code does say something but dude I drew it so long ago that I don’t remember what lol.

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This is a different post than usual. It talks about some heavy topics. This is a trigger warning. I would like as many people as possible to read this post. But if you don’t think you can handle it, that’s okay. Everything going on is really hard right now.

I am a Non-Binary. I want to get top surgery when I’m older and I want to marry a woman, even if I was assigned female at birth. I’m neurodivergent and have severe anxiety. And I am a minor. A minor who is living in fear everyday just because of how much of a dumpster fire our country is right now.

These poems are written by me. They are talking about everything I’m feeling right now. And I hope it can reach others, to let them know that they’re not alone. And hopefully, change some minds, or at the very least, realize I’m human too.

These poems are to everyone living in fear right now. To every family being broken apart and taken away from their homes. To woman who can’t get the healthcare they need. To every single kid that shouldn’t have to grow up in fear. In fear of what their future will be like, and in fear of they’ll even have one.

Just a kid

My grandma doesn’t allow me to watch the news at her house

She says it’s to sad for me to know what the world is like

She says I’m just a kid

But I watch it at home

And sadly

I know what it’s like

When I was younger

The news seemed boring

But as I grew

I liked it more

Because I heard about all the good in our world

Now,

It feels like all the reporters have to say is bad things

Constant stories of a man who believes I shouldn’t exist

He acts like I’m not a person too

When I’m just a kid

I know i'm just a kid

But

We all came from two people

That’s what he believes in right?

If it is

Than it sure doesn’t show

Even as just a kid

It baffles me how people can believe him

Each word he says is laced with lies

And not even good ones

He contradicts every word he says in one sentence

How can someone even follow that shit?

He claims he’s making America great again

But I don’t think hate makes America great

I’m just a kid

Who doesn’t want to have to live in constant fear inside of my own home

My parents always told me that my fears were fictitious and would never happen

But I don’t know mom and dad

These fears feel pretty real

I know I’m just a kid,

I know I don’t have it bad yet

I know I’m lucky to not have been affected already

But this is for all the kids

That are being taken away from their homes

Being told they aren’t a person

And living in constant fear of what will happen

All in the name of god

If this is what god believes in

Than why do we believe them at all

But I don’t think this is god

I think it’s your delusional mind

That dehumanizes kids

And white washes a man you look up to

Our world is burning down outside

But I can’t handle that right now

I’m just a kid

So I’ll sit inside

With the curtains drawn

And the news on

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The Firestarters

The spark landed

And the fire began

A tiny ball

Of destruction

And hatred

A red hot flame

That burned from the center

At first,

It was too tiny to notice

Shellshock blocked the heat

It protected us

This isn’t how we expected things to go.

We sat in our homes

Waiting for January to come

And to see what would happen

But now

The whole countries on fire

Each person having a flame in them

They just choose whether to burn or warm

And you know

What choice they made

Now,

Relationships have been burned to the ground

You can’t repair something

That is ashes now

And burns scar

You made this choice

You knew the dangers

Of a fire that burns

I don’t think this is what you all wanted

Right?

All the flames

Taking as many people as it can with it

Doesn’t matter your race

Your gender

Your sexuality

Your religion

Or your age

They don’t care

The only thing they care about

Is themselves

The firefighters

are supposed to protect us

But what if the firefighters

are the firestarters?

And the firestarters aren’t affected

that’s all they care about

Seems like their fire

Is in their own mind

Burning every last piece

of humanity they have

So now I want to run

From the burning pile of everything I know

I want to run

As far as I can

So the fire won’t catch me

And engulf me in its flames

Till I’m a pile of ashes

Just like everyone else

And the firestarters wouldn’t even be punished.

Welcome to America. The land of the “free”.

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Bonus post today.

A more deep dive of my Gregory design.

He was designed in this (I guess AU) to look exactly like (my version) of the crying child, except if he had survived. Hence why he has a “glass” eye and “scars” from the bite.

Gregory’s hair is longer and messier than the Crying child’s though.

Gregory also wasn’t given the name “Gregory” by (I guess) Ms. Afton. She of course called him by the crying child’s name, David, but Gregory didn’t love that his name was from a ghost so when he met Freddy he told him his name was Gregory.

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Finally have the other four. Chica and Roxanne were a lot of fun. :)

Nothing else to really say lol.

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My designs for the main 3. Plus Bonnie. Because I think Freddy needs his husband. And because I felt like it.

These designs are probably for after Security Breach but idk. I’m just here to draw.

More rambles underneath more: spoiler and deep dive flavor

I tried to make Glamrock Freddy look like Michael and Gregory look related to Michael. Vanessa is kind of the black sheep. That would make sense though since she is an actual person and not an animatronic made to look like another person like Freddy and Gregory in this.

The animatronics are still animatronics, similar to Gregory except not as complex.

Gregory was horrified to learn about Freddy’s chest hatch. He does not use it for much, but it’s still there.

Gregory exclusively uses the Fazbandage’s. As any son of the CEO of the Pizzaplex would. (Chat I’m referencing Matpat’s full timeline video series, don’t come for me)

I was stuck between making Bonnie purple and blue for like a day. I thought purple looked better though. I am a little sad that Freddy and Bonnie don’t compliment each other anymore though.

I tried to make Bonnie a little more feminine than like Freddy, but I think I just made them nonbinary. Congrats on the gender Bonnie.

Bonnie is just here tbh.

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Like I said security breach art dump

The second one has a story. But I don’t think I’ll write it

Still like it tho.

Gregory’s pose was so hard to draw.

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I finally watched all of Matpat’s theory videos on Security Breach. I am satisfied. But my brain hurt. Anyways probs gonna be a FNAF SB art dump tomorrow.

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GUYS IM NOT DEAD

I’m just hyper fixating really hard

And I also have some surprise projects I’m working on :)

But SOMEHOW I DONT KNOW HOW, I started hyperfixating on the one thing I never thought I would.

Five Nights at Freddie’s

But specifically Security Breach and the Lore

Anyways take some fanart of my hyperfixation

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Hey there’s some new characters and art of characters in my human versions of the TADC characters document!

3 of Ragatha’s siblings have been designed and Pomni’s whole family is now designed. Let me know if you have any ideas for the new characters!

Here’s my favorite designs from the new update on the document :)

If you want to learn more about them check their sections out!

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last night i dreamt tumblr added like a billion buttons to the mobile app so instead of this

we got this

and everyone just rolled with it but sometimes the wide naruto got too wide and blocked off all the other buttons and people would just post "got naruto'd again :/" and the only way to reset him was to log out and log back in

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YOURE A LOSER BABY A LOSER BUT JUST MAYBE IF WE (stick though) TOGETHER THINGS MIGHT END UP DIFFERENTLY

If you can’t tell it’s Ragatha and Jax as that one scene from loser baby. (Jax’s is actually a redraw from the Jax and Pomni version by Kittensneeze :)) [can you tell I like Kittensneeze’s TADC music rn]