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4 more days until I’m 13, yayyyyyy!!!!!!!!

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Tw:teeth, vent

I went to the dentist the other day and I found out that I have multiple cavaties. Two are so big that they may have to take 2 of my full grown teeth out, there are also alot of smaller cavaties that are starting to get deep.I’m going to need a Root canal.I already have 1 crown, my family have always had bad teeth.all Of my grandparents have dentures and fake teeth and my parents also have terrible teeth.but even they said that it i am way to young to get my teeth pulled, of course they are going to go through with it because they don’t want pain for me but I’m stuck again.I feel like I’m going through life like it’s a dream nothing seems real and I’m walking on gravel all the time.mind you I’m 12, but I feel like I’ve already fucked up my life enough that nothing I ever do again will not make any change.idk

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I JUST GOT A BINDER!!!!IM SO HAPPY!!!

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I hate this

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couldn’t choose which one I liked(and yes I know they are terrible sorry about that),but I liked the color scheme and I’m staying up late tonight so I made some brain dead decision.

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I dont really know what this is.hopefully somebody does

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sorry this took so long

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HAPPY TIMES!!!!

today Is good and nobody is going to stop it,for Information I asked my mom for a chest binder and she said yes.she.said.YES!I thought that maybe she would say no and that it would hurt me or maybe she would kick me out,but she said she would buy me one.I can’t believe I even asked But the fact she said yes made me want to cry tears of joy.so in other words

ICANNOTNOTEXPLAINHOWHAPPYIAMRIGHTNOWIMGONNAGETABINDERICANTBELEVEITIMSOHAPPYYAYYY!1!11!!!!!!

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TW:body image,misgendering,self loathing,disphoria,body. I don’t know who I am

I recently found out I was non binary,and i told my parents and they said they would support me and use the name Noah and they/them pronouns,but they said it would take time and I believe that they do need time but they still use my given name and she/her pronouns.. and it makes me feel bad,but I don’t want to put pressure on them since we’re moving and they already have enough stress on them and they don’t need to deal with their child using they/them pronouns.and I kinda feel like it was my fault since I use they/them pronouns,but I don’t like she/her.I also had felt terrible about my body and my face,I always thought it was some sort of self loathing.and of course it is,but recently I have felt more insecure about my chest area and especially my face.and I don’t know why,I mean I could be faking this and I’m cis and I just really hate my body but it feels sort of different,and I’ve also been trying to get a binder and sort of plan it out,but what if it doesn’t work and I still feel terrible and I’m really just a girl and I just hopped on a trend.I don’t know,I’m really sorry you had to read this.

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reblog if your page is a safe space for ppl who use neopronouns

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“This, then, was one of my themes for Dune: Don’t give over all of your critical faculties to people in power, no matter how admirable those people may appear to be. Beneath the hero’s façade you will find a human being who makes human mistakes. Enormous problems arise when human mistakes are made on the grand scale available to a superhero.”

— Frank Herbert, Dune Genesis

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WE HAVE CONTENT!

New dune content new dune content NEW DUNE CONTENT

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hey,so awhile ago i said I would try to draw my ocs and/or make a web comic out of them.but I never got around to until now so I know no one will see this but I drew birb ! I may go into deeper things about their character but I doubt it.It’s just shitposting at the end of the day,but it makes me happy so I don’t care.

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Awesome art but I really didn’t need to cry to day

it's him

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THIS IS SO FLIPPING CUTE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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How do you help someone who deals with panic attacks?