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i hc them as slavic (+ german). you can't change my mind, i've had this hc for years

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having such an obvious favorite character trope is life ruining bro

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i miss him !!

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Reblog and put in the tags: In terms of controversy, discourse, infighting, ship wars, etc., which of the fandom’s you’ve been was the most stressful? Which was the most peaceful?

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i have played 2 dating sims ever and both times i did everything right and still fucked up on the one character i really liked

ew gross me being sad and edgy under cut

starting from the beginning i picked lux, curt (and rod i guess), daemon, amir, and stepford. lux hates me, curt is sweet but seems sooooo heavily fixated on everyone else (there have been almost 0 interactions where i get the chance to develop things at all), daemon is daemon, amir keeps making me flip flop between miserable and intense yearning, it’s hell. but stepford loved me from the beginning. he’s kind, he’s warm, he’s sweet, he’s funny, and he’s blonde. god he’s blonde it’s ALWAYS THE BLONDES.

stepford quickly became my focus because he was the one who seemed the most receptive. i fucking love him so much. he’s so silly. i love him. and i thought i was doing everything right. AURGRGEHDHDHHDFB . but then noooo “the only thing i want is for us to remain friends” NO I DONT. LET ME LOVE HIM. I LOVE HIM.

i always fucking do this i’m so good at fumbling bro 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 FREE ME. i’m so fucking sad. HE WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO WANTED ME. this is horrible he genuinely cared about me and im gonna BAWL. i hate this game

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i fucking fumbled the trophy this game is ass STEPFORD YOU WERE MY RIDE OR DIE I DID EVERYTHING FOR YOU I TALKED TO SO MANY PEOPLE I DONT CARE ABOUT FOR YOU HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN

i’m genuinely so sad about this #cringe

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i will never be normal about this fucking song. connor was ABUSIVE to zoe. he was fully canonically abusive, and she was experiencing some level of relief after his passing. it’s fucked up, but as someone in a very similar position before, it’s very justified and extremely real of her.

and then evan comes along, this fucking kid she’s never heard of before, and he comes in here and starts preaching about how he was In Fact Not a horrible person (even though from an outside perspective we are able to look at connor without biases and recognize that he wasn’t a horrible person, but rather a person who was hurting and hurt others because of it. absolutely does not make his actions okay and i don’t want to hear anyone justifying it) regardless. i’m rambling.

he is lying to her, telling her that her brother secretly cared about her soooo much, and she felt horrible and guilty for feeling relieved that she wouldn’t have to deal with his abuse anymore. she fucking TALKS about it in requiem, “so don’t tell me that i didn’t have it right / don’t tell me that it wasn’t black and white / after all you put me through / don’t say it wasn’t true / that you were not the monster that i knew” she was coping the best way she knew how, and he came in and uprooted all of it, all based on LIES.

and then he USED THAT. TO GET HER TO DATE HIM. i hate him so much for that bro oh my god

this rant had a point at some point. just turned into me ranting about how much i fucking feel for zoe she deserved so much fucking better than what she was given from everyone. god. justice for zoe murphy.

dear evan hansen is insane because "If I Could Tell Her" is such a sweet song on the surface but then you remember Evan is fucking lying to this girl about her dead unstable brother and using Connor's memory as a means to express his own ROMANTIC feelings for Zoe

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Mond's top ragebaiter

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i think kris and susie like to nuzzle so aggressively that kris has gotten a nosebleed from it at least once

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KISS THE COOK‼️

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the character

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happy (almost) birthday venti

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You will not die at the hands of quicksand. Ask me how I know this

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pride and prejudice

4/100

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wednesday, june 11th, 2025 at 12:30am 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀

motherfucker is a november baby bro you were so wrong

i do still use the name milo yeah lmao but i also have a bunch of other ones. i am in fact very different i am a whole entire different person real

erm yeah no i’m still here evidently 😭😭😭😭😭

uh yeah about that.. they are almost all bad people LMAOOOOOOOO

girl there ain’t no way i’m being a streamer in this economy prepare yourself for disappointment

blinking really fast at you. uh 1 no i don’t have that same playlist. i mean i have it but i don’t use it. 2 i did but i dont listen to that guy anymore. uh

my hair is brown, but it was split dyed red for a while, just like you wanted. there’s still a bit of the red left. that lasted all the way to senior year. i think you’d be proud. my hair is no longer short though, at least not like it was before. it’s kinda shoulder length. no, no septum yet, and my ass is NOT getting that tattoo anymore

i’m … hm. am i happy. let’s put a pin in that one. life is too complex to say, really. happy is an emotion, not a state of being. nobody is happy all the time, it just doesn’t work like that, you know? i’m doing alright, though.

i appreciate the kind words. i think i do love myself now more than i did before. it’s far from being perfect but it’s better than it was. as for your hopes and expectations, girl bye. you’re like. what, 14??? shut up lmao you’ve not no idea what’s ahead of you. just chillax and don’t push yourself too hard, okay?

wow that was cringe anyways

at the time i am writing this it is 8:36pm on june 11 2021. i don’t know when i’m queuing it for yet but yeah

ranboo has just gone live and it is his 9 month anniversary of streaming. i think that is very swaggy of him. have you figured out his birthday yet? i swear it’s february 29th i stg it is i know it is /hj

are you still going by milo? have you changed your pronouns? rn i’m using he/they/boo pronouns but tbh i would not be surprised if you were completely different by the time this is posted. i really hope you’re still aroace tho it’s really nice

i wonder if you’ll have left this account by now, if these questions will be left unanswered. that would be very like you tbh. i kinda figure you might just keep it around for the memories because wow you are a sentimental bitch lol

YOOO WAIT HAVE YOU MET ANY OF YOUR INSPIRATIONS YET?! who have you met? what were they like? please tell me they were sweet. please tell me you were able to tell them your actual name.

have you started streaming yet? i have high hopes for you and tbh if you’re not exactly where i want you to be in life i will be sorely disappointed /j

what’s your spotify playlist like? do you still have the same stupidly long one as before? i think that’d be pretty nice. a cool little connection between us. did you ever get top listener for cavetown? this one i genuinely will be upset if you don’t succeed at. you’re so fucking close don’t even test me you did NOT get top 50 in 2020 just to fail now. i have NOT been listening to it almost constantly this year to fail now.

what color is your hair now? is it still short? did you end up getting your septum pierced? what about your tattoo? you know the one. it’s so wild to think about how much you could’ve changed by now.

i think the last thing i wanna ask is are you happy? that’s more important than all of this up here. i hope you’ll be able to answer. i hope you’ll WANT to answer. i love you, okay? i love you more than i love me now, and i hope you love yourself just as much. i have high hopes for you, again, and i hope you’ve found a way to achieve at least a few of them.

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jesus christ now i gotta address this

at the time i am writing this it is 8:36pm on june 11 2021. i don’t know when i’m queuing it for yet but yeah

ranboo has just gone live and it is his 9 month anniversary of streaming. i think that is very swaggy of him. have you figured out his birthday yet? i swear it’s february 29th i stg it is i know it is /hj

are you still going by milo? have you changed your pronouns? rn i’m using he/they/boo pronouns but tbh i would not be surprised if you were completely different by the time this is posted. i really hope you’re still aroace tho it’s really nice

i wonder if you’ll have left this account by now, if these questions will be left unanswered. that would be very like you tbh. i kinda figure you might just keep it around for the memories because wow you are a sentimental bitch lol

YOOO WAIT HAVE YOU MET ANY OF YOUR INSPIRATIONS YET?! who have you met? what were they like? please tell me they were sweet. please tell me you were able to tell them your actual name.

have you started streaming yet? i have high hopes for you and tbh if you’re not exactly where i want you to be in life i will be sorely disappointed /j

what’s your spotify playlist like? do you still have the same stupidly long one as before? i think that’d be pretty nice. a cool little connection between us. did you ever get top listener for cavetown? this one i genuinely will be upset if you don’t succeed at. you’re so fucking close don’t even test me you did NOT get top 50 in 2020 just to fail now. i have NOT been listening to it almost constantly this year to fail now.

what color is your hair now? is it still short? did you end up getting your septum pierced? what about your tattoo? you know the one. it’s so wild to think about how much you could’ve changed by now.

i think the last thing i wanna ask is are you happy? that’s more important than all of this up here. i hope you’ll be able to answer. i hope you’ll WANT to answer. i love you, okay? i love you more than i love me now, and i hope you love yourself just as much. i have high hopes for you, again, and i hope you’ve found a way to achieve at least a few of them.