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WHY ARE MY "YOUR TAGS" JUST PORN AND THIRST PICS I HATE THIS I MISS MLP YURI

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I currently reworked my roblox avatar since i havent since 2015. Child me was not an artist lmao! I love her though

Enjoy this cursed image of my avatar when i was figuring out bodies. She's giving murder drones

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I'm currently trying out dating app "HER" because i was curious. I don't think itll work out since I'm very into "chronically online nonbinary neopronouns rainbow furry chaos femme" to put it best. It's so hard to find people like that local to meeee!! Maybe maybe maybe

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I'm making myself a battle jacket for the first time, or just punk jacket? Idk. Anyways here are my patches so far. America is turning to facism so i thought why not do this now?

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Tried to self pierce myself. Ended up almost fainting and threw up 3x. HOW TF IS THIS DIFFERENT??? I literally cut myself, this isnt even painful, HOW THE FUCK AM I ON THE GROUND THROWING COLD WATER ON MYSELF THROWING UP WITH TEARS. I LITERALLY FEEL LIKE ALL THE BLOOD HAS BEEN DRAINED FROM MY BODY BUT WHAT WHYYYG$/$/$;$2'ajshjwsaj AHAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Maybe using actual needles instead of a needle gun is very different on my body

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My guy friend called me a "fat fat fatty fat cat, fatty catty" because I told him i ate a pbj and mac n' cheese as a snack. I weight 119 lbs and have a minor ed as he knows. Why are men like this

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Rate the emo at setup for the iPad lmao; my two personalities being the iPhone setup vs my iPad setup T~T

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Playing through all the God od War games during christmas/yula season for the first time the BEST thing! Not as fun as when i pulled 3 all nighters with me fasting for three days by accident when I found c.ai for the first time though. I miss old c.ai sigghh _ _;;

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My thoughts rn:

I knew this guy on discord who looked like leon kennedy, i ended what could've been a relationship with him on purpose because I thought I was way too ugly for him. To make sure we never happen and I couldn't get heartbroken from him realizing I was ugly irl. I made sure to break his heart and destroy all bridges. I regret it tbh in some way, i miss him and think of him however I didnt want him to realize my online wasn't as pretty as my irl. I didn't want him to be disappointed. Whenever i see a zuko anything I think of him ngl since he was obsessed with Zuko.

I hate how my mind is, i hate how ugly i am, i hate that pretty boys only like beautiful girls. If i was prettier i wouldve allowed myself to be happy with him and wouldn't have self sabotage it. I feel so sorry for making him sad and angry about not knowing why I was doing it. I wish i could've sent a message explaining why I did what I did, i wish i did that. I wish i could send him a message now about it. I hate myself for hurting him. I cant though and I just hope he healed and forgot about me.

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Selfiesss of my accidental vocoloid outfit lmao

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Antonymph cosplayyyy, fluttershy the doll! Also did 2010 photo edits of stuff I love ☆☆

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Was gonna record a video of me dancing and lip syncing to antonymph as futtershy however the video never saved so here's me getting it set up instead 😭😭😭

I gotta do it again tomorrow sighgsgahduwubdja GAHHHHGH

Then this gif

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Just ended a close relationship and i feel like auxh shit man. I wann crawl in a ball and cry. I miss him however it was for the best, our friendship wouldn't have lasted once i started classes again. He would've ended it on "you ignore me and we never tall anymore and i just wanna play cod with you all day" and fuck i miss him. I miss having friends.

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Made a dedicated blog for art shiit finally.

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Drew lesbian furries in space hehe

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Myyy fursonaaa, i plan to do my hair like hers next year

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Finished Mask Girl finally. HOLY SHIT!! Doomed yuri, everyone dies, i feel so bad for the daughter man. Also Nana was HOTT HOLY her in the prison episode... I need a girl like her T﹏T