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Hungry eyes masterlist

Since some people asked for a masterlist, here you go. Also, I wanted to let you know that there are going to be ten chapters to Hungry eyes, and I will update the list accordingly.

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[myjunipersjupiter]

The younger Dixon

Pairing: Daryl Dixon x reader

Wordcount: 1.9k

Category: Fluff

Warnings: Prison era (s3), slight season 1 spoilers, character deaths spoilers,

A/N: Still trying to find my writing style and stuff so I hope it’s good! Sorry if characters are OOC. !not proof read!

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I was separated from the group in Atlanta, the day they left Merle on the roof. Everyone had already left, but I stayed behind because I knew it would crush Daryl if we left Merle here to die. But it didn’t go as planned. I didn’t have the key to the handcuffs and there was no way for us to break the handcuffs, he told me to cut his hand off, and so I did. I knew they would have come back one way or another, but We couldn’t stay. The walkers were trying to get in and there wasn’t much time. By the time we left the building, everyone left. It was just you and Merle, but both of you wanted to go different ways. We went our ways and promised to find each other again sometime. Well, that was about a year ago, maybe less or more. I have lost the track of time. Ever since then, I have been independent, always working alone. I’ve learned a lot.

For the past week I’ve been walking nowhere in particular, but let me tell you I hit a fucking jackpot. In an abandoned city I found a motorcycle, I always wanted one, and a lot of cars that still had gas in them, and some even had guns, ammo, and other weapons.

It was an early morning, I was on the road with occasional walkers and abandoned cars. I need some food and supplies because I’ve been running low. I made my way to the city that was not too far away. I stopped my motorcycle in front of a grocery store and took my bag to take what I needed. Canned food, water and other drinks, bandages, medicine, hygiene products, and other stuff, still leaving some stuff for other people that would need them. As I was putting my stuff into my bag, I heard a car pull up. I quickly hid behind a counter, the door opened and someone walked inside. Two voices could be heard throughout the whole store.

“Ok, we need baby formula, canned food, and maybe some water. I'm going to look here, and you can go there.” A man’s voice said it was familiar. I couldn’t wrap my head around who it sounded like, so I stuck my head out a little. I saw a woman with short brown hair going through shelves. On the other side of the store, I could only see a little bit of the man’s black hair. I was waiting for them to leave, and then I saw the man turn around. I could see his face. Glenn.  I was contemplating whether I should call out his name or not, deciding I will. 

“Glenn?” I called out from behind the counter, both of them turning around with their guns in their hands, ready to fire. It took a moment for him to recognize me, but when he did, he put his gun down. 

“(Y/n)?”

“Yup, it’s me. I missed you.” I softly smiled at him, the girl next to him looked at me with jealousy in her eyes. I walked away from the counter and in front of him, extending my arms, so we could hug. He gave in, it was a short but warm hug.

“Oh my god, where were you? We were waiting for you, but you never came.” he had a little tear in his eye, quickly wiping them away.

“I couldn’t, walkers were everywhere, and I had to stay in Atlanta for a while until it was manageable.” I didn’t tell him about Merle, I probably should have, but it will have to wait for now. 

“Uh, (Y/n), this is Maggie, my girlfriend,” He awkwardly introduced us. I turned to her, smiling at her, “Maggie, this is (Y/n), she was with us from the start, we lost her in Atlanta.” She extended her hand for us to shake, not looking like she trusts me, but let me tell you, I don’t care. I pulled her into a hug, she was still for a few seconds, but she relaxed a little, wrapping her hands around me.

“It’s nice to meet you, Maggie, you’re beautiful,” I turned to Glenn and with a smirk, I asked him, “tell me, Glenn, how could you pull someone like her?” She laughed a little as Glenn pretended to be offended. It was nice getting reunited with him after a year or so, and also meeting someone new. Maggie was still a little unsure about me, but It’s understandable since we just met. 

“So tell me guys, you have a camp somewhere around or something?” I was hoping they would say yes and just maybe take me with them, it would be nice to be with your family again. We were together for so long that I would love to catch up.

“Yeah, actually, I mean, we could take you with us, but I don’t know how others would react.” Glenn looked at Maggie, who subtly nodded at him. He smiled at me and told me to follow them. We went out of the store, and they told me they could take me in their car.

“Actually, I have a ride, so I could just be behind you if that’s ok?” I pointed to the motorcycle that was not far from their car. They said it was fine and so we went. After lord knows how many minutes, I could see a prison in the distance. How did I never notice? It’s huge! They started slowing down when someone came out and opened the gate, a child… maybe it was Carl. I got a little excited as we went inside. We stopped, and the boy came out with a gun pointed at me. I stepped away from the bike and put my hands in the air. Glenn and Maggie got quickly out of the car as more people started approaching. 

“Hey Carl, it’s okay, put the gun down,” Glenn said as he stepped in front of me, shielding me from anyone’s view. Other people came with their guns. 

“Who is that, Glenn?!” Rick was the first one to come. Glenn had a smile on his face and didn’t say anything, just waited for the others to come closer.

“Glenn?” Rick repeated. 

“Look guys, whom we found on our run!” He said with excitement, as he slowly stepped away, so the others could see me. Everyone was silent. I was Rick, Carol, the boy from the gate who later pointed a gun at me which was, in fact, Carl and Carol. A lot of people were missing since the last time I saw them. I had tears in my eyes, I wiped them and looked around. Lori, Andre, Dale, Shane, Jacqui, Sophia, T-Dog, Jim, and Daryl. They were nowhere to be seen.

“(Y/n)? What? I… I have no words.” Rick put his gun down, slowly making his way to me. He hugged me as I hugged back, the tears now going down my cheeks. Everyone else joined in a group hug. I was so happy I could see them again. After a while, I was once again standing alone, wiping away my tears.

“Where are the others?” Please tell me they just didn’t come out. Everyone looked at me sadly.

“Well… we lost a lot of people,” He looked at me with a little smirk. I looked at him confused, why was he smiling, “but there’s someone who I think would love to meet you.” He looked at Carol, who just nodded and quickly went inside. I looked around at everyone.

“Who?” Carl was now next to me, he took my hand and everyone went back to doing what they needed to and taking the supplies inside. I, Carl, and Rick went inside slowly. 

“You will see in a second,” Rick told me as he was in front of me. Inside was already Carol waiting for us. 

“Just wait for a second jeez,” Carol told someone with a little chuckle as we approached, “look.” Was all she said before Carl dropped my hand and Rick stepped away. There he was, Daryl. Standing in front of you, shocked.

“Tell me, you’re fucking kidding me?” He put his crossbow down and came closer, “You’re real?” I chuckled at his statement.

“Of course I am.” Tears once again stained my cheeks. I couldn’t move. But he could, he hugged me, squeezing the air out of my lungs.

“God, I missed you.” He said, his voice soft and quiet with his head resting on my own. I wrapped my arms around him.

“I missed you too.” The younger Dixon and I were always friends, even before the apocalypse, so it was nice seeing him again after so long. He softly pulled me away, looking into my eyes.

“Where were you?” his voice asked me, stern and serious.

“The day they were in Atlanta. I stayed behind with Merle to get him from the handcuffs, but we didn’t make it in time, everyone was already gone and walkers were everywhere. So we left, and then we went different ways, I’ve never seen him since.” His eyes were wide.

“So you stayed to help him instead of saving yourself?” only I could see the tears in his eyes when I mentioned Merle.

“Yeah, I knew you would be upset, so I tried to get him out, but he lost his hand. But he’s alive. Well, at least I hope so.” He may have been an asshole, but you still cared for him. 

The rest of the day I got to know the people I’d never seen, and then we talked about what happened when we were separated. It was peaceful, you finally had your family back.

It was late and almost everyone was asleep. I couldn’t go to sleep just yet. I went outside to go grab something out of my saddlebag, something I haven’t had in a long time, cigarettes. I found them in the shop today and to be honest, you kinda needed them. You leaned on the wall of the prison and lit up your cigarette, taking a long drag.

“God, how I missed this.” You missed everything. Your family, the people, the feelings, and even the cigarettes. When I was younger, I used to sneak out of my house to go smoke with Daryl. I missed those days, but there’s nothing that could bring them back. I closed my eyes, breathing in the smell of smoke and the night air. Not hearing that someone was approaching you.

“You know, when I came back to the camp and you and Merle weren’t there, I wanted to just go there and find the two of you myself. They didn’t let me. They said we would go the other day, we went, and you weren’t there. I was so pissed I didn’t go.” Daryl told you with sincerity in his voice, I always knew he wasn’t the one to get sentimental, but when you were alone he allowed himself to get a little soft. I opened my eyes and looked at him. He looked beautiful in the light of the moon. As my eyes scanned his face, I realized something. The reason I did everything, why I didn’t stop, was him. Daryl. I love him, ever since we were kids. I always loved him, but I never realized it. It all made sense. My train of thoughts was interrupted when his eyes met mine. The world stopped. It was just us against the World, no one else… nothing else. Just us. 

“Daryl?”

“Yeah, Sunshine?”

“I love you.”

“I love you too,”

[myjunipersjupiter]

It’s You

Pairing: Kyle “Gaz” Garrick x f!reader

Wordcount: 1.9k

Category: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Happy Ending

Warnings: Mentions of toxic relationship, Swearing

A/N: This is the first fanfic I ever made soo if there’s anything that doesn’t make sense or if Kyle is OOC than I apologize in advance. And also english is not my first language, if there are any mistakes please let me know.

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For the longest time now, I was convinced your boyfriend, Jonathan, was cheating on me. Ever since I joined 141 he seemed distant when I came home. Sometimes he wasn't even there, coming hours after I did. It's been like that for a few months now. I don't know what to do anymore. I haven't been home these past few weeks because of the current mission. After the weeks and even months, I was finally free to go home, I was packing my stuff from the base when Price knocked on my door.

"Come in." the simple sentence came out of my mouth as the door that was separating the two of us opened, revealing the one and only, Captain Price. He was like a father in my eyes, a father that I never had. Smiling softly at him, keeping the thoughts that were eating me from the inside out at the back of my head.

"Hey Medusa I wanted to ask if you wanted to go with us to the bar today around 10pm, to celebrate," He said, leaning on the side of the door, sweetly smiling at me, "and you can also bring your boyfriend with you. Everyone's partners are free to come." 

"Sure, I would love to. I'll let you know if he will come, but I will for sure." It was actually exciting, finally going somewhere that is not filled with dead bodies, even if I had to go by myself. I finished packing my stuff and said goodbye to everyone and made my way home.

After what felt like hours, I finally came. Seeing the lights in the living room on, it reminded me to ask him about today. I took my keys out of my pocket and unlocked the door, opening it. The first thing I saw was Jonathan on the couch watching a movie with a beer in his hand. No hi, no nothing.

“Well, hello to you too.” Sarcasm could be heard in my voice as I made my way inside, taking off my boots. 

“Hey.” He dryly stated, not even trying to look at me, keeping himself focused on the movie that was playing in front of him.

“I wanted to ask you if you wanted to come with me and others to the bar, they wanted to celebrate.” As I was looking at him, he turns around, uninterested.

“Sure.” 

“Okay, well then I’m going to get ready, you should too.” I told him as I made my way upstairs, a sigh escaping my mouth. It was like the same shit every time. I quickly showered, put on a little bit of makeup and dressed accordingly to the event. Looking over at the clock I noticed it’s already 9:20pm, I went downstairs to the living room, Jonathan smiling at his phone, already waiting for me, so we can go.

“Ok let’s go.” I put on my shoes, and together we left the house. The ride was silent, with few words occasionally exchanged and music playing in the background. It was a 30-minute ride, it went by quite fast. Stopping on the parking lot in front of the bar, I noticed some familiar cars standing there. We made our way inside hand in hand, pretending to look like a happy couple, we opened the door and see everyone sitting together enjoying themselves. My eyes met Kyle’s. He smiles at me and waves us over. 

“Hey everyone.” I greeted them as we sat with Jonathan. He shook hands with Price, they met each other before, well everyone met him at one point. I ordered myself (drink of your choice). I noticed Kyle looking at me from time to time. We were sitting opposite of each other. 

The first half an hour was great, we all talked, drank, celebrated and what not. Jonathan excused himself, not thinking much of it, I continued my conversation with everyone else. 

“Hey (Y/n), is everything okay between the two of you?” Priced leaned to me and whispered into my ear, he didn’t want to alert others.

“Don’t worry Cap. We are all good.” I told him with a smile on my face even tho I knew it was not true, nothing was good. I don’t remember the last time we were intimate or even just hugged. Not only that, but I missed the old him, our old relationship. Maybe if I didn’t join 141 it would still be the same, maybe it was all my fault, but this was not the time to pour my heart out about my confusing relationship. Kyle noticed the small interaction between me and Price. I jokingly winked at him, he started laughing as he looked the other way, the smile on his face slowly fading away as his eyes were locked on something behind me. I turned around, trying to find what he was looking at, but I kinda wish I didn’t. Jonathan and some chick at the bar, eating each others faces out. Everything stopped at that moment, I mean I shouldn’t be surprised, but the fact that my suspicions were right hurts, tears welling up in my eyes not daring to spill. The silence could be heard, our table was silent, everyone was looking between me and Jonathan, which he didn’t notice yet. Blinking away my tears, I stand up and make my way to where he was at. Pushing the bitch that was all over him off. He turned to me looking pissed off, the irony.

“What the fuck do you think you’re doing?” 

“What am I doing?! Have you seen yourself? You have a girlfriend and here you are with some bitch you just fucking met!” I was hurt, betrayed. I didn’t want it to end like this.

“Well, maybe if you were home more often, I wouldn’t have to go around fucking other women!” Ouch. The words went straight through me, so it was my fault. I looked at him, trying to find some regret it his eyes, but there was nothing. I was standing in front of him, everyone in the bar was watching, this was too much. My hand making its way up, slapping him across the face.

“Go fuck yourself.” the echo of the slap could still be heard, I turned around, making eye contact with Kyle, he seemed sad.

“You fucking bitch! How dare you!” my back was facing Jonathan, bracing me from his words,

“I said. How. Dare. You.” He grabbed  me by my neck, turning me around to look at him. This was not the man I loved, this was a monster. No tears were in my eyes, I was pissed. 

“You deserve more than a slap, you son of a bitch.” my words spitting in his face. 

“You’re going to regret that, you stupid bitch!” 

“Oh no, she’s not.” Kyle. His voice was right behind me, Jonathan looking at him.

“And who are you to talk, hmm, Garrick? All you did was eye a woman that wasn’t even yours.” What did he mean by that? 

“Yeah because I know she deserves more than a cheating fuck, she deserves a real man.” This was the first time I was Kyle to be so angry. Feeling Jonathan’s grip on my neck loosen, I hit his hand away and start quickly walking away from everyone. It was raining outside, I sat on the first bench I saw, rain pouring all over me. The tears that were nowhere to be seen were now staining my cheeks. I couldn’t hold it in anymore, I started to cry. This night didn’t go as expected, it hurts. Every time I tried to close my eyes all I could see was Jonathan with the girl, the worst part was, she was prettier. I was too busy crying and thinking about what had just happened to notice someone sitting next to me, I looked up only when I felt a hand on my thigh. Kyle. 

“You know, you deserve better than him.” No, it was the other way around.

“No, he deserves more than me, he deserves someone that is not away most of the time.” I look at my thighs, his hand still there and his thumb rubbing my leg, trying to bring me at least a little bit of comfort. 

“You know that’s not true. If he really loved you, he wouldn’t cheat on you.”

“If I wasn’t away for months at a time, he wouldn’t have a reason to cheat.”

“No, that’s not how it works (Y/n). You deserve someone who will be there for you all the time, even if you are away for a few months. That would love you for you and wouldn’t have to even think about such things as other women.” He’s just trying to make me feel better.

“No one would want a girlfriend that is not home most of the time.” It was right, it would be better for the person to be single than have a partner like that.

“(Y/n), stop. It’s not true. And I know someone who would want a girlfriend like that… even if she’s not home most of the time.” I couldn’t see the small smile on his face as he finished his sentence. My eyes meet his as I look up.

“Sure, and who would that be, huh?” A sad laugh escaped my mouth as I averted my gaze. He didn’t answer, comfortable silence swallowing us both. I once again looked at him, his eyes already watching me. His hand squeezed my thigh as he got a little closer.

“Me.” He said with the softest voice, it was smooth and genuine. No words left my mouth, I was speechless. Maybe I did love Jonathan, maybe he was a bad person after all, but all this time I was so blinded by love that I couldn’t see Kyle. Jonathan’s words come back to me. ‘All you did was eye a woman that wasn’t even yours.’ Now it all made sense. He was always there for me, yet I didn’t see him. 

“Kyle I-“ 

“No, it’s okay if you don’t feel the same way you know. Don’t worry.” His face painted a sad smile. It was just now that I noticed how gorgeous he looked. The light from the moon and the rain made him look like an angel. Words couldn’t even describe how he made me feel right now. The World stopped as we looked into each other's eyes. We were soaked from the rain, but we didn’t care. All I cared about was him, and all he cared about was me. My hand went to his cheek, stopping once it reached him, the hand that was on my thigh was now on my waist as the other one was slowly inching to my face. We were so close, yet so far. Our noses were now touching, feeling his breath hitting my face. 

“You didn’t even let me finish, Kyle.” The way I said it almost made our lips touch, but just almost. He chuckled.

“Then go on, gorgeous.” the nickname made my stomach turn upside down. 

“I love you too.” Even thought I just ended a relationship, I knew he meant what he said, and I was willing to go into it with him, with Kyle.

“You don’t even know how long I wanted to hear those words.” He pulled my body closer to his. And the moment we waited for finally happened, our lips met. His soft lips kissing mine. I melted into the kiss, wrapping my hands around his neck, bringing him even closer. I was so blinded by love that I never saw this beautiful man, but after all I’m glad I could see him now. My world is at peace, and nothing could ruin it now. Because you are there with me.