Before the purge vs after
FYI, I know I'm still a disgusting roll of fat either way
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Why doesnt anyone talk about candy cigarettes??
Theyre 45 cals for a whole pack plus super tasty and fun
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Might just start posting my meals everyday to hold myself accountable. Including the meals I pvrge because it's seriously out of control. 😶
Anywayz 230 cals for today's meal and about 180 cals from my 5 coffees today
Todays total: 410 cals
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Forgot how much purging spicy food hurts...
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I don't know why I'm so mad at everything, I wish I wasn't.
I'm mad that no one cares, that I'm just a issue, that no one pays attention to me because they legitimately care.
Im pretty sure if I died tonight no one would notice until my body stunk, and even then, I'd only be another issue. So for now I'll live life just to piss other people off.
Might as well if I'm going to die anywayz ❤️
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Im not enough to make anyone happy, I'll never know why I thought I could be. I guess I thought if Im able to get my happiness from a person I could be that source of happiness for someone. Im not enough though, I'm not enough for anyone. If I was, none of my friends would be depressed, none of them would be dead, it's all my fault I wasn't enough for them for any of them.
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