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kinning regulus black is all fun and games until u realise u have all of the autism, depression and insanity but none of james potter's dick

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Remus lupin would hate minimalism

Like can you imagine him and Sirius walking into a modern, white house?

Remus: where's all the... Stuff?

Sirius: it's the aesthetic!

Remus: ....what, being boring?

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Chats and Reacts said if Joe is London then is Matty Florida and omg I never made that connection

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obsessed with how often women describe falling in love with other women as a quieting, a moment of stillness and calm where before there was noise.

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"i'm so depressed but I act like it's my birthday!" under the best pop beat i've ever heard

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My Marauders era analysis of The Black Dog

Marauders fans are so excited about Taylor Swift having a song named The Black Dog. And yeah it’s cool cause Sirius is a black dog and Taylor’s Mskingbean89.

But I’m here to ruin your fun.

The Black Dog is about Nobleflower after Narcissa’s engagement to Lucius.

Here goes nothing:

I am someone who until recent events You shared your secrets with {...} And so I watch as you walk Into some bar called The Black Dog And pierce new holes in my heart

Narcissa knows that Alice is hurting, and that it's all her fault. And while she chose to go through with the engagement, she's still mourning not just the physical intimacy, but the emotional intimacy she shared with Alice.

I just don't understand how you don't miss me In the Black Dog When Someone plays 'the starting line' and you jump up, but she's too young to know this song that was intertwined in the magic fabric of our dreaming

It baffles Narcissa how Alice can seem to move on so quickly from what was a life-altering love for Narcissa.

Old Habits die screaming

This speaks for itself. It feels wrong to call Alice a habit, but she was. And she was so much more. But it was easy for Narcissa to love her. It was as easy and natural as breathing. Now that she's had to give up that habit, everything else feels wrong without Alice in her life. It's a near indescribable pain.

I move through the world with the heartbroken {...} And I may never open up the way i did for you And all of those best laid plans

Here it's confirmed what we've known, Narcissa is heartbroken after losing the love of her life. And while she was quick to get engaged to Lucius, she knows it will never come anywhere close to what she felt for Alice. She'll never feel that way, that safe, with anyone ever again. And while she felt she did the right thing by following her parents' wishes (the best laid plans) it wasn't the right thing for her.

you said i needed a brave man then proceeded to play him until i believed it too and it kills me

Alice would often joke about how Narcissa needed some great man from a great pureblood family to complete her. So she began to jokingly "take car" of Narcissa, but that eventually evolved into a loving, devoted relationship until Narcissa believed she didn't need to marry. So it was a rude awakening to both her and Alice when Lucius proposed.

Do you hate me? Was it hazing? For a cruel fraternity I pledged And I still mean it Old habits die screaming

After spending so much time with her own thoughts, in her own depression, Narcissa begins to take on a scorned (some might say brainwashed) view of the relationship. She starts to blame Alice for it all. But despite the pain she knew she would face, she still entered into that relationship with Alice. And she begins to wish she never did, but those thoughts mix with the lasting feeling of love she felt.

Six weeks of breathing clean air i still miss the smoke

Even though everyone tells her its better for her to be with Lucius, she still misses the love of her life

were you making fun of me with some esoteric joke?

Narcissa's not stupid. She knows that Alice blames her for it all burning down. And she knows Alice will only shit-talk Cissa among her close friends.

Now I want to sell my house and set fire to all my clothes

Narcissa is at such a dark spot in her depression here. Everything reminds her of Alice and she just can't take it

And hire a priest to come and exorcise my demons even if i die screaming And i hope you hear it

While in that deep, dark depression, Narcissa contemplates hiring a priest to get rid of her inner 'demons' that she's battling. But the idea that she might die screaming heavily insinuates that those demons - the memories with Alice - are too much to leave behind; they're so deeply ingrained in her that they make up the fabric of her being. Narcissa hoping Alice hears it is a pivotal moment in the song. She wants Alice to hear the pain that would be caused if those memories were to be ripped from her

And I hope it's shitty in The Black Dog When someone plays 'The Starting Line ' and you jump up, but she's too young to know this song That was intertwined in the tragic fabric of our dreaming cause tail between your legs your leavin'

This mirrors the first chorus, except it’s more angry. Narcissa hopes Alice doesn’t just miss her, but is miserable in those moments that remind her of what she had.

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‘james potter would nev-‘ please have him. i’m almost begging you, have the canon version of james potter, he’s straight and dead and most likely would never.

my james is different breed, he sucks dicks (proudly) and takes them up his ass (enthusiastically) and doesn’t give a fuck if you perceive him differently. he also fucks the life out of his death-eater boyfriend so good that twink has no choice but to quit his cult and start a new one, in james’ name.

so yeah, have canon james. i don’t want him.

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It is time

TIME TO BECOME THE TORTURED POET AS THE PROPHECY FORETOLD

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Regulus 'in another life?' Black and James 'no, in this one' Potter

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No because they are so afterglow coded.

Tell me that you're still mine

Tell me that we'll be just fine

Even when I lose my mind

I need to say

Tell me that it's not my fault

Tell me that I'm all you want

Even when I break your heart

Regulus is the kind of guy who thinks James will break up with him after one serious fight when all James wants is to talk

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James 'you shine like a star' Potter.

Regulus 'you burn me like the sun' Black.

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I cannot will not apologize for the person I will become when the tortured poets department comes out.

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"one less temptress. one less dagger to sharpen"

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Oh my godddd this is so so cute. And it reminds me of when my partner got their wisdom teeth pulled

@wolfstarmicrofic april 17, hospital au, 210 words

Remus looks up from his book as he hears Sirius stirring, putting the book on the table by Sirius’ hospital bed as he takes Sirius’ hand in his, careful not to jostle the IV line nestled under his skin.

“Sirius, hey,” Remus whispers, reaching out to brush hair off his face as Sirius’ eyes flutter open, his lips lifting into a dopey smile when his eyes find Remus, the anaesthetic clearly still wearing off.

“Moony. I missed you,” Sirius sighs contently.

Chuckling, Remus says, “I missed you too. How are you feeling? Any pain?”

“M’fine. Moony?”

“Yeah?”

“Can I tell you something?” Sirius asks, almost nervously.

“Of course.”

Sirius takes a big breath, as if psyching himself up for a huge confession, and then says, “I have the biggest crush on you. You’re so beautiful, I just want to stare at you forever.”

Trying to hide his smile, Remus says, “Can I tell you something?” When Sirius nods, Remus leans in and whispers, “I have the biggest crush on you too.”

Sirius's eyes go wide and his smile is so bright you’d think he’s just been told he won the lottery. Remus squeezes Sirius’ hand then, running a thumb over Sirius’ wedding ring, a matching one on his own finger.

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YESS ESPECIALLY FEMININOMINON!!!

I mean look me in the eyes and tell me this isn’t Jily if they denied their sexuality

Chappell Roan reminds me so much of Lily

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Chappell Roan reminds me so much of Lily