ne0phyt-e

[ne0phyt-e]

If only they'd see my brain.

My heart is a vial of darness,

Sealed with a cork made of pain,

People may feel that im heartless,

If only they'd see my brain.

//

I often ask why am i like this,

So damaging, hurt, a fool,

All of my life ive been fighting,Myself, the jester, a tool.

//

My actions and words are a terrible curse,

They happen before i can think,

Im actually certain my next action will hurt,

and it will fill up the bathroom sink.

//

I have difficulty knowing myself,

I struggle to gain control,

I feel immune to all kinds of help,

I will pass before I get old.

//

Sometimes my own thoughts scare me,

I can never get them to stop,

I hate it when people compare me,

To anything that i am not.

//

My mind is shrouded with screams,

From my internal dialogue,

I am lost and there's no way to see,

My way through the sea and the fog.

//

My heart is a vial of darness,

Sealed with a cork made of pain,

People may feel that im heartless,

If only they'd see my brain.

[ne0phyt-e]

I've come from a storm of darkness.

I seem to be like a raindrop,

Falling, but falling forever,

Just waiting for the splash.

//

A crescendo finale,

One final orchestra,

An insignificant end to my fall.

//

I'd like to hit the pavement,

Not be collected or stuck to glass,

Please don't try to catch me as I pass.

//

I've come from a storm of darkness,

I've been through the lightning and thunder,

But i'm ready now to come down.

[ne0phyt-e]

[ne0phyt-e]

[ne0phyt-e]

Follow me on Twitch for live witchcraft every sabbat.

[ne0phyt-e]

The Great God and Goddess watch over us, as I believe the Aesir also do

[ne0phyt-e]

In these trying times we can all use a little faith and aid to help us get by, stay safe everyone.

Anti-Anxiety Pouch

I created this spell for my friend who was worrying very severely about a problem that she was having. This works best if you have a specific problem that you’re worrying about, however, you could adapt it to be used for general anxiety as well. This spell is best performed during a waning moon.

Materials

Salt

Lavender Oil

Amethyst Stone

Moon Water (optional) 

White Paper/Material

Purple Cloth/Material

Purple String

Process First, focus clearly on your intent and knot the purple string using the method found here: http://foresthoney.tumblr.com/post/96182153517/how-to-witchcraft-knot-thread-cord-magic. Then, sprinkle salt and lavender oil on the white paper, imaging a calm light surrounding you. Anoint the amethyst stone with moon water, then fold up the paper and place both the paper and the amethyst stone in the purple cloth. Tie the purple string to the cloth. Keep the pouch with you, and whenever you feel your anxiety creeping up, take a moment to breath and undo one of the knots.

[ne0phyt-e]

gold and orange leaves, bottles with potions, walking through autumn forest, wearing your best black dress, sitting in the room filled with candles and predicting future with the help of crystal ball

[ne0phyt-e]

A little bit of me as I descend into the final ecstasy of blood and death.

[ne0phyt-e]

Rebirth

[ne0phyt-e]

Darksome night and shining moon, east then south then west and north, harken to the witches rune, here we come to call ye forth.

[ne0phyt-e]

I am in love with the darkness,

For it only sparks her unfathomable light,

I do not have fear for the darkness,

For she can guide me through the blackest night,

My skin bleeds with her energy,

My bones begin to ignite,

To her power i surrender thee,

An offering, myself, upon this full moon rite,

And she drips down onto the earth,

My clothes removed, my mind pressed forth,

I wear her illumination as a shirt,

And soak her in as we unite and morph,

Bringer of love, bringer of wisdom,

Shine down from above, cleanse me with your purity,

Bringer of love, you unite all the kingdoms,

You bless us with integrity

Your beauty is matched by no other but the ocean, who is your mirror,

You toss its tides and bathe it in white,

Your light slices is surface like paper under scissors,

Oh mother moon bless me with your body so bright

A little full moon charge I wrote :)

P. S. I miss my coven already and I can't wait to see them again

[ne0phyt-e]

[ne0phyt-e]

No caption necessary.

[ne0phyt-e]

[ne0phyt-e]

A very successful and mind opening call-out to odin today I think

[ne0phyt-e]