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Diluc x reader (Modern AU!) inspiration by lolishdes (https://lolishdes.tumblr.com/post/695273449931915264/idea-i-would-appreciate-it-as-well-if-other)

I did it guys! I wrote my first nsfw yay :)

On a secondary note, this work does have some condescending air towards y'know kinky sexy times. I do not condone such a mindset but it is many a time the mindset of people who for the first time are entering this area in their sex life. Enjoy you life as you want but if it includes anyone else don't forget consent. That's all from me you guys. Thank you, and I hope you enjoy this hefty boy of an upload💜💜💜

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Diluc was a busy man. Everybody knew that. It wasn’t child’s play running a whole wine empire passed down through generations. Yet Monstald’s most eligible bachelor had found enough time to marry and settle down with none other than you. It was a surprise to everyone, including his family. Diluc, known for his no-nonsense attitude had married and settled down before his casanova of a brother! A love marriage at that! You remember the onslaught of tabloids around your marriage. Some of them find your origins and how the both of you met. Some said this was merely a tactical business move, with no love involved. Some took a more vicious approach; claiming you were a spawn of the abyss corporation itself, strategically placed to take down Monstald’s most booming business. But rumors were just rumors and both of you were pretty much expecting them, given in rabid fangirls. That was the very reason after all both of had kept your relationship a secret from the public eye. You wanted to achieve and establish your career with your own efforts. Both of you had decided to wait until you did just that. Seven years in Sumeru and you flew back to Mondstald as the best lawyer in the market to ask Diluc for his hand in marriage. He, of course, replied with an enthusiastic yes, the most emotions anyone had ever seen in the man’s eyes. And so you were married. It was the fastest and biggest marriage Mondstald had ever witnessed, the eagerness of the couple obvious to anyone who laid their eyes upon them.

The marriage was a dream come true for you. The honeymoon you will never be able to forget. You couldn’t be happier that Diluc was finally married to you. You were his and he was yours and there was nothing more you could ever ask for. Except maybe… that he would spend more of his time with you. You know you were being greedy, you absolutely were, that was why you never told him about your greed. You knew he had to take two months off for the wedding and the honeymoon and so he had to get back to work soon after, busier than ever. Hell, you had client appointments every day. You saw your husband come late and later every night and leave earlier the next morning. It was difficult to even see him nowadays. But whenever you caught a glimpse of him, he looked tired. Gorgeously tired, but still tired. Dark circles adorned his eyes and he tip-toed around the room carefully to not wake you up. You felt guilty for the predicament you had put him into, but the man had assured you that this was the least he could do for you, and you deserved the best wedding ever. 

And so your day went, walking up in the morning in an empty bed, the warmth of your husband’s body barely radiating beside you. You sigh. Just a few days more, you reiterate to you, you reiterate your husband’s words, just a few more days and I will be back with you. You felt more and more tired each day, mentally and emotionally and finally physically. You felt unmotivated as if your life was taken away from you. You had stayed away from each other before, you studied in another nation after all, but everything changed after your marriage when you knew both of you were in the same nation, the same house. It felt as if you were so close, yet you couldn’t even touch him. It was taking a toll on you that’s for sure. You sighed again involuntarily, mentally noting it seconds after and sighing again. Your day had grown monotonous. Each day you woke up, took a bath, made yourself a cup of coffee, and went through your schedule for the day, before prepping for your online client meetings. You had also unlocked a bad habit. The quiet house was intolerable to your ears so you had started tuning into erotica audios on Reddit. You found this particular page during your college years when one of your friends had trolled you into visiting this page. You were annoyed and embarrassed at first but somehow still ended up bookmarking the page before closing it. It was a stain on your bookmark bar really, but for some reason, you ended up keeping it. You never really listened, not having the galls to listen when your dormmates were right behind you; just surfing it, reading the titles. First, there were the vanillas, then there was something more intense stuff like M Dom, mild choking, and many more. You felt uncomfortable reading their description, moreover the overwhelmingly horny comments. Was it really that good? It couldn’t be, right? How could anything like this be enjoyable? But you were drawn to them time and time again. You were hooked. But you wouldn’t admit it. You were just looking from the outside not partaking in it. Yeah… You were better than that. But in a moment of weakness, you clicked on that link again, carefully stowed in the depths of your bookmark bar. You selected one of the more intense audios and played it, the headphones on your ears hiding the obscenity you were taking part in. Never in a million years would you have ever thought you would ever actually hit play, let alone after your marriage. But here you were, listening, in pure awe of the vibrations going through your ears. That’s how it was from then on. Prepping for work while you heard moans and pants in your ear. Low enough for them to not obstruct your work but they were there. Hours on end. It was a guilty pleasure of sorts; a part of you hidden from the world. There was just one person you would want to share this with, your other half, your husband, Diluc. But wouldn’t that be coming off as too strong? You didn’t know the answer to that. You had never had a secret from Diluc. Yes, he didn’t know every happening in your life, but it was never anything that you had intentionally kept from him. You knew each other from when you were young. You never had hesitated to tell anything before ever. It was gut-wrenching to keep this from him. But he was never there so it never really mattered. 

The client meetings were normally scheduled from noon to two after which you ate your lunch and then worked on the proceedings of the meetings for one to two hours while listening to the audio again. Then you hit the gym. You have always wanted to take the audio to the gym as well. Something about listening to it in public seemed exciting to you. But you didn’t. You never could. So you left it there on your laptop, waiting for your return. At first, you were quite scared to leave your screen open with your now-top playlist displayed on the top. What if someone came into your bedroom? What if someone saw it? What if Diluc came home early one day and saw it? But you soon overcame it, becoming more and more careless about your actions. One day you didn’t close the website, and the other you didn’t lock your room before leaving. You were becoming more and more sluggish as if you somewhat wanted to be discovered. But days passed and it became your routine. You looked back at your room one last time before shutting the door. You said bye to Adeline and left for your daily gym.

When you came back that day though, Adeline seemed unusually happy. Even though you asked her what had happened, she remained adamant about not saying anything. She informed you that she and the rest of the staff had to leave early today due to some situation she couldn’t disclose to you before quickly ushering you to your bedroom. All your questions though, were answered as soon as you opened your bedroom door. There on the bed lay your love, your husband, your Diluc. You cried in surprise as you ran into his arms and kissed him. You both hugged each other wholeheartedly, for all the days you had missed each other’s presence. You forcefully pushed yourself away when you felt his hand wander too close to your post-gym sweaty back and excused yourself to a quick shower. Diluc whined, but ultimately let you go. You turned on the shower and let the hot water flow down your body. He was here, home, close to you. You felt jitterish, butterflies roaring in your stomach. You couldn’t wait to fall right back into his arms.

Suddenly, you heard the door-knob click, freezing mid movement, before realising it was just Diluc. He must be here to freshen up himself, you thought, maybe brush his teeth. You heard him close the cabinet and the water in the sink flowing.

“So… how was your day? Anything special?” He asked, while brushing his teeth.

“Well, I got to meet you today,” You said, giggling.

“Me too, love, I am glad I got to meet you when you were awake,” He replied smoothly.

You found his behaviour very funny. You were sure nobody would believe that Diluc was able to talk like this.

“What happened at work today?” He asked this time.

“Oh, you know, the usual, client meetings, lawyer things,” you replied, nothing really standing out to you about the day.

“Nothing? Are you sure?” Diluc asked again, as if he was anticipating a particular answer.

You replayed your day in your mind again. “No not really, why?”

“Nothing really, I just happened to catch a glimpse of your laptop screen when I came home.”

“My laptop screen? What about-” Your breath hitched as realisation dawned upon you. Your eyes widened and heartbeat quickened. He saw your playlist. He saw your playlist and now he knows.

“I never knew you were interested in such risqué fantasies, my love.” He said in a teasing voice, followed by a dark chuckle.

 The heat on your cheeks started to spread all over your body, embarrassed that you were caught.

“H-huh? Whatever do you mean Luc?” You said in a weak attempt to save your last shreds of dignity.

 “Don’t act clueless, I saw your laptop was filled with erotic audios. If I remembered correctly, there was this one that was tagged as Mdom was it? And it had some mild choking and manhandling too~" 

It was one thing knowing that he knew, and it was another thing for him to describe her transgressions in such a vivid and shameless manner. You couldn’t think of anything to say. Luckily you didn’t have to say anything at all as Diluc himself draws the shower curtain apart, your naked body now revealed to him. You looked at him, bewildered at his actions, but he was smiling at you with such loving adoration you couldn’t say anything to him. He put a hand on your shoulder pushing you back against the cool wall and a shiver ran through you back at the stark contrast of temperature. His hand trailed down from your chin to your waist, not leaving your skin for a second. "Do you want to try your fantasies with me, my love?" 

You gulped at the thought. Did this man even know what he was insinuating? You never really wanted to do it now, did you? Was he just joking?

“Diluc, please stop joking about this,” You breathed out, gently pushing him.

“I am not,” Diluc insisted, not moving.

“Please, you don’t have to do anything that you don’t want to do just to please me Diluc,” you said, your hand still resting on his chest, resisting his advances.

“Be assured, Y/N, I would never do that. I am only asking because I feel comfortable doing this. So, tell me my darling what do you wish for. Your pleasure is the only thing I desire.”

At this you gave in, hands in his hair and pulling him in deep, “Make you the only thing I feel tonight. You should be the only thing I see, the only thing I hear, the only thing I taste, the only thing I smell. I want you to overwhelm me.”

Diluc grinned, “As you wish, my love.”

Diluc picked you up and carried you to the bed, soaking. The bed and floor were going to be wet after this but both of you can deal with that later.

“What will you say if you want to stop, my love?”

You looked up at your lover and the only thing you could come up with was, “Rose, as beautiful and gorgeous as you, my darling.”

“So be it,” He said, littering your body with kisses, “Now remember, I don’t want you coming until I tell you to, okay?”

You only manage to nod, your whole attention focused on the sloppy kisses reaching closer to your nether region by the second.

You gasped as you suddenly realized your lover had stopped kissing and was now hovering right above you.

“Verbal confirmation, my love. Say yes.”

“Y-Yes,” you quivered, “Now get back to what you were doing,” you said, pushing the man down again.

“So eager,” Diluc remarked, and you could feel him smirking and he continued kissing you, getting slower the closer her got to your pussy.

Your breathing got quicker as you felt him kiss right above your pussy before looking up one last time right into your eyes. Amazing. Now he would finally start eating you out, you thought preparing your body for his mouth until you saw him smirk. No. No no no. He couldn’t do that, right? But he was. He moved back up your body as you shook from the lack of stimulation. “No! Diluc please no! Please touch me! Please just- just!” your words jumbled by the end into a sob. Diluc paused for a second and dipped down to kiss you. 

“Just say the word and all this would stop, my love and we can go back to what we always do,” Diluc whispered in your ear.

Stop! You- you didn’t really want this to stop. You had never really experienced pleasure like this before. It felt weird, but your body craved it. It wanted more. 

“No!” You almost screamed, “No please continue, don’t stop, please!”

“You don’t have to say another word, my love,” Diluc said, kissing the tears streaming down your cheeks “Would you be okay if I choked you?” He asked.

“Yes,” You said, voice trembling beyond control as you pulled his hand to your neck, “Do it, please.”

At this point, you were sure you had lost your shame, but who cares, it is your Luc you were talking about. He was your love, your eternity.

“If you feel trouble breathing, tell me, promise?” Diluc asked, now his second hand stationed on your neck too. 

“Yes,” you said, eagerly.

“Good girl,” Diluc said patting your head gently, “Now focus on me, my voice, and breathe only when I tell you to, got it?”

“Yes,” you confirmed, deliriously.

Diluc rested both his hands on your neck and tightened his grip slowly. You take a breath and feel his hands clasping your neck his eyes looking directly into yours. That’s when you noticed him holding his breath with you as well. Your heart blossomed with love as you remembered why you loved this man so much. You had never met anyone as gentle and caring as him your whole life. So considerate, so thoughtful that it made you cry tears of joy. 

“Now breath, my darling, breath,” you heard his voice echo in your mind. Just his voice. And you breathed out as he breathed out himself as well. “I am going to do it again, okay,”

You smiled back at him and that was the only confirmation he needed. It was like you both were one. Breathing in together and breathing out together. You had never made love with him like this before. You felt heat in your pussy, suddenly feeling touch deprived. You felt like you need some friction, any friction, to just cum. But there was none.

Your breaths suddenly became erratic. 

“What is the matter, love,” he said, feeling your breath in your throat.

“Need… to… come… please” you managed to muster out somehow.

Diluc kissed you tenderly on your forehead. “Just a few more minutes, my love, could you do that for me?”

You barely nodded at his words.

“Can you say yes?” Diluc asked.

“Ye- aah-Yes!” you replied.

“I am grateful, my love,” Diluc said, pleased.

Diluc kept his promises and after five minutes kissed you on your lips deeply, complimenting you continuously, “You did great! You are doing amazing! Just like that! You are gorgeous!” Your mind barely registered them, but his feelings weren’t lost on you. You felt his hand crawling down to your pussy and this time his didn’t stop and was quick to give you all the pleasure you craved. He fingered you mercilessly, already knowing your body all too well. You cried in pleasure and kissed me every time you did, taking in everything you provided. Finally, you came, shaking vigorously by the end of it.

After a few minutes, he picked you up to take you to the bathroom to wash you. Wait! Was this over? But what about him? He didn’t get anything!

“Wait!” You cried in Diluc’s arms, “What about you? You never got to-“

“Shhh!” He interrupted you, “Don’t worry, I am fine dedicating this night to you. I told you have already told you that pleasure is all that I desire, my love. Either way, we are married and have an eternity to pleasure me and further discover this new aspect of our relationship. So, focus on resting for today, it was our first time doing this, let's take it slow, okay?

“Okay,” you said, knowing you can’t do anything about it anymore.

“Sleep tight, my love, let me take full care of you today,” he said resting your head comfortably on his chest. And so, you drifted away in deep slumber, snug in your lover’s arms.

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Childe hunts you down

Idk... wrote this down as an attempt to write my first NSFW but failed miserably lol... the story turned out to be neat anyways so I thought I might as well share it... part 2?

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You hid under your desk, curled like a ball, motionless, as bated breaths left your mouth. You didn't dare to move; scared that even the smallest change in your position would give away your hiding spot. You were scared. Too scared that the man currently knocking eerily slowly on your window might just be the end of you. Maybe, just maybe, he would think you’re not home, not in your room and just leave you and your family alone. But you knew very well it was too good to be true. You heard a click, before hearing the all-too-familiar sound of your window opening. This was it. You heard padded boots thumping gently on your carpet. You were done for. Where had it all gone wrong? Was it when you decided that it will be best to end things between both of you? Or was it when you looked past him being a harbinger when he looked so sweety in your eyes before sharing a chaste kiss? Was it when you decided to talk to him for the first time, or heck, look at him for the first time when came to your village to talk to your father, the village chief? There was no time for you to decide because soon enough your refuge was snatched away from you, your stationery and belongings clattering to the floor as your desk met it demise with a loud thud. You shuddered as you felt his eyes on you, too scared to look up as you wholeheartedly wished your family would ignore the noise and not come to check up on you. He was dangerous and insane. You knew that all too well. Though he goes around being a gentleman, you had seen him at his best and worst. Both sides had a sickening blood lust within them.

“Were you hiding, ojou-san?” he hummed, gently cupping your chin as if he hadn’t just flung a massive furniture piece across the room.

Words wouldn’t come out of your mouth. You hugged your knees harder as if that would save you from this man. You should have never gotten involved with him. Your father had warned you numerous times, but you paid no heed to them, blinded by his sweet and caring façade. You should have known better, you really should have, but your choice had put not you but even your family and loved ones in danger. He spoke again.

“Won’t you speak to me, darling?” He asked, as if he was talking to an upset child. Your heart raced when you felt a cold arm suddenly snaking around your waist, as he lifted you in the air and propped you on hand, your cover taken away from your face in an instant. The wetness of tears on your face became too apparent as the cool winter air brushed against your cheek. You felt his eyes examining your face, frowning at your dishevelled appearance. He then propped you on your bed before rummaging in his pockets. You looked at him intently, terrified of what he might be looking for, before his finally took out a handkerchief. He got down on his knees before holding your face in place firmly and gently wiping the hot and sticky tears off your face. You closed your eyes as you felt his hand trail upwards towards your eyes. He wiped you eyes meticulously and slowly. Your tensed body relaxed under his careful touch. You internally chuckled at how the man soothing you was the cause of your emotional turmoil in the first place. It took every fibre in your being to not lean into his touch. This was always how it was. He was the only man who could so easily sway you. This is why, he is even more dangerous for you. But you had already fallen into this man’s trap, and you cursed in your head as he suddenly pushed you down on the bed, your hands held tightly above your head. For the first time in the night, you looked directly into his icy blue eyes, and he looked right back into yours. It only lasted for a moment, though, as the very next second he dipped his head down kissing your lips before moving down to your neck.

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Hi! Are there any rules on requesting?

not as of yet...I am doing this for the first time so I will make them up as I go. I am doing this to improve my writing skills, so if it is something I can write about I probably will 😄

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My first post (+ a MariChat Oneshot)

So yeah... this is my first post on Tumblr. For a long time I was wondering what should be this post. I thought about waiting for a request from you guys, but I was so excited to start that I didn't have any patience to wait rn. So then I thought that I should post an original concept for a story that has been floating around in my mind for sometime now. But literally nothing is fleshed out in the story and I haven't even made my mind up on some characters so that was a no. Then the perfect idea struck me while showering (yes this blog will mainly consist of my shower thoughts because that's the only time I have with some free mental space to question life 🙃) So I have decided to post some of my older fan fictions but never posted on my YouTube Channel that I once had. I will mostly keep them unchanged with only spelling corrections where necessary to keep the essence of the story. I hope you enjoy it💜💜💜

CHAT'S PIZZA PARLOR

"Here we are", Alya said fixing her hand on her hips.

"A Miraculous themed pizza parlor?" Marinette said, raising her brow at her over enthusiastic friend, "There are a million of these in Paris! Did you wake me up on a Sunday morning for this?!"

"This is one's a bit different and I NEED this to be put up on my blog. So stop whining and lets go."

Marinette rolled her eyes. There were pros and cons of having a fanatic blogger as you bestie. Both the girls made their way in the restaurant. 'Oh! So this was a cosplay parlor!' Marinette thought to herself while looking around to take in the view. She spotted a Rena and a Carapace and- thud!

"Oh! I am so sorry. That was so clumsy of me," Marinette said, dusting her dress off as she got up, "Are you okay- Chat Noir!"

"No Mari, he is just one of the cosplayer waiters working here," Alya said to her shocked best friend.

"Yes," the waiter said, confirming Alya's notion, "the mademoiselle is right. May I lead you beautiful ladies to your tables?"

"Sure," Alya said with a light smile.

Marinette, on the other hand, was dumbfounded. He was not the real one? But he was- no. He was just a very good cosplayer. Other than his looks there was nothing screaming Chat Noir, She should stop assuming things.

"Your chair miss."

Marinette raised her head to see the man in front of her. Remember how she just said that maybe he was 'just a good cosplayer'. Scratch that. Forget that. There is no way in world that anyone other than him could pull off to be a gentleman and a flirt at the same time with that obvious smirk. She sat on her chair seizing him with one eye. Who was he working here has? As his superhero self or civilian? If he it was as superhero then that was a complete misuse of the miraculous. If it was as a civilian then he was risking his identity. In any case, that cat had just signed himself up for the lecture of his life.

She excused herself to the washroom.

"That waiter just now..." Marinette began, but was cut short by her kwami.

"...The real Chat Noir, I know," the kwami said, "What are you planing to do now?"

"Well, what do you think? I am going to catch the cat red handed. I'll make him slip up in a way only the two of us will understand so that he would come to me for a long lecture tonight."

"'Me' as in Marinette?"

"Of course"

Marinette came out of the washroom and sat in front of Alya. She scanned the place until she saw Chat Noir. Okay. She had three plans. Three strikes. He was listening in on us from a distance. With her one eye fixed on Chat, Marinette started, "Hey Alya, do you remember Ladybug and Chat Noir's first kiss during the Dark Blade akuma?"

"Duh! Its a shame I didn't get it on camera."

Marinette saw his ears twitch from the corner of her eyes but his expressions were maintained. He was good at this.

"Do you remember the story behind it?" Marinette pushed further, hoping that Chat will come to the table unable to bear the suspense.

"Wasn't it something about the true love's kiss breaking the effect of the Akuma?" Alya hummed.

Marinette glanced at Chat again. Nothing. This was not going anywhere. Time for plan B.

"Say, the Chat Noir here looks like an awful lot like the real one, doesn't he?" Marinette insinuated.

"I know but why are you changing the topic so suddenly? What's going on?"

Mission abort. She wanted to catch him, yes, but Alya couldn't be lead on.

"Forget it, it's nothing. That was just on my mind right now. By the way, have you decided what to order yet?"

"Um..." Alya paused , peering into the menu card, "How about the miraculous special?"

"Can we share it?"

"Sure girl"

Marinette waved her hand, signalling Chat Noir to come to the table. This was her last chance.

"We would like to order a miraculous special pizza please," Marinette said, before looking up at Chat Noir, "Also, could you assign some other hero waiter to us?"

Chat raised a brow, baffled at the sentiment.

"Did I do something wrong, miss?"

"No, but," Marinette paused, feigning hesitance, "I am sorry but I feel you act nothing like the real Chat Noir."

"Wha-"

Marinette cut him, and continued in a saddened voice, "The real one would never treat his princess like this."

"That's because I cannot call you princess-" Chat Noir shut his mouth mid sentence, realizing his folly.

"Am I missing something?" Alya said, confused with the current direction of conversation.

"No, nothing. I am a bit confused myself," Marinette said, "Hey! Didn't you have to meet Nino in like half an hour? Did you get enough info and photos?"

"Oh shoot. Your right! We have to get going right now if we are going to make it in time. I have got enough material for the blog."

"Right behind you."

The girls got up and Alya gathered all her stuff. Marinette quickly shot Chat a glance and the latter gulped. He knew what that meant. It was going to be a long night for him.

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"Hey, Nino," Marinette said, greeting him with a smile. Alya chimed in.

"Hey dudettes"

"So where's Adrien? He is not joining us?" Marinette asked glancing around. They had planned group outing today.

"He won't be able to make it. The dude has started working part-time from the last three days."

"He is working?!" Marinette exclaimed in disbelief, "Why? Where?"

"He wants to become independent. He knows his old man would say no so he is working in a disguise at the new cosplay pizza parlor."

"You mean the one we just came from?!" the girls screamed together.

"Yeah," Nino continued nonchalantly, "The dude's working as Chat Noir."

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Thank you so much for sticking around till here. I hope you enjoyed the story😄. I literally had to type all of this right now because I have written many of my older fanfics in books rather than my pc. If you like this then I have so many more like this that I think you will enjoy. So let me know if you want me to continue this type of content.

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