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a forever mood ✨

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Finding it hard to be motivated. Tired all the time. Hate it here.

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Kinda backwards how the working class can’t afford food but the one’s who don’t work can.

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Just meh today.

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I’m so forgetful and I hate it.

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Starting to loathe celebrities and influencers. Here I am living paycheck to paycheck where these people get everything handed to them living a glorious life not knowing how the average person actually lives. If you have money it’s nothing. When you don’t have money it’s everything.

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I just wanna go home and go back to bed. 🙄 I’m sick of dealing with people.

#working #underpaid #lazy #fantasyland

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Here's to 2023. Awaiting surprises.

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My mind never stops. Thoughts are constantly reeling. Make it stop.

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Sometimes I just want to disappear and never comeback. I hate to disappoint people and i'm tired of letting everyone down. I hate how I am sometimes and I wish I could change my whole personality. I feel like i'm a bother to everyone. I'm just so tired.

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Gonna work on getting my own apartment this year. Sick of being at home.

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God i'm so sick of this shit. So mind controlling. I'm mentally ill? Maybe you should let me be myself.

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I feel so depressed.

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If you're not perfect in their eyes you're considered "mentally ill". That's what I live with everyday. I'm considered nothing.

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Does anyone else feel like they are moving in slow motion? That life and things don't make any sense. Anyone else feel like they have nothing else to give? That there own intelligence is slowly drifting off? Can't focus?

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I'm trying my hardest. I really am.

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Feeling down mostly tonight. Life is starting to get boring. I look happy but mostly i'm decaying inside. My strength mentally and physically just aren't there anymore. I feel mostly like a failure like i should have more accomplished by now. What's life and why is it so hard?