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what is living if not feeling?  i live i because I want to feel and I feel because I want to live

living & feelings

the problem with me is that I feel too much - so much more than I should, so much more than I want to - and god, I hate it. I hate it, I hate it so much that i want to scrub myself free off these in a two-hour cold shower.

yet then again, I love it, too. I love how my feelings will control me into an act of kindness. I love how i smile and laugh at every stranger and pet every cat and bring flowers home without any reason.

because even when these beautiful, heartwarming feelings transformed into ugly, soul-crushing ones, I had the knowledge of one thing in my very bones - that I was very much alive and living.

-najar balia

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physics notes!!📝💻

my birthday was super fun, and i just feel more grateful about everything I have rather than the stuff I could.

QOTD: Whats your typical weekend like? (answer in the comments)

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chemistry notes 🧪⚛️

tommorow’s my birthday (ᗒᗨᗕ), am excited because I have finally have something planned with my friends in a LONG time ✨

QOTD: whats your favourite thing to do when you’re having some free time?

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some physics notes again✨

i have officially started to venture inside the crypto land, and its been an exciting experience so far.

QOTD : Do you own any crypto, and do you think crypto is worth it?

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Started taking digital notes again. Its been a smooth and interesting journey so far. Birthday’s coming around the corner.

QOTD : Do you prefer digital notes or physical ones, and why? (*answer in the comments!*)

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mocks start in 2 days. kinda scary and kind exciting at the same time. i learnt some cool study techniques that are pretty common, but i’ll be positing about them tomorrow.

peace out ✌️

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today was rejuvenating.

my offline exams start from 18th, next monday. i honestly dont think am prepared enough, but atleast i’ll know how much i can do.

qotd : do you think starbucks is overrated?

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when every breath feels heavy and every decision you take weighs upon you, when nothing seems exciting or nothing attracts you, you need to remind yourself why you never gave up till now.

Ode to death - veeksha

23:23 12/10/2021

sick in the head, sick in the bed, mind hurts- language cursed. Softened to the blow, just run away and let it go; agony arise, diving into disguise. I want out, can't go on anymore, anxiety around the corner, fake smiles appear to be weaker. I want to cry like most humans, but the fear of being judged, has got me bottling it all up, how long will the bottle hold? I'm like a dam that's getting old. I want to laugh, I want to live, I want to love, i want to heal, i want to cry, i want to fly, i want to feel- NORMAL AGAIN.

- veeksha

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for a month*?

hello everyone who’s still sticking around and welcome to everyone who’s just joined.

i have officially shifted countries now and it was a tiring process. the reason i took this BIG break was because i had stopped enjoying studygramming.

I had forgotten the positivity and community i had started my blog for, and every single post just became a tedious task.

i am starting again from tomorrow, with a clearer mind, more self-appreciation and new friends and a girlfriend.

i finally know what i want, and i am eager to start working for it.

lyall <3333

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tomorrow’s maths wish me luck :). and follow mathsaurus on youtube, if i pass tomorrow its all because of him T_T

qotd : what’s your favourite artist rn?

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tomorrow’s a bio exam. here are some of my revision notes. there is some corpse music too. comment if you want my playlist :). never e-date, i repeat NEVER. its waste of time, and i spent so much stupid energy tbh T_T.

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no notes today, tomorrow’s a practical exam. e-dating is like stepping into a new world.i discovered corpse, addicted now. yep thats it.

ps : no i am not watching goth roleplay, thats pic from corpse husband ‘s latest song.

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cats or dogs and why?

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tried creating a discord bot using python today, was fun until stumbled upon praw 😵‍💫, and why does the reddit-api page look old as my grandfather ? 😭

ps : bear with my handwriting, my hand’s still sore 🥲

qotd : if you could change something about your current education system, what would it be?

aotd : having tests on weekly basis. yeah its extra load, but at the same time stuff stays in the head better and we are always given an opportunity to do better faster.

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sorry for not posting the last few days, sis had her bday and was busy with stuff, back to norm schedule now 😃

qotd : discord or reddit ?

answer : reddit, cause until you are being sus yourself, its chill. but discord is scary kids, dont go there💀

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finally made my own discord server today 🖥

qotd : if you could swap your life with any ✨fictional ✨ character for a day, who would you swap it with?

aotd : i would swap it with miyamura from horimiya⛓💀

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does the new lighting make a difference ? 😃💡

qotd : what kind of videos do you see the most on youtube📹?

aotd : i like seeing vlogs of international students living abroad, because that motivated and hypes me a lot!🔥✨

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