nyanzzu

[nyanzzu]

I have question I'm wondering how/if other systems do it.

So I'm a traumaholder, protector and generally just do my best to help out the system. I dont mean to complain or anything, but it's a lot sometimes and I find myself feeling really fuzzy whenever I front(if you get what I mean by that) and generally just exhausted? I wish I could vent to someone about our trauma especially since I know alters who do their best to hide those things from others and especially littles, but(especially since we share an account) I feel scared that if I were to do such a thing, another alter could simply read it and be triggered or have a flashback. It's really weighing on me, and frankly, venting makes me feel really invalid to begin with, but I've remembered a lot of things vividly recently and I just wish I could get it off my chest and/or have responses to it(as anyone would do on a vent account), but just thinking of any alter seeing it makes me so scared. I hate feeling that way, it makes me feel so unfit for my role in the system, and honestly I'm angry at it- and it's really uncharacteristic for me. It's to a point where I feel another alter taking my emotions and I want to feel them- but simultaneously I don't want them, I just don't want to burden the system or do anything. Does anyone have any advice? I feel so very invalid, and at times like there isn't anything wrong with me at all. It's just so much right now, and I don't know if the other alters feel it too; I don't want them to.

Advice, if you can!

-🧩

[nyanzzu]

you are not a system without trauma.

your system did not form for any reason other than trauma.

"non-traumagenic" isn't a thing.

"traumaendo" isn't a thing.

trauma survivors shouldn't have to clarify that they're "traumagenic" because people want to roleplay on the internet.

go fuck yourself if you think that "endos" are valid. my trauma isn't a label you can wear.

you can not be a system without trauma.

you can not be a system without trauma.

you can not be a system without trauma.

[ID: STOP! this blog is a strictly anti-endo space! pro-endos and endo neutrals, shoo! shoo shoo!]

[nyanzzu]

Ok so guess who got shy and didn't post anything

he'll come out eventually <//3

heyoo!

lol hi!!!

im rad, the host!!

its been a bit since I last fronted, but seeing that minnow made this account I figured why not give out a corny introduction 😭

anyway, not one for labels and such but i suppose I'm the core lol. im usually up front nd stuff 🥀🥀

actually, speaking of which, our lovely friend five is here cocon rn lol. he's the protector but I think we're feeling clearheaded enough right now to voluntarily switch... i think I'll let him make his own post here in a minute

thats practically it lol, idrk. this account isn't getting too much attentuon ive noticed in the activity tab, but i know minnow and ESPECIALLY franny are super excited to make plural friends and singlet friends on tumblr so feel free to hit us up winkywinkyface

thanskssk!!! lmao idk

[nyanzzu]

heyoo!

lol hi!!!

im rad, the host!!

its been a bit since I last fronted, but seeing that minnow made this account I figured why not give out a corny introduction 😭

anyway, not one for labels and such but i suppose I'm the core lol. im usually up front nd stuff 🥀🥀

actually, speaking of which, our lovely friend five is here cocon rn lol. he's the protector but I think we're feeling clearheaded enough right now to voluntarily switch... i think I'll let him make his own post here in a minute

thats practically it lol, idrk. this account isn't getting too much attentuon ive noticed in the activity tab, but i know minnow and ESPECIALLY franny are super excited to make plural friends and singlet friends on tumblr so feel free to hit us up winkywinkyface

thanskssk!!! lmao idk

[nyanzzu]

Hi!

Im Aren💫!

This is an introduction post. I found this page via notes left around, and figured I'd post on it! The creator of this blog doesn't know me, so here you go!

Like i said, my name's Aren!! I believe I am a traumaholder, but I don't want to think of that right now, haha

I'm also the confidenceholder and really love the system! I think everyone in it is so nice XD

I use he/him and edited the introduction post like you said, Bone! I *am* aware of you, but never really got the chance to talk or intercom lol.

Anyway, hiya everyone! I don't think I've fronted in a while, so this is exciting! Nice to meet everyone, hope this gets attention, im real fond of it, haha XD

man, I have no clue how any of these tagging things work.

I put all of them!

(I found this little rat GIF and it's really cute lol.)

wait, is it a hamster?

[nyanzzu]

Hey, man!!! You forgot me >:(/silly

I found the simply plural! It was open when bee went to sleep!

-💫

INTRO

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hai!!! ^^

new system blog!

this is a usdd blog; my personal jiraiblog is @fishbonemarrowxx

heres a little info ₊✩‧₊˚౨ৎ˚₊✩‧₊

-this will be open to all my alters!! as of now, i don't know all of them. hopefully we can all get to know each other a little better with this.

-we have usdd, though i personally don't bother with details. there are other alters with more detailed understanding of our condition, but we are professionally diagnosed.

-we are traumagenic, and i(bone) am neutral on endos. i can't speak on the behalf of the others; ill update if it changes.

-feel free to send any asks abt anything. this is a very new thing, tho, nd i think it might take a bit for all of us to accustom to it.

┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ˚★⋆｡˚ ⋆┊ ┊ ┊ ⋆┊ ┊ ★⋆┊ ◦★⋆ ┊ . ˚ ˚★

ALTERS:

host: rad ; SHE/HER ;she doesn't have a sign off. she's the core, and kinda cool idk

co-host: franny ; SHE/HER ;uses 💕 and ���️. she's a little and audhd. she's kinda annoying sry franny

co-host2: bee ; SHE/IT/XE; uses 🩰 or 🧦. she's also a little and honestly i don't think she'll rly post- but I don't know her well

main: five ; ANY PRONOUNS ; uses 🧩. he's nice

bone/minnow ; HE/SHE/THEY/IT ; i use 🎣 or sometimes 🦴. I'm the fucking best lolz, probably online most idk we've been switchg asf tho

atlas/valen ; HE/SHE/THEY ; uses 🦷 and👙i think. he's really quiet idk😭

vgag ; HE/THEY ; he doesn't like us i don't think, he doesn't sign off and kind of fuckign sucks man

tsubasa/nanika ; THEY/THEM ; idk

onodera ; HE/IT ; lmfao a punpun fictive idk him either

those are all the guys I know 🤷‍♂️I tried to sound professional gigggle ....

lmao if any of you see this then feel free to edit it js don't change the actual stuff ifykwim... fuck you

IF YOURE NOT ON HERE, ADD YOURSELF PLEASE!!!! I HAVENT TALKED TO ANYONE SINCE RAD MADE THE SIMPLY PLURAL THING

everyone else... WELCOME LMFAO!!! idk what this will lead to but I'm kind of excited to see if anyone finds this- it'll also keep franny off my fucking account😭😭 send in asks and stuff idk!!!! thankies!!!

-🎣🦴

[nyanzzu]

hi (^.^)ノ

im bee ^^

i fink... bone wants us to post :<

luckily i kno how 2 work tumblr hehe ><

whatev minno posted was gud 4 me i fink >_<

bai(^o^)/ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ

he has weird tagz...

[nyanzzu]

INTRO

┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ˚★⋆｡˚ ⋆┊ ┊ ┊ ⋆┊ ┊ ★⋆┊ ◦★⋆ ┊ . ˚ ˚★

hai!!! ^^

new system blog!

this is a usdd blog; my personal jiraiblog is @fishbonemarrowxx

heres a little info ₊✩‧₊˚౨ৎ˚₊✩‧₊

-this will be open to all my alters!! as of now, i don't know all of them. hopefully we can all get to know each other a little better with this.

-we have usdd, though i personally don't bother with details. there are other alters with more detailed understanding of our condition, but we are professionally diagnosed.

-we are traumagenic, and i(bone) am neutral on endos. i can't speak on the behalf of the others; ill update if it changes.

we talked it over; we're antiendo. endos dni.

-feel free to send any asks abt anything. this is a very new thing, tho, nd i think it might take a bit for all of us to accustom to it.

┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ˚★⋆｡˚ ⋆┊ ┊ ┊ ⋆┊ ┊ ★⋆┊ ◦★⋆ ┊ . ˚ ˚★

ALTERS:

host: rad ; SHE/HER ;she doesn't have a sign off. she's the core, and kinda cool idk

co-host: franny ; SHE/HER ;uses 💕 and ❤️. she's a little and audhd. she's kinda annoying sry franny

co-host2: bee ; SHE/IT/XE; uses 🩰 or 🧦. she's also a little and honestly i don't think she'll rly post- but I don't know her well

main: five ; ANY PRONOUNS ; uses 🧩. he's nice

bone/minnow ; HE/SHE/THEY/IT ; i use 🎣 or sometimes 🦴. I'm the fucking best lolz, probably online most idk we've been switchg asf tho

atlas/valen ; HE/SHE/THEY ; uses 🦷 and👙i think. he's really quiet idk😭

vgag ; HE/THEY ; he doesn't like us i don't think, he doesn't sign off and kind of fuckign sucks man

tsubasa/nanika ; THEY/THEM ; idk

onodera ; HE/IT ; lmfao a punpun fictive idk him either

Aren ; He/Him; i use 💫! Nice to meet you!

those are all the guys I know 🤷‍♂️I tried to sound professional gigggle ....

lmao if any of you see this then feel free to edit it js don't change the actual stuff ifykwim... fuck you

IF YOURE NOT ON HERE, ADD YOURSELF PLEASE!!!! I HAVENT TALKED TO ANYONE SINCE RAD MADE THE SIMPLY PLURAL THING

everyone else... WELCOME LMFAO!!! idk what this will lead to but I'm kind of excited to see if anyone finds this- it'll also keep franny off my fucking account😭😭 send in asks and stuff idk!!!! thankies!!!

-🎣🦴