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Creating a UI/UX design/art can be so funny, you decide on the vibe and the setting, no problem.

You're like: let's start with the easiest one: settings menu.

And then you just sit there, questioning how the fuck the settings- symbol could look like again. You see it so often and then you need to create one: Boom, memory wiped out, deleted, just gone.

Brain not braining but fun process, do recommend. 10/10

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I got a Valentines gift from my bestfriend!! @lucety <3

I am so exited, I really need to watch it again and fall back into the Link Click hype. I love them :D

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Oh wow, a rather Personal Post? Crazy, didn't think I would do this but here we are, maybe someone else needs to hear this as well, knowing they ain't alone with these sort of thoughts.

Time is such a weird concept, like I am a young adult, I got time, I know that and yet I continuesly feel like I am running out of time.

As if I were in a race against time and there is no shot of winning, as I run and run and yet time just flies right by. Saying hello once and gone it is, waiting somewhere in the distance and yet always out of reach.

My worst thoughts were those of faillure, caus of course they were.

What if I fail and I have to do it all over again, another year sitting here doing it all over again, I ain't got time for that!!

Which the logical part of my brain provides with a side remark of:"This is utter bullshit..." like yes, it is. There is no wasted time by putting it into something you need to fulfill your goals.

I know that, yet I still feel like time is like sand slipping between my fingers, some stick to my hand like a resemblence of progress but most of it? Gone, in an instand. Now all Musical fans might think of that one line from the Hamilton Musical:"How do you write like you're running out of time." Cuz Technically I aren't but I can't help like feel I am, now these thoughts come and go, sometimes they are gone, sometime they are whispers in the back of my head and sometimes they are screaming reminders that my finish line? Years away, where I wanna be? Out of reach.

As I run and run on this track against time, hoping my legs won't fail me.

It's illogical and it annoys me sometimes, that this illogical feeling can gain a hold of me, I got time.

And I now also say it for those that need to hear it as well: You got time, you can reach your goals, you don't need to do it the same way everyone else does, you think they sprint by?

They don't, they just take another path than you in their own speed.

You can do so to, in your own way. There is no wasted time in doing and investisting something you love, no matter if it does feel like it sometimes.

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I am Nyx, God of War

Oh well xD

I am Arran, god of the most important thing

EDIT: if y'all don’t wanna use your name use your username

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I'll keep it in mind and guess I'll just see how the story progresses from S1 on and if I like it xD

What's with different series getting bad after S3 though, I feel like I am seeing a pattern.

So, after my tumblr feed is just getting overrun by "The dragon prince", which I can probably blame one of my mutuals for, I hope you know I mean you, thank you.

I am starting to be really interested in the show and might start it after the holidays, if I can find the time for it.

So yeah, thank you for getting so much of it in my feed, cuz I was already looking for a new Show to watch and your posts just put it high up on my list xD.

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So, after my tumblr feed is just getting overrun by "The dragon prince", which I can probably blame one of my mutuals for, I hope you know I mean you, thank you.

I am starting to be really interested in the show and might start it after the holidays, if I can find the time for it.

So yeah, thank you for getting so much of it in my feed, cuz I was already looking for a new Show to watch and your posts just put it high up on my list xD.

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Ah yes, 3 guesses who managed to upload the Prototype of my first level for uni and then promptly managed to delete the file in Unity?

Who also forgot to update the Backup on Github?

I feel great, all on the same day I need to present the build. Awesome, thank god it happened after I uploaded the build...

Genius at work...

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My bestfriend came over cuz we couldn't meet up on my birthday at the beginning of this week.

So she just came over and brought me this bouqett of flowers

You are awesome, thank you for accompanyieng me all those years. Let's raise our glasses, onwards, towards the next 21 years with you. <3 @lucety

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I told my students they're allowed to be creative and don't have to be factual when writing about themselves in German because I keep getting questions like "what if I don't have roommates or what if I don't have hobbies" and I'm like guys just make something up! Have fun! I won't fact check you!

So now I am grading homework where a student is claiming to be from North Korea and his hobby is tax fraud

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Before either of us even watched the series lol

How did I describe my FF idea to a friend, who isn't yet done with VLD?

"I technically grabbed one and flung him into space, literraly, it's his story now."

Yeah, barely anything to do with canon, beside maybe how he ended up in space, but the Rest? What is canon I suppose?

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From what I saw other people do: Yes, sometimes it's also presented as a gift, like a day in Disney Land, etc. That needs planing. Also the chosen Spot etc. They do Plan these things in advance.

Someone I know bought a trip with Alpakas for his girlfriend as a date and as a suprise gift.

germans will really plan a date 2 months in advance and think that’s perfectly normal.

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I've seen some people do an introduction Post, so I guess here I am now doing one as well:

Hi, you can call me Nyx! My pronouns are She/Her.

I am studying Game Creation at the moment and are a a hobby artist and writer!

My current Fandome:

VLD, yeah I am lacking time to join a lot of fandomes.

Fandomes I always come back to:

K project, MHA

Games I've been playing recently:

Honkai star rail, Lethal Company, Stardew Valley.

My native language isn't english, so I apoligise in advance for any errors that might occure, although these errors could also happen because of my ongoing fight with my autocorrection.

I've been writing FF's for a few years now, nearly took all my old works down though and haven't done anything in a few years because of life xD graduation etc.

I mostly go by the same Username everywhere (yes very creative.)

So you can find me on A03 as "Nyx_06"

Beware, my FF hasn't Updated in a few years and I only have one left on A03 xD

My username is Inspired by my own story I am planning, which idk might be advertised at some point. If I ever get around to making it happen.

What else can I say? I have no idea, I am terrible at this. Hi, nice to get to know you! I am Nyx!

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How did I describe my FF idea to a friend, who isn't yet done with VLD?

"I technically grabbed one and flung him into space, literraly, it's his story now."

Yeah, barely anything to do with canon, beside maybe how he ended up in space, but the Rest? What is canon I suppose?

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''what if my writing isn't good eno--'' what if it's a reflection of your soul. what if it has a place in this world. what if you write it anyway

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"just write the story you want to read!" they said. well, guess what, now i have 14 unfinished drafts because apparently, i want to read 14 different stories at once.

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