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New Work Posted: “Kidnapping, But Make It Nicer” by OfFormAndFolly
Completed, 1.9 K Words
Summary: Chay just wants to do a nice thing. Vegas is pretty sure someone's trying to kill him. Macau might be starting shit—or stopping it, depending on your perspective.
Or Chay bakes cookies, and chaos ensues.
Excerpt:
Macau: [18:10] MY brother has been nice…and HELPFUL??
Macau: [18:11] You’re sure it’s Hia? Like, it’s not some guard that P’Kim hired to help you? Or maybe he has a head injury. Did he hit his head??
Porchay: [18:14] Yes, I’m sure it’s P’Vegas, and no, he didn’t hit his head. He started helping P’Kim with my training this week, and I can already see the difference.
Porchay: [18:15] Yesterday, he taught me how to get out of handcuffs!! 😁
Porchay: [18:17] I mean, I’m still pretty sore, but if I get taken again, I’m ready!
Macau: [18:20] Chay. PLEASE tell me my brother didn’t kidnap you again.
Porchay: [18:20] It was for educational purposes! And I was only in the box for like 30 minutes at a time.
#kinnporsche#porchay kittisawasd#macau theerapanyakul#vegas theerapanyakul#kim theerapanyakul#ao3 writer#fanfic#ao3 fanfic#kimchay#texting
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New Chapter Posted: “It’s Not the Waking, It’s the Rising” by OfFormAndFolly
In Progress, 9.3 K Words
CW: Sexual Content
Chapter Summary: Kim and Chay are finally embracing the whole of who they are and what they are to each other—violent tendencies included—and they've never been happier.
Vegas, on the other hand, is gripped by the dreadful (but increasingly inescapable) sense that he’s trying to shove a round peg into a square hole—or some shit like that.
Excerpt:
“Khimhant, I swear, if you're not inside me in the next five minutes, I'm getting that switchblade you hide in the nightstand, and I'm using it.” Chay threatened, tugging at Kim until he returned to his position on Chay’s legs.
Kim ran teasing fingers along the fine trail of hair on the younger man’s stomach. “Careful there, you're starting to sound like Vegas,” he grinned in amusement at the threat he wasn't entirely convinced was false.
Pride welled in his chest at how far his Angel had come.
“What can I say? P’Vegas is a wise man who knows what he wants. I can learn from worse people,” Chay shrugged and noted the rather alarmed look on Kim's face at the thought of Vegas as his role model. The growing bond between those two was both concerning and undeniably intriguing.
#fanfic#kinnporsche#kim theerapanyakul#porchay kittisawasd#vegas theerapanyakul#kimchay#kinn theerapanyakul#porsche kittisawasd#tankhun theerapanyakul#pete saengtham#ao3 writer#ao3 fanfic#ao3
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I'd like to think my younger self would be incredibly happy with where I am now — confused, maybe, but happy — because somehow I've made it to a place where I get to sit at home alone on a Sunday afternoon, not a church in sight, and write fun little stories about queer people doing queer things.
I get to drink my favorite coffee and appreciate art I never thought I could own — or create — and the solitude I was always told wasn't meant for me.
I think she would be thrilled.
#writers and poets#writers on tumblr#queer pride#deconstruction#lgbtq#mind rambling#words#ex christian
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One thing about me? I have never written a happy poem.
Angst-ridden? Absolutely. Soul-crushing? Easily. Fucking furious? Undoubtedly.
Happy? Couldn't possibly be me. Never. Not one.
#writing#writers on tumblr#writers and poets#poetry#words#angst#sad poetry#angry poetry#writeblr#writing humor
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I love seasonal fruits they're like girl we're back lol
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A Pretty Face by OfFormAndFolly
Porsche incorrectly assumed Kim was just an angsty teen musician with a pretty face. No one corrected him. What happens when his assumption is proven wrong?
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“Why am I suddenly getting security briefings from Kim?” Porsche asked as he crossed the room and halted in front of Kinn who seemed to be reviewing the same briefing from his tablet while taking notes at his desk and drinking his morning espresso.
“We can finally drop the pretense with Papa and Uncle Gun out of the picture. There’s not really any reason to funnel everything through Arm now that Kim can openly assume his role in the family,” Kinn replied without sparing him a glance and seemingly oblivious to the incredulity in his boyfriend’s tone.
“What exactly do you mean by openly assume his role?” Porsche asked leaning forward above the desk and lifting a hand to lower Kinn’s tablet finally drawing his full attention and causing him to look up with a furrowed brow.
“I mean Kim will just openly do what he’s been responsible for without using Arm as a front to throw Papa and Uncle off his trail. He’s formally taking over as Head of Security for the family and will continue as my enforcer and intel operative with Vegas now that we're unifying. It’s a win all around. Arm gets to focus on his actual job as an I.T. and weapons expert, Kim gets to operate as my right hand without worrying about anyone finding out that he’s not sulking somewhere with a guitar, and Kim and Vegas get to stop pretending they’re enemies while working together behind closed doors. Though, they may keep that up. I suspect they get some weird satisfaction out of it. It’s like a game for them.” Kinn paused as if contemplating his suspicions before reaching for the tablet while Porsche pulled it further away.
“Kim is a musician. He’s not involved in the family business. According to you, to Khun, and Chay. That’s what everyone has told me. You’re saying that’s not the case, and that you’ve been lying.” Porsche challenged with narrowed eyes.
#fanfic#kimchay#kinnporsche#kim theerapanyakul#porsche kittisawasd#kinn theerapanyakul#ao3#ao3 fanfic#ao3 writer
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Idle Hands by OfFormAndFolly
Vegas is bored. Everyone is getting along far too well for his liking, so how can he be blamed for taking advantage when a perfect opportunity falls in his lap?
Excerpt:
"Kim: [08:33] Vegas. What did you do?
Vegas: [08:35] I may have pointed out that Chay gets turned on when you’re sweaty and covered in blood.
Kim: [08:35] I mean, that's true, but what the actual fuck.
Kim: [08:36] Now Porsche is going to try to kill me, and I’m going to have to shoot him. That will make Chay so sad.
Vegas: [08:36] Look on the bright side, at least he knows you’re willing to spill some blood and muss your perfect hair if it means keeping Chay safe. Maybe that will win him over."
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#kimchay#kim theerapanyakul#vegas theerapanyakul#porchay kittisawasd#kinnporsche#fanfic#texting#ao3 fanfic#ao3 writer#ao3
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Better in Your Hands Than Mine
Complete, 1.6K Words
https://archiveofourown.org/works/66113428
It starts with a stolen number and a surprise birthday plan. It ends with Vegas's begrudging acknowledgment that he might actually have people who care about him — and that he might care back.
Or: Chay wants advice. Vegas offers to help — which surprises them both. Neither of them knows what they’re doing, but they’re doing it with their whole chest.
#fanfic#kinnporsche#vegas theerapanyakul#porchay kittisawasd#vegas pov#kim theerapanyakul#kinn theerapanyakul#porsche kittisawasd#ao3 fanfic#ao3 writer
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"It's Not the Waking, It's the Rising"
In Progress, 4K Words
https://archiveofourown.org/works/65965984
Porchay never signed up for this world, but since he’s been thrown headfirst into the deep end, he figures he might as well learn to swim. Turns out—with Kim and Vegas by his side—he’s pretty damn good at it.
As the Theerapanyakun family rebuilds itself from the ashes, Kim, Chay, and Vegas carve out a place with blood, sweat, and, honestly, more than a little stubbornness. Somehow, they also find a family that makes it all worth it.
Or Chay learns to fight, Kim learns to feel, and Vegas learns he might just deserve love after all.
Set after ���The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known” and before “A Pretty Face.”
#fanfic#kinnporsche#kimchay#kim theerapanyakul#vegas theerapanyakul#porchay kittisawasd#kinn theerapanyakul#porsche kittisawasd#ao3 fanfic#ao3 writer
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"The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known"
Complete, 7.6K Words
https://archiveofourown.org/works/62432791
Kim knows that when Chay sees the whole of who he is, their relationship will be over, so why is Chay still standing here and not hating him?
Or a sleep-deprived Kim slowly falls apart, and Chay puts his pieces back together rather stubbornly.
#fanfic#kinnporsche#kimchay#kim theerapanyakul#porchay kittisawasd#macau theerapanyakul#vegas theerapanyakul#ao3 writer#ao3 fanfic
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Idle Hands
Complete, 1.1K Words
https://archiveofourown.org/works/61952749
Vegas is bored. Everyone is getting along far too well for his liking, so how can he be blamed for taking advantage when a perfect opportunity falls in his lap?
Or Vegas' POV after leaving Kinn's office and letting Kim know Porsche is not so in the dark anymore.
#fanfic#kinnporsche#vegas theerapanyakul#vegas POV#kimchay#kim theerapanyakul#porchay kittisawasd#porsche kittisawasd#ao3 fanfic#ao3 writer
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A Pretty Face
Complete, 2.7 K Words
https://archiveofourown.org/works/58414189
Porsche incorrectly assumed Kim was just an angsty teen musician with a pretty face. No one corrected him. What happens when his assumption is proven wrong?
#fanfic#kinnporsche#porsche kittisawasd#kinn theerapanyakul#vegas theerapanyakul#kim theerapanyakul#porchay kittisawasd#oblivious porsche#ao3 fanfic#ao3 writer
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