onesadgremlin

[onesadgremlin]

It was good when it lasted...

[onesadgremlin]

I AM FULLY AWARE...

OF HOW AWFUL I AM AS A PERSON.

[onesadgremlin]

If you dissect a bird

To diagram the tongue

You'll cut the chord

Articulating song.

If you flay a beast

To marvel at the mane

You'll wreck the rest

From which the fur began.

If you pluck out the heart

To find what makes it move,

You'll halt the clock

That syncopates our love.

[onesadgremlin]

Their gaze.

Loathsome.

Lingering or quick, equally detestable.

A lethargic, trivial, lachrymose.

[onesadgremlin]

Why am I thinking of you when i clearly know that you are not thinking of me?

[onesadgremlin]

Lost in the translation of time

I wish I could ask someone to spare me

[onesadgremlin]

Only if you bothered to look back for once.

Only if you could have asked me what is happening to us.

Only if you know how deep i could beg for your mercy.

You totally refused co-operation when you left and now...

Honey,

See how much of a mess I have become?

[onesadgremlin]

Why

Did

You

Leave?

[onesadgremlin]

Hello friend...

How has life been?

How has life treated you so far?

Its not the end of the world even if it doesn't seem to be alright.

You could be happy and live

And you could be sad, and still live.

Its your life, little friend.

Ofc, there is no falling behind when you aren't comparing your life with someone.

And little friend...

Why would you dare to compare your precious life with someone who has never been in your shoes?

[onesadgremlin]

Hello.

Somebody seeing this?

[onesadgremlin]

Do you believe in the human heart?

I dont mean simply the organ, obviously.

I'm speaking in the poetic sense.

The human heart.

Do you think there is such a thing?

Something that makes each of us special and individual?

-Kazuo Ishiguro

[onesadgremlin]

People are strange, when you are a stranger.

- Haruki Murakami

[onesadgremlin]

Generally I find men are a lot more concerned with limiting the freedoms of women than exercising personal freedom for themselves.

- Normal People, Sally Rooney

[onesadgremlin]

No masters or kings when the ritual begins

There is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin

In the madness and soil of that sad earthly scene

Only then I am human

Only then I am clean

Take me to church

Hozier

[onesadgremlin]

I took a deep breath and listened to the old brag of my heart. I am, I am, I am.

-Sylvia Plath, The bell Jar

[onesadgremlin]

Ever thought of a moment

When you fade away

Young but relinquishing

Unnoticed

Torn so silently by the lament

In the corner of a crowd

That could care less

You chose ignorance.

For you couldn't bother to make anyone to see your pain

Not even yourself.

[onesadgremlin]

Sometimes i feel like a caretaker of a museum; a huge empty museum where no one comes, and i'm watching over it for no one but myself

- Murakami; Pinball,1973