optimistic-observant

[optimistic-observant]

𝙼𝚊𝚛𝚌𝚑 𝟻, 𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟸 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚣 𝙺𝚊𝚏𝚔𝚊, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟺-𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟹

[optimistic-observant]

it’s autumn again and the weight on your chest is welcomed back like an old friend. a memory.

[optimistic-observant]

you lit my world with candles, but I went too close to the flame.

[optimistic-observant]

when i was younger, i used to drown my plants, not knowing when to stop giving. older now, my plants run dry, dying from dehydration.

[optimistic-observant]

‘you and i drink the poison from the same vine’

-daylight

(david kushner)

[optimistic-observant]

forgiveness doesn’t have to be a curse

“Soft hearted people are not fools. They know what people did to them but they forgive them again and again because they have beautiful hearts.”

— Unknown

[optimistic-observant]

ever listen to that one song and get full on war flashbacks to the strangest time in your life like i hear a specific song and think of summer 2022, the unbearable heat, debating wether or not i should join the satanic church (uh?), feeling alone for weeks, still speaking to that one person, another person is still living close to me, going to the beach, a happy friend group, going in the sea. one song. a different life.

[optimistic-observant]

‘and for what i have done, and failed to do, i am sorry.’

[optimistic-observant]

if you’ve never listened to saturn by sleeping at last, DO.

every time i listen i fully ascend to some heavenly place, hysterically cry, and have flashbacks to every happy memory ever. listen to it.

[optimistic-observant]

healing isn't linear.

[optimistic-observant]

'si vis amari ama'

- if you wish to be loved, love.

[optimistic-observant]

‘gave you too much but it wasn’t enough’

- dbatc (taylor swift)

[optimistic-observant]

ouch.

Isn't it sad that they hold the power to occupy my mind all day when I don't even hold the significance to be a passing thought in theirs?

[optimistic-observant]

taylor i’m bored of bleeding can i start growing pls thanks

[optimistic-observant]

i wish more people would say i love you, or even talk about things or people they love.

[optimistic-observant]

sometimes happy memories hurt the most.

[optimistic-observant]

i do not suffer from insanity, i enjoy every minute of it.

-edgar allan poe