are you dominative or submissive?
im suicidal
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02/04/2020
I used to be angry
Now there鈥檚 just sadness
Like a lens clouding the sun
I can only see through it
Never around, never without
My past
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What if I hate myself? What if I never forgave myself? Maybe that鈥檚 why all this happened. Because I am ashamed. I am guilty. I know it鈥檚 not my fault he鈥檚 gone, but I did something worse. I didn鈥檛 let him in. Do you think he thought of me? Before, I mean. Do you think he loved me?
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u ever feel so sad ur heart hurts
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I miss u.
I miss you.... Even though you were never real. The longing for you is stronger than any other pain I feel, my loneliness crashing over me like the waves of the ocean, pulling me under. The thought of youre voice in my head leaves my own frittle and breaking as I face my demons alone, night after night after night. The vision of you鈥檙e hand in mine, of peace in my mind makes my fingers quiver in hope and my heart sink endlessly into the dark abyss that is my sad, shivering soul. I want to love you so bad it hurts. I want to kiss you until my lips get sore, want to fuck you until I鈥檓 numb. I want to bite your neck until you bleed and when when it鈥檚 all said and done I want to lay in the sun with my head in your lap and my eyes lost in yours, running my fingers through your hair and never wondering when you鈥檙e gonna leave me too.
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Everyday is just a 24h compilation of me not trying to kill myself
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