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you see, i have this constant obsession over death and poetry. i am also fascinated over celestial bodies: the moon, sun, stars, asteroids, comets and other celestial bodies that exist in a vast of space.
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paradoxerika-blog · 6 years ago
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I wish I can be a kid again; free to run away from the waves of life yet still able to find peace and contentment at the end of the day.
Right now, I'm close to 20—all I want is to get drown in the midst of the sea. I refuse to run away; I'm not a kid anymore. I want the waves to swallow me alive, today.
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Some people tend to conceal themselves from the view of society because they are afraid of what people may say on how they look, how they speak, dress themselves, how they love someone, on their sexual preferences, on the way they voice out their thoughts, and on how they cope with this daily life. Some are tired of handling pressures brought by peers so they choose to keep themselves out of everyone's sight.
This society is tiring; being involve in this society seem to require validation. I am tired on how it forces us to be someone we are not.
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paradoxerika-blog · 6 years ago
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I'm just so tired of this. my body is tired, my mind is a mess. I just really want to lay in bed and never get up. I'm just so tired of life.
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paradoxerika-blog · 6 years ago
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“I want you to drunk text me. I want you to think about me. Please fucking think about me sometimes because the only thing I do is think about you”
— (via nakedly)
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paradoxerika-blog · 6 years ago
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feels bad. feels so good. 
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feels bad. feels so good. 
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feels bad. feels so good. 
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paradoxerika-blog · 6 years ago
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I have no idea what kind of influence I actually have on people, or to what degree I’ve actually affected decisions people have made or the way they think about things. And I just want to be the most positive force I can be, because I know how absolutely crucial that is. And I’m trying really hard to be the inspiration and the hope that people might need. So I just want to say I’m sorry if I ever let you down when I’m trying really hard to lift you up. But for the most part, I’m grateful for the opportunity to let people know they’re not alone, to give them something to relate to, to put their feelings into words, and to give them somewhere to come for comfort. Please don’t give up on whatever fight you’re fighting, please never lose hope, and please try to be the light for someone you think might need it.
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paradoxerika-blog · 6 years ago
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“I’m still waiting to see you do the things you’ve said you’d do.”
— s.s. (stephenstilwell)
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paradoxerika-blog · 6 years ago
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s t r a n d e d
The thing about endings—both doesn't have similar speeds in moving on. It's not always about taking separate journeys and completely restarting everything. Sometimes, when things come to its closure, one person knows where to go after, while the other gets stranded.
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paradoxerika-blog · 6 years ago
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“What could be a more innocent or harmless pastime for a young girl than reading?”
— Jane Austen, Northanger Abbey (via the-book-diaries)
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it feels like magic, but it turns out to be an illusion in the end.
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paradoxerika-blog · 6 years ago
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Need
If you need…
Rest and recuperation:
- take a nap
- sit in the warm sunshine
- cuddle a pet
- take a bath
- go to bed early
- meditate
- forget all the yoga and just lie in corpse pose for however long you need
Self love:
- put on body lotion
- change your clothes into something more comfortable
- wash your hair
- light some candles
- write a love letter to yourself
- list 10 good things about yourself
Reminiscence and nostalgia:
- watch a childhood classic on TV
- clean your room: make it cozy and safe
- care for yourself the way your guardians would when you were a sick child
- do a small task or hobby that you used to love - listen to old music
- play a game from your past
Energy:
- eat a healthy meal
- put on some upbeat music
- drink ice cold water
- change into clothes that make you feel good but aren’t pyjamas
- go for a walk
- challenge yourself to do the things you want to do and reward yourself after
Companionship:
- get in touch with a friend
- go to a public place, like a coffee shop
- say hello to a stranger
- call your mum
- message a long lost friend
- arrange to meet someone you love
- join online groups of people with similar interests
Health:
- do some light exercise
- drink a glass of water
- do some yoga or stretches
- go to bed early
- take a short walk or jog
- eat something healthy and tasty
- clean your home
To express yourself:
- write about how your feelings
- dance to your favourite music
- sing
- put on makeup
- paint or draw
- bullet journal
- write a story, some poetry or a diary entry
- change your hairstyle
Comfort:
- drink something warm
- go somewhere you feel safe
- spend time with safe, loving people
- watch a lovely tv show or movie
- get under some blankets
- if it’s cold, sit by a fire
- cuddle someone or something
- give yourself a little hug
self checks are a very important part of self-care and good mental health! make sure you check up on yourself and do things that help you when you don’t feel so good.
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