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push yourself because no one else is going to do it for you.

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why neuroscience is cool

space & the brain are like the two final frontiers

we know just enough to know we know nothing

there are radically new theories all. the. time. and even just in my research assistant work i've been able to meet with, talk to, and work with the people making them

it's such a philosophical science

potential to do a lot of good in fighting neurological diseases

things like BCI (brain computer interface) and OI (organoid intelligence) are soooooo new and anyone's game - motivation to study hard and be successful so i can take back my field from elon musk

machine learning is going to rapidly increase neuroscience progress i promise you. we get so caught up in AI stealing jobs but yes please steal my job of manually analyzing fMRI scans please i would much prefer to work on the science PLUS computational simulations will soon >>> animal testing to make all drug testing safer and more ethical !! we love ethical AI <3

collab with...everyone under the sun - psychologists, philosophers, ethicists, physicists, molecular biologists, chemists, drug development, machine learning, traditional computing, business, history, education, literally try to name a field we don't work with

it's the brain eeeeee

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23.5.24

sorry i've been off tumblr a bit, so i havent really had a chance to interact with others. i'm gonna try be more active though.

was really busy with schoolwork and mental health, its been a bit difficult to juggle

went into a public speaking competition, didn't place but still learnt a lot

school incursion where we inspected the waste our school produced

model UN!! really fun activity, i loved it

grades have been up, average of 80.6

exams are coming up soon, i'm gonna try really hard this time around to get good grades <3 i also have a debate soon, so that'll be fun!

(images are not mine)

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A computer science student named Priyanjali Gupta, studying in her third year at Vellore Institute of Technology, has developed an AI-based model that can translate sign language into English.

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THANK U FOR THE TAG @zzzzzestforlife <3333 i think mine is pretty cute, i took ages making it cause i couldnt decide on so much </3

achievement: 🏆 ACADEMIC SPEEDRUNNER: worked through 5 entire chapters of revision in 3 hours!! very fast, test is in a week so i needed to be prepared.

@gajina tagging u cause i think you're cool <3 u dont have to do it ofc tho, your choice!

let's build a village together 💕

i found this super cute animal crossing picrew and decided i wanted to live in a video game with y'all today 😂 disclaimer: i've never actually played animal crossing because i fear if i start, i'll never stop 😅

also drop an "achievement" you unlocked lately to make things more interesting and celebrate the small wins(?) in life!! 🎉

🏆 CHAOTIC MULTI-TASKER — achieved when i added 2 books to the one i'm currently reading and started learning one more language in addition to my main 3 💀 (and making barely bare-minimum progress in everything now 🤡)

tagging all my moots because this is my first time starting a tag game and i'm excited 🤭 love you guys!! (and sorry if i missed anyone who follows me via main but i follow your sideblog or smth 😭 just consider yourself tagged as well 😉) 💞 @pianistbynight @winryrockbellwannabe @megumi-fm @obakanosandoitchi @manasseh @jukain4216 @shoosiopao @tea-tuesday @yughostlavia @shhhitscoffeetime @phnxstudies @girl-please-study @studykac @nelyastudies @soul-ology @lemonempress @alittlebreak @whenmemoriesfrost @cheste7 @juststudyyy @solarsapphic @ros3ybabe @malaidarling @indigostudies @tokidokitokyo @cinammon-buns @hanabeeri @relativeficti0n @issacovegx @sayitalianohome @perabera @paramnesia9 @cravingstudyvalidation @mortuarymorticia @getbreaded @roxysbbg @ilonar0 @panda-studiesmed @casiopeasmiles @strangeclayanimal @anna--studies @socksgrowssocks @the-awesomecosmos-studies @wwitss

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thanks for the tag @glassingshards <3

Last song I listened to: will you cry? - gracie abrams (absolutely heartwrenching song i love it)

Currently watching: cobra kai, suits, and b99. i love those shows so much <3

Sweet/Savory/Spicy?: it really depends on the moment, but right now i could definitely go for something sweet, sugar is the best

Relationship status: not really looking for one at the moment (absolutely heartbroken)

Current obsession: idrk, but if i had to chose it'd probably be cleaning my room. i have too much time on my hands and its my current method of procrastinating all the stuff i have to do :]

ill go ahead and tag @o2studies @zzzzzestforlife and @gajina (im sorry if you have alr done it and i havent seen im not good with eyes)

Thank you for the tags @panda-studiesmed @valiantcoffeelove it looks interesting to see more about others

Last song I listened to: Bear Trap - Cemeteries

Currently watching: I'm rewatching Terror in Resonance, it's really sad, The Great (almost finished but I got spoiled...)

Sweet/Savory/Spicy?: Sweet for sure because I have a sugar addiction

Relationship status: taken 🫶

Current obsession: I'm not sure if I have one at the moment...maybe cats and cheese chips (disgusting I know)

I'll tag @solpadeinedelusions @paramnesia9 (if u want)

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i hate how spotify ads play an extra 10 seconds of music after they say their shit. like you're already interrupting every third song i dont need you to rub salt in the wound with a good 10 seconds more of lofi

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boo thx for the tag @againtodreaming <3

tagging @gajina and anyone else who wants to join ofc!

Picrew tag game!- Create yourself now vs how you looked when you were a kid

Link

I was tagged by @cutebisexualmess for this but the chain was too long so I'm restarting!

If only that little girl could see me now (she'd probably think I was cool tbh)

uhm tagging: @b3achfagz (ik you dont do tag games so u can just ignore this but i though u might find it cool) @cassiecryptic @viktheviking1 @depressedgremlinbitch @ramencat12 @inkyslimee @the-horrifying-digital-circus @patipati @cute--thing @musicalsiphonophore @tastetherainbow290 @disenchantedwarlock @bookishcatcafe and anyone else who sees this and thinks it looks cool!!

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looking at the tags on my diary posts always crack me up because why am i typing out a detailed account of me rotting and tagging it “studyspo”

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mon. 3/11/2024

hi im back,,, did you miss me (no) i have too much shit to do to remember so back to the to-do list i go

priority:

finish asl storyboard & practice part a bit

finish math hw

ch 26 euro notes (to page 762 but if you could finish the chapter that's even better)

should be done soon:

bio 24 zcole

25 quizlet

read ch 26

ch 26 vocab doc

plant data

chi squares

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23.3.24

got loadds of things done this week!!

downloaded new app called 'structured', rly helping me manage time

did debate, speech was too long so i lost some scoring on that but did fine

went shopping and got a whiteboard!!

did rlly well in chem test, (95), got better at math (78) and got 85 on a bio prac, so im happy

my ex got 96 on chem (at least thats what he says)

im struggling to move on from him, despite trying to talk to others it feels like i dont want anyone else but him

have started gaining momentum with all the stuff i aimed to do this month (bit late but oh well)

made a bet w someone to buy me lunch if i beat him on the next math test, so that should be fun

we're moving onto poetry in latin now, i cant even understand normal texts and now they want me to analyse poetry im sobbing

anwyays, thanks for reading . always remember that you're an amazing person on your own, and you shouldnt define yourself too quickly because you can change. have a good week <3

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reblog if you are an active studyblr

( 12/09/23 )

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thanks for the tag, definitely paramnesia. it used to be my user on a lot of platforms, i love the way it sounds and the meaning asw, so surreal <3 tagging @indigostudies @cafeluv13 and anyone else who wants to do it !!

Quick ! Think of a word you like ! 

Not necessarily your favorite word, it doesn’t even have to be a word you usually like ! Just a word that right now, at this moment, you look at and think “ooh what about this one”.

It can be a word you find funny, pretty, strange, scary, anything really ! You don’t need to tell me why you choose that word (though I’d love to know if you want to tell me), just give me a word ! 

(It’d be lovely if we made this into a chain but there’s no pressure <3)

uhhhhh sanguine? (literally the only word that popped up into my head rn but it’s prettyyy and sounds like summer to me in some inexplicable way 😌✨)

oh sure! Tagging @daydream-of-a-wallflower @silence-between-seconds @re-is-back-in-black @jaaklops @annotated-catastrophe @vintagetee13 @cherryswift13 @dandelions-fly-in-summer-skies @lost-in-reveriie @moonlightt444 @art-of-fools @good-oldfashioned-lover-girl @addsalwayssick @miseryoforpheus @justafanbutcurious + anyone else who’d like to join in :)

(but no pressure ofc <3)

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girls be like “i am failing 😭😭😭😭😭” and then spend the whole day on tumblr.com

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reallly cool planets, llooking very pretty there

please like or reblog if you save it! 🛸

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17.3.24

test week is done, im so grateful its been so stressful

started writing debate, im worried i don't sound formal enough but ive gotten some friends to read over it

i keep getting 80s on bio pracs, its so hard to actually do well in this class

no more tests until after school holidays so ive kinda mentally checked out

went to a school psychologist, was pretty nice

life is good, ive made a lot of new friends and im really happy with where i am right now. i bought a candle but the wick is too short so i have to dig out some wax with a spoon.

have a good day or night and remember that all pain is temporary so you should do everything you want to do (except maybe murder)

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6.3.24

got my bio practical back, got an 80. lot lower than what i was hoping, especially since i worked very hard. on the bright side i know how to improve now.

feedback on latin test, not ideal. i did better on the practice test than on the actual one, which is not good.

have 3 tests next week!! not ideal!!

debating, i need to start writing my speech...

lost my headphones :(

in conclusion, not a good day, and i am haunted by my own mediocrity, encased in a shell of my limited ability.

then again, who cares. shell is made up and im improving, which is what matters. see you next time.