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It is a good time to remember those who were here ig. So here's a quick one on

Punks accessories

Many must think of the bum flap or stuff like that but on the original french punk scene, one of the most important accessories was... clown noses.

This is the best idea we, as a community, ever had.

We can never do better.

Here's a picture from a Beruriers noirs' show for reference.

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The weather this morning : ☀️⛅️🌦🌧☀️🌧🌦⛅️☀️

Me, mourning therefore really sensitive : 🙂🙁🙂🙁🙂🙁🙂🙁🙂🙁

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I met a person who was super weirded out about punk names somehow..? So let's talk about nicknames !

Once you start hanging out with punks, you may notice some of them have quite strange names. These names are basically never chosen by the person who has it unless they're trans or have to get a new identity for any reason.

There can be nicknames that are used from time to time (like mine), more like a second name or even take over the legal name entierly. Which can be quite strange when your friend calls you because she's breaking up with Owl. What's stranger is that, at some point, you don't even notice the conversation makes absolutely no sense because of said nicknames.

Now for my nickname : it is obviously Pathim. It comes from a time during which I looked so much like my friend Tim that people would get confused. After saying like a hundred times that I am not Tim, a friend of mine decided that "Pas Tim" (not Tim) was my name from now on. A couple switchs in the lettering to make it look like a name and Pathim was born !

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You know that moment when you're young, you're queer, you live in a post modern world where rent is so excessively high that you either live at your parents' house forever (if you're lucky) or move to your local squat ?

Well, my go-to local squat got destroyed for corporate to make a new overpriced store complex or something.

Totally unrelated : there is my paypal in my bio now ! (Taking commission for french poetry ask anything)

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Hello !

I dressed as Van Gogh for Halloween !

Enjoy this ear, which ended up on a necklace for my costume (it is paper maché).

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Just saw a post saying "I love to be waken up by my gf getting ready so I can see the masterpiece of an outfit they create". And I guess it must be very nice... but my partner is NEVER awake before 11am and if they are they feel like they're dying so I guess the mood would be quite different.

But I love my sleepy dear !!!

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Rusty lake fandom, you have been summonned.

We need more Frank Vanderboom fanart !

This man's gut wretching stories as had some fictions I read here that were as beautiful as they were atrocious abd I thank every writer who worked on it for that.

In terms of pictural art, he is often portrayed as a child but we need drawings of him as an adult, both looking like a caveman and searching for his mother, not understanding what she meant by "look for me in the stars" !!!

He has skills in astronomy, managed to survive decades in a well and even killed the Great Evil™️ of the previous generation !!! He needs to be portrayed as the man he has become !!

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"Lesbian love isn't more romantic" YOU SURE ?? My friend VOMITTED on her then girlfriend during a ride at the fair and the girl brought my friend back home without being able to change. I think it was like the second time they saw each other.

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Toning down your look for work is a NIGHTMARE. The second I go out I always somehow make eye contact with a group of queer people and they think I'm judging them and I'm just sitting there like "I AM GAY ! THIS IS A DESGUISE I AM A HOMOSEXUAL TOO"

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The moment I realized I will never fit in with english speakers is when I heard pokemon names in english are completly different from my native langage.

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Anyone at the venue : I like noise music

Me : So you like NOISE MUSIC ? I don't know anything about NOISE MUSIC. All I know is that my SIBLING, who is the NICEST AND COOLEST PERSON YOU'LL EVER MEET, has a NOISE BAND. Do you wanna HEAR ABOUT IT ? It is called TEMPESTAIRE. Do you wanna hear me talk about TEMPESTAIRE for the next TWENTY MINUTES ?

(Also here is Tempestaire)

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLa6FakdSyWi08ehFJwxSdJM_uoAvJjopk&si=94sHyYN1GZB3GcfL

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This one is about lgbt+ phobia, if this isn't something you feel like discussing you should probably scroll away.

Sometimes when I post gay things on here, I see there are comments deleted by tumblr (which I assume were some kind of insults) or a little homophobic comment here and there.

My question is why ? This blog is a mess, I am not well known and am old enough to not be bothered by it. These are easy-to-percieve things.

This may mean that these commenters don't do it to interact with me but for themselves.

Why would someone stick with hate when you are the only carrier of the pain it has to cause ?

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Voidish young man

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So, I'm a stuntman in my free time.

Every other day people think I'm a musician (and I can't pretend I am because I suck at playing any instrument) so it kinda goes like this :

"_Woaw ! Your guitar case looks cool ! Do you play electric ou accoustic ?

_Sir, do not panic, but know that I use this to carry a sword"

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Everyday or so I take the train.

I could read, draw, write, watch a show or even sleep.

But the second I get there I start looking out the window with a dramatic stare and next thing I know we're an hour later and I am in a completly different region.

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Listening to The Cure honestly marginalized me from society because you apparently can't start saying "Let me take your haaand I'm shaking like milk" in every situation or people will get confused.

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Every piece of media could have been the realization that I like girls and wasn't one but DID IT HAVE TO BE JETLAG BY SIMPLE PLAN ? WAS THIS A NECESSITY ?