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Are centaurs in battle part of the calvary?

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Me, at the beginning of this year while watching American cop-shows: "They are so cool! There are so many psychos in the US"

Me, now watching them: "What the fuck are they doing?! They have absolutely no evidence that this is the suspect! If these people were innocent, it doesnt matter now, cause they're dead!"

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Me, when I talk to guys I like:

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Athena ghost wrote this

use more olive oil

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I just realised something.... In ATLA and LOK sexual orientation is probably passed down together with Rava, because obviously Korra and Asami are a thing and we can all agree that Kioshi was definitely gay.

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That awkward moment when you're waiting for your friends and you look like some kind of lonely weirdo standing around and typing on their phone

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Has anyone else ever been so nervous and anxious the night before an important exam that you couldn't sleep, but then once you're tired enough to actually sleep it's like 3am and now you're anxious about not waking up in time, so you force yourself to stay up and just not sleep? Because honestly mood.

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I just felt like such a boss! There was a deaf woman and asked me a question, which I bearly understood, but I did and then I could answer her by signing it to her. Because I took a course in sign language. The woman looked so happy, when I started signing to her. Honestly that look alone was worth taking that course.

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There are two kinds of old men:

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Also coming back to the tree stealing tradition once Antenne Bayern (the most listened to radio station in Bavaria) tried stealing a tree, but the men standing guard stopped the radio host and held him captive for the entire day and would only release him if they played Christamas songs the entire day, which they did. It was annoying, but great. And hears to Germans have no sense of humour.

So in Bavaria (Germany) the 1st of May is a holiday and no one has work and we have a really old tradition of a village, town or area in a city each have a tree that they put up on the first of May (and sometimes other villages can steal them and demand something in return). Any way I’m in Munich working at a gay inspired fest for this and it’s so funny. Earlier there were dragqueens performing and moderating… and there were loads of families and friends enjoying themselves it was so cute

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You know what I love about Avatar : the last airbender? The fact that the fire nation is taken out during Sozin's comet. If the attack during the eclipse had been successful, I think that there would still be fear from the fire nation and they would not have been silenced forever. Because that would've ment that only the eclipse could stop them. Only if they couldn't bend could they be defeated. But they were beaten during the comet which means they were beaten while they were at their strongest. There was no question that they would have won under other circumstances, because there could not have been any better ones.

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So I couldn't sleep all night, which actually happens a lot, but normally I fall asleep at like 5 or 7am or something... but today I was in the mood to leave my bed and chill outside in our garden with a blanket, cause it's cold, but also really calming hearing the birds and seeing the sun and our apple tree is really pretty🥰🥰

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So small rant about something I don’t really talk about much: so I have aspergers,but only very lightly...so people don’t really notice and just think I’m weird in a fun way... I don’t like talking about it and only very few people know, because my mum never made it public record so that I won’t be judged for it from people... she didn’t even tell my grandparents nor me until I was older, which was great, because this way I learned to fit in and not let it show too much... I no longer see a fat woman and state that very loudly which I sadly did do once amongst many other things... but anyway the reason why I’m saying all of this is because there is this show that I just started rewatching called </Scorpion> which is amazing, though I can only that it is just as amazing for normal people. It’s about extremely smart people who help the government solve problems, but what I like most about the show is that most of the characters have difficulties interacting with the world. they often miss obvious social cues and so on. Problems I’ve faced my entire life, but have earned to work around. And I’d just like to say how amazing it feels to see people I can relate to on a very deep level, whose challenges I can relate to, be the heros on screen. I’ve always known that there was importance to representation for minorities and I love seeing representation for them, because it helps me relate to those groups. It shows what challenges they face on a dayly level, how they see the world and I always thought those wore the most important reasons why representation was important, but seeing someone I can relate to on a level that I try to push down in myself and try to overcome everyday, has shown me a whole new prespective of the importance of representation. I’ve only ever told two of my friends that I have asperger and only because my mum forced me to while they were over and I don’t know if they told any of our other friends, but their reaction to it wasn’t what I had expected. They were understanding and it seemed to clear up a lot of things for them concerning my “weirdness”/ “quirkiness”. But I haven’t told anyone else really because I dont like to think of it that much... I try to be normal so much on a day to day basis and I do seem normal, but it doesn’t make me normal. I still have problems showing emotion and feeling my own emotions, eventhough I am very empathetic and I can feel other people’s emotions sometimes very clearly, wheneve I myself feel something I end up pissed off, because I can’t pin point what I’m feeling. It’s also one of the reasons why I think I’m single... I’m just not sure if I can tell if I love people and I also know no matter how hard I try I might just not be able to convey my feelings to myself and my hypothetical partner. I sometimes even feel emotionless, because to one time I actually did have a “boyfriend” I pushed him away and lost intrest extremely fast and just wanted to get that over with as soon as possible, eventhough he was a nice guy... and I really hate that about myself. The fact that no matter how hard I try, I will never be like normal people... like my siblings... and this series kinda makes it better... that there are people like me out there and they face the same challenges, though mostly to more extremes than me...

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So I'm rewatching The Mentalist and I just decided that the most beautiful episode is S4E21. A young man is burned alive in his car in an ally behind a drag club and they discover that he was abused by his father, bullied by one of his coworkers and abused both physically and sexually by his "boyfriend"/ roommate. Through the investigation all of three of them get arrested for other crimes and it is revealed that the boy killed himself, but left evidence for all of them to be arrested for their crimes. But it gets even better because the boy didn't kill himself at all, but all of the drag queens helped him fake his own death and they burned an unclaimed body from a morge (the drag mum worked there) and he then performed as a drag queen, finally being able to be himself. And omg I love it.

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So right now me and my friends are all like "so many questions"... A friend of ours is from China and is singing a Russian song in an Irish pub in Germany.😂😂😂 like what is going on?

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I was bored and too much stalking avatar pages so I decided to draw a little baby Appa

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I wanna try...

Roses are red,

The Avatar never pays for damages

My favourite character is the guy that yells:

Or maybe....

Roses are red,

Nothing hurts more than words

Roses are red

Storm clouds are grey