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GAHH

If 2/2/22 falls on a Tuesday it could also be known as “2’s Day”

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New music video!!!

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Hey check out this new track!!

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Have you heard this band yet???

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I love this song!!

Hey my band released an album that we worked really hard on. Please give a listen and if nothing else, share so people who need it can at least hear this song 💕

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Here's the link to my band's new album! It's 39 minutes and 10 seconds of mostly feel good, bubbly, song/rap. Some of it's political and some is educational. It'd mean a lot to me if you check it out and share

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Have you heard this on the radio too??

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New track from up n coming artists!!

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New song from PhilTyr!!

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R.I.P. The 2976 American people that lost their lives on 9/11 and R.I.P. the 48,644 Afghan and 1,690,903 Iraqi and 35000 Pakistani people that paid the ultimate price for a crime they did not commit

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“I. When he kisses you, you can taste the metal and stardust that run through your veins and you’re sure you don’t want to taste anything else. II. When she kisses you, you’re reminded of that first ray of sunlight in the morning. Like warm and hope has a taste and you’re lucky to be allowed to experience it. III. When his hands run through your body, you feel alive. There’s fire right under your skin and you’re whole. IV. When her hands run through your body, you feel perfect. There’s nothing else you could be, nothing you’d rather be, than under that touch. V. When he smiles at you, you feel like screaming. There’s no love in you to be found but he doesn’t believe your words when you whisper it to him. VI. When she smiles at you, you feel dirty. Like a sinner brought to confession but there’s no soul to save. You were made like this but when you tell her to leave she shakes her head and says you love her too. VII. When you’re finally alone in bed and his taste is only a ghost, you wonder why the universe made you. VIII. When you’re finally alone in bed and her taste is only a ghost, you wonder why it’s dark outside. IX. When the fire runs out, you bite your tongue so you won’t ask him to leave. X. When the hands stop touching you, you smoke a cigarette, because you know she won’t kiss you while the smell lingers. XI. When you scream, you’re brutal. Everything you say cuts him, but he wasn’t listening to you. XII. When you confess, you’re feral. But you don’t like to feel trapped and slam the door as you leave, because she wasn’t listening to you. XIII. When your house is silent and empty, you take a deep breath and wonder why you had to sabotage it too.”

— bittersweet-colour- writing prompt #67: write about an almost relationship, which broke your heart

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No!!! Don't do it!! Things will get better i promise!!

They did!! and then they went up and down and I eventually figured out that it's life and it'll always get better in the end

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I'm just like you. I hate the way I look, I notice everything that happens, I over think, I starve, I cut, yet I can put on a smile. I wish I was normal. This way of living hurts so much. Just please don't kill yourself.

So I'm gonna post some of the anon ask I've gotten over the years. I'm sorry to the senders if these are things you don't want up. If it's problematic just talk with me.

I look back on these frequently because they help me get through the rough thoughts to this day and some of these are like 6 years old. I don't really need them anymore (I've got new ones on my new blog and I just am not here for them) but someone else might. So feel free to get rid of the text tbh. The messages matter more.

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I’ll forever be sorry for how things ended between us. I wish you nothing but the absolute best. Keep on working on yourself. You deserve so much & im sorry I wasn’t able to give you what you deserve. This isn’t who you think it is.

Yeah of the like four or five people it could possibly be, you're probably 100% correct that I'd guess wrong. I have the last like 8 times lol

That's not as important though. Bottom line is, I forgive you. I forgave you, and you will always be forgiven. Don't stress over it. I didn't give you what you deserved either. Go be the best and brightest you! You're lovely and I hope you're happy