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Sports/PE in school has to be the worst system ever

Yesterday in 3rd and 4th class we had PE and next Wednesday there's smth similar to olympics where we have to run and jump and stuff yk

And to practice a little for when we'll run we had to run for 30 MINUTES STRAIGHT. NO BREAK, NO WALKING. If you get caught walking twice you're out. WHAT THE FRIIIIIIVKKKKKK

Now imagine it's the 3rd lesson, you change into your dirty ah clothes for PE and your fake ass teacher who's really mean actually tells you to run for 33 minutes without stretching or anything first. You start running and after your third round you're already sweating and suddenly your teacher shouts "Alright girls, you've got 3 minutes! 30 minutes left😆😆" NOOOOOOK WDYM IVE BEEN RUNNING FOR TEN MINUTES FOR SURE WHY ARE YOU LYINGG

"Come on girls, I've been running much more than 30 minutes without even drinking in-between" YOU DO NOT LOOK LIKE YOU CAN RUN FOR EVEN 5 MINUTES. You're the one always in a fucking Hoodie only able to perform how to throw a ball the correct way and then you're trying to justify what he have to do and that it is not that bad but at the same time, just before we start running, you mention how if someone is feeling pain they should stop. SO ITS QUITE OFTEN SOMEONE'S ALMOST DYING WHILE DOING THIS, HUH? AND WHY DID EVERYONE ELSE EXCEPT ME KEEP RUNNING EVEN THOUGH IT WOULDNT EVEN BE GRADED YET?? Istg all of my classmates except my friends ARE THE FAKEST PEOPLE YOULL EVER MEET

I'm running there, it's the 20th minute and have to constantly blink to let my sight not get too blurry, my left eye is a little swollen since this morning and my legs still hurt from PE LAST WEEK, my arms and face look like the reddest tomato ever and my muscles under my ribcage hurt because IM OUT OF BREATH and yet noone is stopping and you'll look like a complete LOSER if you just stop like why are we even doing this, ain't noone wants that ain't noone needs that why the fuck would you run for 30 minutes straight bfr man AAAAAAAAAAKKHHHWJQBHAANBAJAKA

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TUTORIAL ON SWAG 2025🤑🤑🤑🤑

Superkewl tut on how to have swag and be superkewl in the big 2025

(Caution readers: This tutorial is TOTALLY scientifically proved and highers your chances of being perceived by other people as SWAG and KEWL on about 204%!! Unfortunately it has also been scientifically proven that noone should take this tutorial seriously, so please dont Im just writing for fun)

1. Wear eyeliner

No concealer

No blush

ONLY eyeliner will make you have the ultimate alpha-eyes. Ofc yall can use concealer and blush and stuff like that but eyeliner is the goat.

2. Summon a cd-player and posses over it (or just buy one ig >:<

Go to a sec hand shop and buy a stack of 50 cds for 2,50 (real story btw), make a huge list of songs THAT SHARE ONE SPECIFIC VIBE. DO NOT USE A BUNCH OF RANDOM SONGS YOU HAPPEN TO LIKE.

Burn the cds on your computer or if your newgen ass doesnt have a computer thats able to burn and play cds then buy a cd-burner or what its called off amazon. They got one, I promise. What you should NOT buy off amazon are those scammer ah recordable cds that cost 10 for a stack of ten. That is complete scam, buy of ebay or in thrifts.

Also if you decided to not summon one please dont buy those overprized cd players that work flawlessly, go to a flea marketa and buy a smaller one that often bugs, but we dont care abt that, buy the silver cd players for five.

3. Write in your diary in your own gibberish language

Dont be like „Today I went to go to the grocery store to buy me a can of soda and some chips“. That sounds boring and yk it.

Be like „Today I went to the money woof market and bought a sparkly drink and crispies“. That sounds more fun. Yk what I dont actually like it fuck this shit

Be like „Today I went to lidl cuz rewe is closed for construction and bought the radioactive monster flavour even tho i wanted to the hello kitty star drink but for whatev reason the rewe where homless always smoke weed decided to change their layout which is stupid, I liked their layout exept the end. Nyanyanya RAAAH-„. Write what the hecking flip you want to write but DO write diary. Thats important.

4. Collect soda can tabs or collect them and give them to a friend who collects them.

No matter if the tab is on the ground, from your dad‘s beer or your hello kitty star drink, rip them off and keep them in a box for yourself or your wallet so you can give them to the friend who collects collects them. + positive Aura for that

5. Wear like supermany bracelets or necklaces or rings and just wear chunky jewelry in general

The feeling might annoy you but dont you love the sound of keys or chains rattling and making everyone around you aware that you are here

6. Posses (a) facial piercing/s

The best one yet is a septum or another „lower“ nose piercing like just on the side bcs they‘re safe and stuff yk and you can pierce your septum (just like me🤑🤑) but fr be careful and hygienic abt it pretty please

7. Dye your hair

Ofc it doesnt have to be fully dyed, you can also just do stripes or raccoon tails or even use non-permament colour. I would have dyed my hair by now again but I dont have enough money for that and my mum would not buy that for me

There might be more to this list but I‘ll write about that later, goodbye my fellow alphas

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Lets yap abt my OCs

First of all: Characters n worlds :3

The worlds/universes I have created + the following characters from there

(big warning to all the weird people, ALL of my OCs are furries. If you‘re an anti dni.

- Hiwayaga -

Hiwayaga is a big land containing of 9 Kingdoms;

- Glowcrest

- Bonzeborough

- Tropica

- Willowcroft

- Eberpetal

- Twilight Meadow

- Araveil

- Thornestelle

and The Great Heavens.

Over all the smaller Kingdoms The Great Heavens is ruling, with each nine mid-gods and one „main“ god, whose name shall not be remembered.

The nine gods are

- Georgette, the god of culture and architecture

- Luther, the god of body and growth

- Ophelia, the god of motherhood and childcare

- Russel, the god of romance and lust

- Yendolen, the god of fortune

- Tabitha, the god of health and bloodflow

- Odyssey, the god of travel and change

- Genoveuo, the god of richness and worthy

- Octavian, the god of sociality and respect

Folks pray to one of the nine gods whenever they‘re willing to and depending on to who they pray for, they increase their chance of, as an example, good fortune or increased possibility of kids. Allthough in school and in every visit of a church, it is a rule to pray to the main god.

Over the ghost‘s lake, left to the crossed tree is the main church, the curch of Hiwayaga. The only time to visit the curch is every Thursday, and every hour a ballad is sung.

There is much much more to the society and how the economy or religion there works, but lets now focus on our main characters.

Fish, a fifteen year old guy, has been repeatedly dreaming of the same dream over and over again for multiple weeks, when one day a light, similar to the one in his dream, appears in his room. Fish falls out of his bed because it is around nighttime. The light offers him to join his world, Fish accepts since his life is way too boring anyway, but the light suddenly turns into the form of an old human and throws Fish into a portal which leads him into the world of Hiwayaga. There he meets a group of other teenagers who build a camp in the pinetree-forest to escape the need for religiousness and so on.

Fish learns that their goal is to fight the main god to actually see the outer world, the real world and helps them. In the end, just when Fish is about to end the god‘s life, he wakes up in a hospital - it all has been a dream and he had undiagnosed schizophrenia, plus he‘s been in coma for two years. Unable to believe that it was all unreal he rushes out of the hospitals window to jump off a bridge, thinking if he killed himself here he would go into his dream again, almost breaks his leg when landing so he can‘t really run very fast and arriving at the bridge he gets tasered by police/the hospitals security and dies out of the shock.

Who are the people that he met/aka my other OCs

When he ran off in the forest to escape the police because he got caught stealing someones purse and stealing is an overcritized sin in this world, Beth, a white tiger with tattoed stripes and some piercings, the „leader“ or rather the head of the group, attacks him from behind, first threatens to kill him but then notices that he‘s too lost to be born here and as this might be handy for their goal she takes him to the camp. There Fish meets all the other people, his friends;

( - Beth, also sometimes called Batty by Luna, a white tiger born without stripes so she tattooed them, has some piercings and has black hair with dark violet highlights covering her eyes, with a leading attitude )

- Kidd, Beth‘s brother, also without stripes but he seems to be proud of it, a little rude and annoying but funny

- Ralph, a Tanooki with a strangely bright smile and sharp teeth and a striped scarf, is very friendly and big friends with Kidd

- Sergej, a russian reptile, probably the oldest of them all, wearing an ushanka and keeping really calm all the time but is tall and strong

- Caato, a shark, apparently, who‘s constantly covering her face with a hood because of insecurity, also very quiet and sadly sick at the moment

- Luna, a caring border collie, knows a lot about healthcare and is a big help for Beth

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Later on in the story they find two more people wishing to join their group;

- Michelle, an albino dog who was born as a ghost and the group helps her becoming an actual person, also who‘s father is the priest of the curch

- Bun, a half cat half bunny looking animal because of his deep injurys with a ear partly made out of cardboard and yellow tape, who doesnt really care avübout anything because of his injurys and also kills Michelles father (for a reason) later

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There are a lot more side-characters and maybe Ill write abt them later but these are all the „main“ characters for now. Im also writing a book about the actual story and have the first few chapters but theyre not released ;3

Liar‘s Bar

As some of you might assume, the OCs are based of the game Liars Bar. The sotry happens in the bar, there are about 10 Characters having a role in the story but Im too fucking lazy to do all of this so I only have three characters yet and the design of only one.

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Ill write about the other lores later Im too lazy rn 0_o

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top smth things you totally should do (that totally dont make me feel like a loser but in a kewl way yk) btw me ts summer frfr (seen on the picture above)

1. I want to meet up with friends. Even tho I get so tired of them. Not of them, just of socializing. Reacting to people. But still, if there‘s monster energy and Semejki its the best. I‘ve been eating semki for the past three days and now theres a small pile of the peels right on my table. Also I just ate the lollipop that the lady gave me when I was paying for my pizza. They also offered me some tea and fries but I got typa scared its poisoned and was in a rush anyway. Im pretty sure they were just kind tho.

2. Read books every evening and even more. I promised a dear friend of mine to read a book they highly recommend, Ive read the first chapters but was too lazy to continue. Before a few weeks ago it has really been a while since I read an actual book and it took me a little to get into it again, but right now I‘m reading Warrior Cats, the second season chapter 2. Now the stick of the lolli is in the pile of semejkis.

3. Write in my diary/journal everyday. It‘s so much fun just writing diary. I can do whatever I want there. I could draw something of my persona right there, place a sticker right in the middle or just write from top to bottom in a messy handwriting, rambling about how fucked up my decisions are.

4. Go on walks w Luna, my dog. I have been going out w her more often since it got warm, it‘s actually really fun to just walk on the abondened railways w her running of in the tall grass, especially now that Im writing it down. Today and yesterday I did not go out w her tho, I came home from school very late. Yesterday I had piano lessons right after choir and today I was writing a missed exam until fucking 4 pm. On the 4th floor. I almost died bcs of dehydration and heat there. I could have taken out my monster out of my bag but there were a pack of chips above them and it would make WAY too much sound so no. That reminds me, I still did not drink it. I wont drink it right now, it is way too late for that but I‘ll prolly just keep it for friday, we‘re going on a school trip there and I won‘t have the time to buy one the same day before. Great! (I did not totally brang this all up just to mention this stupid exam)

5. Write blogs on tumblr and spacehey. Yea, you should actually check out my tumblr too, it‘s pixibay and kitty‘s jam. I swear they‘re freakin cool btw Im more active on kittysjam so check that one out first

6. I want to develop a kind of cute handwriting. Just imagine how pretty all of my journal oages would look! I tried writing the last entry in a cursive font, it looks great actually. And also it looks type of more professional or smth like that, very pretty too ofc

7. Go swimming in the local river. Oh ye, it is so cool that I have multiple rivers I can go swimming in and walk there by foot. I love the location Im living in rn so much bcs of that :3

Hanging out by the lake or by rivers is soso much fun, very much especially if its warm outside. Playing tv girl or sum on a speaker and eating the molten ice cream is soso much fun. The last times I‘ve been there I walked barefoot on the rocks and in the water. It is so cool and I wish the water entirely was as clear as it is where it‘s flowing twice as strong. The water itself is clean but the rocks are covered in plants and not that Im scared of underwater-moss, Its the bacteria and little weird animals living there :<

There are such things I want to expierience that I can‘t really describe as an activity, its more of a vibe.

😿 sad cat emoji for yall

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my other blog mentioned::

@kittysjam - writing diary in the perspective of my OC who is literally having the same thoughts as me but lives in a different universe where an apocalypse is happening. Im much more active on this one than here so check it out yall

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Ok that I've been figuring out some awkward situations and how to unawkward them but rn I need help.

So imagine you're at the city mall, you just cake from your dentist appointment and one of your friends invited you to go get a bubble tea together before you all go to ur dancing lessons.

Now youre a little early. You thought your doctor appointment would last longer and we're even worried that you might not make it here at all but yet, you're sitting right next to the shop, waiting for your friends in a sitting area.

You have a little social anxiety, you're worried about your looks and would try your best to act nonchalant, just like most of your friends would look like. You know that you look not too bad, you have your eyeliner on and don't wear any goofy clothes but your anxiety is banging your head and telling you stuff like that you look exactly like your 12 yo self who thinks they looked cool but were just a young child feeling themselves a little too much. You don't know wether to take off your jacket, stand up, change your pose, go to the toilet or do WHATEVER. Your friend just texted you how they're not even close to being here even though it's ten minutes left for them. Now, you're trying to figure out how to look kinda kewl, don't you? What do you do now then? Keep sitting? Take off your jacket?

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"Ohhhh ha-ha-haww, I go about things the wrong way baby - ass backwards😼😼"

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Don't you guys love this feeling when it's still February, the sun is warming tho and you and your friendgroup of five all together go to the nearby supermarket while the school break is almost over, you eat your second ice-cream and talk to a friend how before your dance-lessons together you want to meet up and drink Bubble Tea after you dentist appointment? (Following a tutorial on how to avoid specific awkward situations)

Well I don't know about you but my own mind has been feeling rather light, almost a kind of subconscious the last two mornings, since when I woke up it was finally (even if its just a little) bright. I have noticed that and got the idea out of it: if you wake up when it's still dark outside your body's just like "what the fuck dude, it's still night, why are you standing up" but if it's bright then you're in a sunshine mood. Just as if it's a scheduled bipolar setting.

And very often I notice that I have finally studied and applied the setting of how to act when a person is approaching you and you have to some kind of avoid bumping into them. Years have I been trying different ways to avoid it in different situations. (This information is not scientifically proven and I have not told anyone but yall so don't think it's some kind of rule ok) So when a person is approaching you and there's still a way to avoid them without any problems at all, I always look to the side I'm heading to signal the person approaching me what side I'm heading to, then I try my best and stay at that side (example I'm walking on the right side and they on my left so I look to the right and turn there and stay on the right side). If the person does not notices me then I just stay at the side and in matter to who the person is to me (like older than me, younger than me, someone Ik, and so on) I either (when I respect the person more) just make way for them or (if I don't kinda feel the need to respect them this much) make my own way thru there no matter if I hit the person by accident or not (Respect everyone guys, I don't mean this in the mean disrespectful way). Now we imagine that you just took a turn to the side street and a person appears right Infront of you, you already bump into them by accident! What do you do now?

(Also applies to awkward situations when both of you try to make way for another) First you, quickly choose a side and just stay on a side, don't try to make way for them, they'll find their own. Then, in matter if you feel the need to 'respect' the person or not, you apologize witch a quick "sorry". And now you can continue your way to wherever you went! Don't be mad at other people, be smart and figure out your own way on how to avoid these awkwardly awkward situations. (⁠＾⁠∇⁠＾⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♪

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UGHH hvae to do an art project for a classmate who‘s leaving and I just now, like RIGHT NEOW, noticed that its an art project bcs like if you call it art project its hundreds times better iykyk

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Whenever I listen to music that I currently like (yk like hear rather often) I cant help but get so inspired, especially if its while I‘m in public. There are hundreds of scenario ideas for my OC lore/my animal crossing Fanfiction/My other OC lore/another OC lore/a new OC lore and you can tell by how many things I‘m writing. Currently, Im focused on the Animal Crossing Fanfiction! And also I‘ll link a playlist below so you can kinda get the vibe ykyk

The story starts with how the only human on the island starts digging up all the flowers, more people came there but none of them are talking to the villagers, they all just dig everything up and unplace all the furniture and chop down all trees. The villagers are really confused, reallly many of them have moved out and theres nothing but chaos when one day, the get mail from Michelle (this human). Michelle tells them to come to the airport and there, they leave the island for a few weeks to only come back to a completely renewed island - you cant find any similarities at all. Not only the four remained residents came back, a LOT of other villagers are new to here - everyone is here except Michelle.

The old island was a lovely but a little boring place. Of course, it was calm and it was all peace but noone really ever had to go anywhere except for outside the island - now, the island had twenty more shops and a bunch of bars. The neighborhoods had a lot of more houses but there were also two or three hotels and motels, everything looked so modern and tropical, just like a resort-island. Villagers were now partying day and night, every night the bars were full, about five more of them opened and after a month there was even a casino. But with Lust and Euphoria, Madness and Jealousy comes too, realationships could change from lasting to years to holding just a few days and people did not care this much about it anymore.

Skye, one of the main characters, was not here to relax or spend her money. She was rich, just like everyone on the island, but was forced by her dad to go here to work at the local cafe for her dad‘s ex-coworker bcs he had MASSIVE dept on him, and the only way he could pay off is by sending his daugther to his cafe to work for five years. Now Skye was stuck there, but her life there was not as cool as the other ones, or atleast that‘s what she always thought. Of course, Shino, her biggest enemy so far, was constantly making fun of her and multiple times they got into fights, but Ankha, Felicity, Whitney, Raymond, Punchy, Shep, Isabelle and Shino herself had mad problems too - basically they were all stuck in the same terrible cycle of drama‘s until they all together end up in a hospital, since it got too bad.

There are many more other characters with their own problems, Im currently writing the fanfiction and Im not even close to finishing. Ik everything above may seem much (or not much at all) but now imagine all this in actual scenes, everything described and not summed up like this. I‘ve been working on the lore since 2023, dont blame me. ^0_o^

Playlist:

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Don't you ever come home after a tiring day at school/work, still with headphones on and are immediately full of energy singing your songs bcs you noticed that ain't Noone's home ←⁠(⁠>⁠▽⁠<⁠)⁠ﾉ

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Gahrr

I'm currently at school and OH GOD HOW SOME TEACHERS SUCK

Like we've had (let's call her Mrs. Pumpkinsoup (not her rl name)) and she's my teacher in German. We are writing the main exam in A few weeks, she told us to write a fake-exam to practice AND DI NOT EVEN TOLD ANYONE WHAT TO WRITE ABOUT!! We haven't talked about the exam or anything relating to it in the past month, only thing we've been doing is writing for something sponsored by the town (noone really assigned themselves for ths) and multiple times we've been going to theaters which we HAD TO PAY FOR and which happened at WEEKENDS. WHAT TJE FRICK DUUUDE

AND ALSO SHE MISSES EVERY TWO-THREE WEEKS FOR WEEKS AAAAA TF

Then we have another teacher, in Philosophy or Ethik (idk if it's the same in English :<) and EVERY. SINGLE. LESSON. Every single lesson she shouts at my class and how we always let the other classes do everything and how we never do anything and why we even changed to this subject instead of Religion and instead of the ACTUAL stuff we have to learn, she gives us shlt that THE 12 GRADERS STUDY. AND SHE TELLS IT TO US. WHO DO YOU THINK WE ARE TO UNDERSTAND THIS SHLT

^ಠ⁠_⁠ಠ^

And then, my teacher from theater class. (I just had theater btw) She tells us how the other theatres she's working with are so much better than us and how they've fully finished a story within a few months and we're still working on ours since last autumn and how every single lesson someone is missing. And how we never learn our texts (she never tells us what to learn exactly, she just expected us to learn it all since we've got it BUT THERES A LOT OF TEXT OKAY??) WELL SORRY YOUR GOOFY AHH, MAYBE WE HAVE OUR OWN LIFES TOO??

SHE EVEN ONCE GOT SO ANNOYED OF US SHE LITERALLY TOLD US THAT SHES NOT HERE TO HAVE FUN BUT BCS SHE NEEDS MONEY. "Wow, how friendly of you! Thank you so much for saying this right in the middle of a lesson with not only us but also 7th-8th graders who ARE here to have fun!" "Well, sorry, you chose to do the course, what did you expect? To not have to learn any text at all?"

"GO FZCK YOURSE-"

UGHH I hate this goddamn system. Also, we have this one guy at theatre lesson AND HE IS CLEARLY HER FAVOURITE. HE was not here last time (neither was I and another girl) and he did not had to work with us this time, he could just watch us practice (Uh I thougt we had to learn our text so we can practice whenever possible??) and while she was complaining how we're doing everything wrong, then after, he was telling us what we could do better and also he recommended something that another girl recommended too last time and AS SOON AS HE SAID SO SHE WAS LIKE " OH YEAH, OF COURSE WE CAN DO THIS [MY LOVELY GOLDEN PUPPY BOY]!! SUCH A GREAT IDEA, RIGHT??"

The tram just got stuck bcs of someone drove their car into one another's and we all had to leave it but it was directly at my turn so W (what the Frick is this day)

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Hellowr my fellow guys girls n gays (and every other pony out here)

Welcome to my very kewl blog! In this (amazing) blog, you`ll find LOTS of OC lore of any kind, short storys about my fanfictions, Diary entries, drawings n sketches (not that often tho), much stuff related to my hyperfixations and OF COURSE, LOTS OF FUN!! silly

Im a big fan of Popee the Performer, Fnaf, poppy Playtime, Acnh, Msi, Vocaloid, Minecraft, Anime (Danganronpa, beastars and Kakeguri Twin especially), Sanrio, many many aesthetics (the kinda alternative ones), Furrys, Animation Memes, thrifting and LOTS of other videogames and crazy things!

(Here are all the emoji combos for yall (none of them are promlematic, dw!): 🌈🎏/🐻🍕/🍪👑/🎭🎪/🎤🩵/⛏️🧩/🦊🧩/🐇🦑 (there are like lots of other more but I cant find them and all of them are kinda comfirmed yk, showed them for the ones who have similar ones!!)

Some more information abt me:

- Im omni (women))) and abrosexual, IF you‘re homo or transph0bic OR ANY KIND OF RELATING THING like Antifurry💀 then GET OUT!!

- Im a furry and otherkin! please if you dont respect that then the same to above

- My music taste is punkrock and vocaloid

- I love decorating my room! Its kinda grunge and fairycore, you could also call it mori kei

- Im a competitive mariokart player >:3

- Im kinda dressing alternative!!

Thank you uhmm really much for reading this :3

Hope you have a great day pookie

BAIII >w<