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“recovery!” i say as i binge every day for two weeks, gain ten pounds, and immediately relapse harder than before and hate myself because of the weight i gained
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Counting calories stresses me out to the point I don't even enjoy the food, so why eat anyway?
#3d but not sheeren#3d diary#3d di3t#3d memes#3d motivation#3d not sheeran#3d f4st#3d rant#3d blog#4n4memes#4n4m1a#4n@diary#4nablr#4n4buddy#4n0rexic#4namia#4narex1a#4nerex1a#4nor3xia#4n4rexia#4norexia#4norexla#4n4rex1a#4n4blr#eating disoder recovery#eating diary#eating disoder trigger warning#eating issues#eating leaves#eating habits
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“It’s low cal”



“only 300 cal per serving”


(and then the serving size isn’t even worth the cals)
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Looking for 4n4 coach/buddy!
cw -> 129.3lbs - 58kg lw -> 116.4 lbs - 52kg ugw -> 100 lbs - 45kg (maybe 90lbs/40kg)
Hiiii, my name is Xor, I'm looking for someone to help me starve or to starve with so we can keep each other accountable! I am aware of creeps but I don't really mind as long as they help me reach my ugw :3
I'm 5'4 (162cm), just turned 15 y/o today, I've had an 3d for about 5-6 months, I used to be pretty good at starving (often just eating one meal) tho due to my parents monitoring my eating more, I've slipped into binging. I also LOVE walking, back in early March I used to get 30k-60k steps in a normal days for days straight, I'm also flexible on my calorie limit tho that's something for my potential 4n4 coach to decide for me! Currently I'm trying to stop binging and start exercising TwT tho I feel determine and could go back to eating 200 cals (like I used to back in early march)
Dm if interested :3
#3d blog#1200 calories#3d but not sheeren#3d f4st#3d motivation#3d not sheeran#3d memes#3d di3t#3d diary#3d rant#3d thoughts#3d relapse#3d vent#tw 3d vent#3ating d1sorder#4n4buddy#4n4m1a#4n@diary#4nablr#4n4memes#4n4rex1a#4n4blr#4n4rexia#4namia#4narex1a#4nerex1a#4nor3xia#4norexia#4norexla#4n0rexic
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