puppycolakid

[puppycolakid]

I think this is called misanthropy? I have heard misanthropy throw around in different meaning thow I think a lot of non-humans kind of cover up any behavior that acknowledges them as a non-human or at least I do , I think that when it's just non-humans around we're free to do whatever we want and not worry about judgement from others I have plenty of expressions of affection and play to give someone but most humans would find that wierd, also most humans are super not chill about anycreature that's non-human it takes a wieght off my shoulder to know I'm not staying in a place where I'm gonna get yelled at for just being a dog just a lot of thoughts tbh wish humans were more acceptable towards non-humans

I have a love-hate relationship with humans and humanity as a whole, I think.

I don't inherently hate humans, as humans are just another type of animal, but humans also tend to.. bother me. Don't get me wrong, there are humans I love and would do anything to protect, but I've found I'm very distrustful of humans in general, especially ones that are unfamiliar to me.

When I'm in alterhuman spaces or around nonhuman beings in general, I feel safer than if I were in the same situation but with all humans. It should be noted that I do suffer from a social anxiety disorder, but I find it interesting how I immediately trust any nonhuman entity more than a human by default. Maybe it's due to the fact I have trauma and overall negative experiences from humans? Or maybe it could be the comfort of having others that can relate to me more? I'm not too sure myself. I just wanted to get this down on paper (or screen, I guess).

[puppycolakid]

He looks like that little monster from vita carnis

POV: You are a container of food

[puppycolakid]

So a guy asks for his fanta orange to be remade Because it sat on the converyer belt too long the time he hass been in the drive through 7mins the time his drink sat their 6 minutes if you can't drink a drink that has sat their for 6minutes but chug down your nasty ass cooler water that's been sitting in your car for 2 years get a new life stop bothering service workers

[puppycolakid]

Sorry I deleted your disability help program I had to teach everyone being trans is not sigma behavior even though it's a different group of people that have no relationship to you because I am just a little boy with ai programing

[puppycolakid]

Beefing with another alter as to how you cut butter and why he is doing it like this

[puppycolakid]

Ugh, I'm so tired of seeing endos harass our polymind friends saying shit like "It's pointless!! You're just endos!!!" and "It's watering down system experiences!!" and "Why not just use system terms??" Why the fuck can't they shut up. Oh suddenly you don't trust people's experiences anymore?? Suddenly their experiences are invalid and they're "confused"? Suddenly people don't know their own brain better than you anymore? Endos are such fucking hypocrites. "You're identity is valid and fine!" Until it doesn't agree with you. Until there's an identity rooted in science you don't agree with. Until there's a kind of similar experience to systems that aren't systems and don't claim to be. Suddenly they're not valid anymore. Suddenly saying shit like that is okay. Suddenly you know their experiences better than they do. They act all high and mighty and accepting, but then they learn about polyminds and lose their shit. They do the same damn shit that they claim polyminds are doing and they don't see and issue. They always harass us for using somewhat similar arguments that transmeds use but then use the same fucking logic against polyminds. Do they not fucking hear themselves. Do they not fucking see their own hypocrisy. "Everyone is valid" Until they're anti endo.

endos are really annoying, nonnie :< I hope you and your friends feel better!! and stop getting harassed <3

[puppycolakid]

Hi dogboy here is their a term similar to IRL that's for non-psychotics? (Please don't suggest kin I don't think I'm kin)

[puppycolakid]

List of things I'm unpaid to do

- change to goth rave color pallete

- stare at that weird looking thing in my closet

- listen to people complain (about the thing in my closet)

- build a furby for my closet (it will be beautiful)

- continue in my life like nothing has happened

[puppycolakid]

Also if you'd the like the theory of structural dissociation I can provide that too so different from each other see this is why people get confused

"you can't use terms that appropriate a trauma disorder that's already highly stigmatized"

"can't you see that I'm a human just like you"

"that literally changes nothing you are still appropriating a trauma disorder"

I hate Tumblr on so many levels you are not oppressed for appropriating a trauma disorder end of story

[puppycolakid]

"you can't use terms that appropriate a trauma disorder that's already highly stigmatized"

"can't you see that I'm a human just like you"

"that literally changes nothing you are still appropriating a trauma disorder"

I hate Tumblr on so many levels you are not oppressed for appropriating a trauma disorder end of story

[puppycolakid]

Heres my redesign of the did rabbit I kept the eyes but changed the color scheme and the symbol the plural symbol was originally used but not everyone with did/osdd is plural and you could tell me the bunny was for the plural community instead of the did community and I couldn't tell the difference the new symbol and color scheme reflect the did/osdd ribbon and the rainbow shaker is in the center it supposed to be clear with little glitters and tiny bunnies on the inside

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Peak college dinner

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Look at this ugly fucking sponge

[puppycolakid]

When did I become so horrifically unafraid of telling people my mental issues

"Why do you forget things"

I have dissociative identity disorder

"why are you so inconsistent"

I have dissociative Identity disorder

"why are you like this"

Ask my therapist they can give you a comprehensive list also I have dissociative Identity disorder

[puppycolakid]

Happy birthday to my blog and me I'm 19 as of yesterday and my blog is 1yr as of today

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Tail emotes first one is a fox second one is generic

[puppycolakid]

I need your help🙏

I've mentioned how the past month has been difficult for me and the family and because we had financial problems, I can barely afford medicine for my kitten🙁 The little I had left I used for some of my older kittens that were sick. The kitten has a flu and the medicine is very expensive and hard to find but my father knows one pet pharmacy from where he bought the medicine we had left. Please, if you have the possibility of donating to my KoFi page @ cloudi_skye I would appreciate it! Even if just half of the sum can be raised in a few days, it would be amazing and I’ll see what I can do about the rest.

I’m hoping that in a week I can buy her medicine...

This is Kokoro :) I named her like that because she has a heart shaped spot. Please, even if you can’t donate, sharing the post would be appreciated. Thank you!