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If you take asks can you perhaps draw Loki?

Here you go! I hope he looks alright to you :P

I had the biggest crush on him as a teen, so drawing him again was such a joy haha

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Lokiii again

I was thinking of adding another character next to him, but I couldn't position him because he's so big. Maybe I'll paint him later.

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Quick sleepy Lokius sketch 💤😴

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What if Infinity War happened differently?

Summary:

In an alternate universe where Thanos sends the Black Order to go and get the space stone instead of himself, Thor, Loki, Heimdall and The Hulk manage to escape their attack and get to Earth in time in order to warn the Avengers of Thanos’ plan. This cascades into a multitude of events including a certain God of Mischief's survival.

All chapters out now!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/52847638/chapters/133672876

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It's my 2 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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Happy Birthday to the greenest of green flags, the man, the myth, the legend Tom Hiddleston!

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Incorrect Loki Quotes [268/?]

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Purpose is Glorious

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I don’t know how but this is accurate af.

I hate buses so much. Trains are easy, reliable, straightforward. No nonsense. You can trust them. Buses are evil, deceitful creatures who delight in your suffering

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Bad days

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Lokius + touch in season 2 / (season 1)

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Don visits the Jotun Slopes Luxury Hotel, Resort, and Casino and receives special treatment from the owner's son.

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happy lokius new year 🥳

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MORE home videos of Thor and Loki

Thor pointing to a herd of cattle and saying "horsies!" in the tiniest cutest voice.

Thor decorating Loki with bubbles in a bubble bath, Loki is perplexed by the bubble tower on his head.

Thor happily exclaims how he lost another tooth after running into a pole while little Loki stares in horror and hides behind Frigga while telling him to "put it back!"

Thor and Loki forced to apologise and hug reluctantly after a fight before they're later filmed huddled up together with a big book in their lap, at peace.

Thor waving his trophy and celebrating after winning his first match of that ball game we saw in a deleted scene (btw I wonder how that would be played?)

Baby Loki bouncing with joy in frigga's baby carrier strapped to her chest watching Thor come home from a long camping trip.

Loki crying while trying to catch the baby goats at a small farm (he wants to pet them). Eventually he gives up and one comes up to him and sits in his lap. He's overjoyed.

Thor and Loki picking out their first goats. Thor goes for the one that Frigga just recorded headbutting a wooden post for no reason and Loki's seen trying to sneak the runt out after hearing that it might not survive. "It's the littlest so it needs the most love!" He exclaims through tears.

Little Loki formally greeting every animal he sees with an attempted handshake because he sees the councilmen and others do it so often. (And his plushies)

Loki at his first play crying his eyes out during the sad part until he's handed to Thor who tells him it's not real

Frigga knowingly walking in on Thor making angels on a crimson rug in his room. His hair is as spiked and poofy as it can get before he touches something metal and giggles to himself before going back for more static electricity. (It doesn't hurt him)

Baby Loki trying a sweet Asgardian fruit for the first time, taking a moment to smack his lips loudly while dribble covers his face, before hastily reaching for the slice again with nothing but NEED in his eyes.

Thor gnawing at the giant bird leg that's bigger than his arm, trying to be like the other warriors.

Loki after finding out his mothers name isn't "mother", cheekily hiding behind a door before calling her what comes out as"Figga" knowing she doesn't like it and running away as soon and as fast as he can.

Thor pushing Loki around the palace in a makeshift wooden wheelbarrow trying to escape the guards that have been placed to watch him after previous "incidents"

Loki sprinting away from Frigga in one of her scarfs wrapped around him like a dress

Thor on Odin's lap shushing everyone dramatically with his finger to his lips

Thor excitedly running from the waterslide he just went on while Loki comes screaming and crying to Frigga.

More?

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What if Infinity War happened differently?

Summary:

In an alternate universe where Thanos sends the Black Order to go and get the space stone instead of himself, Thor, Loki, Heimdall and The Hulk manage to escape their attack and get to Earth in time in order to warn the Avengers of Thanos’ plan. This cascades into a multitude of events including a certain God of Mischief survival.

Chapters 1-8 out now.

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Vault of Memories

Originally posted on AO3 - rapsxcass

https://archiveofourown.org/works/61210885

Summary:

Thor, missing his brother Loki, recalls memories of their childhood stored in a magical vault created by their mother, Frigga.

Thor was missing Loki. He had died at the hands of the dark elves after saving his love Jane from certain death. He had died a hero and now he was gone. He was preparing to go in search of the remaining missing infinity stones, to retrieve and keep them safe out of harm's way. But before he went on his mission, Thor decided to take a trip down memory lane. 

His mother, Frigga the Queen of Asgard, had kept memories of her children down in the vaults underneath the palace which were able to be played at any time whenever her or her children wanted. She originally did this to remind the boys how much they loved each other when they fought, but decided to continue doing it so she could see her babies at any time she wanted. Now she was gone and so was Loki, Thor was the only one who knew about these vaults and the memories they held. Down the stairs, through the doors, down passageways that many, even the most meticulous of maids were oblivious of. Eventually reaching a small abandoned wooden door. Through there held the most wonderful treasure of all.

The memories were able to be watched through a magical enchantment that could be performed by anyone who had access to those memories. They were stored in what looked like a book, each one categorised by age. The oldest ones on the very top shelves towards the left whilst the newest ones on the bottom right hand shelves. Thor picked one. An older one. One from when he was small, maybe around five or six.

He spoke the magical enchantment and the memory began to play. 

“Loki, I need to go to school, my tutor will be mad if I'm late” A small Thor spoke. Loki, around a year in age, grabbed onto Thor’s leg refusing to let go. He loved his brother that was clear to see. Whilst he wasn’t exactly sure where his brother was going, he did know he was leaving and baby Loki did not like that. In fact when Frigga picked him up allowing Thor to go free, Loki started to tear up. “Buba,” Loki blubbed, attempting to say brother. Brother had been his second word after ‘Mama’. 

Thor smiled with happiness at this memory. He remembered Loki being small, he remembered him as a baby but he couldn’t remember a time before Loki was in his life. He had always been there. Until recently.Thor didn’t like to think of that, it filled him with dread. Two of the most important people in his life had been ripped away from him so soon after each other. His Mother and his Brother went so soon after each other. Two people who he thought would have been there forever. He didn’t like feeling these feelings so he put on another memory. 

He grabbed another memory off the shelf and spoke the incantation, the memory then began to play.  

This memory was set at night. He was sleeping during a thunderstorm. Thor’s door crept open, it was Loki. “Brother, the storm is so loud,” loki spoke rubbing his tired eyes. Bang. A clap of thunder rang throughout the halls of the palace. Loki screamed and ran towards his barely awake brother. “Do you want to sleep here?” Thor asked, hugging his brother keeping him safe. Loki nodded and climbed next to his brother.

Loki settled down under the covers and snuggled up to Thor. He then fell asleep. “I will protect you Loki, I will always protect you,” Thor whispered softly to his little brother. He then hugged him tighter and drifted off to sleep. 

Thor’s eyes teared up. He had failed his brother. He had broken his promise in the worst possible way. He could take no more. He hastily left the vault.

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While I definitely think the mind stone had a massive effect on Loki in the first Avengers film he definitely wasn't under full control, in fact I don't even think that's how the mind stone really works, definitely not like Clint and Selvig were.

What I think happened was Thanos tortured the hell out of Loki, and here's a silly little gorey through for you, forced him to battle other beasts, and if he won, his prize would be dinner... He would be forced to eat his fallen opponent.

Anyway, this took a toll on Loki until he finally broke, and that's where Thanos stepped in with the mind stone.

See, Thanos is evil, but he's not stupid, and he knows that loyalty born from respect and admiration is stronger than that of fear, that's why people die for their loved ones as he's probably seen countess times while invading planets. So he took Loki's broken mind and twisted it, the torture, the pain, the suffering, removed everything, his entire memory of being tortured, but he kept the loyalty. He filled Loki's mind with peace, promises, and purpose because that's all Loki's ever wanted, to belong, all thanks to the glorious Thanos.

That's what the mind stone does, it grants you peace, and a purpose, it makes everything... quiet... it doesn't make you do things for the wielder, it makes you want to do things. That's why Loki never spoke up about his experiences, he doesn't know where the mind stone stops and he starts, and he doesn't remember the torture.

Whenever you disobey the influence you experience something like withdrawal, a deep sense of panic and fear, of loss, of losing yourself and your purpose. This was severely amplified with Loki as he already suffers from intrusive thoughts, hallucinations (when he's having a really bad episode) and having no sense of identity (especially after Thor 1).

Then years later on the ship after Ragnarok Bruce Banner gets the sneaking feeling that Loki wasn't behind the attack. He questions Loki, asks him things like "don't you remember throwing Clint off a building?" or "don't you remember when you held Natasha hostage?" things that never happened and Loki just agrees because it was all a blur to him. That's how Bruce finds out about Thanos sending Loki.