restrictivekitten

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Also peeps if anyone wants to chat my DMs are open I'm kinda lonely 😔

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I live off of half a bottle rose every day (264 cal) / a full one if I'm feeling sad (527 cal) and cigs and coca cola zero (5 cal) {also the wine is for now I'll stop with it when I get broke so soon I'll probably be only on coca cola zero, black coffee and cigs which is even better but I'm low-key an alcoholic soooo ✌️😗

HELL YEAH WE GETTING SKINNY!!!

I fucking love quarantine

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Quarantine is actually so good because ik that everyone will get fat and I'll starve myself (mainly because imma spend my money on clothes and accessories etc) so I'll be a skinny bitch when this all ends and rub it in all of their fucking noses for calling me fat and telling me I'll never be able to get skinnier. SUCK IT BITCH!

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*gets a haircut*

My disordered brain: I wonder if I weigh less now

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Ok but Cora Korsett was the real OG

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I feel like this is really important and I want people to see it and ik I'm not big or sum but if you see it please reblog people need to know this

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I can't wait to live alone so I can properly live my anorexic life 😤

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Me: *decides to suddenly recover*

Ok this can't be that hard

*eats normally for a day*

Also me: Fucking kill me now please this feels awful *cries for hours while looking at my fat body in the mirror and regretting everything*

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I was planning to do a 4-5 day fast cuz my mom is out of town. First day and guess who's waiting for her 24 pieces sushi and has already finished a 300g Milka oreo chocolate? YES ME GOD I WANNA FUCKING KILL MYSELF UGH

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What people think and eating disorder is:

~going straight into fasting for 3 days

~gets up from the table to go purge without anyone noticing or hearing

~runs at night without parents knowing

~it only takes a week for you to get skinny

~you are not tired

~you don’t eat at all

~you exercise for 1 hour a day

~grades stay high

~“GREEN TEA HUNNNNY”

-take your vitamins sweet pea

-parents don’t ask you to eat

-cute outfits

-goes to inpatient and comes out cured

-eats 1 grape a day

~paints nails and smiles

~friends love and support you

~goes out and eats a piece of celery and nobody cares

What an eating disorder really is like

~looking in the mirror and saying you are going fast but never do

~waiting till everyone is away/asleep or you are in the shower to purge

~leaving bags of vomit under your bed

~running in place whenever you can

~staying up late looking at thinspo and crying wish you looked like that

~fasting for 24 hours then BINGING ON 4,000 calories

~grades fall

~everything is secrets secrets secrets

~getting high

~melatonin 24/7

~green tea Diet Coke water

~you sometime spend all of your time exercising and exercising and then gain a pound

~punching your stomach,pinching your thighs, and biting you arms in the the mirror because you are far

~binge binge binge purge

~purge purge binge

~black tea green tea mint tea

~“sorry cant make it to dinner”

~binges late at night

~weird fucking cravings

~either takes 1000 showers a day or takes one once a week

~HUGE sweatshirts

~goes to inpatient and then goes back because you still don’t know how to eat

~purges 1 grape

~baggy clothes

~paints nails over and over because you don’t want to eat and the smell is disgusting

~STARVE YOU DUMB FUCKING HOE

~biting off your nails

~freaking out over 200 calories but then eats over 1000

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I just did a 3000+ cal binge and I wanna KMS HAHAHAH FUCKING MINT

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I wanna be goth so much but at the same time I wanna be a smol pink pastel anime girl uwu

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Mood all the time not even kidding 24/7.

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I'm so done with people looking at me weird when I eat because I eat a little bit more than normal like bitch that's my first meal in 3 days shut yo mouth

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When you have anorexic behaviour but you're not thin enough to be diagnosed and you just sit there undiagnosed but with really shitty eating habits uwu

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*stands up*

*can't see for a solid minute*

Me: nice