#anarecic

[support]

Everything okay?

If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder, you are not alone.  

If you are in the United States, please try:

National Eating Disorders Association (support, resources, treatment options)

If you are outside the United States, visit IASP to find help lines related to eating disorders for your country. 

For self-help courses on body image and general peer support, please try Koko. 

If you need some inspiration and comfort on your dashboard, follow Post It Forward on Tumblr.

[still-sick-sorry]

Its not even about wanting to be thin this time

Its about control

Its about proving i can do it

Its about feeling like i actually accomplished something

Its a fuck you to everyone who thought that i was faking it in the first place

[marie4ana]

Guys I really need a coach idc how toxic you are I just want to finish this and reach my GW already

[failing-to-recover]

I need friends in this space. I don’t want pro ana anything, but I need someone to rant to and get it out with. Everything is so hard. I’m so tired.

[future-miss-universe]

Being anorexic is fucking annoying because tell me why it’s almost midnight and I’m scouring the kitchen for like anything knowing full well that my fridge is half empty and everything that is in it is expired because me yesterday decided an empty fridge would stop me from eating like bitch please come on 🤡🤡🤡🤡

[wannabedaintyyx]

Does anyone wanna be friends and like help motivate each other to lose weight and stuff. I’m 17 and have been going up and down in my weightloss journey fo the last year. And I rlly want someone who can help me be consistent. I normally try to eat in a deficeit but I also end up binging sometimes :/ when I do I sometimes purge but im acc too lazy to do that every time so 😭

[miss-size-00]

I love getting high bc… weed. But I hate it bc I eat SO MUCH pls gimme some food ideas for what I can binge while stoned bc I gained weight from that lol

[whyamialiveoathkeeper]

how do u stop binge eating?

i just ate a bagel, pizza bites, ramen noodles, oatmeal, and fucking fried pickles

i physically cannot stop

[twirlingfairies]

the feminine urge to fucking drug myself so I'll fall asleep and not eat any more food

[still-sick-sorry]

•°•5/1/23•°•

Idk i miss being able to count my ribs

[derekashleystephanie]

For myself

For the shock factor

People caring

The beauty

Everything

[failing-to-recover]

Y’all I need advice on sugar cravings! I have a sugar addiction and that’s the worst thing for me it’s also just unhealthy in general but I can’t figure out how to fix it

[lolfuckthisblog]

I've been gone for a very long time.

I will eventually make a more in depth, detailed post, but it is currently 6.10am and I've not slept yet, but I have to speak to someone - or something.

I got forced into recovering by my mum and current partner, who I've been with for almost 4 years, 3 years ago. I just wanted to make them happy, so I forced myself to get better, went on our trips, went out to dinners, learned better habits, but now I want out.

Recovery made me huge. I feel so disgustingly fat, I know he doesn't look at me the same anymore and I can't take this shit anymore. I need to be small again. I can do better than my lw. Easily. I just need some willpower.

I need to be attractive for him, I need to be comfortable back in my hole of counting and exercising and obsessing. Because I was hot then.

Nothing makes me feel better than knowing I'm the smallest person in a room, but it's a feeling I've not had in a long while.

I started my ED journey when I was only 7 years old, and I am in my 20s now, fat and afraid of the future. I need to get back to where I was before I'm old and stuck being huge.

So this is my return to the Internet, and my return to finally being the old me. Somehow happier drowning myself in diet coke and water and eating nothing but rice crackers than living without a care.

Hey, tumblr. I missed you.