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sitting and think on about pretty boy dick grayson in his stupid fucking dior sauvage and curly black hair smirking every time a girl comes to compliment him on his scent

i think im ovulating bro

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one day you too could be a fanfic author who updates a decade later

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she kai on my ce til I nat or whatever the kids say these days

never cook again

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(this is SO long bear w me i thought i would be writing like 80 words but i actually started writing a whole ass essay abt myself..😭😭😭)

hii idk if ur still doing matchups but if u are then id like to have one pretty please <3!!

so im an entp/enfp (i was entp for so long then i took the test again and got enfp???? like idk) 5'2 gal, my thighs and tummy have some chub in them cus im not gonna lie to anyone i really dont do sports.. like, i could!!! if i had the motivation for it!!!! i got dark slightly curly mid-length/long hair and brown eyes

im pretty extroverted (i'd say more ambiverted) and i like to go out w my friends usually but sometimes i js wanna stay home and not move an inch😭 im pretty carefree and i think im funny.. i can be serious too if i need to be. im the "lets go wherever the wind takes us!!" kinda person.. i dont usually make specific plans for something unless its smth i really wanted to do for a long time. i think a good quality of mine is that im good at comforting ppl, i have had a lot of friends come to me and i try my best to cheer them up, help them find a solution to their problem(s) or tell that life is worth living for, even if it doesn't look like it!!! i like to think that im a passionate person :) i sleep in basically every day i dont have work cus im a dumbass and i purposely mess up my sleep schedule cus im scared of tomorrow even if that makes no sense!!!! i also think a lot about the future, whether its my future, or the future of the world. i also like to appreciate everything like breathing. like omg i can breathe the air how crazy is that?!?! im also a ginormous yapper.. added this after i finished typing and read everything back💀

i like music a lot!!! dont rlly have a specific genre i like, cus if i like the song it goes in my playlist. but some artists i like are wave to earth, txt (my bfs real), sabrina carpenter, conan gray (loml), doja cat, B.I, DPR IAN, and i really like afrobeats in general. i like me some rock too‼️ i also love to go outside when i feel like it and breathe in the fresh air cus tbh i love the smell of places specifically like not objects PLACES. for example my storage room has such a nice refreshing smell i cant explain and whenever i go in new places i just take all the time in world to SMELL. i love my friends sososo much i would die for them and take a bullet for them like even if i dont talk to ALL of my friends, i still appreciate all of them and would beat up anyone who bothers any of them!!! i like watching movies and shows sometimes too, especially cartoons cus theyre so comforting idk why. i also really like watching ice skating performances (yuzuru u are my king)!!!! i love the gratefulness of the sport and its ethereal vibe like idk i like it a lot. i like to go ice skating w my friends or family members during fall or winter (u could say this is the only sport i practice🧐) oh and my favorite seasons r winter and spring btw

i think one of my red flags is that i say things that i dont mean bcs i either get caugh up in my emotions or bcs of my impulse. i feel so bad after i make a mistake tho and i do anything to make it right w smn i hurt. i think i take a lot of risks too.. but honestly thats what makes things fun tbh so i dont rlly feel bad abt that one lol but if it bothers my s/o i'd reassure them as much as i can

i think i have a lot of love to give and so my love languages r physical touch and words of affirmation (and quality time too i think). even my friends i show them a lot of affection bcs honestly idk how else to show my friends theyre my lil baby boo boos pookie dookies sweet pancake chocolate crumble cakes mwah

ok yap over if u dont take reqs anymore js ignore this!!! thank u 💗

yes anon it's been five million years but So What

i'm probably gonna match you with him!!!

jason todd

jason is also king of miscommunication and internalization but i honestly think that his emotions are easily read on his face

he does internalize things though so it'll be a tough miscommunication battle between the two of you

i think he would be a great ass cuddler. them thick ass thighs oh lord it's like a fluffy pillow

also u are so in luck. okay yeah this man is big and stocky but when he fights it's like viewing a man dance. also this mf is a huge ass literature nerd, u cannot tell me he doesn't enjoy the opera minus the elitism of it.

bro tell me why how i can see jason dance to like espresso or something after pretending to hate it a lot

he internalizes a LOT so he'll have to get comfy ??? around you, but i think that the constant displays of affection will get him out of his eggshell

also jason is def a listening bf. there's yap gfs nd listen bfs and he's def a listen bf

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speak of her over my grave (and watch how she brings me back to life)

Make no mistake; Jason Todd will crawl back to you with blood frothing in his mouth, beaten and bruised. He will crawl back to you like a stray dog who has learned the touch of kindness from a gentle hand.

He crawls back to you like a stray dog, like something worth loving. He crawls back to you with hope in those violent eyes of his because when he runs rampant every night in that cold air, all he dreams of is you.

These hands are stained with violenceㅡhow can you love them?

It’s not impossible if it’s you. If it’s you, I will.

I will cross a thousand rivers for you; and I have. I will fight a thousand men to keep you safe; and I have. I will defend you to my dying breath; and I have.

He does not regret going to that warehouse instead of you. He does not regret that ‘J’ carved in your face for you. 

Because he knows that when you thought he had left you permanently, you wrecked havoc on the world. You screamed for a thousand men, you screamed when no one else did. Clambering his weary bones out of that green pit was worth it.

As he lays in the bed, holding you in his arms, he looks down. His green eyes, once forest green, now violent neon, stare youㅡhis beloved, his reason for living.

You contain eons in the quiet way you slumber. You bring down empires with your soft nestlings. And when he holds you, he feels warm again. No longer does the cruelty of the green embrace him. All he feels is warmth.

When he holds you in this bed, you crawl inside his rotten heart where you nestle between the stains. He holds you a little tighter and it his way of beggingㅡlove me there, where I am most ruined. Haunt me in the places where there is no light.

Jason knows he doesn’t deserve such kindness.

When he closes his eyes and all he can see and hear is the Joker, when any noise and sound reminds him of that damned warehouse in the Middle Eastㅡwhen his arms tighten you so hard that you cannot breathe, you accept him for the man who he is.

There are places where his heart darkens. He goes beyond the edge of the earth. He goes where you cannot follow yet you pick up your pace anyways.

You go where he goes.

That is the way it’s always been.

He holds you a little tighter because he knows of the pains of this world. He experiences them daily. Every night, when he adorns that hood and wears those weapons, he stares death in the eye again.

And he comes home and his sins are cleansed by your smile.

You who holds the sun; you who bring him back to life every morning.

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i bleed, i am

“All I want is peace,” you whispered in your lover’s arms one March night. The nightingales were out and about, singing their sweet tune as the stars whispered their corpses on your skin.

Toji looked down upon you, his fingers rough and crass from war and battle. He knew nothing but paroxysm, the blood that swept from pain, but knew to be gentle with you.

You were made from peace. You were swept into war.

“Peace? In these clans?” He snorted, shaking his head, his green eyes glinting. His thumb rubbed against your cheek and the faint scent of blood wafted through your nostrils. 

The clans didn’t know of the black sheep of the Zenin clan and you, and that was the way you preferred it. They were warbringers of hatred, harbingers of pain.

“Mm, yeah. I just want a long life of peace. We could move to Kamakura together and we’d have a million stray pets, and you’d work as a fisherman and I’d be a vet and we could spend forever there together. Peace.”

“I’m not getting shit on by your rabid flea dogs.”

You turned around and scowled at him before pinching his cheek. “They are not rabid. And they are perfectly well mannered creatures that have been trained.”

He rolled his eyes and laughed before wrapping you tighter in his arms.

***

Peace was a real option when you both had a small house in Kamakura.

Dream became reality, and somehow you became lost in consciousness.

Loving Toji Zenin was hard. That much was evident. Crass and cold, he often didn’t speak to you for days. He was no fisherman; he proclaimed it to be a waste of his talents. What he could do was kill , and Toji was filled with no peace when he stepped out of that tiny house.

“Hello God,” you whisper, your hands clasping together as you sit at the edge of the bed. You are no religious woman, but there’s something heavenly between these four walls. “It’s me again.”

You put your head on the bed and close your eyes, taking a deep breath. A few hours ago, you were with your lover. Now he has stormed out to find his eye of the storm.

It is not you. You know that. You can only pray he finds peace.

“I hope that you’ll show him what peace truly is,” you say, and there is a sinking feeling in your gut that you might not be enough for him. It is a silly thought. Toji is one of many voices and he speaks as loudly as he can after being cooped up for so long in his life, but it’s an insecurity that runs as deep as the Ganges.

And after you’re done talking with God, you will walk from your bed and go outside. You will go to your true creator, and you will put your hands on the dirt and allow Nature to guide your tears to nourish the ground.

He calls you a tree hugger jokingly sometimes. His mouth curves as he does so, the edge of his lip shining, and he leans forward, his green eyes twinkling. You damn tree hugger, he said one time when you chastised him for putting paper in the plastic bin. Fine. Only because I love you so much.

Something cathartic comes to sitting in the grass and watching the stars come out. You will your lover to come home.

He will come home after so long. It will feel like eons.

The blades of the grass weep with you as you will run to his arms and let him hug you. He will pepper your face with kisses.

I’m sorry, I’m sorry.

***

“Dear God, it’s me again.”

You let out a sigh and close your eyes before squeezing your palms together. You’re out by the beach with the moonlight trickling along the short waves. The wind is voluptuous, all consuming and blows your hair past.

“He’s angry again.”

It’s another argument. He’s been gone a lot more, picked up more jobs, stayed away from home more. There’s more money on the table but less of him.

You want peace back.

Because when he leaves after arguments, that’s not peace; that’s the calm after the storm. That’s the hollowness in your gut consuming you whole. That’s sorrow.

“Can we stop being angry ?”

You weep and your tears return back to the ocean and you’re reminded that you stem from her. And when you die your arteries will stretch like roots and dig yourself deep into the ground from where you belong. The tides pull you in and you sniff as you watch them roll back and forth in a comforting lulling notion.

Your throat constricts, and tears blur at the edges of your eyes. The depths call to you.

“There’s no fucking way you’re still awake. Fuck.”

Toji stands ahead of you with blood on his hands as he stares at you, his green eyes glinting in the darkness. Your shoulders square as you stare at your lover.

Why is vulnerability so hollow?

It takes and it takes and it feels like he can crawl inside of you and break you apart like you’re some fragile matryoshka doll. You wish you could be like one; each one perfect and smaller than the other.

Cowards, the both of you.

“I…” he begins.

You stop. You know he’ll climb mountains and cross deserts and forge valleys to find the right words.

“Let’s go to sleep.” Toji stares at you and he purses his lip together before stepping forward. All you can see is the broad expanse of his back and you’ve remembered every muscle there, every scar.

Is your best friend turning into a stranger?

Please don’t go.

Dear God,

Please don’t make him go.

But it isn’t him that goes first.

It’s you.

You will wake up one day and it will be the last time he ever walks out. You will run to him as fast as you can but he is a trained assassin and will disappear with the wind. 

“Come back!” You will scream. “I need you!”

He doesn’t need you. He needs someone else. Her. Funnier. Calmer. Less cracked and hollow in the inside. When he stretches her heart, she complies. She can mold to what he wants to be and keep herself. You are hollow, a shell of what you possess.

I beg you to love me. I beg. I don’t beg for anyone but here I am unraveling myself, undressing myself bare and begging you to love me.

***

Dear God, it’s me again.

There’s no god in the ocean.

Instead, she wafts you up on the shore. Your body fertilizes in the ground and in a few years, he builds his home near you.

She plants a tree on the soil you nourish.

It grows.

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toji the Man U are

stinky rat man with socks!! yes please!!

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okay guys I’ve been getting a jason todd spark too AND a ronin!toji historical au

so do we want jock!dick grayson, ronin!toji or just a soft jason todd one shot first?

course I could always publish hal jordan and alien!reader 🙏

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October can’t come soon enough

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guysss I’m literally alive just to complain there’s NO hal jordan fics 😭😭😭 I’m about to start changing that this week watch me be active for him

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KEKADKSK

I WILL WRITE SOON GUYS TRUST (sob face emoji) summer and internships have been beating my booty BUTTT jock!dick grayson x reader will be coming out soon

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quotev update so bad for the first time in forever the site joined in unison 💀

you wouldnt last an hour in the asylum that they raised me

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facts bro i'm about to start pumping out one shots like y'all can't believe now that that bitchass website destroyed everything i liked about it

quotev got nerfed, i’m back baby

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THAT'S CRAZY KXKK

everyone from q finding each other on tumblr like

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i like how people forget that canonically he is the best at reading body language out of all the batsiblings and is the most manipulative and charismatic. and yet he chooses kindness and to be an absolute ray of sunshine most days

It amazes me how most people either perceive and write Dick Grayson as a soft boy golden retriever dumbo lovey dovey parent sibling,

Or as the angstiest angry eldest sister who's depressed and never let's anyone in.

Like why must he be an ultimatum? Let him be a good amount of both.

Tbh I'll read anything as long as it's remembered that he was a spy. He can and will lie and manipulate. For what purpose, I don't care. And also he's smart, like really smart. Every batkid is crazy smart. Like all of them are geniuses.

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the alchemy

prompt — some of my favorite songs as batboys

tags — nothing lol

DICK GRAYSON

the alchemy by taylor swift ( Cause the sign on your heart / Said it's still reserved for me / Honestly, who are we to fight the alchemy? )

yellow by coldplay ( Your skin, oh yeah / your skin and bones / Turn into something beautiful / And you know, you know I love you so )

home by edward sharpe & the magnetic zeroes ( That's true, laugh until we think we'll die / Barefoot on a summer night / Never could be sweeter than with you (hey) )

daylight by taylor swift ( I don't wanna look at anything else now that I saw you / (I can never look away) / I don't wanna think of anything else now that I thought of you / (Things will never be the same) )

a world alone by lorde ( All the double-edged people into schemes / They make a mess, then go home and get clean / You're my best friend, and we're dancing in a world alone

JASON TODD

homemade dynamite by lorde ( I'll give you my best side, tell you all my best lies / Seeing me rolling, showing someone else love / Hands under your t-shirt /Know I think you're awesome, right? )

guzarish by javed ali ( I'm walking in the nights / hope I don't crash anywhere / The flame of hope is still burning / But still I fear the incoming storm / I hope that the flame doesn't go off )

maroon by taylor swift ( The mark you saw on my collarbone, the rust that grew between telephones / The lips I used to call home, so scarlet, it was maroon )

the blonde by tv girl ( 'Cause anyone who ever had a brain / Wouldn't stand out in the rain / Or keep it up for very long / Just to prove somebody wrong )

dear arkansas daughter by lady lamb ( You with the dark curls / You with the watercolor eyes / You who bear your teeth with every smile )

TIM DRAKE

lovers rock by tv girl ( But if you're too drunk to drive / And the music is right / She might let you stay/ But just for the night ) [ my biggest flex is that i was in paris by the eiffel tower with my family and we were going to go eat dinner on the eiffel tower, and as i walked by the street to get to the park where the tower is at, i saw a girl and a guy listening to lovers rock together on a scooter together and it was so CUTE ]

born to die by lana del rey ( Feet don't fail me now / Take me to the finish line / Oh, my heart it breaks every step that I take / But I'm hoping that the gates, they'll tell me that you're mine )

supercut by lorde ( I'm someone, you may be my love / I'll be your quiet afternoon crush / Be your violent overnight rush / Make you crazy over my touch )

are you bored yet by wallows & clairo ( 'Cause we could stay at home or watch the sunset / But I can't help from askin', "Are you bored yet?" / And if you're feelin' lonely, you should tell me / Before this ends up as another memory)

apocalypse by cigarettes after sex ( You've been hiding them in hollowed out pianos / Left in the dark / Got the music in you, baby / Tell me why / Got the music in you, baby )

DAMIAN WAYNE

sanctuary by joji ( If you've been waiting for fallin' in love / Babe, you don't have to wait on me / 'Cause I've been aiming for heaven above / But an angel ain't what I need )

sober by lorde ( Oh, God, I'm clean out of air in my lungs / It's all gone, played it so nonchalant / It's time we danced with the truth / Move along with the truth )

fire meet gasoline by sia ( I got all I need, when you came after me / Fire meet gasoline, I'm burning alive / And I can barely breathe, when you're here loving me / Fire meet gasoline, burn with me tonight, yeah )

work song by hozier ( When my time comes around / Lay me gently in the cold, dark earth / No grave can hold my body down / I'll crawl home to her )

put me through it by suki waterhouse ( And I'm tired of keeping all my feelings to myself / Was undercover, playing cards that I've been dealt / You spun me 'round in circles 'til I tripped and fell / I admit I got addicted, now I'm sick as hell )