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i used to be really funny and stylish and pretty and friendly and whimsical and silly and fun and now i’m just anorexic

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“Here’s a low calorie recipe”

Clicks pen

“And only 500 calories!”

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RAHHHH

repeat after me:

BINGEING IS A CHOICE.

NOBODY IS FORCE FEEDING YOU.

DON’T DO IT.

JUST STOP.

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I have two sides:

Eat everything | Eat nothing

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I've let myself go so much. AND ITS LITERALLY SUMMER. I PROMISED MYSELF I'D BE SKINNY BY SUMMER.

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Well hello again... its been a minute since I've opened this app

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i get so upset when i don’t have notifications but i also haven’t posted

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I AM PRO RECOVERY!!!

Dni if.........

Actual fatphobe

Pedo

Racist

Homo/transphobic

Ppl that like trump

You report ppl instead of blocking them

The basic stuff, just be a good person

Meeeee

She/her

Bisexual😍

4 years of ana... GET IT TOGETHER

America😭

Global warming makes me wanna cry

Things I live laugh love

MUSIC WITH ALL OF MY HEART

Fashion everything

Hello kitty!!!

MONSTER HIGH

Biology

Hair care

Animals ❤️❤️

TRUE CRIME

Lots more but this is already a rly long post

Disordered Stats

Hw:147lb/66.67kg

Lw:88lb/39.91kg

Gw1:105lb/47.62kg

Gw2:100lb/45.35kg

Never above weight:110

Goal bmi:15.8

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honeymoon phase come back i miss u

i hate eating like a normal person

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BYE- I LOVE THIS HAHA

Do you think the monkeys on the bed gave a fuck about what the doctor told them? No. They kept jumping.

Keep going. Lock in twin your gw is near.

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feel fat —-> fast —-> feel skinny —-> eat —-> feel fat —-> fast

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" I want a metalhead bf " until he's an actual metalhead or not fucking anorexic or he's not white or he's lgbtq or doesn't have long hair or isn't conventionally attractive or doesn't like fucking slipknot or

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and then i go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like “fuck this i wanna eat”

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Born to be so sk1nn1 that ppl wonder if I’m sick

Forced to eat in front of ppl so no one will ask if I’m ok

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i can deal with hunger , but cravings ?

fuck cravings