sadiqueone

[sadiqueone]

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Numbers, thousands of them, not the first or the last, but for some reason, they are a blur in the spectrum. A grand scheme of things, agendas and isms, significant other to them does it mean a thing? Some question, I would ask, but I already know the dealings, rhetoric slips I exhume diplomacy, here i stand, with my chest, “Come and get me.” They need their egos scratched and I’m not flinching. My heart beats so loud, do you even care to listen? I breathe now, hear the rhythm, 1,2,3,4 -pow and I start over again.

Every day the cycle, repetition, day flowing into each other, like waves in inception. What if i flipped the script turned the weekdays, to weekends? Break the mould, that’s the mission.

Stop, but go when you feel like. Oppression and brutality to a specific type. How did it all happen and how could it ever be right, the past might seem long, but to some, it was just last night. Saying “Get over it”, that doesn’t cook right, the pain can never be unwritten, do you even remember Ike?

Deep breath now as I pause and absorb the ether, I never knew I had this control, I’m sure you didn’t either!

It’s obvious, the things we take, things that make us, break us, but the broken can reform, one sentence to a cell, cell to a sentence, stay strong.

I’m deep, but that’s my current disposition, focus on the skills not knowing with time what it could become. Tell it like it’s my story, only the ones who concurred get to spill the beans are they black or chickpeas. Finally gaining what was already for us. All of the things encompassed, trust like North West, the journey may not be for the best, but it’s always for better self.

#sadiQ1👨🏾‍🚀

[sadiqueone]

The slow etching of the chisel on the sculpture or the faint lines crafted by the brush of our emotions on the canvas of our lives. Every minute a coat of paint that adds detail, every evening a shadow that adds depth. We unknowingly progress, the imagery brings to mind the journey we often can only see in rearview and as we go about doing what we must do, so too does the world turn, bringing each day anew.

#friends #motivate #eachother

[sadiqueone]

I was gonna write something viral, but I forget what it was. Maybe it will come to me again someday, or maybe I’ll hear it from someone I know to be super creative, then I’ll remember what it is and smile, cause you did it and I’m truly happy for you.

Trust the process.

[sadiqueone]

Gentle reminder, you were there and always will be.

The journey is comprised of what could be a million tiny steps, if we forget, we look back on our footsteps. As we progress the evidence might only leave a fleeting reveal in our wingtip vortices.

And we grow closer.

Immersed in the now, the only realisation to succumb as we phase shift from past, through present futures. The investments of soul materialism, formation of that which is connected, entanglement often forgives, but it seldom forgets our origins.

As we proceed, we procure more than we know. Adding to the foray, determined might be the only absolution to that which we become. Absent of awareness the other side of the spectrum is engulfing. What then of our detriment?

Some things cannot be bent, broken, changed or gone against. We might seek and try though. And life reminds us full circle. A people without knowledge of their history, are doomed to repeat it.

@sadiQ1

[sadiqueone]

How do you note something new?

A few moons ago it was all so simple. There was no other reason to think it wasn’t and so, life seemed a little unfair, a little uncertain but we stayed thankful.

Fast forward to what seems like a time we never thought possible. It’s not hard to understand why yesterday seems so far away, the days go fast, but memories live on at a snails pace.

Things and times have changed, yet there’s so much that remains the same and the longing never short cuts it. Scratches on the CDs made the music go skipping. From a time when you listened to the whole album, to streaming where the algorithm determines the next song.

The music plays in the background and I wonder if it really matters anymore, the expression of self seems watered down, holy waters, as above so below. Somehow the middle burns, but the passion is no longer real. It’s like a friend you can never be with again, just cause paths deviated and we’re all grown up.

We now live in a time we can have it all done lickidie split, real quick. Blame it on the droids or IOS, the social media or the hype to be virals best. And then A.i. What’s the point for me to write?

Note to self: Don’t forget, you are still the best and we miss you.

A late night session of music and writing, lost in the ether of creativity… bring back those nights when it was us and the music. Please.

From sadiQ1

To: sadiqueone

[sadiqueone]

Icon.

Whether it’s your own, Quantum or God force. Reality, meta physics or the holy spirit.

You must do what you have never done, to achieve what you truly want to become.

🧘🏾👨🏾‍🚀

#iam @sadiQ1

[sadiqueone]

Conversations with a Rasta. 1637

Long before the advent of social media, there was Rasta. Before the time on the Rolex and GPS, Rasta knew… it was not a guess.

When all the world shook hands to show respect on greeting, Rastaman’s salute had a deeper meaning, but it took Covid for dem to zeet.

Truth be told, Rasta ever humble and bold, a businessman purely by nature. Them money nah have no value, the itrees, is the currency for Rasta and that only.

More complex than any thing inna Babylon and its system, Rasta done see the true healing of the nation. Who are you to doubt that which you do not know about, with your,

“One plus one equals two,” faith in assumptions.

The Artificial was never a part of it, intelligence was natures gift, like fluid. The patterns never asked for names or martyrdom, from the seed of life, to thy kingdom come.

What is it that must remain in tact, when all the data means less facts. Rasta never interfered nor cared and from Yo ah Rasta, yo want no part ah dat.

Where this and that is an agenda too, one that is self perpetuating.

If you do not, you will be used by the very power you are not privy to, but just remember.

For When you become aware of the reality and systems, you have to be able to manipulate and control your own manifestations.

Ah dat Rasta told yo.

[sadiqueone]

I felt it...

I felt the meaning of the words, when I heard the sound...Did I hear it?

No...

I felt it. I felt the need to do what it Said. Words,power and action. I had to do as I was called to and I felt it.

Where this sound came from, I am still not sure, but in the deep I was inspired to go and so, without so much as a doubt and in awe. I went down.

Down to deep diving depth, the silence and darkness crept and I held steadfast, with a smile, for I had felt the sound.

And I felt it.

So I took what I could within and without. Knowing I could never take, with out giving.

Now I listened and I watched and I learned as much as I could remember. There was much to gain, but even more to lose. Time is always slipping away and experience is all, at the end of the day.

And I felt it...

I felt the instructions and overstood the actions, I knew it was not by power or might. Moreover I knew it was not what I could only see with my eyes, reality's illusion's in disguise.

How much was gained, how much was lost? I do not yet know, but it comes a point when we all must go.

So when I felt the sound and axon. I knew the time had come for me to leave...

I still live... In service.

[sadiqueone]

Reverberation

I've been making plans, introspection. So many questions. My heart starts pounding, anticipation. It's like a race, I don't feel like quitting, yet at the start, im never quite ready for. Though I know with growth, focus and determination, every challenge is welcomed.

It maybe that I win, but it's not an individual thing, the combination of our efforts, highs and lows, whatever the season brings. We complete our means by sowing the seeds.

When or where is the end if we see beyond sight? Our consolidated plights. Together we journey, experience, out of the world's of our bodies, we find our own destiny. All is awareness.

A willingness to learn, adapt and overcome each condition, including Division. Just so long as you know, come what may,

I will stay With you.

[sadiqueone]

From without

We search, we seek and we ponder. What is saught after? A peak, evolution, true levels of existence an example second to none. In a world where the truth is hidden, we often know not of what we are speaking. Less is the ability to prove what we think we know and more is the ability to cover up the fact that we are clueless.

I wanted to write something I could share. Someday comeback and read, but I'm never good enough and we all run out, some walk, some crawl... Of time.

[sadiqueone]

Talent or repetition

Time...such a fickle thing or maybe it's more our perception of it that brings so many missed incidences. Missed call, missed appointments, missed dates. Is it fate? We are missed, cause we miss the true concept of self, so that leaves our minds, body and souls out of place... Oh well! We are so sure, when we look, we see those hands on the clocks or the digital, tachometer some call it a watch... "There's loads of time", In our minds...but that's the one thing we can't truly find...and we keep on sinking.... Deep blue like our oc3ans. More and more you realise, they cannot explore... They're eyes casted to the heavens, insisting, this is our direction... We are not who we think we are becoming. The purpose is not our own, much as this is our home and for all eternity this is where we remain.... Find your brain...find the center....find what truly matters ....catch phrase... It's fine you've got till the end of days to explain...talent or repetition... Who do you believe and what will we become... It was written... #sadiQ1

[sadiqueone]

For Dae, Happy Birthday

“I love you.” So easy a thing to say. On days like this i reminisce of times long gone away. Like the first time I met you. The first time i held you close, the first time I prayed that I would never be too far to keep you safe and show you love the most. It seems like just yesterday. “I love you.” Is it that I’m just feeling a kind of way? It’s been a few years now, the feeling doesn’t seem to go away. Its just more familiar, more sincere. I wouldn’t understand any other feeling. Sometimes I think it becomes​ more than i ever thought an expression would be, but Maybe thats just me. “I love you so much!” All I wish is something i lack. I often think now of how it feels when I say the words and get no response back. Just a void, an empty silence. I fear you do not yet contemplate what it must be like to feel or even have such an experience. Optimistic that one day soon, you’d have the conviction and distinction to know and not have to guess. When you say, “I Love you,” It means a lot more than, love for the opposite sex. A true, deep rooted feeling, taking the brink of extinction and fruitfully multiplying, from one generation to the passage of the next… At least when you say it, it would be in a way that would make me conclude, i’m not alone in my lagoon, filled with memories of all the wonderful things I’ve saved of you, a growing pool. I want you to love me like i love you. How easy the thought, the concept is not new. The world would be a better place to the extent of skies blue. All because i said “I love you” and you, without any obligation or hesitation responded, “I Love you too Dad!”

Happy Birthday Son.

[sadiqueone]

To a stranger

You are too kind, but that’s one side of the coin, listen these thoughts as i lay them on your mind…

We are all self centered at the end of the day. Even when we want is to satisfy someone else, we only do it for our own satisfaction in some way.

We are still unaware of how stark reality is.

Someone encountered today, may have no real interest in who you are as a person, more interested in What you mean to them. (Or what you could mean to them)

Eventually when they realise they can’t get their way with you, they will hold onto what part of you they can, for memories don't leave like we do.

“Sounds harsh, but true, alisten, it’s all a twisted plan.”

Even though you might not want to do things a certain way. The basis, your experience and cultural norms, within your society/community... At some point we come to realise how our thinking can be greatly affected by external forces and not merely our own choices.

My life is probably normal. My thinking is probably normal. I am probably normal, but who am I trying to convince….?

Back to basics

[sadiqueone]

#Focus is inversely proportional to responsibility, however Responsibility is directly proportional to Focus, in the event of necessity.

SadiQ1

[sadiqueone]

#2017

Born misfit, sinner and educated fool. No money on my mind, but ‘the grind’ I’ve been caught up into. I’ve always wanted to win, but you gotta be strong, when from the very bottom is your beginning. I’m No where, not so little as where I wanna be. Somewhere, I can see it on my mind and this place is purposeful. In this life you never know, so I need to plant seeds and watch them grow, nurturing environments allowing waters flow… Of composite, artistic, practiced. Majestic like the forming of earth into beautiful pottery. Representing emblems significantly. Rising, the stars, the great ones seen in from the past, present into the future, Destiny.

[sadiqueone]

Allegiant

Not the best of times or the worst of times. Who am I not to make do the hand that’s been dealt to me? Yeah you do better and some don’t do so well, Bless em cause they try, we all trying, where does that leave me? I can see the logic at both ends… Like maybe, my thoughts lately, the world could be flat, seeing all those theories. Absent fact that for so long the globe theory was preached to me… That ish is crazy! What is the truth if you have no proof? Half the things we know have been told and the rest we bearly ever have a real clue! What’s does all this mean..? Am I unsure of what I think I know or is my life just twisted history, t The resultant of what I’m led to believe…

#sadiQ1

[sadiqueone]

Balance

Only time will tell where our futures dwell.

As we dwell on things. Things and time.

#SadiQ1