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typical Monday for the FIRSTS at Shinra HQ

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oooh yall. I found this WIP from like a year ago

oooooogh

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i do love that you can name pets pretty much anything. with children you have to be reasonable but with pets you can just do anything. you can name your tortoise panopticon

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Finally got my hands on the old storyboards for the CC training room scene (thanks to @runerapier) but with all the text, and I roughly translated it.

This scene seems roughly the same but Sephiroth says about the part Genesis is quoting, “What a sweet scene.” and Genesis says “Even the hero knows” or something along those lines :,)

I don’t know if it’s the translation but “Don’t be so cocky when you swing your sword” and Genesis saying, “Which one?” sounds really odd to me help skfjddj

Sparring scene, and sorry, the next page is hard to see, but the only important dialogue is:

A: “As expected of Sephiroth” when he wins

G: “Angeal, let me go one-on-one with Sephiroth”

A: “Genesis….”

G: “I’m going to be a hero too….it will be….”

And Sephiroth’s dialogue kept translating differently, but I think he is saying, “If the two of us compete, will you be okay alone?” or something. Like asking Genesis if he’ll be alright fighting him solo.

G: Now is not the time to be boastful like that

Punching bag Genesis 😭

They literally had Genesis say “I did it :D” like a little kid before, aaaaa. He’s cute.

A: “Genesis, don’t use magic.”

Interestingly, the fan theory that the reason Sephiroth “gets serious” right after Genesis blasts Angeal seems nearly validated by this because it says he swoops in as if to “vent Angeal’s resentment/anger.”

Gen and Seph going at it. And this is where the script was changed most noticeably because here Sephiroth goes in for an attack too quickly and Genesis is still down.

Seph almost stabs him, but Angeal jumps in and breaks his own sword on the Masamune just in time. One of the shards from Angeal’s sword hits Genesis though.

Gen’s copy of Loveless is also destroyed snd shredded. There’s paper everywhere.

This is the sad part.

Angeal is holding Genesis and the latter can’t even sit up. He’s in much more pain than he appears in the final draft and he even collapses on the floor. His copy of Loveless is also pierced with a sword shard. S Y M B O L I S M.

And finally, Sephiroth is standing there in guilt and separation.

“Sephiroth feels responsible, but is unable to express it to the two of them. He seems to feel a certain sense of alienation.”

So, I think the reason they changed Genesis’ mishap was to not make Sephiroth already seem like a cold killer who sometimes lost himself in battle. Their dialogue is also a bit softer in the final draft. Genesis doesn’t say Angeal is annoying mid-battle, but says he wants to be a hero again. Sephiroth says “it would be great” when Genesis says he wants to be a hero too. They’re more obviously friendly.

But the closing tone of the scene stays the same even with the changes, in my opinion.

Genesis gets impassioned and reckless, Sephiroth gets serious after Genesis blasts Angeal, Genesis tries to play off his injury, Angeal is worried all throughout, and Sephiroth acts like he is described in this script — alienated, responsible, unable to express his feelings.

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I love therapy.

I just had a one hour meeting with my therapist to talk about organizing washing the dishes.

We had a crisis meeting.

About dishes.

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Zack from memory <3

Lmao I am Posting Something on my Main Account and Not on one of my alts

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I got inspired by this post

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⚠️ ~2 Silly Goobers~ ⚠️

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helppp Genesis ghfjdk

“What is this sad meowmeow bullshit??”

LMAO HE’S SO MAD

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25 ways to be a little more punk in 2025

Cut fast fashion - buy used, learn to mend and/or make your own clothes, buy fewer clothes less often so you can save up for ethically made quality

Cancel subscriptions - relearn how to pirate media, spend $10/month buying a digital album from a small artist instead of on Spotify, stream on free services since the paid ones make you watch ads anyway

Green your community - there's lots of ways to do this, like seedbombing or joining a community garden or organizing neighborhood trash pickups

Be kind - stop to give directions, check on stopped cars, smile at kids, let people cut you in line, offer to get stuff off the high shelf, hold the door, ask people if they're okay

Intervene - learn bystander intervention techniques and be prepared to use them, even if it feels awkward

Get closer to your food - grow it yourself, can and preserve it, buy from a farmstand, learn where it's from, go fishing, make it from scratch, learn a new ingredient

Use opensource software - try LibreOffice, try Reaper, learn Linux, use a free Photoshop clone. The next time an app tries to force you to pay, look to see if there's an opensource alternative

Make less trash - start a compost, be mindful of packaging, find another use for that plastic, make it a challenge for yourself!

Get involved in local politics - show up at meetings for city council, the zoning commission, the park district, school boards; fight the NIMBYs that always show up and force them to focus on the things impacting the most vulnerable folks in your community

DIY > fashion - shake off the obsession with pristine presentation that you've been taught! Cut your own hair, use homemade cosmetics, exchange mani/pedis with friends, make your own jewelry, duct tape those broken headphones!

Ditch Google - Chromium browsers (which is almost all of them) are now bloated spyware, and Google search sucks now, so why not finally make the jump to Firefox and another search like DuckDuckGo? Or put the Wikipedia app on your phone and look things up there?

Forage - learn about local edible plants and how to safely and sustainably harvest them or go find fruit trees and such accessible to the public.

Volunteer - every week tutoring at the library or once a month at the humane society or twice a year serving food at the soup kitchen, you can find something that matches your availability

Help your neighbors - which means you have to meet them first and find out how you can help (including your unhoused neighbors), like elderly or disabled folks that might need help with yardwork or who that escape artist dog belongs to or whether the police have been hassling people sleeping rough

Fix stuff - the next time something breaks (a small appliance, an electronic, a piece of furniture, etc.), see if you can figure out what's wrong with it, if there are tutorials on fixing it, or if you can order a replacement part from the manufacturer instead of trashing the whole thing

Mix up your transit - find out what's walkable, try biking instead of driving, try public transit and complain to the city if it sucks, take a train instead of a plane, start a carpool at work

Engage in the arts - go see a local play, check out an art gallery or a small museum, buy art from the farmer's market

Go to the library - to check out a book or a movie or a CD, to use the computers or the printer, to find out if they have other weird rentals like a seed library or luggage, to use meeting space, to file your taxes, to take a class, to ask question

Listen local - see what's happening at local music venues or other events where local musicians will be performing, stop for buskers, find a favorite artist, and support them

Buy local - it's less convenient than online shopping or going to a big box store that sells everything, but try buying what you can from small local shops in your area

Become unmarketable - there are a lot of ways you can disrupt your online marketing surveillance, including buying less, using decoy emails, deleting or removing permissions from apps that spy on you, checking your privacy settings, not clicking advertising links, and...

Use cash - go to the bank and take out cash instead of using your credit card or e-payment for everything! It's better on small businesses and it's untraceable

Give what you can - as capitalism churns on, normal shmucks have less and less, so think about what you can give (time, money, skills, space, stuff) and how it will make the most impact

Talk about wages - with your coworkers, with your friends, while unionizing! Stop thinking about wages as a measure of your worth and talk about whether or not the bosses are paying fairly for the labor they receive

Think about wealthflow - there are a thousand little mechanisms that corporations and billionaires use to capture wealth from the lower class: fees for transactions, interest, vendor platforms, subscriptions, and more. Start thinking about where your money goes, how and where it's getting captured and removed from our class, and where you have the ability to cut off the flow and pass cash directly to your fellow working class people

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The urge to pay 15 Bucks and grind into Ever Crisis for this fucking Wallpaper

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they would do this i think

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This drawing took me an ungodly amount of time 🫠

I worked on and Off on this for over two months now.

But I am glad how it turned Out and that I finally have a full drawing of Elijah and Blaiden!

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Ėnātio got an outfit update

It was overdue after the new developments during Conquest of Mythodea

Long Story short:

My man is loosing his marbles after loosing something important.

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We had a blast 🤌🤌🤌

Overjoyed with the fact that the same person who has seen me dressed as Harry last year, has sought me out this year to tell me I inspired her to cosplay him 💙 (and lend me her ledger for the pictures <3)

Blessing my local convention with my friend @scaewolf as Kim (which is a RARITY) and me as the Disco Cop himself again!

God do I love Disco Elysium fans. Icons all around.

PS: the ledger has a "Homo-Sexual Underground" sticker and the Skills Conceptualisation, Half Light and Volition on it. Amazing.

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Yesterday was my first time in a Bar

And a queer Bar at this.

The Drag Show they put on was amazing but that's not the point of this post.

In the middle of the Show they Had some Kind of costume contest (topic of the evening was Halloween so they wanted Looks for Horror, Glam and Filth)

I somehow got dragged into this and won First place in the Glam category with my Genesis Gown.

If that wasn't canon i don't Know what is.

Now I can Drink 50 Bucks worth of drinks in a Bar 6 hours from my Home.

What a time to be alive.

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Can I get a little poorly-drawn red haired bitch(gen) for my birthday? 👉👈

He is happy you would ask for him instead of. someone. else (coughsephirothcough)