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Plot twist of the century, I was diagnosed with ADHD, which is apparently commonly comorbid with schizophrenia. Who would’ve thought.

Anyone else have some sort of psychotic disorder but not autism, yet get mistaken for having autism a lot, or am I just alone in that boat?

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Man, I just feel so very disconnected from my life right now, as if there’s another life that I have been unjustly stolen from. I can feel it on the outskirts of my mind and I can feel it in the leftovers from my dreams. There was a life I was living and this is just a pale replacement.

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I really hate that AI generating inaccurate information is called “hallucinating.”

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I tag all my stuff with “schizoposting.” Me, naively thinking “I’m schizo! and I’m posting! Hee hee! :)”

whoa wait. the people doing the “schizoposting” memes and stuff aren’t schizo people…? I thought they were… I didn’t realize it was making fun of us… :(

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whoa wait. the people doing the “schizoposting” memes and stuff aren’t schizo people…? I thought they were… I didn’t realize it was making fun of us… :(

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I Love participating in research studies but research studies don’t love having me participate in them. I wanna be a little lab rat but every single one is like “Requirements: Be not psychotic.” Like shit man, I would if I could! Please let me participate! I promise I’ll be a good psychotic :(

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yeah I have sex

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Anyone else have some sort of psychotic disorder but not autism, yet get mistaken for having autism a lot, or am I just alone in that boat?

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the boss makes a dollar, I make a dime. that’s why I hallucinate on company time.

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When you’re in a job interview and the hiring manager is talking about how the company strives to have an environment that uplifts mental health and supports those with mental health struggles and you’re just sitting there thinking “What if I just said ‘I’m schizophrenic’ right now, what if I just said ‘Well that’s a huge relief because if you hire me, I will hallucinate my entire shift.’ Hahaha! Anyway.”

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I can’t tell anyone in my life about it. And I don’t want to. But I still want to say it. I have been thinking about ending my life constantly. I am passively suicidal. I want something horrible to happen to me. I will not act on this, but I wanted to put the words into the world. That’s all I needed. Don’t worry about that. Thanks.

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Was driving, stopped at a red light, my brain reset, and I went “oh I almost forgot to turn off the car!” and then just ,,, proceeded to park my car in the road at a red light.

Thank goodness this is the longest red light ever invented and I was able to say “Hey :) what the fuck am I doing :)” and turn it Back On. But I really just forgot where I was and what I was doing.

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I have waited a long time for this moment, and it finally happened! I always knew it would be on a day that is connected to 8, I knew it would be at a significant 8 related moment. And it was! 04/04 and it was at 22:22!! Can you even believe it!! I knew that this was a sign for me. I don’t want to go into too many details, but it was meant for me, and I just had to wait for the signal! And it happened just as planned, oh, I’m ecstatic!

Really, it all means that the waiting paid off, and my moment for action came and went, and we are now on the correct timeline again. The alternate time, the rip in space time, it closed successfully. Im just so happy about it :)

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Bipolar anger is like nothing else. Why am I so mad? I’m so insurmountable angry at literally everything and it’s for no reason.

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Me, convinced ppl are talking about me: what is up with me

Everyone else:

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Schizopec culture is “how do I tell them that I hear voices and see demons but it’s rlly not a big deal” /gen

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