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It’s been around mid-April since the last time I uttered a damn sentence about “Your Many Concerns” and well, I changed the title once again... For the second time? I’m very sorry to keep changing it before publishing it, so maybe I should keep quiet about it until the release date because that could be better for me and my non-decisive ass lmao 🫣🤣

Also, sorry for using the tiny font my sleepy self forgot to switch it back but anyhow, have a good day everyone! Summer has been eating me alive with me melting away due to the heat, I have been getting around 83 with a lot of humidity, so it’s like hell here 😶😭

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Since it's pride month, I have decided to list some of my favorite bisexuals in fandom (some are canon; some are my headcanon). Don't come at me for the ones that are headcanons, please ;>;

daisy johnson (agents of shield)

bobbi morse (agents of shield)

jemma simmons (agents of shield)

antoine triplett (agents of shield)

zach addy (bones; bicurious)

jonathan "jack" hodgins (bones)

angela montenegro (bones)

robby keene (cobra kai)

samantha larusso (cobra kai; bicurious)

johnny lawrence (cobra kai; bicurious/definitely experimented)

tory nichols (cobra kai)

elle greenway (criminal minds)

spencer ried (criminal minds; bicurious/drunkenly experimented)

derek morgan (criminal minds)

alana bloom (hannibal)

will graham (hannibal)

beverly katz (hannibal)

jack brewer (kickin' it)

kai brewer (kickin' it)

kim crawford (kickin' it)

jerry martinez (kickin' it)

sensei ty (kickin' it)

chase davenport (lab rats/lab rats: elite force; bicurious/ace)

douglas davenport (lab rats/lab rats: elite force)

tasha davenport (lab rats/lab rats: elite force; has experimented before)

kazimerias/kaz (lab rats: elite force/mighty med)

alex danvers (supergirl)

kara danvers (supergirl; bicurious)

kat grant (supergirl; bicurios)

lena luthor (supergirl)

winn schott (supergirl; bicurious)

there are a lot of supernatural characters, so I'll be cherry picking my favorites:

garth fitzgerald (supernatural)

benny lafitte (supernatural)

rowen macleod (supernatural)

adam milligan (supernatural; bicurious/definitely also drunkenly experimented)

dean winchester (supernatural)

bonnie bennet (the vampire diaries universe; bicurious)

elena gilbert (the vampire diaries universe)

freya mikaelson (the vampire diaries universe)

klaus mikaelson (the vampire diaries universe; bicurious/drunkenly experimented)

rebekah mikaelson (the vampire diaries universe; literally had a threesome)

katherine pierce (the vampire diaries universe; has experimented?)

Might continue this list later 'cause those are all I could think of at the moment :>

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Reporting live: I am one-third the way finished with my fanfiction. There twenty-two more chapters to go. 35,104 words done! Come back for part two to drop when at least twenty chapters are completed. Thank you for tuning in :)

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I tried making another Instagram... I hope to be more active there because I’m usually quite inactive unless someone is sending me a reel, message, or anything of those lines. So here *shoves it your way and runs*

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Cards from the Heart

I’m making #secretsandwritingg’s diary in a book! It’s on my new Wattpad account already, so if you want to check it out… It will be over there waiting for you, there are currently twelve parts :)

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don’t worry. it’s easier to love you than you think

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Next Time

`~°○♡{《》}♡○•°~

It was cold and empty here. There was nothing left but the broken pieces of yesterday; my fading candle light.

You walked in, and like a flame it blinded me.

There was no more cold nights. Only warm cuddles and soft breathing in the night. You helped me pick up broken pieces and put them back together again. The fire melting the glass back together.

You never cared that I was too fragile, broken by many before you; you took the risk, and it was bliss.

My faded candle was replaced by your sun. You shined bright in the mornings, waking me with the same soft words of nothings and love. I've never been so blinded by the guide of love.

I made promises I couldn't keep. I stayed up nights I knew I should sleep. Everything meant nothing if you weren't there at all.

You taught me to love again. To dance, to smile, to look forward to tomorrow.

I'll never forget those mornings.

Those late nights.

Every fleeting moment we held onto.

I was trading minutes to hold hands with you.

I gave my heart for the first time in forever.

It feels heavy walking into that familiar, cold, and empty place.

There is no more sun. No more soft words of good morning. No more michevious blanket wars.

There is no more you.

I'm in pieces again, in that same room you found me in. I didn't think I would break this time.

I used to be so good at goodbyes. I won't say it this time. I'll just- see you next time.

It'll hurt waking to nothing. I'll continue to lie here. I hope you remember and cherish everything I've given you. The stuffed animals, the camera we never got to use together, the letters, and drawings...

But I'll be here.

Until next time.

`~°○♡{《》}♡○•°~

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“In the throes of twilight, shadows creep, your laughter lingers — fragile, deep, and true. Bathing in the moonbeams, you fade from sight.

Once we danced, spun our dreams on gossamer threads, now I enter our room alone with dread. I hear a whisper of your name, a beautiful melody it is.

I'm caught in despair, clutching at memories that float in the air. It's just not fair.

Though time may steal us with an icy embrace, love withers not; it finds its place as will you.

My heart will beat to yours, hoping it’ll never break as I go.”

— Kailler Salem Gideon, Threads of Time.

I’ll miss you lots and lots and I wish you the best and everything that you do! You mean the absolute world to me and know that this was never your fault please don’t ever blame yourself for this. I mean that, just please don’t blame yourself.

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First Sentence Tag Game

Tagged by: @no-one-was-found ; thank you hunny :)

The rules: Share the first lines of ten of your most recent fics and tag ten people. If you have written less than ten, don’t be shy and share anyway.

1. Skye wasn’t even sure what time zone they were in now, but one thing is for certain is that she is tired and didn’t get any sleep

2. Skye had turned her face away from May as she was not embarrassed by what she just did; she might never look at her the same way ever again.

3. Keith traced the curves of his knife before pulling it away to feel the veins on his arms, he was just at a loss, not sure what to do

4. Johnny had one problem; one particular hatred really.

5. Karate had never really been his thing, or doing much of sports anyway.

Tagging: @partiallypearl ; hope you don’t mind doing this as well since I don’t know who else to tag :v

The first two are actually apart of the same series called: The Daughter. The second & third parts are a work in progress at the moment

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It’s fun to write fanfiction until your wifi decides to cut out and all the progress you’ve done is gone, so that’s just fantastic. I was also in the process of transferring it to my Word doc… Don’t worry chapter nine, you will be avenged I promise 🫣😔

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You guys I made a Bluesky account, but I’m still unsure what I should post on there… Anyway it’s here if you wanted to follow it! I might post some of my future works or headcanons on there 🫣

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I come bearing gifts for my readers of “Many Concerns”, and these are the changes in the fic:

gave myself a deadline so I don’t forget (whoo!)

the title has changed slightly

it’s now “Your Many Concerns”, the your in the title is referencing Eli and if you have any questions about that, I will elaborate in some detail about it

inserting more scenes and details

such as when Eli's crush on Sam started, when Kenny and Anthony began to be mutual with one another, or what Sam and Tory’s text say, etc

the cover image of the story is different

it used to be of a girl (that was supposed to resemble Sam) sleeping on someone's bed to now of a outside view of a house which you'll find out to be Eli's

Dem is initially pissed at Eli for having the crush

he’s pissed because he felt like Eli had always a crush on Sam and just didn’t tell him, so the two don’t talk for a couple days and also, Dem ends up having angry sex with Yasmine over this which she rather enjoys very well

at the party, Kyler is mostly staring at a girl’s ass

he believed it was Sam’s because the girl looked like Sam - brown wavy hair and in a blue dress, but Sam actually had her hair done differently as some of it was dyed purple to match Eli’s mohawk

I know that there’s more to come later, but is there any questions you guys have about these changes for the fic? If so, let me know in my askbox or comments ☺️

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I privated some posts I made on my CK/TKK blog because I didn’t finish writing out the headcanons and they were chilling in my queue, so they posted immediately, BUT don’t worry you guys, they will be back up soon enough. I pinkie promise 🤞

Although I can’t say when they will be posted... 🫣

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I’m officially old; nah, I’m kidding I’m just in my 20s! It’s my birthday lol 🎈

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I like to think that Anthony would have been an outdoorsy kind of kid if Amanda and Daniel had never given him a tablet. If they hadn’t given it to him, there’s a lot that I can think of for him. As there’s a lot of creative thinking I can spew into nonsense, or just a weird ramble that could possibly make sense. Anyhow, I can envision a small Anthony walking around a lake or pond, collecting rocks, tadpoles, or anything he could get his little hands on. He would call them his “friends” as he didn’t know how to make any during those years.

All or most of the kids at his elementary schools – and yes I say schools because there’s something about the LaRusso family is that they possibly moved around a lot – stayed away from him as they didn’t know how to hang out with the new kid. That could cause a lot of stress and problems later on, so I'm not entirely surprised he acted the way he did, but I don't condone it either. I could babble on, but I'd rather not spare you the time, for mercy's sake :^

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Not posting anything on any of my accounts feels a little bizarre, to say the very least 🧍

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I officially restarted rewriting "Many Concerns" and Anthony and Eli's first chapters are done. I just need to get Sam’s done by tonight. Starting information is also done, which is just basically a tab that goes over how many chapters, characters, points of view, relationships, and friendships there are in the work itself. Everything in the starting information will be posted here for your convenience, it is underneath the cut :)