shebewritingtho

[shebewritingtho]

Breakups

Breakups are traumatic asf and i for one can say that. It took me a while before i actually began to make any attempt on moving on and healing because i wasn't even sure i wanted to. It sucks that what you thought would be your future with someone you once knew, just vanishes in a insanely short amount of time. Like how could you be utterly obsessed with each other for a whole year and it ends with a simple:

"I dont love you anymore" "I dont think this will work" "I like someone else"

Whether or not they have a valid reason, it still hurts like hell and i can't even lie. My point is lol, if you're going through one rn and you dont have anyone to vent or cry to (bc i literally had nobody for mine-) Or you even just need help in breaking things down and getting over, I'd be more than willing and happy to help. You are not a disturbance, intolerable or annoying... If you want, you can hmu by sending me a message ❣

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First date 💓 (SFW)

It had been 20 minutes since I got off the train, I walked quickly down the busy streets of London with my phone pressed to my ear, making several turns as I listened anxiously to her simple voice giving out directions

"I'm literally standing next to a vintage store" She spoke to me through the phone.

My heart skipped a beat and I froze as i spotted an old vintage sign hanging from a wall in the distance. I scanned the area for her, but the crowd of pedestrians were too dense for me to possibly single her out. As I stood there, I quickly checked my outfit for the hundredth time; I wore a brown patterned mini-dress with white sneakers. I ran my short manicured fingers through my hair and adjusted my gold jewelry. I knew I looked good, just needed to double-check (or triple check lol)

I began to walk towards the store she said she was at, doing a quick study of everyone around the premises. "Not her not her not her" i said quickly to myself as i scanned each person around me "not her not her not-"

My heart jumped to my throat as she came into view, taller than i expected and looked way more nervous too. She hadn't seen me yet, my heart fluttered as she adjusted her clear frame glasses. I took in her outfit; Unlike me, she wore trousers... And looked absolutely amazing in them- I examined her simple outfit and admired how good it looked on her. Her white t-shirt hung loosely on her slim body, she smoothed it down with a hand full of rings.

I moved closer, a smile immediately grew onto my face as hers went white. Hesitant at first but she made her way towards me too, both stopping as we were both face to face with each other in the middle of the street.

"Hi" she started, it came out more as a laugh and it made my heart pound in my chest. I replied back in an equally awkward greeting and raised my brows as she began fumbling in her bag for something. After a few seconds, she produced a bunch of roses with a plastic tray of chocolates shaped in hearts. This action sent my hands to my face that began to rapidly heat up, she laughed again, making me even hotter. I sheepishly took the items and quickly embraced her so she couldn't see my face for a few seconds. I took in her perfume, surprisingly, she smelt like apples with a mix of spring itself. My arms were wrapped around her small waist as hers were wrapped around my small shoulders. I could feel her looking down at me as she held me, I looked up to see her smiling right at me. I gave a start and we both began to giggle, we hadn't said much in this encounter but we laughed as if we had a full blown conversation.

"So uhm... Ice cream?" She asked as she slipped her hand into mine, I smiled and nodded.

As we walked to the ice cream shop, words began to come more easily for the both of us. She asked how my journey was on the train and I told her how scary it was because I wasn't used to it at all, that made her laugh and hold my hand a little tighter. We got to the place and we both guessed each others favorite flavors correctly, how could we ever forget? We sat across each other in a small pink booth and began to conversate, which was more of her ranting about how the concept of ice-cream makes no sense. I didn't mind the rant, it gave me a chance to admire her again. I smiled as she pushed her short curls from her face as she went on rambling, i took note as she tapped her long slender fingers on her cup, I laughed as her thick brows furrowed when she noticed me staring.

"What is it?" she asked, still tapping her fingers on her cup.

"You're so perfect" I said quietly. I never planned on saying that but seeing her reaction, I didn't regret it.

She looked down at her mint-chocolate ice-cream with an obvious smile, which made me giggle. She groaned dramatically as she placed her hands to her visibly red cheeks. My eyes widened as she changed her seat from across me to right next to me in the booth.

"There, now you won't be able to stare without looking like a weirdo" she said while adjusting herself. I snickered as she dove back into her rant, after a while i joined in. We went from the conversation of ice-cream to pets, to family and then ourselves. She glanced out the window and back at me "the sun's going down, let's get you to the train station"

The walk to the station was longer than it should've been, but that was on purpose. We strolled with our arms locked together, as we took pictures and talked a little more. My heart began to sink as the station came into view but immediately came right back up as she spun me round for a quick peck on my lips. She stood there as stunned as I was "I'm sorry if I- I should've asked first" she mumbled quickly. I smiled and wrapped my arms around the back of her neck "shut up" I whispered and kissed her properly this time. We jumped as we heard the train approaching and both smiled at each other once again.

"Oh oh, I just remembered something" I reached into my purse and produced a homemade bracelet with my pet name her. Her face went into an even darker shade of pink and she held out her arm with no words at all. I giggled and put in on her wrist, still taking in the scent of spring from her. The train came to a halt behind us, we shared a deeper and more passionate kiss before she finally let me go by the waist. I walked towards the train as the door opened and stopped as I heard her call my name, I turned quickly to see her running towards me. "Yeah?" I smiled as she breathed heavily.

She grinned and stepped into the train with me.

"You said the train ride coming was really scary? Lemme make it less scary for you"

[shebewritingtho]

are you British?

um, yes? 😂

[shebewritingtho]

Hey mamasss

You can call me demi lol. This blog is pretty much for my creative side (if I even have one 😭) so basically stories, poems and whatever.

🌹 I'm pretty much open for any types of conversation, just as long as you're chill then we goooood. So feel free to send a message, I love meeting new people :)

I honestly wanted to add more to this but i got lazy lol. Anything else you wanna know, just hmu ✨

[shebewritingtho]

First date 💓 (SFW)

It had been 20 minutes since I got off the train, I walked quickly down the busy streets of London with my phone pressed to my ear, making several turns as I listened anxiously to her simple voice giving out directions

"I'm literally standing next to a vintage store" She spoke to me through the phone.

My heart skipped a beat and I froze as i spotted an old vintage sign hanging from a wall in the distance. I scanned the area for her, but the crowd of pedestrians were too dense for me to possibly single her out. As I stood there, I quickly checked my outfit for the hundredth time; I wore a brown patterned mini-dress with white sneakers. I ran my short manicured fingers through my hair and adjusted my gold jewelry. I knew I looked good, just needed to double-check (or triple check lol)

I began to walk towards the store she said she was at, doing a quick study of everyone around the premises. "Not her not her not her" i said quickly to myself as i scanned each person around me "not her not her not-"

My heart jumped to my throat as she came into view, taller than i expected and looked way more nervous too. She hadn't seen me yet, my heart fluttered as she adjusted her clear frame glasses. I took in her outfit; Unlike me, she wore trousers... And looked absolutely amazing in them- I examined her simple outfit and admired how good it looked on her. Her white t-shirt hung loosely on her slim body, she smoothed it down with a hand full of rings.

I moved closer, a smile immediately grew onto my face as hers went white. Hesitant at first but she made her way towards me too, both stopping as we were both face to face with each other in the middle of the street.

"Hi" she started, it came out more as a laugh and it made my heart pound in my chest. I replied back in an equally awkward greeting and raised my brows as she began fumbling in her bag for something. After a few seconds, she produced a bunch of roses with a plastic tray of chocolates shaped in hearts. This action sent my hands to my face that began to rapidly heat up, she laughed again, making me even hotter. I sheepishly took the items and quickly embraced her so she couldn't see my face for a few seconds. I took in her perfume, surprisingly, she smelt like apples with a mix of spring itself. My arms were wrapped around her small waist as hers were wrapped around my small shoulders. I could feel her looking down at me as she held me, I looked up to see her smiling right at me. I gave a start and we both began to giggle, we hadn't said much in this encounter but we laughed as if we had a full blown conversation.

"So uhm... Ice cream?" She asked as she slipped her hand into mine, I smiled and nodded.

As we walked to the ice cream shop, words began to come more easily for the both of us. She asked how my journey was on the train and I told her how scary it was because I wasn't used to it at all, that made her laugh and hold my hand a little tighter. We got to the place and we both guessed each others favorite flavors correctly, how could we ever forget? We sat across each other in a small pink booth and began to conversate, which was more of her ranting about how the concept of ice-cream makes no sense. I didn't mind the rant, it gave me a chance to admire her again. I smiled as she pushed her short curls from her face as she went on rambling, i took note as she tapped her long slender fingers on her cup, I laughed as her thick brows furrowed when she noticed me staring.

"What is it?" she asked, still tapping her fingers on her cup.

"You're so perfect" I said quietly. I never planned on saying that but seeing her reaction, I didn't regret it.

She looked down at her mint-chocolate ice-cream with an obvious smile, which made me giggle. She groaned dramatically as she placed her hands to her visibly red cheeks. My eyes widened as she changed her seat from across me to right next to me in the booth.

"There, now you won't be able to stare without looking like a weirdo" she said while adjusting herself. I snickered as she dove back into her rant, after a while i joined in. We went from the conversation of ice-cream to pets, to family and then ourselves. She glanced out the window and back at me "the sun's going down, let's get you to the train station"

The walk to the station was longer than it should've been, but that was on purpose. We strolled with our arms locked together, as we took pictures and talked a little more. My heart began to sink as the station came into view but immediately came right back up as she spun me round for a quick peck on my lips. She stood there as stunned as I was "I'm sorry if I- I should've asked first" she mumbled quickly. I smiled and wrapped my arms around the back of her neck "shut up" I whispered and kissed her properly this time. We jumped as we heard the train approaching and both smiled at each other once again.

"Oh oh, I just remembered something" I reached into my purse and produced a homemade bracelet with my pet name her. Her face went into an even darker shade of pink and she held out her arm with no words at all. I giggled and put in on her wrist, still taking in the scent of spring from her. The train came to a halt behind us, we shared a deeper and more passionate kiss before she finally let me go by the waist. I walked towards the train as the door opened and stopped as I heard her call my name, I turned quickly to see her running towards me. "Yeah?" I smiled as she breathed heavily.

She grinned and stepped into the train with me.

"You said the train ride coming was really scary? Lemme make it less scary for you"