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Baby You’re a Firework | Jack Abbot x Reader
Summary: just a fluffy little 4th of July party at Robby’s house with your boyfriend Jack
Warnings: fluff, ptsd mention, age gap (reader is 30, Jack is 49), mentions of sex, hickey
Word Count: 1.5k
Not Beta Read.
Not even proofread. Reading my own fic gives me the ick.
It’s been exactly 2 years to the day since you first met Jack Abbot, and the two of you were driving exactly where you felt that electric spark for the first time. His hand rested on your knee as the radio plays softly over the hum of his truck. He pulled up in front of the Robinavitch house for their annual 4th of July party. The two of you walked up the driveway, his hand resting on the small of your back as you carried a dessert of angel food cake, berries, and cream. He unlatched the gate and you found everything to be the same as the year before, and the year before that. Robby at the grill, his wife Julie yelling at him to stop burning the burgers, their kids screaming and splashing in the pool- which is exactly where you were when Jack first laid his eyes on you.
When Jack begrudgingly showed up to the party two years ago, his eyes immediately fell on you. Gravitated like a moth to a flame. You were splashing and tossing around Robby’s youngest daughter, Maeve. You are best friends with Robby’s wife, and he was surprised he’d never seen you before. All the beers he and Robby shared on the back patio, all the kids birthday parties, the school plays, and yet the two of you never crossed paths. He was honestly pissed he never told him about you. But there you were, electrifying and full of life. Beaming brighter than the sun. It didn’t take long for you to notice the mystery man either. You’d be lying if it wasn’t the prosthetic that first caught your attention- but as your eyes traveled up you began to study his face and frame. His arms were deliciously toned and defined, dog tags dangled from his neck, his salt and pepper hair was perfectly curly, and his eyes, well… they told a story. A story you were desperate to hear, and when he glanced at you, your heart nearly stopped. The two of you left together that night- and spent nearly every night together since.
Two years later, he still looks at you like it’s the first time. He still can’t keep his hands off of you. Despite being much older than you and having the grey hair to show for it, you made him feel like a kid again. He gave your butt a squeeze before you walked into the house to put your dessert in the fridge, and you shot playful eyes at him. He looked back at you, hungrily, as if an hour ago he didn’t have your legs pinned behind your head.
When you changed into your bathing suit and jumped into the pool, he wasn’t far behind; pulling your body flush against his and planting kisses along your collarbone. Enough for Dana to scream, “get a room you two!” as she walked into the party. Jack was never one for PDA, he preferred to keep things in the bedroom; but he wanted everyone to know that you were his.
You two spent most of the party in the pool, your fingers wrinkled like raisins. Jack loved the water, hydrotherapy was an integral part of his rehabilitation. It was one of the few things that alleviated his pain, floating on his back and letting the weight he carried (literally and figuratively) just melt away.
As night fell, Jack and Robby started building a fire as you sat and talked with Julie and Dana. Maeve sat on your lap and her older sister Ali stood behind you braiding your hair.
"Whats that on your neck?" Ali asked, exposing the hickey you forgot you had. Dana glanced over and chuckled under her breath as she sipped on her third glass of wine. After blaming it on your curling iron you made you way over to Jack who was adding some logs to the fire. You smacked him on the back of the head and he turned furrowing his brow but still smiling.
"Ali found the little gift you left on my neck two nights ago." you blamed as you sat down reaching for some marshmallows, and grabbing his hand to join you. You shut your eyes, warmth of the fire illuminated your face. Jack sat beside you and pulled you into his lap, inspecting his work on your neck.
"You cant blame me when you're so damn delicious." he bit your neck once more, burying his face into your hair that smelled of chlorine and barbecue.
"Speaking of," you finished roasting your marshmallow. "Say ah", Jack followed and you fed him, letting him take a bite of a s'more. Chocolate stuck to the corner of his mouth and you giggled, wrinkling your nose.
"I'm a mess" he laughed, wiping graham cracker crumbs off his lap and wiping his mouth of the sticky chocolate and melted marshmallow.
"You missed a spot." you whispered, leaning in you kissed the corner of his mouth. Over and over again, licking his sweet lips until he was kissing you back, humming quietly.
Soon the kids began to make their way over to light sparklers and roast their own marshmallows. Pulling away from Jacks embrace you checked the time.
"It's almost time for the fireworks." you whispered, giving his hand a squeeze. Jack put his arm around you, pulling you close to him once more. You rested your head on his shoulder and he rubbed your back in slow circles.
"I'll be alright." he whispered to you assuringly. Jack had gotten better with the idea of fireworks. Unexpected loud noises were still difficult for him, and while on days like today his heart beat it a little faster, and his mouth was a bit more dry- he was able to prepare. Therapy helped a lot too. On the other hand, you loved fireworks, and him watching the awe on your face helped ease his anxieties.
At the first whistle and pop of the fireworks, everyone’s eyes moved to the now lit sky. Illuminating with red, white, and blue.
You felt Jack shift, and when you glanced over you saw his jaw was clenched, his brow was furrowed, and his posture was stiff. You grabbed his hand, his palms were a bit sweaty. You watched his chest rise and fall a bit quicker. Reaching over you started to draw circles on nape of his neck, hands traveling up and ending up massaging his ear lobes.
“I’m with you, you’re safe.” You wrapped your arms around his torso, giving him a squeeze. “Eyes on me.” He looked at you, eyes love drunk, and planted a tender kiss on your lips. You traced your finger along his jaw and he slowly started to relax. Slowly you grounded him. Slowly you saw his dimple creep back as a faint smile returned to his face. And slow you saw him reach into his pocket and get down on one knee.
“Wh- Jack…”
“I wasn’t nervous because of the fireworks,” heads began to spin, Julie nudged Robby’s gaze away from the sky, Dana stood with her hand over her mouth, Langdon held a beer shaking his head with a goofy smile on his face, “this is where I met you. This is where fell in love with you. So I thought it was only appropriate for this to be the place I ask to spend the rest of my life with you. Will you marry me?”
“Jack… Jack yes.” Your lips crashed onto his, tears flowing freely from your eyes. Cheers began to erupt from the party, the sky still lit up behind you. He slipped the ring on your finger, a beautiful blue sapphire surrounded by small diamonds. His hands trembled as he slid it on, and you teased him asking how those were surgeons hands. When the moment was over, Robby came over and smacked Jack on the back and Julie and Dana, and Robby’s girls rushed to see the ring.
“I didn’t think you’d actually do it.” Robby nudged him, and your head shot sideways.
“You knew!?” You and Julie said in unison.
“Michael Robinavitch, why the fuck didn’t you tell me?” Julie sputtered and quickly apologized to the little ears listening.
“You can’t keep a secret to save your life. Even the mailman would know.” And Julie’s mouth fell right open, but she didn’t argue, she knew he was right.
“I didn’t think a public proposal would be your thing.” Langdon chimed in giving his congratulations in the only way Frank knew how.
“They aren’t.” Jack sputtered immediately. “But this day is special to me…us,” he wrapped his arm around you “So unfortunately I had to propose in front of the circus.”
By the end of the night your face hurt from smiling. You walked as if you were walking on air. You couldn’t take your eyes off Jack or your ring. As you drove home that night you pulled out your phone and opened Pinterest.
“Okay so… I was thinking about a color scheme…”
“Already?”
“Jack I’ve had my wedding planned since I was 12… anyway so I was thinking about a color scheme…”
It was going to be a long year.
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was it ever fake? — jack abbot x fem!reader You and Jack unexpectedly meet at a friend’s wedding weekend. Jack starts a game of pretend-relationship out of boredom. And that’s it…right?
warnings: fake dating trope, one bed trope, 18+ mdni, smut, mutual pining, masturbation (f), p in v sex, shower sex, unprotected, wrap it before ya tap it, not proofread at all, slight voyeurism, fingering, breeding kink if you squint, age gap implied-not specified, reader is a fellow, Jackson Avery cameo, purely self indulgent, fluff, just a feel good fic a/n: I made a vacation fic for Robby and have been dying to make one for Jack, so this is it. And I wanted to make two parts, but I figured one very long one would be better soooo enjoy! wc: 8.6k+ ok this one got away from me a bit masterlist
Day one
A whole weekend to celebrate marriage. You smile to yourself when you see the wedding invitation, thick ivory paper, embossed with gold leaf and tied with satin ribbon, with your friend’s name and her soon-to-be husband; Amy and Harry. When Amy first mentioned she was inviting you to the wedding, you said yes without hesitation, you just didn’t expect it to be a weekend long wedding.
Your cab rounds a hill, revealing a secluded five-star resort hotel tucked between towering pines. The stone pathways are lit with fairy lights, and the air smells like lavender and fresh earth. Amy’s always wanted her wedding to have an enchanted forest theme, and it looks like she got it.
You step out of the cab and are immediately greeted by hotel staff.
“Welcome,” one of them says with a polite smile. “May I have your last name for check-in?”
You walk to the counter and give your name, soaking in the view of the forest from the grand lobby. That’s when you catch a glimpse of a familiar profile just a few feet away, checking in as well. His broad shoulders and back is unmistakable.
“Jack?”
The man turns. His brows lift when he sees you. “You’ve gotta be kidding.”
A smile pulls at your lips. “Nice to see you too.”
He laughs, slinging his weekend bag more comfortably over one shoulder. He’s wearing a simple, dark henley, jeans, and boots, and you curse yourself for how long you’re staring at his forearms. “What are you doing here?”
You gesture toward the resort. “I was invited. My friend Amy’s getting married. We’ve been close since high school. You?”
“I was Harry’s attending for a few years.” He says, “we go on morning runs together.”
You both stand there, processing. “Well,” you say, “small world.”
“You here alone?” he asks.
You nod. “Yeah. I figured a three-day wedding was too much for a plus-one.”
You actually don’t have anyone to ask.
“Yeah… same,” he says.
You adjust your jacket and glance up at him. “Well. Looks like we’re each other’s only familiar face this weekend.”
Jack glances at you sideways, a smile playing on his lips. “Could be worse.”
Just then, the check-in staff hands over your key cards, and you go your separate ways, promising to catch each other later at night.
The first night of the wedding weekend is a casual dinner, just something to help everyone unwind after the long drive. There’s no assigned seating, no pressure, just softly lit tables scattered across the area and the low hum of laughter and clinking glasses.
You scan the crowd and spot Jack near the open bar, standing with his hands in his pockets, waiting on a drink.
You smooth your dress—wait, why? Your brows furrow. It’s just Jack. You work with him every day. You’ve seen him elbow-deep in trauma, yelling over chest compressions, running on three hours of sleep.
But you’ve never seen him like this. Standing there, wearing a nicely fitted navy button-up, the sleeves casually rolled past his elbows, the fabric pulls across his chest when he crosses his arms, and a glimpse of veins and muscle you’re trying very hard not to stare at. The light hits his hair just right. He looks…too good. Your mouth suddenly feels dry.
You swallow and start walking before your thoughts get any more dangerous.
He looks over just as you approach. “You look great.” Jack compliments.
“First time seeing me not in scrubs, Jack?”
He smiles, glancing away for just a second, “No, but not like this. You look beautiful.”
You feel your cheeks flush. “Thanks. You’re not so bad yourself.”
You’re about to order yourself a drink when Jack’s already flagged the bartender down. “Margarita, extra salt?”
You try to hide your smile. “Yes, please.”
It was months ago, when Shen made attending and everyone’d gone out to celebrate. You didn’t plan on getting drunk, so you stood back with Jack. He noticed your empty hands, then made it a game: guess your favorite drink by your expression alone. You ended up sharing ten drinks between you, laughing harder with each one, until he got it right—margarita, extra salt. You’d both been drunk by the end, but you’d remembered the way his eyes crinkled when you called him a sore loser. You’d remembered that night more than you probably should have.
And he hasn’t forgotten.
“You still remember my drink.” You point out.
He smirks, “Hard to forget when it took me 10 guesses.”
“And one hell of a good time?” You offer.
“With you?” He chuckles. “Always.”
You and Jack spend dinner at a small table for two, the buzz of the crowd fading into background noise. It’s the first time you’ve really talked—not flirted, not exchanged sarcastic quips in between traumas, but talked. About life outside the hospital. Your childhood. Books he reads when he can’t sleep. The way you like your coffee. How you both hate the same podcasts. It's easy and warm, and a little addictive.
You’ve never seen this side of him before. It makes it harder not to like him more than you already do.
It shouldn’t feel like this—any of this. But it does. Like a date. Like a weekend away together for a couple in love. You catch it in the way his eyes keep drifting to your lips, the way he hovers protectively when guiding you through the crowd, the quiet smiles he gives you when no one else is looking.
Whatever this is, it’s not just you. It’s different for him, too.
You’re in the middle of a conversation about some travel mishap of his when you hear a familiar squeal.
“Oh my God, you made it!”
You stand to greet your friend—Amy, glowing with excitement, bouquet swapped for a champagne flute. “Congratulations,” you beam, hugging her tightly. “Amy, I’m so happy for you. And this wedding? It’s like a Pinterest board came to life.”
She laughs, squeezing you back. “I’m so glad you’re here. And I want to let you know, if I’d done bridesmaids, you’d have been first on the list.”
You smile, touched. Meanwhile, Harry’s pulling Jack into a bro-hug.
“Wait,” Amy blinks, looking between the two of you. “You know Jack?”
“He’s my attending at PTMC.”
“Small world.” Harry comments, and Amy squints, connecting the dots. She glances between you and Jack, then grins like she’s just solved a puzzle.
“Wait a minute—are you guys… together?”
“Oh n—”
“Looks we’ve been found out.” Jack cuts in smoothly, sending you a wink.
You give him a questioning look. This was never something you talked about or planned, so you think he’s trying to pull a prank on you, or… nothing. You have no idea what’s going on.
“OMG since when??” Amy gasps.
“Only been a few months. Nearing a year.” He says.
A year???
Amy bumps your shoulder, “And you didn’t tell me?? I could’ve put you guys in one of the bigger, nicer rooms!”
“I—I…” You stammer.
“I suggested not to tell anyone,” Jack saves you. He somehow sounds like he has this all planned out. “Didn’t want to risk her reputation, you know.”
Harry nods understandingly. “Right, especially with your exams coming up.”
You chuckle nervously, “Ah, yeah… still need to take the exams.”
“You’re gonna do great.” Amy clasps your hands, “You’re the smartest person I know, you’re gonna ace it.”
You smile, flustered but grateful. The conversation turns to easier things—honeymoons, the venue, the resort spa—and eventually Amy and Harry are off to greet the next table.
“What the hell?” As soon as they’re gone, you turn to Jack with a half-laugh, half-glare. “So we’re in a relationship now?”
He leans back in his chair, fighting a grin. “Figured it’d be a good way to make the weekend interesting.”
You blink at him. “You couldn’t have warned me?”
“Where’s the fun in that?” he says, taking a slow sip of his drink. “Besides… you didn’t say no.”
You want to argue—but you don’t. So you just try to hide a smile behind your margarita and look away.
The night winds down quietly. Amy’s sister plays a photo montage of Amy growing up, meeting Harry, and their early years together, while Harry steps up to thank everyone for coming. The staff announces tomorrow’s rundown: free time until 5PM, when the ceremony begins in the garden, and then gently ushers everyone to get some rest.
You and Jack are making your way back toward your rooms when Harry catches up to you, grinning.
“Hey,” he says, handing you a small card. “Quick thing.”
You blink, taking the card. Your brows immediately pull together.
“What’s this?”
“An upgrade,” Harry beams. “Amy and I moved you guys to one of the nicer suites. It’s bigger, better view. Our little gift.”
Your stomach dips. “Oh no, Harry—seriously, that’s really sweet but we can’t—”
“Come on,” he waves a hand. “Let me do this. For my wife’s best friend,” he says to you, then claps a hand on Jack’s shoulder, “—and for my greatest mentor. You’re both our dear friends.”
You glance at Jack, silently begging him to say something—to fix this—but he looks just as stunned.
“Harry—” Jack starts.
“Nope,” Harry cuts him off, walking backward with a grin. “Already moved your bags. Enjoy!”
He disappears before either of you can stop him.
You and Jack stand there for a moment, staring at the spot where Harry had just been.
You turn slowly. “We’re terrible people.”
Jack lifts a brow. “We? You didn’t exactly stop me back at dinner.”
You gape at him. “You said we were dating out of nowhere! What was I supposed to do?”
He smirks. “You could’ve denied it.”
“I was stunned! You lied so confidently I thought I had missed something.”
He chuckles and starts walking again. “Come on, let’s check out this palace we’ve been gifted.”
And you find out soon enough—he wasn’t exaggerating.
The suite is beautiful. Massive windows overlook the forest, soft yellow lighting glows from fixtures built from stone and wood. There’s a sunken living room with a couch, a cozy fireplace, a soaking tub the size of a car, and one king-sized bed with silk sheets and pillows you could drown in.
You both stop in the doorway, silently taking it in.
“Well,” Jack says after a beat, setting the key card on the entry table, “this got out of hand fast.”
“No kidding,” you mutter, though your disbelief is already turning into laughter. You sit on the edge of the bed like it might still vanish. “This your idea of a fun weekend?”
Jack undoes the first buttons of his shirt, shrugging. “Hey, I said interesting. Didn’t say how.”
You shoot him a look. “One bed.”
He nods. “I can take the couch if you want.”
You grab a pillow, chucking it at him. “You better not hog the blanket.”
You’re not scared of sharing a bed with Jack. He’s respectful, responsible—he’d never do anything to make you uncomfortable.
What you’re scared of is yourself.
Because you can’t deny the attraction. Not when he steps out of the bathroom in just a pair of low-hung sweatpants, his dog tags resting against his chest. His skin is still dewy from the shower, his hair slightly damp and curling at the ends. You try not to stare, but it's a losing battle.
And to make matters worse, you only packed the nice nightwear. Silky, a little sheer, a bit too short. You’d brought it thinking this weekend would be a quiet getaway. A solo indulgence. But clearly, plans have changed.
It’s awkwardly quiet.
“So…” You start.
“So.” He sits beside you. Still no shirt on. “I’m sorry I got us into this mess.”
You smile, sitting up a little. “A great view, a nice bathtub, and silk sheets? I wouldn’t call this a mess.”
Jack lets out a quiet chuckle.
You glance over at him, then down—he still has his prosthetic on. “You don’t take it off when you sleep?”
He hesitates. “…You don’t mind?”
“Of course not.” You furrow your brows. “I’ve seen you take off your leg multiple times at work.”
“I guess… but this is different.”
“How?”
“…I don’t know,” He pauses, “It just is.”
And you kind of know what he means, but you don’t address it. Jack makes sure you’re okay with it once again before leaning forward and taking his prosthetic off. He groans in pain, and so without thinking, you reach over to help.
Jack’s breath hitches when he notices you climbing over your side of the bed and is massaging his leg. And then he sees what you’re wearing. A satin, violet nightgown, with lace decorating the hem and bust area. Spaghetti straps hang delicately off your shoulders, the fabric brushing high along your thighs. His eyes linger, his mouth slightly parted.
You feel his eyes on you. It’s only then that you realize—oh. You’re practically on top of him in this thing.
“Don’t judge me.” You mumble, “I thought I’d have a room to myself.”
“’M not.” He grunts.
That’s when you notice his flushed face, his grip on the sheets, the way his eyes flicker down your body and then guiltily back up. Your heartbeat quickens—he likes it. Maybe even wants it. You.
You move back to your side, dragging the covers up to your chest, and Jack follows, shifting under the covers, trying to will away the heat still buzzing under his skin and in his pants.
“So,” you say, trying to focus on anything else, “we’re going to have to keep this up the whole weekend?”
Jack nods. “At least to the just-married couple.”
“We’re gonna have to get them a gift from us. This room must’ve been expensive.”
He chuckles. “You’re right about that.”
“Well, we’ll be stuck with each other the whole weekend anyway.” You say. “Shouldn’t be too difficult, right?”
Jack lets out a slow breath, trying to calm the way his pulse is racing. “We’ll manage.”
You pause. “We should probably, I don’t know… practice. So we don’t look awkward.”
He glances at you. “Practice?”
You raise an eyebrow, heat crawling up your neck. “You know. Just in case they’re watching. A kiss or two might sell it.”
Jack is awfully quiet.
“I—I mean, we— forget it.” You stammer, “I was just—”
He turns to you and leans in, eyes never leaving yours. And you’re surprised, but you don’t pull away. You close the space first, just enough to brush your lips against his, soft and uncertain.
His hand rises to your cheek, deepening the kiss. He tastes like mint and something warm, and your heart feels like it’s exploding. His thumb brushes your jaw, his mouth tilting against yours, and you barely suppress the small sound that rises in your throat.
You don’t know who breaks it first, but you part—just barely.
“…That was…” Jack starts, voice low.
You breathe out, “Convincing?”
He huffs a soft laugh. “Yeah. That’s one word for it.”
You both lay back down after that, still facing each other.
He brushes your hair behind your ear and whispers, “We should get some sleep.”
You blink, caught off guard. “Right. Yeah.”
You both shift under the covers. Careful not to touch, even though the warm feeling is still there in his skin. On your lips.
Jack stares at the ceiling, then turns to look at you, your back now facing him, your breathing shallow and uneven.
None of you can sleep, wondering how the hell you’re supposed to get through the rest of the weekend pretending as if any of this doesn’t mean something.
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Day two
Thankfully, Jack is not a blanket hogger.
But you are.
Sometime during the night, you must’ve robbed the covers like a seasoned thief. Because now, Jack is half-wrapped around you, as though he had to burrow under the blanket you hogged to survive the night. One leg hooked around yours. One arm draped across your ribcage, his hand resting just under your breast. The other curled under your neck like a makeshift pillow—how did that even get there?
His chest is warm and solid against your back. He’s still asleep, his breathing even, slow. His nose is near your temple, breath fanning lightly against your ear, and it takes every bit of willpower not to shift. Not to look.
Your heart, however, is pounding.
You need a cold shower. Immediately.
So you slip out of his grasp as quietly and quickly as you can, running to the shower. You immediately turn on the cold water setting, but it doesn’t help the itch between your thighs.
You try to force your mind away. Think of something else.
Work. Traumas. Codes. Blood. Bloodied gloves. Jack's hands in gloves—fuck.
You groan. Your hand wanders to where Jack’s was a few minutes ago. Just under your breast. If he had just gone up a bit… just slightly brushing your nipple, and squeezing, and pinching—you bite your lip and sigh.
Against your better judgment, two of your fingers lower to where you need it most, a small hiss escaping you as you relieve the tension. You touch yourself like you imagine he would. His rough, padded, calloused, experienced fingers toying with your clit. How he would absolutely tease and bring you over the edge just from them.
You sigh, rubbing your clit in figure eights, your other hand pinching and squeezing your breast. Your fingers move lower, quietly cursing to yourself as you feel how wet you are. It’s all for him and he’s not even here to see it. You insert one finger in, then two, and you wonder if two of Jack’s fingers would feel similar. You know it’s not the same. Your fingers curl to hit your spot, and your head hangs forward, thumb circling your clit to chase your release.
You come quickly. Easily. But it’s hollow. You’ve done this yourself so many times, and it’s just too easy for you to come. But it’s not what you want. It’s not what you need. A mere release from your fingers isn’t enough… but it’ll have to do. For now.
You finish showering and wrap yourself in one of the hotel’s bathrobes. You were in such a rush you forgot a change of clothes. When you step out of the bathroom, Jack’s already up—still shirtless, coffee in hand, standing near the window and looking out at the forest.
“Morning.” You offer.
He smiles, “Morning. You got up earlier than me.”
“That surprising?” You raise a brow.
“I’m usually an early bird.”
You towel your damp hair as you move to the vanity table. “Must’ve been really comfortable, then. Maybe the cuddling helped,” you say lightly—despite your own reaction to it—watching him in the mirror.
Jack chuckles. “I’m not the one who hogged the blanket.”
“And I guess I was just helping you sleep.” You smile, as he shakes his head. “So, what’s your plan for the day?”
“Breakfast,” he says easily. “Then maybe I’ll check out that heated pool. Care to join me?”
“Sounds like a plan.”
“Good.” He saunters over to you, surprising you with a lift of your chin, and pecks you lightly on your cheek. “For practice.”
And then Jack disappears into the bathroom, and you think you almost died. He’s playing with you. Teasing you. He probably knows what he does to you—and oh, Jack Abbot… two can play that game.
You rifle through your bag for something to wear. Your fingers hesitate on the safer choices… then drift toward something else.
It’s cheeky. Flirty.
But you wonder… how far can you push him before he finally cracks? Before he lets go of his self-control and gives you what you really want? So fine. You’ll wear something cute. Maybe just a little sexy. Just enough to stay innocent, but more than enough to keep you in his head all day.
A cute sundress. Spaghetti strapped, short, just enough cleavage and thigh, and most importantly, no bra. Why would you? You’re headed to the heated pool. You’ll be changing into your red bikini anyway. Your very red bikini.
You smirk to yourself.
You’re finished doing your hair just as Jack steps out wearing shorts, and a loose white linen shirt, sleeves rolled up to his forearms, collar open enough to hint at his chest. The man knows he looks good.
“You can swim with your leg?”
“It’s waterproof.”
“Fancy.”
“Didn’t pay for it.” He chuckles. “Ready to go?”
“Mm-hm.” You hum, bending over in front of him to put on your shoes. You can hear him curse behind you. “Ready.”
You turn to face him, and bat your eyelashes innocently, “Something wrong?”
Jack’s jaw clenches and he reaches for the key card. “…Nothing. Let’s go?”
You’re still smirking as you walk out the door—Jack trailing a step behind, and probably hating how much he’s staring.
Breakfast isn’t crowded. It’s still early—most guests are probably sleeping in, nursing hangovers or enjoying the quiet. Which is why, as you sit across Jack at your table, you dare reach over for the jam—anyone behind him would be able to see that you’re not wearing a bra. And Jack—poor Jack—almost chokes on his orange juice.
“Christ.” He coughs, eyes wide, flicking from your chest to your face like he can’t quite believe what just happened. And then a twinkle of playfulness, like he’s saying: It’s on.
You pretend nothing happened, spreading jam all over your bread and taking a bite.
Jack watches you like a man possessed. Then he leans over the table. His thumb brushes the corner of your mouth slowly.
“Missed a spot,” he murmurs.
And then he sucks his thumb clean.
Your jaw drops.
It seems like you’ve silently created a game of who will fold first. And you’re both damn competitive.
Jack clears his throat, changing the topic. “Can I ask you a serious question?”
You raise your brows. “Of course.”
He leans back slightly, watching you. Not with the usual flirt or challenge in his eyes.
“How are you still single?”
The question catches you off guard. You blink, caught somewhere between flattered and exposed. But you try to cover it. “Such a serious question.” You deadpan.
He doesn’t smile. “I mean it. You’re smart, funny, beautiful, and… I don’t know, you’ve got this… thing.”
“I’ve got a thing?”
He gives you a small smile. “Like you know exactly what you want. And it’s damn attractive.”
You pause, a piece of bread halfway to your mouth.
“Wow,” you say. “I think that’s the nicest thing anyone’s ever said to me over eggs and toast.”
Jack chuckles, but his eyes stay on yours. “Still waiting on the answer, though.”
You take your time answering. Spread a little more jam, chew thoughtfully, anything to delay the way your heart’s pounding in your chest.
You take a deep breath, letting yourself open up a little. “I guess…” you start slowly, setting your knife down. “Most guys say I’m too much. They like the flirting and everything, but when things actually become real… they kinda just want the flirty and sarcastic me.”
There’s a beat of silence between you. Jack’s still looking at you—he’s known to have a staring problem, and now you see why. You won’t lie, there’s a part of you that wonder if Jack would be one of those guys. If he just wanted the flirting, non-commital chase. Maybe he’d rather pretend none of this happened when you’re back in your regular, ER lives. The thought scares you a little more than you’d like to admit.
You add, a little lighter, “Besides, you think I’ve got guys lined up just because I can make a joke and wear a dress without a bra?”
Jack’s smirk returns, but his voice stays low. “No. I think guys like the idea of a challenge—and then punish you for having standards. I think you’ve been waiting for someone who actually sees you. Not just the version they want you to be.”
You pause. His words hit harder than you expect.
“Maybe.” You say. “It’s hard to find a man like that.”
“Not as hard as you think.” Jack simply says.
You sit with his words for a moment longer, chewing on your lip.
Then, maybe a little shyly, maybe to level the playing field, you ask, “Can I ask you something?”
Jack nods, already know what you’re going to ask.
“Why are you single?” you ask, tilting your head. “You’re handsome, funny, albeit a little annoying…” you add, smiling, “That should’ve landed you someone by now.”
It’s not a teasing question, not really. You already know about his past—about the wife he lost, even if you never asked for details. But you’ve always wondered. Jack could’ve had anyone. So why… no one?
Jack’s smile fades—not completely, but just enough for you to notice. His gaze drops to his coffee, thumb brushing over the rim of the mug. “I think I just stopped looking for a while.”
You nod, quietly.
“And when I did start again…” He trails off for a second, fingers tapping lightly against his mug. “No one really felt right. Not in the way that makes me want to stay. Or try.”
“And are you?” You regret the moment that left your mouth so quickly.
“Am I what?”
Too late to back out now. “Looking for someone.”
He holds your gaze a second too long. “Yeah.”
And suddenly, breakfast doesn’t feel so light anymore.
The pool is a little crowded, but it wasn’t bad. Some kids are in the pool playing, adults are on the other side just enjoying the warm water. Jack comes back from the bathroom already shirtless, ready to soak in.
“Try not to stare too much.” He whispers to you.
“You’re the one with a staring problem.” You bump his shoulder before going to change.
Jack watches you go, running a hand through his hair. His mind drifts—Are you? Looking for someone? Your question keeps looping in his head.
God, the number of times he’s almost asked you out is countless. He’s been drawn to you since Shen’s “congrats-you-made-attending” party, when you both downed ten drinks in the booth and you told him everything. You might not remember all of it, but he remembers every second. How you laughed without holding back. How you leaned on his shoulder like it meant something. How your eyes lit up when you talked about what you loved—he hasn’t stopped thinking about it since.
There’s a glow in you that he wants to protect. Feed. Watch grow brighter.
But he always holds himself back. Because he’s scared if you think he might be too old for you. Not anymore. This weekend sums it up. He’s going to ask you out by the end of the week. By tomorrow.
As he watches you walk back to him, his resolve almost breaks right there. Because now he’s seeing you, in a glaring red bikini, making your way to him and time seems to slow down, it’s like he’s watching Baywatch. He has to swallow the saliva pooling in his mouth.
“Try not to stare too much.” You tease him.
He groans audibly into you, his head resting on your shoulder. “You’re trying to kill me.”
“I would never.” You fake a gasp.
You go into the water first before Jack follows. You thought Jack would be a little uncomfortable, with everyone looking at him for a longer second, some even doing a double-take because of his leg, but he seems fine with it.
You, on the other hand, seem to be glaring at everyone who looks at him a certain way or whispers after.
“Don’t worry.” Jack chuckles, “I’m used to it.”
“Doesn’t make it right.” You mutter.
He smiles at that. The water’s not too deep, so you just stand on the side, watching kids splash water around each other, some are crying, and you glance at Jack.
“You ever want kids?”
Jack turns to you, the corners of his mouth twitching before he gives an honest answer. “Used to. Not anymore. Not really. You?”
You shrug. “I only want it if my partner really wants it. Our jobs don’t exactly make it easy to have family.”
He snorts. “Spot on.”
You lean back a little, water sloshing softly around you as a kid cannonballs nearby. Jack lifts an eyebrow at the splash, brushing droplets off his face.
“I honestly think I’d be a bad parent.” You admit. “I wouldn’t know what to do if my kid is misbehaving.”
He sucks in a breath, “Well, seeing how you are in the ER… I don’t think the kid would even think about misbehaving.”
“Hey!” You hit him lightly and Jack laughs.
“Kidding.” He smiles, “I think you’d be a great mom. You’re strict, but you care.”
You roll your eyes. “Sure. You flirt like this with all your co-workers?”
And so the game continues.
“Only the ones I like.” He smirks. “And what’s your excuse for this red, hot bikini?”
You raise a brow, trying not to show how fast your heart is beating. “This one? It’s just red. Nothing special. Why? You like it?”
Jack’s eyes flick down, then back up. “I think that bikini’s not helping me stay on my best behavior.”
And then he turns away like he didn’t just say the most distracting thing in the world, pushing off the wall and floating backward lazily.
You’re left with your mouth gaping again, and a scoff leaves your lips.
It’s still a tie.
It’s been a few hours and now you’re lounging by the pool bar, nursing a margarita, watching over the crowd and Jack, a good few feet away, reading his book. You’re practically ogling him, and you’re pretty sure he knows you’re looking, because he just flexes his arm and puts it behind his head—you scoff. The gall.
But you’re not the only to notice, so it seems. One woman, decides to sit next to him—in your supposed chair—and starts talking to him. You frown, but would also like to see how it’ll play out.
She says something to him and Jack only gives her a curt, polite smile. Never says anything more than 4 words. And you don’t know why, but you feel like saying “that’s my man” when he technically isn’t.
That’s until she laughs a little too hard at something he didn’t even say and lands her hand on his arm. A little too close to his chest. So, fine, you’ll have to teach her a lesson.
You make your way to Jack and that woman. He’s sitting upright now, clearly trying to get away from the conversation. You step out of the pool dripping wet and place your hand on Jack’s shoulder, bringing his attention to you.
You don’t give him time to react, you just kiss him. Deeply. And Jack gasps a little before returning the fervor. You finally pull away first.
“I’m gonna head up to shower.” You say loud enough for the woman to overhear, “You wanna join me, baby?”
Jack swallows thickly, not expecting that, but abruptly stands up and follows you out of the pool area. You can only hear that woman scoff and groan while you grin, walking away with Jack holding your hand.
The second the elevator doors close behind you, Jack exhales sharply. He turns to you, trapping you with his arms. “You really committed to the bit,” he mutters, a half-laugh escaping him.
You grin, still dripping a little, your towel thrown over one shoulder. “You looked like you needed saving.”
“She was two seconds away from asking if I wanted to do a tequila shot in the hot tub.”
“Would you have said yes?”
Jack’s gaze flicks to you. “Not when I have you walking toward me looking like that.”
You tilt your head, playful. “So you were watching me.”
He smirks. “You weren’t exactly subtle yourself.”
Jack leans in a little, wanting to taste more of your honey, but the elevator dings and the doors open, and he groans. Terrible timing.
Back in the room, you go straight to the shower, and Jack lets out a quiet disappointed sigh, knowing he’d missed his chance of kissing you again. But that’s until you clear your throat, catching his attention from the bathroom.
He turns his head, watches as you only poke your head out from one side of the door. You have a playful smile on your lips as you put your hand out, revealing your red bikini—off, and dropped on the ground. You’re stark naked behind that wall, and the door’s wide open.
Jack’s jaw drops.
“Offer still stands, Jack.” You wink at him, and Jack’s never ran so fast in his life.
The bathroom’s already fogging up from the steam by the time Jack steps in, the door clicking shut behind him. You’re already under the spray, water gliding over your skin like something out of his wildest dreams.
He swallows, hard.
You tilt your head toward him, your smile gentler now, more real. “You coming in, Doctor?”
Jack doesn’t answer. He just pulls down his shorts, wanting to join you fast, and when he finally steps in, he looks at you for a minute. Like he’s trying to remember every curve, every dip, every supple flesh—and his hands finally touch your waist.
The heat of the water is nothing compared to the heat in your chest when he touches you.
Jack mutters against your neck, kissing your skin like he’s starving. “You have no idea what you do to me.”
You hum, arms around his neck, pulling him impossibly close, bare chests touching. “Oh I think I do.”
His mouth crashes into yours, all tongue and teeth. His hands roam down your back, gripping your ass, pressing you against him—and there’s no pretending now. No flirting for show. Just the hunger of two people who’ve been dancing around this for far too long.
Your back hits the tiled wall, water raining down between heated kisses and wandering hands. You moan into his mouth, and he swallows it like a man who’s been dying of thirst.
You can feel his length standing proudly against your stomach and you moan.
“God, you’re beautiful,” he breathes, forehead pressed against yours. “You know that?”
You smile, breathless, and then a flashback of this morning plays in your mind. You bury your head in his neck, groaning.
“What?” He asks. “Something wrong?”
“No—nothing.” You say, still slightly avoiding his eyes.
Jack frowns, a little worried. “Sweetheart. Tell me.”
“It’s stupid, it’s just—” You sigh in defeat. “I… may have touched myself this morning thinking of you. Right here.”
Oh?
An amused smile quickly replaces Jack’s expression. A raised brow. And now a smirk. “Yeah?”
You nod shamelessly.
“Show me.”
“..Huh?”
“Show me how you touched yourself.”
You blink a few times. You’re trapped between Jack and the wall, with no escape.
“Go on.” He encourages and you close your eyes, biting your lip as you repeat what you did this morning.
One hand on your breast, the other on your clit. And you feel so shy now. Because he’s watching you, watching as you play with yourself, legs slightly apart to finger yourself, and because you know he wants you to beg.
The figure eights aren’t working for you. Your eyes search for his as your free hand grips his wrist.
“Jack, please, I—”
He hums, “What’s that, sweetheart?”
You let out a breath. “I… I can’t cum like this. I—I need you. Please, Jack—”
He smiles, kissing you once more before bringing his own hands to your core. It’s wet and sloppy, and he knows he’d have no trouble fucking you right now but he wants to take his time.
So he kisses your neck, toys with your breasts, pinches your nipples in better ways than you imagined as he basks in all your moans and whines.
He finally reaches where you want him most, and you jolt in surprise when you feel his fingers rubbing your clit. His calloused fingers are rougher than you expected, and you welcome it warmly.
He puts in one finger into your core and you gasp, maintaining eye contact as Jack watches you crumble before him. “You’re doing so good for me, princess.”
Fuck him and his pet names. You bite your lip. It makes you feel things.
He pumps his finger a few times before adding a second and you moan loudly, feeling the stretch that is oh so good. “This how you imagined me?” He asks.
You hum, nodding your head. “Yeah… Just like this—ah fuck, Jack…” You call out his name when he hits the right spot.
You moan as he pumps his fingers, thumb circling your clit with practiced, devastating skill. You’re barely holding yourself up, legs trembling, breaths choppy and uneven. He kisses you again, swallowing your cries as he fucks you with his fingers, relentless, until you’re falling apart in his arms.
You fall over the edge, body shaking, clutching him like you’ll drown without him. He holds you through it, fingers slowing until your legs can steady again.
“That’s a good girl…”
You think your lips must be bruised by now. Jack is looking at you like he’s trying to coax out another orgasm, but you shake your head.
“Want you… please.”
He groans, “You keep asking me so nicely like that, and how can I say no?”
And when he finally lifts your leg around his hip and you feel the hard length of him press against you, you realize just how big he is.
“Having second thoughts?” He asks.
“Fuck no.” You tell him. “You’re just… so big.”
Jack chuckles. “You’ll be able to take it. Won’t you?”
You whimper as he pushes his tip in.
“That’s it…” He coaxes, “My good girl.”
You pant when he finally bottoms out inside you. He’s practically splitting you open.
“Feel that, baby?” Jack says, his hand rubbing your lower belly. “I’m all the way in there.”
You never took Jack as a dirty talker, but you love it.
“So deep, Jack—” Your breath hitches when he finally moves his hips, snapping up sharply.
You kiss him desperately, biting his lower lip, your cries muffled into his mouth.
You grip his back, dragging your nails down as he thrusts into you again—and again—slow at first, then harder, deeper, as your bodies find the rhythm you’ve craved.
He fucks you with purpose, with heat, with every ounce of restraint he’s been clinging to. His hips snap against yours, your bodies slick and hot, your name falling from his lips like a broken record.
Your moans echo off the tile, drowned slightly by the water still rushing above you.
He slips out of you for a second, turning you around to press you up against the wall, before gripping your hips, slamming back inside you from a new angle, and you gasp, because he’s much deeper now, and you feel him more. Especially with his balls slapping against your clit with every single thrust.
“You feel so good,” he pants. “Squeezing me so tight—”
“Jack—oh my God—Jack—”
“That’s it,” he murmurs, his hand reaching for your shoulder, pulling you back. “Let go for me, baby.”
Your second orgasm comes hard, clenching around him with a sharp cry, body writhing in pleasure as your vision flashes white. Jack groans, burying his face into your neck as he follows, spilling deep inside you with a shudder and a hoarse growl of your name.
You moan, feeling him twitch inside you and filling you up. It’s warm, and you keep pushing back against him, wanting more of his cum.
“Fuck, you like that, don’t you?” He grins, one hand on your throat as you lean back onto him. You only bite your lip return.
Jack whispers a ‘Jesus’ and hugs your waist, pressing a kiss on your shoulder.
He pulls out of you and you whine from the loss, feeling him drip out of you and down to your thighs. Jack groans at the sight.
You both breathe, hearts hammering, water cooling.
Jack kisses your temple. Then your cheek. Then your lips, slower this time.
By the time you’ve finished showering, it’s already 3:30PM. You only have about 30 minutes to get ready because Amy needs you to help her.
Jack helps you dry your hair while you do your makeup, casually brushing through the strands with a towel as if he’s done it a hundred times. It’s domestic. And if you didn’t already feel dizzy from what happened earlier, this would’ve done it.
You slip into your dress—a deep emerald green satin that hugs and flows in all the right places, held up by two delicate straps that run down your back. It’s timeless. Quietly stunning. And the moment Jack sees you in it, he lets out a quiet breath, adjusting the cuffs of his shirt like it’s the only way to stop his hands from reaching for you.
You catch his eyes in the mirror just before he steps up behind you, his hands finding your waist.
“Is everything you own made of silk?” He hums, lips brushing just below your ear.
“Satin,” You correct, “But no, just this and yesterday’s nightie.”
He groans softly into your neck, “Don’t remind me.”
You laugh. “I have to go earlier to help Amy. I’ll see you in the garden?”
Jack nods. “Want me to go with you?”
“It’s okay,” You assure him, “Probably some girl stuff.”
He hesitates, then nods again. You press a kiss to his cheek and start to walk away—but his fingers catch your wrist, stopping you mid-step.
“Wait,” Jack says. His voice is quieter this time, a little uncertain. “Can we talk? Tonight?”
You pause. You know exactly what he means. This isn’t pretend anymore—it hasn’t been for a while now. And even if there’s a chance he might tell you this was all a mistake… you don’t think that’s what he’s going to say.
You hold his gaze. “Yeah,” you say softly. “Of course we can talk.”
He exhales, relief flashing in his eyes, and lets your hand go. You walk to the door.
But before you can leave, he calls after you one last time.
“You look beautiful.”
You wink at him before closing the door.
Turns out Amy needs help getting dressed. Her stylist is busy retouching her makeup—because she bawled earlier—and now your mission is to use as many tide pens as it takes to erase the smudges she left on her dress.
“Oh my God,” Amy mutters, fanning her face with both hands. “I can’t believe I made a huge mess of myself.”
You chuckle, dabbing at the fabric. “It’s your wedding, girl. Tears are part of the dress code.”
“Don’t even say the W-word,” she hisses. “Talk about something else. Quick. Or the waterworks are coming again.”
“Uh—okay, what do you want me to talk about?” You panic, attacking another mascara stain.
“You and Jack.” She grabs your wrist. “Distract me with how you fell in love with him. Give me the juicy details.”
You blink.
Shit.
“Well… I…” You gulp. “I guess it started when I transferred. Like two years ago.”
It’s not a lie—you’ve had a crush on Jack practically since day one. The man’s competent, confident, funny as hell. Checks all the boxes. And when he calls you by your first name in that deep voice of his? Game over. “He made me feel like I had a high school crush again.”
“That’s it?” Amy stares at you flatly, “Give me more details! Where’s the tea??”
You groan, finally caving. “Okay, okay. I fainted once, and he caught me in his arms.”
Her jaw drops. “Like a princess?”
“Yeah, except covered in blood,” you laugh. “It was one of those marathon shifts. I’d just finished doing CPR on a guy, barely slept, barely ate—next thing I know, lights out. And Jack—he just broke my fall and carried me to the on-call room like it was nothing.”
A chorus of soft “awwws” breaks out in the room from Amy’s mom, cousin, and stylist.
You roll your eyes. “Relax. He probably did it out of duty. He’s my attending. Professional courtesy.”
Just then, you hear a loud voice from the hallway.
“Jack!” Harry calls from just outside the room. The door is slightly ajar.
Your entire body goes stiff. You whip your head to Amy, wide-eyed. “Do you think he heard all of that?”
Amy winces. “Would it make you feel better if I said no?”
Fuck. It’s not a huge deal, it’s just… a little silly. A little secret you hope Jack would never know because then he’d know you’ve had a thing for him for years now.
Amy finally walks down the aisle, her father giving her away. The garden is glowing—fairy lights strung between trees, blooms in every shade of pinks and whites, and soft mist curling along the grass like something out of a dream.
You’re standing next to Jack, having met him by the garden after helping Amy get ready. You’re not sure if he heard your whole fainting confession from outside her room, but if he did, he’s been polite enough not to bring it up.
Now, as the guests settle into their seats, watching Amy and Harry at the altar, Jack places a hand gently on your knee. You rest yours on top of his without thinking.
And when your best friend starts her vows—shaky but glowing with joy—you feel the tears build up. Jack silently hands you a folded handkerchief.
“God,” you whisper with a watery laugh, dabbing at your eyes. “You’re so old.”
“You like me old.” He whispers back.
The ceremony ends beautifully—vows exchanged, cheers rising, a kiss under the canopy of lights. Soon, everyone begins drifting toward the ballroom for food, drinks, and dancing.
You’re at the bar by yourself, sipping your second margarita, watching Amy spin around the dance floor in Harry’s arms. She looks completely happy. The kind of happy you hope stays forever.
“Amy’s best friend, right?” You hear someone beside you. “I’m Jackson. A friend of Harry’s.”
You squint for a moment before shaking his hand. “Avery?”
“Guilty.” He smiles. “How’d you know?”
“I’ve seen you on the news. And your mother. And grandfather.”
Jackson hums. “Figures.”
You nod. “How do you know Harry?”
“We went to the same med school.” He says and glances at your drink, “I take it you love margaritas?”
“Gee, what gave it away?”
He laughs, “Well you were drinking one earlier today too. By the pool.”
You narrow your eyes slightly. Is he flirting with you? “Oddly observant, aren’t you?”
“No,” He denies, “You just make quite the impression. Hard to miss.”
Okay he is flirting.
You raise a brow, amused, and you glance over your shoulder. Jack’s across the room, just finished talking to some people, and now he’s weaving through the crowd, eyes locked on you with a slightly furrowed brow.
“Boyfriend?” Jackson asks.
“Yep.” You say without hesitation.
“Darn.”
“You didn’t see how I was making out with him by the pool?”
Jackson smiles, shrugging. “My mind must’ve been elsewhere.”
“Well,” he says, already stepping back, “I should go before he decides to break my nose.”
You smirk. “Nice meeting you, Jackson.”
“You too.” He gives you a nod before disappearing into the crowd.
Just then, Jack reaches you, sliding a hand to your lower back like he’s staking a claim. You lean into him, pleased. And just a little smug.
“Hi,” He smiles.
“There you are.” You smile back.
He offers you his hand. “Dance with me.”
You blink, caught off guard. Jack Abbot dances? But you take his hand without question, letting him lead you to the floor just as a soft, slow cover of The Way You Look Tonight drifts through the speakers.
“Didn’t know you dance, Jack.”
Jack pulls you in gently, one hand resting on your bare lower back, the other folding around yours. Your free hand finds his shoulder. You breathe in the clean scent of him—his cologne and something you can only describe as him—and try not to melt into him entirely.
“Only with the right person,” he replies, voice quiet near your ear.
Your cheeks flush. You hope he doesn’t feel how fast your heart’s beating.
“So,” He starts casually, “Jackson Avery, huh?”
You let out a soft laugh, shaking your head. “Jealous?”
Jack shrugs, “A little.”
Your eyes flicker up to him, surprised. No man would ever admit that so easily—have themselves be vulnerable in front of a woman like that. It makes you feel warm inside, the thought that Jack can be protective of you because another man was flirting with you.
“I’d understand,” Jack says, a little dejected. “He’s a lot younger, more handsome, definitely rich—”
“—I shoo-ed him away.” You cut his sentence.
Jack raises a brow. “Why’s that?”
You mimic his shrug, trying not to smile too much. “I have a boyfriend.”
And he grins, a genuinely happy smile that makes your heart skip a beat.
You rest your head lightly against Jack’s shoulder, eyes fluttering closed for a moment as the music sways through you both.
“So should we rip off the band-aid now?” You daringly ask.
He chuckles under his breath, the vibration soft against your cheek. “If you want to.”
You pull back just slightly so you can see him.
He lifts his gaze to yours, steady and warm.
“This weekend,” you say, your voice quiet but clear, “it’s not just pretend. Right?”
“No,” he says simply. “I…I don’t know how to say this without sounding like a sap,” he admits. “But I want to be with you. In every sense of the word. I want to make you laugh, be there when you cry, I want… I want everything with you.”
Your heart trips over itself, but your smile is calm.
“Me too.” You don’t hesitate. “I want all of it with you, Jack.”
He exhales, like he’s finally letting go of something he’s been holding onto for a long time. Then he leans in and kisses you, soft and slow and full of promise. When he pulls back, your lips are still tingling, and you hum at the loss.
For a second, you both just look at each other, breath mingling.
“So…” Jack tilts his head with a teasing smile, “you’ve had a crush on me since you transferred?”
“Ugh,” You try to hide your face in his chest. “So you were eavesdropping??”
“By accident,” he says quickly, laughing. “I was just looking for you.”
You squint. “Missed me that much, huh?”
Jack leans in, brushing his nose against yours. “Don’t blame me. I can’t get enough of you.”
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So apparently SSRIs is a thing. Im suffering my tummy hurts. Thank you midwest for giving us a heat wave!
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Grieving is a new challenge in me. My emotions are out of wack. My creepy uncle passed away Thursday and im trying to figure out my feelings. I feel depressed and I could cry at any given moment. Everything irritates me where I lash out in anger. I thought the crying was a one and done deal. Im crying
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Antiquers I need some help! I found this what looks like a hazmat suit. But it says: SUIT; FLYING. ANTI-EXPOSER USAF. Im guessing its some sort of airforce uniform or what not. I found this at the antique mall in Elizabeth, IL

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Sizzling Heat (18+)
Request: Taming the Flame was really sooo hot ! 🥵 I loved it !
How here I am requesting a continuation for it maybe where their shift ends and he immediately takes her home with him, having another sexy time (maybe even while taking a shower together) and this time he doesn't need her to be quiet ? 🙊😉
Pairings: Kelly Severide x Paramedic!Reader
Warnings: smut, fluff
First Installment: Taming the Flame
Second Installment: Sizzling Heat
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A/N: @gunsandguardians and @imagine-all-the-fandoms I hope you're prepared for some Kelly Severide smut....
The end of the shift was finally here and you were ready to head home and get into bed. “Sooo, you got any plans tonight?” Gabby asked, smirking and nudging you as you changed out of your uniform and into regular clothes. You rolled your eyes but couldn't help but smirk.
“I don't know what you're talking about.” You said
“Sure. It's not like you tamed the flame to a sizzling heat.” She said and you felt yourself go warm. You picked up your bag ready to head and so was following suit. As you walked out of the changing room you ran into Kelly, literally ran into him.
“Oof.” You said as his hands shot out to steady you and you looked up.
“Well, hello there.” He said
“Hi.” You said completely forgetting that Gabby was with you and smirking.
“I'll leave you two alone.” She said making herself known, smirking and nudging you and you flipped her off. She just laughed and walked off.
“So, you got plans?” He asked and you returned your gaze to him.
“I was planning to go home and crawl into bed.” You said and he shook his head.
“Nope you're coming home with me and we're going to take a shower together...” He said moving closer to you backing you into the way and he moved his face close to yours. You could feel his breath hitting your face and smell his cologne mixed with smoke from the calls that he hadn't washed off, it made you weak in the knees. “and you know what?” He asked breath tickling the shell of your ear.
“What?” You asked breathlessly.
“You won't have to be quiet.” He said and you thought your knees were weak before but you all about collapsed if he wasn't holding you up. He nipped your earlobe as he stood up when he heard footsteps walking your way.
“You two heading home?” Boden asked and you looked over at him and nodded not trusting your voice.
“Yes, sir. We are.” Kelly said for the both of you.
“Good you both deserve your 3 days off. You both worked hard.” He said and then was walking off and Kelly was turning towards you.
“I'll meet you at my place?” He asked and you simply nodded and he smirked. He knew what he was doing and he knew that he could rile you up by saying just the simplest things and damn was he good at it.
“Yes.” You said and he smiled and nodded and headed out. You stood there for a few minutes before following him. You got into your car and followed behind him. Clothes be damned you weren't going to be leaving his apartment for the three days and you weren't going to want to and to be honest Kelly wasn't going to let you. Well at least not until you were fucked out and satisfied and you knew you would be by what pleasure he gave you in his quarters.
It wasn’t even 5 minutes and you were pulled into a parking spot by this truck and the both of you were getting out at the same time. You grabbed your bag that actually had a few clean clothes left in it but you had a feeling that you wouldn’t be in them or at bare minimum and you had a feeling that you would be wearing a lot of Kelly’s clothing. Kelly met you in front of your car and he gently grabbed your face but he smashed his lips hard against you and kissed you with so much passion and fire that it was knocking the breath out of you and making you weak in the knees. You answered his kiss with the same passion and fire and you only stopped when you felt a drop of rain fall on you. “Let’s get inside so I can make you scream and you can let everyone know who is pleasuring you.” He said in a low voice. The things he was saying to you was just building up the need for him.
“What are you waiting for?” You asked and he smirked.
“Fuck you shouldn’t have said that.” He said as he took your hand and hurriedly walked through the parking lot as soon as you stepped into the building the rain started to pour. He quickly rushed you both to the elevator and he aggressively pushed it, thankfully it was already on the lobby floor and as soon as the door opened, he was pulling you in, pressing the button for his floor and trapping your body against his and the wall. Bags falling to the ground. He was quick to attack your lips with a feverish kiss with one hand on the side of your head and the other holding your waist. When air was needed, he pulled away but his head was going into your neck as his hand that was on your face went to the wall to stabilize himself. You moved your head to give him better access and your eyes closed.
“Kels.” You moaned and let out a little yelp when he nipped your neck but then he was soothing it with his tongue which had you moaning louder and he smirked. The elevator suddenly stopped and the elevator opened and you two were quick to pull away and he was quick to stand next you. His elderly neighbor 6 doors down, Mrs. Wilder, got in.
“Kelly! It's so nice to see you.” She said and he smiled.
“Hello, Mrs. Wilder. We just got off work and we're spending time together.” He said and then she realized that you were standing there next to him.
“Oh, hi dear! I'm so sorry, I didn't introduce myself! I'm Anna Wilder. I live next to Kelly.” She said and you waved at her shyly.
“It's nice to meet you. I'm Y/N.” You said. Thankfully the ride wasn't much longer and before you knew it the doors were opening. Kelly picked up both of your bags and the three of you headed to his apartment while Mrs. Wilder went to hers. As soon as you were in you were being pushed against the door and he was kissing you and you followed suit. Teeth were clashing together as tongues battled for dominance. “Shower.” You said into his lips.
“Jump.” He said and you did so and he walked you towards his bedroom and into the bathroom. He sat you on the counter and left you there you whined but he ignored you as he turned his shower to warm. Then he was bringing his attention back to you, kissing you. He grabbed the hem of your shirt and you nodded into the kiss and he was taking your shirt off and he only broke the kiss to do so. After he took off your shirt, he began to kiss you again and still continued to do so while he took off your pants leaving you only in your bra and underwear. Your hands went to his hips and you pulled him closer when he was close you worked on getting his belt buckle undone and his pants along with his underwear pushed down which he helped kick off. He took off his shirt and he bared to you and you hand went to his cock and started to jerk him off.
“Shower.” You murmured against his lips as you continued to jerk him off.
“But I love kissing you here.” He said pulling away to look at you in your eyes.
“I do too but I would like for you to make me scream.” You said and his pupils dilated even more than they were. You were quick to shed your bra and underwear and the two of you were jumping into the shower more like he was carrying you into the shower under the steaming water, warmth instantly hitting you and you moaned. Kelly gently sat you down and held you until you were secure on your feet and then he was kissing your neck and backing you against the wall. He ran his hands up and down your body until one of his hands got to where you needed him the most. He ran his fingers through your slick folds and made you moan. “Fuck, Baby. Keep that up.” You moaned again he bit your neck and you yelped but then he was soothing it with his tongue.
“I plan on it.” He said and slipped two thick digits into your entrance and you couldn’t contain your moan and he smirked. “That’s right, Baby. Let everyone know that I’m making you feel this good.” He said and moved his fingers in and out of you at a slow steady pace and it was making you see stars especially when he curled his fingers and hit your g-spot just right. His other hand came up and caressed one of your breasts and you couldn’t contain your moans. You knew he could make you feel good from your time in his quarters but this was a whole new level.
“Fuck me!” You shouted
“Who is making you feel this good?” He asked as he varied his speed, pumping his fingers in and out of you.
“You are.” You moaned and he gave a sharp thrust and you yelped.
“Say my name.” He said practically growling “Let everyone know.” He added.
“Kelly Severide is making me feel this good!” You said and he smirked.
“Good girl.” He said and that had you coming on his fingers. “Oh, I know now what turns you on.” He said, smirking again as you were coming down from your high. You watched him as he pulled his fingers out coated in your juices and brought them up his mouth and sucked on them until they were clean and you about came again right then and there.
“I need you Kels.” You said almost hoarsely and you knew by the time he was done with you that you were going to be hoarse.
“Your wish is my command.” He said as hiked your leg onto his hip and he guided his rock-hard cock that was leaking precum to your entrance. He pushed into you as the water gently washed over the two of you like a welcoming waterfall. As he pushed into you your eyes rolled into the back of your head and it fell to the back of the shower and you let out a pornographic moan. You knew he was big but it seemed like he had gotten bigger from the station to his apartment.
“Fuck me, Kelly!” You yelled out not being quiet in the least bit as he bottomed out.
“That's right, Baby. Don’t be quiet. Let me hear that beautiful voice.” He said as he started to move once again stretching you and hitting you in all the right places. The bathroom and the shower were filled with steam both coming from the both of you and the heat of the shower.
“Feels so good!” You moaned out as he thrusted in and out of you.
“You’re making me feel good. Squeezing me so tight.” He moaned into your neck as he kissed, nipped, and licked you.
“I’m not going to last.” You moaned loudly.
“Let it all out. Don’t hold back.” He said as he quickened his pace to an almost brutal pace but it was a welcomed pace. He grabbed your other leg and squeezed it and you got the hint and braced yourself on the slippery wall as he lifted you so he was holding all your weight. You wrapped your arms around his neck and buried your head into his neck. He continued to thrust into you and make you moan and shout and he didn’t care who heard his mission was to make you feel good.
“FUCK! I’M GONNA COME!” You cried out as you came
“I’m right behind you.” He said as you squeezed him making him cum painting your walls white for the second time that day. You buried your head into his neck and breathed heavily as you both came down from the high. He gently pulled out of you as he set you down cum was slowly dripping down but it was being washed away by the water. Both of you were worn out and neither of you said a word as you both washed each other until you were clean then he was turning the shower off and was toweling you off.
“I love you.” You whispered not trusting your used voice to be any louder.
“I love you too.” He said as he held you for a few minutes and then the both of you were stepping out of the shower in towels. “Stay right there.” He said as he disappeared from the steamed-up bathroom. He soon returned in boxers and an extra pair and then one of his shirts and handed them to you. You slowly put the boxers on and then the shirt which came down to your knees.
“How do I look?” You asked, smiling as he looked you up and down.
“Absolutely beautiful. You need to wear my clothing more often.” He said as he put a hand on your face and rubbed your cheek. “Come on, let's go cuddle on the couch and then I’ll throw in a pizza.” He said and you nodded. He took your hand and started to lead you out into the living room. He made you sit as he threw the pizza in and then he was coming to join you. You instantly cuddled into him and he pulled you into him and he turned on the TV. Neither of you said a word as you embraced each other and neither made a move to get up until he had to get the pizza out. He came back with a couple of beers which were already opened and handed you one as he sat the pizza on the coffee table in front of you. He resumed his position and so did you. As you ate and drank your thoughts kept coming back to Kelly and how good he made you feel more importantly jealous Kelly means jealousy sex that was wonderful.
Throughout the weekend there was plenty of sex going on and little clothing was worn. You also didn’t have to be quiet either there had been a few times Mrs. Wilder came by and asked if everything was ok and you had to tell you were as your cheeks burned bright red and Kelly was smirking. It was a really good thing that Chad had taken you home and came to the station. If it wasn’t for him, you wouldn’t be here with the man of your dreams. You would really have to thank him the next time you saw him. You loved Kelly and he loved you. You just wished you both had expressed your love for one another sooner especially when you knew the sex with him would be this good but now you had each other and weren’t going to let each other go anytime soon.
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Pissing people off since 2021 (apparently I piss off alot of the "newer" lift driver cause I'm a year ahead of experience from them.)
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I need your help!! So coming back from TN we stop for breakfast at a Dennys/ Flying J (dad prefers flying js over any truck stop) I find a Rip Wheeler shirt cannot find it anywhere online. Unfortunately at the truck stop they only had largess im a XL. Please help me find this!!

#rip wheeler x reader#cole hauser x reader#cole hauser#rip wheeler#flying j#t shirt#t shirt design#help me find this
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The little things in life that make you happy! This is my 4th grade teacher and my mom. He was so helpful, he helped me in ways no teacher could of done. Whether if it was going in early to help me with my math or just mentally. I look back on my 4th grade year with him and I'll never forget the quirkey things he has done. Thank Mr Urbain!!
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Me but with sweet corn

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#funny shit#jokes#meme#lol#hilarious#funny post#funny stuff#humor#funny#funny memes#sweet corn#nom nom nom
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Anyone else has drainage in there ears and they start coughing due to the flem?
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Last night we hot spanked with severe weather. Had to go in the basement due to straight line winds. The wind clocked in around where i live 102 to 108 mph. So the grill was up against the deck. The wind moved it
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You get a letter from your new pen pal... Phillip Graves

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I guess you can say we drove through the Mississippi River.
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After a long hot day at work yes please 🤌🏻
I love laying on the floor :) who else loves laying on the floor? I love laying on the floor :)
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