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Eyes

Reflecting the self in each gaze exchanged.

The High

This phase, it felt like a thrill ride, a rollercoaster of highs and lows. Wasting time, money, and health for fleeting moments of euphoria. Despite knowing it wasn’t good for me, I couldn’t resist the allure of escape it provided. It’s where I confronted my demons, staring them down in the haze of smoke.

The Woke

Falling into the trap of false enlightenment, chasing after trends and superficial knowledge. Hours lost to mindless scrolling, seeking validation in virtual echoes. Amidst the noise, there were glimmers of self-improvement, moments of growth fueled by genuine curiosity and self-reflection.

The Blind

Watching life unfold before my eyes, witnessing the triumphs and tragedies of those around me. Turning a blind eye towards the warning signs, missing opportunities to learn and grow. It’s a phase marked by regret and missed chances, a sobering reminder of the importance of paying attention and seizing the moment.

The Real

As I journeyed through life’s ebbs and flows, I came to embrace a more grounded perspective. Shedding the illusions of wishful thinking, I recognized the importance of staying true to myself and avoiding toxic influences. This phase marked a conscious effort to prioritize self-discipline and personal growth, understanding that genuine success requires resilience, determination, and a clear-eyed view of reality.

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The perverted mandala of lust.

The perverted mandala of lust is a mandala visually depicting a "gang-bang" in a kaleidoscopic fashion. from the phallic emissions seen in the outskirts of the mandala, to the never ending penetration between penises, vaginas and breasts. there's also mutation seen between all sexual organs found in both the female and male sex.

This metamorphosis can potentially allude to the modern times or the newly "invented" genders founded by science and expression. this transmutation is also seen in the outskirts of the drawing where organs which resembles breasts and buttocks are intentionally merged.

This merge is intended to cater pleasure towards the phalluses present within the perverted mandala. the other merge present is seen from the testicles below the phallus, mutating to the labia and later on, the clitoris. this juxtaposition is intended to translate the highly sensitive erogenous zones found in men and woman alike. the same can be said with the frenulum and the clitoris as the mutation is also seen further within the drawing.

going a step deeper into this creative perversion, there is a back and forth sexual exchange present. this exchange shows a phallic organ penetrating the vagina whilst behind the phallus lies another, penetrating the newly mutated "testicle-labia-vagina".

lastly at the very depths, you'll notice that the above mentioned organs shrink in size which leads the viewer to lock eyes with a clenched anus present dead centre of the drawing. Reasons for this anus remaining intact is because it is the one organ found in all genders, and it is used for both bowel and sexual relief. why everything else is shrunk in size whilst making room for the anus is, according to a random internet search as well as casual pornography findings, it is quite evident that the anus has more surface area than the vagina when placed in a sexual setting. none of these finding were established via sexual practise within the organ placed in the centre of this drawing as it is a dead end for me.

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Personal Take

This mandala is a bizarre creation on my part. Apparently this is an artistic expression of debauchery, lust, promiscuity and desires of the flesh. in my opinion this feels like an over saturated take on such topics. This vicious circle of never-ending pleasure, was created while experimenting with beautiful mandala sketches. It started cute with the floral works, dots, geometry and flower doodles...but somewhere along the lines it transformed to nipples, breasts, butts, phalluses and bodily discharge. I saw myself take the wrong turn with this...yet I kept on pursuing it, like a curious wanderer in a horror movie. it still feels weird to me in a way. if someone were to ask me "why did you do this?" wearing a weird facial expression my answer will generally start with "I don't know but we here now" and end along the lines of "please don't judge me". Okay after reading the analysis and the end note, I hope you salvaged something from this without feeling any negative feels or anything uncomfortable for that matter. I have a question to ask at the end. is it weird to put this on a t-shirt? lol remember I said don't judge me.

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Become a ghost for 6 months.

Make everything your fault.

Find the beast within you.

Throw yourself into pain.

Cut out all the excuses.

Go all in on yourself.

Train like a warrior.

Work like a robot.

Eat like a king.

Reject vices.

Transform.

Upgrade.

Create.

Thrive.

Win.

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Dissapear

Grind

Self improve

Self master

Return

Surprise everyone

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I just want to be happi. I just want to be free.

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It would be so nice to be loved rn…sadly i gotta chase the bag instead

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Goodmorning. I’m so tired

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Victim 1: Z. This post is one of a series which features more on Facebook. Headlining posts like this (the first of many) will feature more on Facebook, so you better become my friend if you wanna see lol Z Zethembe, Upenyu Wakanaka. The prodigal son who returned. Bro, to start things off: everything that happened, had to happen, for this to happen. If you never leave i wouldn’t have drawn this, we wouldn’t have missed you. We wouldn’t have noticed your absence. You introduced me to the Soldiers of Art, that being the Amasosha Art Movement. You collected me into your journey, even though i am not your immediate “travel mate” in this journey called Life, but I am one of your many checkpoints bro. This is me watching over you as a fellow creative individual...or should i say, acknowledging and appreciating your existence as a fellow creative. Stay exploring the world, stay defining yourself, keep your narrative cohesive, for there is always someone watching. Attentively. Yours Creepily The Stalker✏️ ————————————————————— Z: Faber-Castell Pure Graphite 9B Pencil on A5 Paper 5hrs (yeah i took my time like the lil creep I am) Hope the world envy’s Victim 1 heheee😝😝😝 #art #illustration #creative #monday #graphite #instagood #insta #explore #bic #blackandwhite #greyscale #blackandgrey #drawing #draw #african #black #nubian #dreads #me #love #friends #facebook #create (at North Beach) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4KfrsLHlpW/?igshid=1pllw5fzjv0wq

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Phase 1: This is Raheem Kemet Craftsman. “With roots on Poetry and Spokenword...” read on why dont you😝...imma keep this one minimal. For your viewing pleasure... . . . .#raheemkemet #posterchallenge #gfxmob #designeveryday #artist #hiphop #sony #rapper #graphicdesign #design #postereveryday #flex #african #craftsman #craft #art #music #thefutur #familyman #afro #dreads #hype #epk #gfx #tbt #friends #family #brother #bigbro #follow #me (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvSTWhendw6/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1f3ya4p21ude3

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Rah: The Raheem kemet experiment One of many draft designs/experiments I’ve done for big bro @raheemkemet . Trial and error process towards narrowing the RK narrative...soon yal gonna see where the true direction of RK is at, right now just sketches...for now . . . . . #graphicdesign #alien #process #wip #trialanderror #africanscifi #rk #posterart #dps #gfxmob #creative #art #music #design #designgraphic #rapper #design #minimal #colour #explore #feature #instagood #creative #music #photoshop #illustrator #indesign #adobe #designindaba (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvFHhZmn-8a/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1d994wzsojgkr

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ONE @dribbble invite available for that underdog designer...you got one shot to win me over yal something fun, something conceptual, something punny 🤾🏾‍♂️🤾🏾‍♂️🤾🏾‍♂️🕳📸 Instructions on the recruit: 1. Follow @shxquille on @tumblr , @dribbble & @instagram 2. Drop a link of your body of work below (or in the DMs, anywhere im down👌🏾💆🏾‍♂️) 3. Mention your competition in this post to spice things up😝😝🔥🔥💪🏾💪🏾 Rookie of the year will be announced next Thursday, so hope you got them pushups on lock😝🔥 . . . . . #dribbble #design #invite #designer #photography #collaboration #invite #shot #adobeillustrator #graphicdesign @creativenestlings @10and5 #ui #ux #artist #explore #recruit #shxquille #creative #conceptart #abstract #me #you #colour #adobe #aftereffects #gfxmob #gfx (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu1LGfmHcNZ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ausibodivhxi

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90s Cry Baby💔☔️ Once again S/O to @kvssim_ on this one🔥 link in instastory 👀 more shxt to come soonsoon . . . #trackart #hiphop #graphicdesign #bars #90s #art #music #albumart #poster #design #bars #rapper #grind (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/Burf5ROn2Sz/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1tmf3rwbswev7

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LuiGEE - 90s Cry Baby Link in the instastory🤾🏾‍♂️🤾🏾‍♂️🤾🏾‍♂️🕳 Teaser vid of feels☔️ Track, Bars and feels by @kvssim_ Also KillingIt As LuiGEE. This is famo, this is my cuzzo, this is the collabo🔥🔥 shout outs to collaborations and new adventures 💪🏾💪🏾 . . . . . . #graphicdesign #art #trackart #90s #feels #mood #6lack #design #experiment #photoshop #typography #poster #promo #artist #designer #instagood #explore #sa #durban #muse #bars #hiphop @champagnepapi #drake @6lack #message (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/Buqm_42HfBq/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wyniv94rr42f

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LuiGEE - 90s Cry Baby Link in instastory🤾🏾‍♂️🤾🏾‍♂️🤾🏾‍♂️🕳 Track, Bars and feels by @kvssim_ Also Killingit As LuiGEE. This is cuzzo guys, this is family...young and eclectic. Shouts out to collaborations . . . . . #graphicdesign #collaboration #adobeillustrator #photoshop #bars #hiphop @6lack #typography #feels #90s #paper #posterchallenge #albumart #trackart #rapper #rap #cry #mood #love #lust #instagood #instagram #explore #family #design #you #me #durban #sa #031 #premierepro #multimedia #promo (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/Buqi5LdnD10/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=12awtyshi60ys

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FLEX (9/23) @rocky_schuller - Flex A humble conneck formed from the 031 to the 021 Grunge approach to fully represent the hustle n grind of Flexing in these streets. Shout out to collaboration shout outs to creativity shout outs to being humble👌🏾 Coming soon . . . . . #art #coverart #design #graphicdesign #trackart #adobe #adobeillustrator #photoshop #premierepro #video #typography #type #flex #red #black #white #parentaladvisory #rocky #creativity #gfx #usemuzli @premiereprocc @photoshop (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bulhi8NnsXq/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ia750ual62x9

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🌒Semi🌖 (17/23) Special S/O to 2017. My year of the semicolon. My Year of the Phoenix theory. Went through alot that year...if you know you know. . . . #gfx #design #poster #posterdesign #semicolon #gradient #colour #posterchallenge #minimalism #yellow #afro #wifi #art #designer #creative #conceptart (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtvQajDHtJK/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=gbjxptlbz6yg

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First one for me: Seed Something different something simple something cute... stipples for the cream cheese n chives😝 gotta catch-up this inktober tbh🙈 @durbandraws #durbandraws #inktober #inktober2018 #drawing #ink #fineliner #stipples #popcorn #stippling #art #sketch #quicksketch #latenightart #artistsoninstagram #instagood #instaart (at North Beach) https://www.instagram.com/p/BosKfdwHduo/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=kor0wj3s5on6